brat [entertainment circle]

police?Never dealt with.

On the contrary, her mother always dealt with the police when he was a child.

About three or four years old?

Chen doesn't remember how old he was, he only remembers that he was still wearing the crotch pants his mother changed for him, squatting bare buttocks by the locust tree in the yard, playing with mud and ants, waiting for his mother to come home.

As far as I can remember, her mother is very busy. Apart from going to work during the day, she occasionally brings home work when she comes back at night.

Once, the mother brought 'work' home again.

The man was so drunk that most of his body was hung on his mother's body, and he kept yelling and kissed his mother's face.

Hey, Chen Zai has such a violent temper, he came up in an instant, went straight up with short legs and started kicking, the man couldn't see and didn't feel it, and walked into the house with his mother in his arms.

Chen Zai couldn't be more angry, she hugged the man's leg and began to bite. The man looked at him and was about to kick him. His mother quickly hugged Chen Zai. When he got up, he was cursing with red eyes, and he wanted to beat someone, which woke up the whole courtyard.

Later, I didn't know who started it first. Anyway, after seeing blood, the police came, and the matter calmed down.

At that time, Chen Zai watched his uncle in uniform take his mother away, so he hugged the uncle's leg and refused to let go, crying that he was so hurt.

The policeman was also patient, and even carried him into the house next door to Uncle Wang's house to coax him, saying that he would not arrest his mother, but just let his mother play and come back later.Coaxing Chen Zai into tears and running out of the way for laughing, Chen Zai chased him out to have a look, where is the shadow of his mother!

Then his mother disappeared for ten days, and for those ten days, he lived at Uncle Wang's house next door.

During those days, Chen Zai moved the small bench and followed Uncle Wang to the street to repair the car. He just sat on the bench and stopped playing in the mud. He just watched people coming and going on the street. Let go, tearfully calling mother.

Later, when he grew up, Chen Zai knew that many of the things adults said were false, and they were all used to deceive children.

Call the police?

Chen Zai looked at Lin Ye and Qiao Zhen, one looked ashamed, and the other lowered his head to wipe away his tears, but Chen Zai knew that no matter it was Lin Ye or Qiao Zhen, even if they had a dog for more than [-] years, they still had feelings, let alone being their own. The son treats Lin Luan.

Chen Zai was really unsure about Lin Ye and Qiao Zhen's heart, would he favor Lin Luan, or seek justice for himself?

But no matter which one, Chen Zai somehow felt that being pestered...annoying.

Mr. Lin patted him on the back of the head, "Grandpa is asking you something, see what they are doing, look at Grandpa."

Chen Zai looked away, lowered his head and thought for a while, "Grandpa, let's talk about this later."

"Let's talk about it later? You don't want Grandpa to uphold justice for you."

"I don't want grandpa to worry about such a trivial matter. It's all over, and I can solve it myself."

Mr. Lin took a deep look at him, as if he was considering the meaning of Chen Zai's words. After a long time, Mr. Lin's eyes fell on Qiao Zhen, "Lin Ye, take Qiao Zhen to wash her face." .”

Lin Ye glanced at Qiao Zhen's tear-stained face and red eyes, nodded, and helped Qiao Zhen to leave.

Chen Zai had a clear mind and knew that the old man was going to talk to him alone.

"Chen Zai, tell grandpa honestly what is on your mind. Don't be afraid of grandpa, tell grandpa."

Chen Zai smiled indifferently, "Actually, it's nothing. I just don't want to cause trouble for Grandpa. I know that you treat me well, and that's enough."

Old Mr. Lin sighed regretfully, then smiled and stroked the back of Chen Zai's head, and said lovingly: "Silly boy, grandpa likes you to cause trouble for grandpa. No matter what troubles, grandpa will solve them for you. Are you worried about Lin Ye?" And Qiao Zhen, will intercede with you because of this matter?"

What he said was really heartwarming, and it really touched his heart.

