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"Okay, at ten o'clock sharp, Ah Qing's Tiger Claw, who is wearing a Meow mask and Miao Xiaohu live broadcasted to everyone, said goodbye to everyone, see you tomorrow!"

"Meow~meow~"

[Qingqing good night (goodbye)]×N

Qing Qing turned off the devices one by one, took the dessert plate and went downstairs.

There was no one downstairs, except for the lights in the corridor, all the lights were off. Qing Qing went downstairs and saw a bright light in the kitchen. He walked over. Tang Xuan was doing something when he heard the sound turning. Looking at him, he put the plate in the sink. Looking at Tang Xuan, he couldn't help but smile, "This is Sister Zhao's apron? It's really... hard to say..."

Tang Xuan paused in his hands, and said quietly: "I'm working hard to prepare supper for you, but you laugh at my image."

Qingqing immediately stopped laughing and hurried forward to please, "No, no, I just don't think this is suitable for you, the hellokitty on it is too pink, and you are so tall, that's why... well, I apologize, I'm sorry, don't be angry... ..."

Tang Xuan remained silent, Qing Qing was even more anxious, pulling his sleeves to apologize.

"Don't be so stingy, you will be angry like this..."

Tang Xuan suddenly reached out and touched his face, then continued to make buns: "I won't be angry with you, don't worry."

Qingqing touched his face, and sure enough, he had flour in his hand. He wanted to return it on purpose, thinking that it would be too troublesome to clean up after playing, so he wanted to be a hero with his tongue, "You are too naive, and you still play like this, kid? Love playing with flour."

But he can also make this bun, and seeing that there is still a little bit left, he also washed his hands and made it together.

Tang Xuan stopped him, "There is porridge in the pot, I cooked it for you, it's not good to eat too much too late, drink a bowl of porridge first, these are for tomorrow morning, I'll be fine."

Qing Qing said: "I'll pack it with you, hurry up, you didn't eat dinner, let's eat together." He still felt very sorry, Tang Xuan was thinking about him, but he even forgot whether the other party had eaten or not Caring, is really incompetent boyfriend.

"Aunt Qing asked Aunt Zhao to cook for me, and I ate it," Tang Xuan explained. Seeing Qingqing's guilty face and itchy heart, he reached out and kissed the corner of his mouth after thinking about it, "But I can Have supper with you."

Qingqing blushed, thinking that such intimacy between lovers is common, she couldn't blush, she had to get used to it, and she got tangled up for a while, but unfortunately she couldn't control the reaction of blushing, so Tang Xuan could clearly see that Qingqing's cheeks changed from pink to white. It's really tempting to be red, but now the right time, place and people don't allow it, so he still gave up the idea of ​​holding Qing Qing down and kissing her again.

The speed of the two of them was much faster, and they finished wrapping the remaining skin and stuffing in ten minutes. Qing Qing compared his own bag with Tang Xuan's, and had to admit that his skills were not as good as others.

"Why are you so dexterous? It's so wrong! Everyone says 'a gentleman stays away from cooking'. Why do you know how to cook with such a powerful family background?"

Tang Xuan packed the buns, put them in the refrigerator, took two more bowls of porridge, brought them to the dining room, Mother Qing and Aunt Zhao had already fallen asleep, and they turned on a night light to lighten their movements.

"Father thinks it is incompetent not to be able to bring everything he wants to his lover. Of course I want to satisfy your wish." Tang Xuan put a bowl of porridge in front of him.

Qing Qing took a sip, and admired Tang Xuan's craftsmanship again: "So have you ever liked someone who can cook?" If you like someone, of course you want the other person to be like him, even though Tang Xuan said that he was his first kiss.

Tang Xuan paused in his hands, and looked at Qing Qing, his eyes seemed to be a little sad, Qing Qing didn't look carefully, but was covered by Tang Xuan's hand, he wiped off the flour on his face just now, She pinched his cheek again, "You should believe me, the only person I like is you." He doesn't remember those things, and he doesn't want him to remember them, as long as he is well now.

Qing Qing looked at him, "But I don't remember telling you that I like to eat?"

Tang Xuan asked him back: "Do you think I knew it?"

