Years

(two)

Ji Feng took two steps and moved to the corner, leaning on the low cabinet with his left arm, and sat on the remodeled high chair.The left leg can still bear it, and the stump of the right leg is only a few inches below the hip bone. After a busy night, it is quite sore.Although the high chair is not very comfortable, it is also a compromise choice for him to get up easily.

The hand stick beat the stump indiscriminately, and there was a sudden rustling sound from outside the door curtain.Ji Feng straightened up subconsciously, turned his head, and the height was just enough to see the door.The curtain swung a few times, and a slender hand protruded from the gap, followed by a thin red and white stick.

Ji Feng was startled and got up quickly. The moment his right leg touched the ground, he felt a sharp pain. He staggered a bit, and his right arm barely touched the workbench.After stabilizing his figure, Ji Feng called out: "Tang Ye!"

The people at the door heard his voice, and their groping movements slowed down a little.Ji Feng was anxious, but still patiently staggered towards the door, passing by the startled young couple, he leaned slightly and whispered a word of embarrassment.

"Tang Ye, why are you here? You came by yourself? Where's Xiao Yi?" Panting, Ji Feng stood still in front of Tang Ye, leaned forward and looked behind him, his outstretched arm finally stopped in the air.

Tang Ye had already stepped into the door, holding his blind cane in his hand, taking off his hat and scarf, still wearing sunglasses, but showing his strong browbones and clean jaw. "Xiao Yi went out with her boyfriend."

"How did you come here? It's snowing so heavily outside!" Tang Ye didn't need to answer, looking at the patches of snow foam on his body, Ji Feng also knew that he fell all the way. "What are you doing here?"

"I'm hungry and want to come for supper." Tang Ye replied blankly.

"Are you crazy? There aren't many people outside now, what if you fall? Besides, it's midnight, and you don't know how to make a phone call, what should I do when I'm closed?" Seeing Tang Ye, Ji Feng should have She was happy, the kind of happiness that the world's flowers bloomed, but now she was a little angry because of her distress. "Call me what you want to eat and I'll send it to you. Why run around?"

"You give it?" Tang Ye had a sneering smile on his lips, Ji Feng was stunned, and slowly put down the hand stick that was stroking his heart, and the loss quietly spread in the silence.

Tang Ye felt that he had slipped his words, and couldn't help but tighten the blind stick in his hand. "It has been snowing since evening," Tang Ye squeezed out the sentence slowly. He didn't want to say it, but he didn't want to hurt Ji Feng in this way.As a blind man, he knew all too well the feeling of being ridiculed with flaws. "So I know you must still be there." I'm worried about you, so come and see.This was his original intention, but when the words came to his lips, his appearance changed in a strange way.

"Sit inside." Ji Feng said in a muffled voice, raised his still intact left arm and patted Tang Ye's shoulder lightly, signaling that he didn't care.

It's just a fact.Ji Feng walked obliquely in front, listening to Tang Ye's sound of groping to keep up, he also laughed at himself thousands of times.He can't send him a bowl of hot noodles on a snowy day, can't brush off the dust and snow from his body, and can't even reach out to help him up when he is about to fall, heh, it's just a joke.

After going abroad for three months, Ji Feng encountered an accident.Seeing himself a lively young man in his twenties who suddenly lost his limbs in the sick bed, his first reaction was that he would no longer be able to take care of Tang Ye.Ji Feng is not a negative person, he has completed psychological reconstruction and rehabilitation very smoothly - if this part of Tang Ye is not counted.He said to Tang Ye: "With me here, I will take good care of you." He also said: "Wait for me to come back to find you."He had lost his faith, and he probably would not be able to face Tang Ye again in this life.

In the third year, the longing for Tang Ye finally overwhelmed his guilt, and Ji Feng returned to their city and the community where they lived.

Ji Feng didn't know if Tang Ye still lived here.He stood under the shade of a tree, looked up at Tang Ye's window, and looked down at the road under his feet. He seemed to see two figures, shoulder to shoulder, crossing the road in the neighborhood and disappearing into the building, talking and laughing.In this way, he is satisfied.

Suddenly, he really saw the figure that he had been thinking about day and night.Tang Ye walked slowly from a distance, leaning on a blind cane in one hand and probably carrying a takeaway in the other.Every cautious step stepped on Ji Feng's heart and body. Seeing Tang Yehe approaching and leaving, he seemed to be buried in the soil, imprisoning his body, unable to speak a word, and dared not take a breath. asthma.

He watched as Tang Ye stepped into a water stain on the ground, his body was crooked, and he almost fell. "Be careful!" These two words broke the forbidden spell and blurted out.

Tang Ye's body that had just steadied trembled again: "Monsoon!" He turned his head abruptly, the shout was urgent and excited.

"Ji Feng, is that you?" Tang Ye staggered towards the voice before hearing no response.He suspected that he was hallucinating, but that slight possibility was enough to make him lose his usual calmness.

Seeing that Tang Ye was about to fall, he couldn't even take a step, let alone rush to his side to support him.Facts strangled the budding courage. Ji Feng's psychological construction for so long collapsed in an instant, and a bottomless sense of powerlessness surged from the collapsed embankment, whipping his nerves and almost drowning him.He was unable to respond until he saw Tang Ye groping towards him with messy steps.

"Tang Ye, it's me." Ji Feng said softly.

As if some switch had been activated, Tang Ye suddenly regained his sanity, put away the expression on his face, and stood still three steps away from Jifeng. "What are you doing here?" The voice was alienated and indifferent, as if the trembling cry just now did not come from him.

"...I'll come and see you." Ji Feng glanced at his stiff arms and trouser legs that were trying to hide, his voice was barely audible.

"Then have you seen enough? Please go back." The sadness on Tang Ye's face flashed, leaving only decisive words, "Don't follow me."

Ji Feng tried to take a small step forward, but the difficult and ugly movement finally made him completely give up.Tang Ye's back gradually moved away, still slowly, but lost his previous composure.Ji Feng stood there watching, his heart, which had been tense for three years, was suddenly stripped of its restraints, and without support, pieces were broken piece by piece, withered all over the ground.