Chen looked up again, seeing that Lin Ye and Qiao Zhen had disappeared, and then leaned into Mr. Lin's ear, and said in a low voice: "After all, Mr. Lin, Mrs. Lin and Lin Luan also have a relationship for more than [-] years. How could they see you? Let Lin enter the police station indiscriminately, instead of listening to them whispering in my ear, I might as well earn my own peace."

Mr. Lin was instantly amused by Chen Zai's small gesture, "You little guy, why are you still whispering like you were a child? But, tell grandpa this, it seems that you don't treat grandpa as an outsider anymore, so grandpa now I assure you that Lin Ye and Qiao Zhen will never interfere in this matter, are you willing to seek justice for yourself?"

Chen Zai raised his head and looked at Mr. Lin, not quite understanding.

His mother is good to him, that's because he is his mother's son.

Uncle Wang next door treats him well because Uncle Wang likes his mother.

Gu Zhi treats him well because... he has a pretty face?

But for Mr. Lin, when we met for the first time, I gave him my heart and soul. Is it because of blood relationship?

Then why is the old man so indifferent when talking about Lin Ye and even Lin Wenxuan?Only myself?

Chen Zai was at a loss, "Grandpa, why are you so kind to me?"

Mr. Lin picked up a candy on the table, unpacked it and handed it to him, looked into his eyes and said with a smile: "You are a good boy, grandpa's good grandson, if grandpa is not good to you, who is good to you? This one Since the matter is difficult for you, let grandpa handle it, and you will be responsible for eating the candy grandpa gave you, okay?"

Chen Zai held the candy in his mouth, and the feeling of the sugar melting on the tip of his tongue was so sweet.

"Grandpa, what are you going to do?"

"Grandpa has great powers, and there are plenty of ways."

Chen Zai was a little puzzled, "I don't understand, why don't you like Lin Luan? He looks lively and sensible."

Old Mr. Lin shook his head, and his loving gaze suddenly became a little cold and indifferent for no reason, and even took on a disdainful tone, "That kid looks dishonest, and I can tell he's restless when I look at his eyes."

"You still know people by eyes?"

Mr. Lin looked at him like a child, "Grandpa, I have seen more people than you, and you are still young. When you see more people, you will too."

Chen smiled again, but didn't reply.

After Lin Ye and Qiao Zhen left, they never came back. Chen Zai chatted with Mr. Lin in the small garden until noon, when Qiao Zhen came over to call them for dinner.

Chen Zai looked at Qiao Zhen's smiling face, her eyes were no longer swollen or red, she should be fine, and helped Mr. Lin, she walked slowly to the dining room.

In the dining room, Lin Ye, who has always kept his fingers in the sun, was serving the dishes on the table.

There are some home-cooked dishes on the dinner table, Qiao Zhen said with a smile: "They are all home-cooked dishes, try them."

Mr. Lin sat at the head and looked at the dishes on the table. He raised his head and asked her, "You made all of this?"

Lin Ye served him a bowl of soup, "Dad, this soup is light, would you like to try it?"

Old Mr. Lin took it, glanced at Chen Zai quietly, and said nothing.

Qiao Zhen filled Chen Zai with soup, and Chen Zai took it politely, scooped up a few spoonfuls with a soup spoon, but it was only a few spoonfuls, so he stopped drinking.

For a while, there was no other sound at the dinner table except the sound of bowls and chopsticks. Chen Zai watched as Qiao Zhen kept picking up dishes that almost filled up the rice bowl. He smiled wryly and silently chewed and swallowed the dishes.

Halfway through the meal, Gu Zhi came.

Resolutely walking towards the dining room, Mr. Lin took a look, changed from his sharpness last night, and smiled lovingly at Gu Zhi: "Your nose smells the smell of food, right? Have you eaten yet?"

Gu Zhi took off his suit jacket and handed it to Zhao Chuan, rolled up his sleeves and sat down on Chen before starting, "I just didn't eat, but it's time to catch up."