Qingqing thought about it, and understood, "Anyway, you already have ulterior motives, and you have been coveting me for a long time before I knew you. Knowing my tastes and preferences, it's not surprising." He should have done it early. He did not act until he was prepared, so he was actually tricked from the very beginning!

"I don't know you, how can I make you like me?" Tang Xuan replied, smiled, and urged him to eat quickly, and go to rest after eating.

Usually at this time, Qing Qing had already finished washing and going to bed, but today she didn't feel sleepy for a long time. She and Tang Xuan washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. Tang Xuan urged him to go upstairs to sleep, but he still wanted to find something to do .

"Take me to see your guest room?" Although this was his home, he still asked Tang Xuan to lead the way.

Qing's family has prepared several guest rooms, usually no one will put bedding, and they will be cleaned only when someone comes. Qing's mother asked Aunt Zhao to tidy up a room on the first floor. Qing's mother's intention is obvious, just to warn him not to think about it. With behaviors like "night attack", Tang Xuan would not care about such trivial matters with her, so he was naturally free.

Qingqing opened the door and walked in. The room layout was very simple, but the furniture was considered complete, but it was not too big. It was far worse than Qingqing's bedroom upstairs with the best lighting, so he was a little dissatisfied.

"The guest room seems too simple for you."

Tang Xuan didn't care about this. If he wanted to stay for a long time, he must clear a place next to his pillow. This temporary room for the night is just as casual as he wants, and he doesn't pay much attention to material comforts.

"It's okay, I'll go back tomorrow." Tang Xuan pulled him to sit on the bed together.

"I remember that there is a nice room next to me upstairs, why didn't my mother give you that one?"

Tang Xuan didn't want to communicate with him, so he changed the subject, "I like your room more."

Qingqing wanted to burn her face again, "Why do you talk like this all day... people don't know how to describe it!"

Tang Xuan took his hand and kissed it, and wanted to send him back to the room, "So if you are afraid that I will do something else, go back to the room and sleep quickly, or don't leave." As he said that, he was about to kiss Qingqing again. Face.

Qingqing immediately ran away like a fire, leaving behind a "good night!" and disappeared.

Tang Xuan laughed, laughed at Qingqing's cuteness, and laughed at his lack of concentration, went into the bathroom and turned on the cold water...

After running upstairs, Qingqing threw herself on the bed after washing quickly, and slapped Xiaohu who was sleeping soundly, and Xiaohu who was disturbed in her dream hit back hard... There were three red streaks on the back of her hand print.

"Hiss~ You bastard, you are really cruel! I'll just rub your head and you'll just do this to me!" Qing Qing patted Xiaohu's cat's head and reprimanded in a low voice.

Xiaohu, who was treated coldly for a day, didn't want to care about his master who had a new love and forgot about his old love. He licked his paws without even looking at him and went back to sleep.

"...Is this still the little tiger who clings to me and won't leave?"

He got out of bed and found a cotton swab and wiped it with alcohol for a few times to disinfect it. He turned off the light and lay on the bed, trying to get sleepy, but he was still refreshed after closing his eyes for a long time. Too many things happened that day. He seems to have gained a new life now, and he no longer feels invisible shackles entangled him, making him breathless, and all this is because he knew Tang Xuan, this person, he thought, he really didn't want to let go , No matter how entangled, I don't want to let go.

He was firm in his belief, thinking that if he had time, he would record the song "How Lucky" seriously and send it to Tang Xuan, so that he could understand his intentions.

Then I thought that I met a lot of friendly classmates at the party today, so I won’t feel that he is the only one in school in the future... Thinking about it, I thought of what Tang Xuan dragged him to do in the car... I felt a little bit Itchy.

He has never had much desire. After all, he has few contacts and matures late. He ponders alone, reads physiology books and checks on the Internet. He just regards erection as a normal physiological reaction. Even the first time I can’t remember clearly even in my dreams, but I just vaguely realized that I’ve grown up. He’s embarrassed to ask Qing’s mother, but he knows it for himself. Fortunately, he didn’t watch some large-scale videos and pictures, so his mind is very healthy and clean , The number of times I touch there by myself is pitiful.

