Zhen Guo Princess GL

Although entering the political affairs hall was a whim, but after I tasted the sweetness of this matter, I slowly tested the bottom line of my mother and the prime ministers—Cui Mingde always talked about "government" and "government" when talking to me However, there are thousands of differences in government affairs. The government affairs are hidden and listened to in the mother's concubine, and the government affairs are discussed in the inner hall of the Zhenguan Hall, and the government affairs are also discussed by the prime ministers in the political affairs hall. It is still a mystery as to what kind of government affairs and how far you can participate in it. This mystery, my mother can't explain it to me clearly, and the prime ministers don't want to explain it to me clearly, so I can only do it myself. to untie.

For many days, I used the South Gate to enter and exit the palace. When I was in the palace, I often wandered around the front of the palace without wearing any cover. When I met people I knew, I greeted them openly.In the past few years, I have recommended some people one after another, and I can often see many people in Taiwan Province: Liu Houde was appointed as the censor, Cui Xiu was appointed as the young supervisor of Lintai, Luo Fengchun was appointed as Xia Guanlang, and Zheng Yuanyi was appointed. Among the Tianguan doctors, Wei Qing served as the coordinator of the book.

These people are not like Li Zhaode, they still have contacts with me in private, and when they met me in front of them, they didn't want to draw a clear line just because I was more polite. Not light homely.

Not only did my mother acquiesce in my little temptation, but she even took me with her when she visited the Guangwen Museum on a temporary basis, and when she asked about the compilation of "An Collection of Ancient and Modern Books", she mentioned a sentence intentionally or unintentionally: "The compilation of this book was originally done by Taiping. idea." It drew countless astonished gazes.

Even when I was alone in the past few days, my heart couldn't help but pounding. There were so many ideas in my mind, I wished I could realize them all in one day, but when I thought of the setbacks of the previous few days , I can only suppress my emotions, review and sort out all my thoughts one by one, there are too many thoughts, once I have a little, I can jump to many points immediately, and finally I have to take out a pen and paper and force myself to write Come down, but when you don’t write, you only know that you have a lot of ideas. Only when you really write do you know how much “more” it is——I almost wrote down all the points that I can remember in my previous life that were more advanced than today’s. Each of these is almost inconceivable in today's era: nine-year compulsory education, universal higher education with marks for admission, scholarships, almost no illiteracy, gender equality, technological advancement, road access everywhere, market competition, Free business, occupational equality, specialized hospitals and schools, specialized companies, service industries, civil service examinations, prohibition of buying and selling people, independent marriage, prenatal and postnatal care, automobiles, airplanes, railways, subways, cruise ships, oil, guns...

Many things that have not been realized in my previous life, such as gay marriage and single-parent birth, have also been jotted down by me. If these things are seen by others, I am afraid that I will immediately go to my mother to sue someone who is subversive and outrageous. After all, people, especially Women, if you have a "disease" such as not getting married or having children, even if you don't actively receive treatment, you should cover it up and deceive, and you must not make this known to the public. What about?As for one's own original wish, is it important to have a family name?Is it important to have a descendant?

While thinking about the consequences of my thoughts being seen by my mother or some ministers, the original intention was to remind myself to be careful and vigilant, but for some reason, I made myself laugh instead, and after I laughed, I felt sad—if I didn’t When I think about it, I feel that life is so-so. Once I have an idea but can’t realize it, I just scratch my heart and think about it. In a lifetime, it is a blessing to be able to do any one of them, but it is absolutely impossible to do all of them.Now I have to choose priorities and establish goals among so many complicated thoughts, and then distinguish priorities and work step by step.

I spent several nights sorting out these messy ideas. Fortunately, once I sort them into categories, it doesn’t seem so difficult-the general direction is nothing more than technological progress, economic development, educational equity, gender equality, and balancing the rich and the poor. These five things can promote each other, but one must be the main one.I chose gender equality with almost no hesitation, and then went on to list a lot of things about equality. In the end, there was only one thing, which was to spare no effort to improve the status of women. I excitedly wrote these items Break it down again and list the short, medium and long-term goals. Besides the most important one, other easy-to-achieve items are also written in it, keep it in your arms, and go to A Huan to discuss it.