"Zhao Chuan, add a pair of bowls and chopsticks to Gu Zhi."

"Ok."

Gu Zhi smiled and said, "Uncle Lin, don't dislike me."

"I'm glad you can come."

Gu Zhi and Lin Ye greeted Qiao Zhen, and finally their eyes fell on Chen Zai.

"Hello, Mr. Gu."

Mr. Lin frowned, "What Mr. Gu, this is your Uncle Gu!"

Chen was taken aback for a moment, then looked at Gu Zhi incredulously, "Uncle Gu?"

Gu Zhi's face was ugly, he gritted his teeth and said a word after holding back for a while, "Yeah."

Seeing Gu Zhi's answer, Chen Zai laughed again and called out, "Hello, Uncle Gu."

"I will ask Uncle Gu to send you back to the film and television city tomorrow. If someone bullies you in the future, you can tell Uncle Gu. With your Uncle Gu supporting you, we are not afraid."

Chen Zai was surprised, "Tomorrow?"

Old Mr. Lin teased him with a smile, "What? Don't want to part with Grandpa? Do you want to stay for a few more days?"

Chen scratched his head again, "I also want to spend more time with Grandpa."

Old Mr. Lin laughed, "Okay, grandpa knows you like acting, so he won't keep you, but you have to promise grandpa, you have to act in something that grandpa likes to watch in the future, like that railway commando, it's very good! Grandpa likes it! "

Chen Zai agreed, "Okay, I'll show it to grandpa."

"Come on, have another chicken leg." Mr. Lin smiled and gave him a chicken leg.

Qiao Zhen also put food into his bowl, "Chen Zai, what else do you like to eat, tell me, I will make it for you in the future."

Chen shook his head again, feeling that his stomach was already full, and even felt a little bloated.

"Let's eat another small rib. I have stewed this rib for several hours and it is very tender."

Chen Zai smiled and took it politely with a bowl, put it in his mouth and chewed slowly.

Gu Zhi kept glancing at him, seeing that his expression was not very good, "What's wrong?"

Chen Zai forced a smile, but his voice trembled, "It's okay."

Qiao Zhen looked at him, and said anxiously, "Are you sick? What's wrong?"

Chen Zai shook his head, looked at the vegetables in the bowl, and sighed secretly, as long as you don't continue to pick up vegetables for me, it will be fine.

"If you really feel unwell, go to the hospital, otherwise, let the doctor come to see you at home?"

"Grandpa really doesn't need it, I'm really fine."

Gu Zhi frowned, and said in a deep voice, "I feel uncomfortable and need to talk."

Chen Zai looked at the vegetables in his bowl, his stomach was almost churning, his hands were covering his stomach, and cold sweat gradually appeared on his forehead.

Really couldn't hold it anymore, Chen Zai said with a bitter face, "It's okay, I'm full, you guys eat slowly."

Qiao Zhen was startled, "You're full? You didn't eat much."

"I don't have much appetite, and I'm used to losing weight."

"You still want to lose weight if you're so skinny?"

Chen Zai laughed it off, everyone in the entertainment industry is a genius, they all eat a few slices of cabbage a day in order to lose weight, if he eats fat, he will be good on camera!

Chen Zai left the table, walked out of the dining room quickly, leaned against the wall at the corner, opened his mouth, and vomited out all the food he had just eaten. After vomiting comfortably, he took out a small bottle from his pocket, poured out a few Take a pill and chew it in your mouth.

In the entertainment industry, it is normal to have stomach problems. A few years ago, he lost weight for acting and broke his stomach.

His stomach was throbbing and convulsing, and the veins on his forehead were throbbing from the pain.

Chen Zai remembered that his mother died of stomach cancer, and suddenly panicked. He would not get stomach cancer one day.

This entertainment industry is really not a mess, earn some money early and return to the mountains and forests to retire.

Chen Zai sat on the ground thinking wildly for a long time, clutching his stomach tightly with his hands, and finally felt better, then stood up, and when he turned around, he saw Gu Zhi standing not far from him, and he didn't know how long he had been looking at it.