But today when Tang Xuan kissed him there, he actually felt like he had been electrified. He was a little scared and also a little expectant... It turns out that Tang Xuan is also more experienced than him in this area. For the first time, he knew that doing such a thing was very difficult. It's comfortable, but Tang Xuan's time is too long, his hands are numb before he releases (how about morality???), he doesn't want to do that kind of thing for him anymore, but if he asks for reciprocity... it seems reluctant You can promise, but not for so long! (Author: I feel sorry for myself)

By the way, Tang Xuan said that this is just interest, he hasn't done anything real yet, what is it?Isn't this kind of thing the most intimate thing a couple can do?He has known about the relationship between men and women, but they are all men, and it seems that they can only do this, but Tang Xuan said no, so what is it like?

With shy curiosity, Qingqing decided to ask the almighty Du Niang for help.

"Sexual Behavior of Boys and Boys"

He clicked on search, and found that his three views were about to collapse...

The title at the beginning was quite normal. Although the language related to sexual issues was relatively... Internet language is dirty, but his focus was not on these. He went straight to Baidu Encyclopedia. Introducing how to make love between men, but a bunch of harms about the spread of physiological diseases among gay men.Seeing those remarks about how likely homosexuals are to be infected with AIDS, those appalling statistics, reports, and news, he just felt a chill in his heart, and even fear... Why are homosexuals prone to get sick?Why the emphasis on gay men getting sick?Isn't it between men and women?Is homosexuality such a big mistake...

Qing Qing, who still doesn't have a deep understanding of this aspect, even only knows that homosexuality is a minority in the crowd, and most people can't accept this kind of emotion, thinking it is wrong, so he also conceals his relationship with Tang Xuan.

Now to get a deeper understanding of these things, he started various inquiries such as "Is homosexuality wrong?" "Why is homosexuality not accepted by the world?" "Can there be love between the same sex"...

He asked the questions in his heart one by one, eager to get some affirmative answers. Although there were some, most of the answers were "unacceptable", "psychopathic", and "this is a disease that needs to be treated". My heart became colder and more distressed for Tang Xuan.

Knowing that such feelings are not accepted by the world, he dares to pursue the person he likes.He thought of the post bar comment he saw [A buddy was confessed by a man, so disgusting, this kind of feeling is too disgusting], he was thinking, if he thought like this at the time, he must be beaten up, Let him go, call him disgusting... Tang Xuan must have been psychologically prepared to be treated like this before he pursued him... Oh my god, just thinking about Tang Xuan being treated like this makes him feel bad, but Tang Xuan still So brave, so considerate and sincere, to help him, although the method was a bit clumsy at the beginning, but it was all from the heart.Then every time he approaches him, is he ready to accept any good or bad reaction from him?If he can't accept it, what should Tang Xuan do?He must be in pain!

Qingqing suddenly remembered that when he first saw Tang Xuan, his eyes were sad, it was the pain of not being able to ask for it, fearing that he could not accept such feelings and wanted to be friends with him first, suppressing all feelings as a friend Helping him, taking care of him... but completely hiding his feelings, Tang Xuan like this, him like this... makes him feel bad...

He typed a few words and sent them.

[Can you come with me? ]

He didn't receive a reply, thinking that maybe he was already asleep, Qingqing put down the phone, closed his eyes, and tried hard to restrain the churning pain in his heart, his heart twisted and twisted as if he was having difficulty breathing... Sorry, Tang Xuan, I didn't come sooner Falling in love with you caused you to bear so much pain...

The author has something to say:

When I wrote this chapter, I just wanted to die (ㄒoㄒ) Why should I, a girl, want to know about men (ahhhhh) Well, I know that I have thrown away my integrity... I also want to write some larger-scale plots. For example, Xiaoqing went to □□ to understand Tanmei’s taste, but after thinking about it, I found that I still couldn’t write it down (I like to make up brains too much, the picture is so beautiful that I dare not watch it [laughing and crying?]) So it’s better to give them a chance to enhance their relationship Y(^o^)Y

Ps: Code words at 01:30 in the morning, if you don’t sleep in the middle of the night, it must not be good news to send you a message (?^?) My friend asked me to borrow money and said it was for medical treatment. The key is that he borrowed it for others. I still don't borrow it, which makes me upset!After all, I have had a lot of experience of borrowing money under this name and not paying back (ㄒoㄒ) So, in the end... I still borrowed (ㄒoㄒ) and chopped hands! (So ​​there is no small theater in a bad mood!)