To my surprise, Cui Mingde went to A Huan's place right after he returned to the palace, the two of them sat and talked with each other, the meaning was so close, it blew me away, I looked left and right, quite hesitant, and seeing Cui Mingde's haggard appearance, An old black dress hangs loosely on her body, and her chess-playing fingers are as thin as sticks. She wants to comfort her, but she doesn't know how to comfort her. While hesitating at the door, A Huan drops a piece and looks at me sideways: "Isn't it cold at the door?"

We came back to our senses, went in slowly, and sat down by the side. A Huan and Cui Mingde were both concentrating on playing chess without saying a word. From morning to noon, from noon to night, after a game, it was midnight, the gate of the palace was locked, Cui Mingde and I could only stay in Baisunyuan, which was exactly what I wanted.

A Huan glanced at me with a smile, stretched her waist, and said without sincerity: "There is only one side hall, I'm afraid I will wrong Cui Shanggong to live in the outer room."

Cui Mingde had no expression on his face, and he didn't say a word, he just nodded lightly with his head. I couldn't bear it in my heart, and said softly: "Otherwise, Ah Cui lives in the side hall, I will squeeze with Auntie..." Before he finished speaking, A Huan After casting a blank look, he had no choice but to shut up. A Huan personally took people to the side hall, arranged the lamps and candles and bedding neatly, and sent a palace official to the outer room to arrange Cui Mingde's residence—actually it was a small mat for night duty—I whispered He said to her: "You put me here, and I'm going to look for you at night, so why don't you just let her sleep?"

But Ah Huan just said: "Don't worry about it." Pretending to be a virtuous sister-in-law, she sent me to wash and go to bed, blew out the lamps and candles, and told me many sleeping habits at the door. When I went outside, I saw that Cui Mingde was neither undressing nor sleeping, just sitting cross-legged on the mat. When I called her, I opened my eyes slightly, and said softly: "I'm fine, but I want to mourn for Daddy for a year. Don't say it."

Observing filial piety is a taboo in the palace, especially when my mother is older. I nodded, hesitated for a moment, and said as usual: "If there is anything, please tell me."

Cui Mingde glanced at me and said, "You seem to have something to say during the day?"

I smiled and said: "You saw it." After thinking about it, I felt that there was no need to hide it from her, so I sat beside her and said in a low voice: "It's not a big deal, but I think we talk about politics all day long, but we don't want to hide it." I have never discussed why and how far I want to go, so I thought about it for a while and drew up some items."

Cui Mingde looked at me in surprise, as if she was looking at some strange person. When I was seen by her, I was embarrassed to take out the note, and remembered that I wrote the entry in mixed characters of simplified Chinese, pinyin and English. , showing it to her hastily, for fear of arousing suspicion, he was hesitating, but heard A Huan whisper: "Don't be surprised, she is such a person, she has to think about why she does everything. Don't talk about what you do, There are a lot of great principles, like an old pedant."

I was so frightened by her that I almost jumped up, patted my heart and complained: "A Huan!" Then asked: "Why are you here?"

She didn't answer, but stretched out her hand to touch my chest, which made me even more horrified, and said in a low voice, "What are you doing?" When she wanted to dodge, for fear of making a noise, she only blocked her with one hand, and kept her eyes on the other. Going to see Cui Mingde, Cui Mingde turned a blind eye, I was too weak, and soon A Huan caught me, and he groped my arms for a while, making me feel distracted, but suddenly took it back—it turned out that I wanted to That's right, she just came to look for my note.

Fortunately, the night was getting dark, Cui Mingde just lowered his eyes to meditate, and A Huan only focused on raising Ye Mingzhu to look at what I wrote. No one cared about my blushing face. Stretching forward, he straddled the ground comfortably, and said to A Huan: "I don't know why, so why do we do it? There must be a reason, and then there must be a program, and then there must be a charter, and then we can take it step by step. Come on. Otherwise, I obviously want to go to the south, but I just go north blindly, no matter how hard I spend, no matter how far I go, what's the point?" I winked at A Huan, signaling her not to hand over the paper to Cui Mingde However, she simply said, "The words are too ugly to read clearly", then tore up my few nights of hard work, kneaded the pieces into a ball, and stuffed them into my hands: "That's you, if you have a chance, you still want to see me." Pick and choose here, like us, no matter whether you go south or north, you have to go as hard as you can." Before I could answer, he took my hand and said, "Don't get in the way of others here, just go to my place. "