Leaning his back against the wall, Chen Zai called Uncle Gu as if nothing had happened.

Gu Zhi approached him, and as soon as he moved, he saw Qiao Zhen who was blocked by Gu Zhi, standing there with a pale face, unable to take another step.

Chen Zai lowered his head, a little aggrieved, "I'm fine."

Gu Zhi caressed him with one hand, covered his stomach with the other, and sighed, "Go, go to the hospital."

After finishing speaking, he couldn't bear to refuse, and walked out with his half arms around him.

Mr. Lin saw that Chen Zai's face was pale, so he quickly told Gu Zhi to check his whole body, and Gu Zhi agreed.

As soon as he got in the car, Gu Zhi asked him to lie on his side in the back seat, let him rest his head on his lap, and told the driver to drive as soon as possible. Chen Zaixian was out of breath in pain, and Gu Zhi kept rubbing his stomach, "Do you feel better?"

Chen Zai really didn't have the energy to speak, so he squinted his eyes to look at him, his back was full of sweat, after a while, the hospital arrived, Chen Zai sat up suddenly, squinted his eyes and smiled slyly at Gu Zhi , "Thank you Uncle Gu for sending me to the hospital."

Gu Zhi looked at him and smiled like a little fox, "The hospital is here, let's go for an examination."

"I don't feel any pain anymore." Chen Zai pouted his lips indifferently, but didn't get out of the car, "it's just a little pain, and I've already taken the medicine, so it's gone long ago."

Gu Zhi stretched out his hand to stroke the boy's hair, and said firmly, "Get out of the car."

"No way!"

Without further ado, Gu Zhi directly lifted him out of the car.

After a full set of examinations, half of Chen Zai's life was about to be tossed, and no one was leaning on Gu Zhi's body, "Uncle Gu, I'm not sick."

Gu Zhi carefully read the results of the car inspection, "Except for the stomach, everything else is fine."

Chen called again to pay back the debt, and said nonchalantly, "Uncle Gu, I've followed your orders for a checkup, can you take me to a place."

"Where?"

Chen Zai leaned on his shoulder and said in a muffled voice, "I want to see my mother, I want to ask her something."

When Chen Ke died, Chen Zai bought her what the masters called a "Feng Shui Treasure Land".

Chen Zai stood in front of the tombstone, gave his mother a bouquet of flowers, little daisies, and then stood there for a long time without asking a word.

Gu Zhi stood quietly behind him, lit a cigarette, looked at the gorgeous dusk in the sky, and then extinguished the cigarette.

"It's getting dark, it's time to go back."

Chen remained silent.

"Chen Zai."

Chen Zai closed his eyes and pursed his lips, "Uncle Gu, I don't seem to miss my mother as much as before."

The thin back stood straight at the junction of dusk and darkness, lonely and helpless, Gu Zhi couldn't help but want to step forward and hug him, wanting him to cry in his arms like in the previous life.

But no.

Gu Zhi looked at the place not far behind him, restraining his impulse.

After a long time, Chen bowed to his mother again, "Mom, I will come to see you later."

As soon as the words fell, I heard a surprised voice, "Chen Zai?"

Chen Zai turned around and saw an old man in his dying years.

The old man approached with a bouquet of daisies in his hand, and sighed as he walked, "I am Uncle Wang who has lived next door to yours for more than twenty years."

Chen Zai suddenly realized, and shouted without changing his face, "Hello, Uncle Wang."

Uncle Wang put the little daisies in front of the tombstone, squatted down, and placed the little daisies one by one in front of the tombstone, and said in a very lonely way: "Today is your mother's birthday, she likes little daisies the most, it's rare that you still remember, I thought……"

As I talked, I couldn't go on.

Seeing him squatting down, Chen Zai found some difficulty when he got up, so he quickly went up to help him, and Uncle Wang looked at him, "Good boy."

