Confessions of soul and flesh

The past of Gu Weinan and Xiao Songyi

When Gu Weinan and Xiao Songyi met, they were just students. That year in the regional art festival competition, Gu Weinan represented his university and won the championship with a Paganini Capriccio. Xiao Songyi, who was sitting in the audience, was the youngest part-timer Professor, at that time his eyes could still vaguely capture the seed of hope wrapped in light and shadow on the stage.

The next day, the music teacher told Gu Weinan's parents that a professor at the conservatory felt that the child could be made, and that if he could learn from him in his spare time, he would definitely be able to embark on a professional path in the future.There is no reason not to accept the olive branch that fell from the sky. Since then, Gu Weinan will go to Xiao Songyi's studio to practice the piano every weekend, rain or shine, until he graduates from high school and is admitted to the Conservatory of Music.

In fact, Gu Weinan has always liked Xiao Songyi. Whether he regards Xiao Songyi as a teacher or a friend, in addition to helping him professionally, he is also a good listener, quiet, peaceful, and able to talk to each other.After piano practice every weekend afternoon, Gu Weinan likes to stay with Mr. Xiao and refuses to leave. This talented composer with eye disease is also a rare tolerance for him, even when Gu Weinan expresses his sexuality to him. Just to comfort him, it’s okay, many classical masters are like this, this does not prevent you from becoming an excellent person.

In fact, Xiao Songyi is only 8 years older than himself, and Gu Weinan even regards him as his first love.So when Xiao Songyi couldn't see at all that day, Gu Weinan gave his teacher oral sex for the first time in order to comfort him.He still remembers the boy who was not yet 30 years old crying while holding himself in tears, asking him why he was blind and why he couldn’t see. eat it.

That night, his teacher Xiao told him that although he didn't have this orientation, he still thanked him, and he only replied that you are welcome, I am willing.After that, Gu Weinan did not dare to go to the studio for a long time, fearing that the two of them would be embarrassed, but his teacher Xiao called him and stated his needs frankly. Maybe it was because of too much pressure on music creation, or For any other reason, he needs him, but he can't make it public.Of course he would go, how could he reject this teacher who was his first love?At that time, Gu Weinan was already working in the audio equipment store in Shangguanbei, and he ran to Teacher Xiao's house every three days to adjust the equipment, and he knew how many assistants he had changed.

But he knew that he and Xiao Songyi were not from the same world, the distance between them was too far and too long, like a fish on the bottom of the sea looking at the moon.So much so that Gu Weinan didn't dare to tell him that there was a car accident.He didn't drive that day, but stood in the flower shop downstairs of Xiao Songyi's house, thinking about what flowers to buy for his teacher. The Cayenne, which was going backwards and speeding, ran directly across the road.When he took out his mobile phone and called Shangguan Bei, his mind was blank, and there were still a few bouquets of bright red roses scattered on his bloody left hand.

Now that bouquet of roses remains on Gu Weinan's left arm forever, and it will not wither even in winter.He hugged the love of his life with these hands, and told him all his experiences.Wu Shan kissed him clumsily, affectionately but cautiously, his rose was fragile but strong, blooming alone for him in countless unknown nights.

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