This day, I was busy from morning to night, and I felt tired when I got to bed, but with A Huan beside me, I was always reluctant to just fall asleep like this. At first, I just hugged her, and said something about it Speaking of her own words, she became passionate without knowing it, and started kissing and kissing. Seriously speaking, her body is not any better than others, it is just thin and even flesh, but I But I always feel that she smells more fragrant, feels softer, and holds her more comfortably than others, whether it is with her face, hands, lips, or other parts of her body, touching her cheeks, neck, The arms, chest, side waist, lower abdomen, narrow hips, and thin legs all feel like they can't touch enough. I wish I could turn them into a piece of clothing or a bracelet, so that I can be skin-to-skin with her and stay with her all day long.

Ah Huan didn't stop my intimacy, but she seemed a little unenthusiastic. After I slowly slid down to the bottom, when I reached the most secret place, she half sat up again and called my name: "Taiping."

I raised my eyes and waited for her instructions, and seeing her not moving for a while, I put my face close to her lower abdomen again, but she suddenly turned sideways, looked at me with one hand and said, "Talk to me."

When I was just getting excited, I poked my head down, wrapped my arms around her legs, put my face on her legs, and said half coquettishly, "No." My hands went between my legs, and I clearly poked her in front of her. The kissing and rubbing had achieved some small results, and she became more reluctant to let go, but she stretched out her hand and flicked on my head: "Talk to me."

I had no choice but to reluctantly rub against her. When I got out of the quilt, I met her looking down at me, and wanted to raise my head to kiss her on the lips. She pressed my shoulder with one hand to prevent me from going up: "Military learning It has been handed over to Yang Ziheng, what can His Majesty tell you to do in the future? Do you have anything you want to do?"

I can only wrap my hands around her waist, rub my toes on her legs, and shake back and forth: "Not yet—let's talk about it tomorrow, it's so late, I'm sleepy." When I said sleepy, I specially used a nasal voice, Talking in a childish voice, and poking her breasts back and forth with the tip of my nose and cheeks - this is a game I recently invented, because the fragrance is the strongest on A Huan's body, and I don't know if it's because of my own thoughts and hallucinations , It's still true, I always feel that there is a hint of milky fragrance in the fragrance of her chest, I like this kind of fragrance.

She pinched my cheeks and forced me to stay away from her: "I didn't sleep at night, I went to find Cui Mingde to talk about my thoughts, and wrote a lot of strange things, as if I wanted to do something great, but in the end When you ask a serious question, you suddenly feel sleepy. Is it because I don't agree with you and makes you feel sleepy when you see me, or do you think these are things from the previous court and you don't want to tell me, huh?"

I hurriedly raised my head and said, "I originally planned to tell you, not Cui Mingde, otherwise why would I use those words..." Halfway through the speech, I saw her eyes were smiling, and she didn't show any sign of anger, so I realized that Being tricked by her, he glanced at her half-blamingly, and said in a muffled voice: "It's a day in the daytime, I don't see you asking about it, but when it's time to get down to business, you think about it again."

She smiled faintly, turned over and turned her back to me: "If you don't want to talk about it, forget it and go to sleep."

I climbed on top of her, pressed my chin on her shoulder, and said bitterly, "Didn't you see what I want to do? As for Auntie, I always have to tell her what I want to do before we can have sex with her." stop."

A Huan smiled, and didn't turn back, just looked at me sideways: "Your writing on that paper is messy, the words don't make sense, the meaning doesn't make sense, and there are many new words you learned from the gods, I can't read them." I understand. Besides, there are too many of them. I just want to ask you one thing, what are you going to do next."

I really didn't think about it. I turned over from her, lay on my side opposite her, and looked at her without blinking: "I'm not a court official, and I don't have a formal appointment. If my mother doesn't order, I won't." I can only follow her to listen to the discussion, interject a few words when I meet something I understand, and learn from those I don’t understand—that’s probably it.”

A Huan looked at me with a smile: "You also know that you are not a court official, you have no status in what you do, and you don't have a serious appointment. You can't be promoted step by step like those outside, but you don't care about your own future. Worried? Yes, you have thought of many things to do, but there is nothing you can do now."

I was not convinced by what she said, and said with a puffed face: "That is my program—the program, you know? If I don't have this, I just want to fight for power. Power is in my hand, but I forget why I wanted to pursue power in the first place. , isn't that a waste of time?"

A Huan raised her eyebrows and smiled: "Really, I thought all you thought about was to protect me and Shouli, but it turned out that wasn't it?"

I said, "Naturally, I want to protect you."

A Huan laughed again: "But if there is only one choice between your program and protecting us, what are you going to do?"

I was taken aback: "My long-term goal is different from yours, and you are naturally the most important."

A Huan stroked my face with a smile: "Or to put it this way, if... killing one, no, a hundred innocent people by vicious means now can save me and Shouli, would you kill them, or would you kill them?" Will you leave us alone?"

I looked at her suspiciously, unable to figure out why she suddenly asked such a question like "Who do you save first when your mother and I fall into the water?" After thinking about it, I said, "I won't let this happen."

Ah Huan laughed: "Really, why wouldn't you let such a thing happen?"

I was about to answer, "When I maintain the country and uphold the government, I will naturally protect you well", when I suddenly stopped, and understood what she meant, the four words "holding the country and upholding the government" are so easy to say, and how easy it is to do Difficult, Li Sheng was a prince when he was young, and he couldn't even protect his own life when he was in his twenties. Li Rui has reached the position of supreme, but now he is far away from the capital and guarding the borderlands. A person who can really do these four words Now, as far as I can see, there is only my mother, but what she has done along the way is far from the "programme" I wrote.

I looked at A Huan seriously, and answered very honestly: "I don't know, maybe I can only take one step and watch." I thought she would be angry, but she smiled instead: "Yes, You also know that you can only take one step at a time, the current situation is changing, and who knows what will happen in the future."

If I realized something, I was not convinced: "Although the current situation is changing, some things can never be changed. Human beings are human beings, not plants, animals, or animals, because human beings have their own feelings and bottom lines. Do not blindly pursue the instinct of desire. Being able to advance and retreat, knowing how to move and knowing how to stop, is the way to be a human being. Moreover, since ancient times, it has been said that "a teacher must be famous". Although the court is not a battlefield, it is also a battlefield. If there is no certain ideal, how can people sincerely follow it if they blindly use authority to persecute and use profit to lure?"

In the early days, in the political class that I hated the most, the teacher’s favorite thing to say was "political platform". Most of them are empty and hypocritical big words in our eyes, but now, I suddenly feel the weight of those so-called big words.If it weren't for these words that seemed empty and hypocritical at the time, I could clearly stay behind my mother peacefully, be her most caring little daughter, occasionally give advice behind her, and don't have to take the risk of violating the law of etiquette to appear in front of the stage, if it wasn't for With these words, Dugu Shao didn't have to go to the frontier and risk his life.It would be a lie to say that this thing can really solve any worries and difficulties for us, but if there is no such thing, what else can unite us and enable us to work together towards the same goal? ?

I looked at A Huan, and I wanted to explain a lot to her, but when it came to my mouth, it turned into: "A Huan, I want...to create a party." Before she could open her mouth, I said it on my own : "I want to gather some people. We all have the same goal and are willing to work hard for it. Although the power of one person is small, the power of everyone is great. I want to... gather the power of everyone and fight for this together."

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