Chen Zai saw that Uncle Wang was much older than a few months ago, with white hair on the sideburns and wrinkles on his face, so he couldn't help asking: "Uncle Wang, how are you doing recently?"

"It's okay. My kid bought a car. He drove me here. The car is still parked outside."

"That's very good."

"What about you?"

Chen Zai smiled and said, "I'm fine too." Suddenly remembered something, Chi asked: "Uncle Wang, can you tell me about my mother?"

"Your mother?"

"Yes, didn't you stay by my mother's hospital bed for a while? I want to know what my mother said. "

Uncle Wang looked at him, and then looked into the distance, his brows were wrinkled, and his expression was a bit tangled.

"Uncle Wang, just tell me, I know everything I need to know, but it's really nothing, it's all over."

Chen Zai looked at Uncle Wang sincerely.

Looking at this gaze, Gu Zhi's heart felt soft. The tearful little boy looked at you for a moment, his eyes were full of pleading, this is the most irresistible appearance.

Uncle Wang hesitated for a moment, then sighed, "Actually, there's nothing to say. You know what you should know. Your mother did make a mistake back then. She, ah, has been guilty and regretful all those years in the hospital bed."

"regret?"

"Actually, all mothers are like this. They are selfish for their own children. She, who was poor back then, thought that the man would be responsible when she became pregnant, but she didn't expect that the due date was only one or two months away, and the man ran away without responsibility. During the fetal examination in the hospital, your mother found that the child may have a congenital heart disease, which requires money for treatment. Your mother couldn't bear it, so she put you and that child..."

Chen Zai was speechless for a while, Gu Zhi was not far away from him, frowned, and asked in a bad tone, "On purpose?"

Uncle Wang noticed Gu Zhi only now, and just about to ask who it was, Chen Zai smiled and said, "Uncle Gu, go to the car and wait for me first, I'll be right there."

Gu Zhi's face was particularly ugly, his palms were clenched tightly, and finally his eyes fell on Chen Ke's tombstone, and he turned and left abruptly.

"This is……"

Chen Zai explained: "This is my uncle. I admit it. He has a bad temper. Don't mind it. It's getting late. You can go back too. I'll talk to my mother."

"Okay, tell me, go home early."

Chen Zai lowered his eyebrows and gave a wry smile, then nodded.

Until Uncle Wang left and disappeared, Chen Zai looked at the tombstone for a while, and suddenly said, "Mom, is everything Uncle Wang said true?"

Gu Zhi called him not far away, "Chen Zai."

Chen Zai turned around and said loudly, "Hey, just come."

Then he continued to look at the fucking picture, squatted down, and slid his fingertips over the fucking picture on the tombstone, the eyebrows and smile, the corners of the mouth and the jaw, he never remembered what his mother looked like, the only logo and memory, Just red lips.

"Mom, do you really regret it?"

No one will answer him again.

Chen lowered his head again, and slapped a drop of tear on the flowers and leaves.

He choked up in a low voice: "You have taken care of me all these years, I am really grateful to you."

"Chen Zai!"

"Come on!" Chen Zai wiped away tears, stood up, looked at the fucking photo, the big red lips and the big smile, and thought of the days when his mother and him were arguing and scolding each other, Chen Zai looked up at the sky, it was already dark up.

——Besides, remember, you should go home when it gets dark.

It turned out that I had never been loved in my whole life.

"Aunt Chen, it's getting dark and I'm going home."

I still have a home, a small apartment, in the Fourth Ring Road.

"In the future... I won't come to see you, you take care of yourself."

Turning around, there was a wind blowing, and the neatly placed daisies in front of the tombstone were blown to pieces, and the sound of whimpering came with the sound of the wind, which made his body feel a little cold. Chen gathered his coat again, and never looked back. , just looked at Gu Zhi who was leaning against the side of the car to light a cigarette, and smiled.

"Uncle Gu, let's go home."

Gu Zhi saw him walking slowly and slowly.

He put out his cigarette and held out his hand.

"Well, go home."