Zhen Guo Princess GL

I can not be reconciled.Although the time to write this policy theory is short, I have been thinking about these things for a long time.Not only this one thing, but many other things.In the past, I always felt that this era has nothing to do with me, and I was lazy to do anything. Now it is the opposite. I feel that this era is closely related to me. This is the country of my father and mother. The great mountains and rivers that I have struggled for are the Han family where countless people of my time live. I am eager to do something for this land and the people on this land, no matter whether the country is surnamed Li or Wu, or even The surnames are Zhao and Zhu.But my mother never mentioned this matter to me again, whether it was my thoughts, or Cui Mingde's, Wan'er's or even He Lou's thoughts.

No matter how unwilling I am, I can only wait slowly. In my princess mansion, I am the master, and my will is the will of the people in the mansion. But outside, I can only wait, wait patiently, wait Mother's verdict, waiting for the judgment of the prime ministers, waiting to see if others can realize my ideas.

I have never really understood A Huan so clearly, I understand her desperate mood to climb up, I even gradually began to understand my mother, why she was able to mercilessly force her own son to death, the feeling of being dominated by others is not It's uncomfortable, and the taste of doing whatever you want is too good.As far as I can see, power is not what I thought at first, it can only bring bad luck and suspicion, but it can also bring ideals, ambitions and family affection.

I crave power.

Autumn is not the time to soak in warm soup. Shengjia stayed in Ruzhou for a day and then set off. He went to Songshan Mountain and stayed at the post station for one night. The next morning, all the monks from Shaolin Temple visited and welcomed his mother up the mountain.Although my mother is old, she still does not use a chariot. She climbs the mountain on foot and meditates on Mount Shaoshi for three days.

Since my mother attached great importance to Buddhism and Taoism, she has followed the law since Wu Chengyu, and even I have memorized a few scriptures in my stomach, and quoted a few sentences when answering, so as not to make a fool of myself.Among the close attendants, such as Wan'er, Cui Mingde, He Lou, etc., are even more intensive in Buddhism, and often have amazing words-this is all within my expectation.

What surprised me was A Huan. She has always been cautious in her words and deeds, and she often acts as if she is not there when she is in front of the emperor. This time, she discussed the Dharma with Zen Master Hui'an. Although she was defeated, but only by looking at Man Tang's expression, one can tell how far she has cultivated in the scriptures.The mother also appreciated this, and gave scripture beads in public, which caused a commotion among Zhu Wu, who looked at A Huan rather unkindly.

Because I lived separately these few days, it was not easy to ask her, so I squeezed into her car on the way back, and I wanted to ask her a question, but she answered before I asked her: "When you are away, I have nothing to do by myself. , I had no choice but to entertain myself with it—it just so happened that I was in charge of these things, and it was very cheap to read scriptures or listen to scriptures.”

I was relieved when I heard the word "self-entertainment", and said with a light smile, "If you like it, you can just take a look. I also have a few volumes of Sanskrit scriptures given by others, and I will bring them to you when I get back."

She glanced at me: "I think you don't seem to like me watching these things."

I hurriedly smiled and said: "Not really." She stared at me, then smiled and said: "Reading scriptures is a good thing, I'm afraid you have learned those pure methods and left me aside, what should I do?"

She rolled up the scriptures to cover half of her face, and looked at me with her eyes exposed: "If you can really learn the pure method, you will be able to cultivate the right fruit of Buddhism. I don't know how many people can't ask for it--you are not happy for me, but you just want to see me. Thinking of blocking it?"

I said embarrassingly, "That's not..."

She blinked and looked at me: "Then you don't believe that I can achieve the right result? Yes, I also know that my talent is blunt and I can't get into the eyes of your Princess Changle."

I was anxious: "Naturally not."

She smiled: "What is that?"

When I saw this smile, I knew I had been tricked by her again, and said angrily, "I'm afraid of you. I'm already eloquent, and it's even worse if I follow these eminent monks' debating Buddhism and preaching. I won't talk to you either." Debate, you can watch whatever you like. It is up to you to learn Buddhism and Taoism. If you really enter the Tao, I will sacrifice myself to go to your temple. When you fast, I will eat meat and drink beside you. , I will ask people to perform songs and dances, and you have become a true fruit and have gone to the bliss of the Western Paradise, so I... just find seven or eight little ladies to be the bliss of the world, and see how you continue to recite the scriptures in the Western Paradise!"

She laughed so hard that she couldn't hold the book, but she still said solemnly: "Fool, if I really cultivated the Pure Dharma, I would naturally break the relationship with the world. What does it have to do with me if you eat meat and drink or find a young woman?"

I couldn't argue with her, so I could only throw my head on her and said: "You are my wife, why is it okay?"

She was still stunned and said: "wife?" After being scratched by me, she understood and leaned back with a smile. Said: "There are still people outside."

I just sat down angrily, but she stretched her head out to look at my face, and poked my face with her hand: "I didn't treat you badly when I came out for a while, why did you lose so much weight?"

I didn't want to talk to her at first, but when I heard that she lost weight, I touched my face unconsciously and said, "Really?"

She laughed: "Of course I lied to you, you are so skinny, Your Majesty should blame me."

I was very annoyed: "I'm so fat that I can't even climb the mountain. I told you to feed me!" I was climbing the same mountain, and even my mother walked calmly and never looked tired. I didn't reprimand in public, but I just looked back a few times and sighed, but I was so ashamed that I wished I could hide in the crevice of the cliff. A Huan was fine, and said "It's my concubine who failed to take care of Taiping". Someone stewed a lot of medicinal food and forced me to eat it day and night. Although I didn't look at it carefully in the mirror, I thought that my face was probably rounded again—it was all this person's fault!

Seeing that I was angry, Ah Huan smiled brighter and teased me with his hand again until I was really angry, so he slowly withdrew his hand, sat upright slowly, squinted his eyes and smiled slightly: "You dream of gods every night. , and yearn for the fairy world with all one's heart, isn't it the Western bliss? I heard from your description, it doesn't look like the quiet and blessed place of Taoist Sanqing. I don't know that there are other fairylands in the world besides these two places. The world is really big , there are all kinds of surprises, I want to see the whole leopard with a small tube, but I can't get it."

My heart tightened, and I looked at her angrily: "You have never entered the Buddha's country, how do you know what kind of world is the ultimate bliss? Even if you are in the Buddha's country, there are three thousand great thousand worlds, and you can only glimpse one place. How do you know what is going on elsewhere? How do you know that the gods I dreamed of are not the gods of the Buddha Kingdom?"

A Huan shook her head and smiled slightly: "I don't need to know where bliss is, and the door to bliss will not open for people like me." Taking advantage of my hesitation, he stretched out his hand to pinch my face again and again: "Idiot Son."

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Correction to yesterday's note, in the Tang Dynasty, adults generally refer to parents, and occasionally can be used to refer to elders of blood relatives, not high-ranking officials.