don't force me

Du Xuan blinked in disbelief, then blinked again, he pulled Lin Tingan's fist aside, stared at Lin Tingan and asked, "You, what are you talking about?"

Lin Tingan closed his mouth, and the thought of "dropping out of school" bounced back and forth in his mind.

Du Xuan forced his heart beating wildly, and asked again, "Lin Tingan, what did you just say?"

Lin Tingan bit the tip of his tongue, planning to discuss with his mother about dropping out of school when he got home tonight, or he might just go back to the south.

At this time, Du Xuan's most longing and least hopeful emotion surged up in his heart. For a while, he wanted to run away in fear, but he was not reconciled anyway.Du Xuan took a deep breath, cheered himself up, and lowered his voice: "Xiao An, what did you just say?" His eyes were shining with obvious longing; Lin Tingan was almost overwhelmed by the aroma of mousse cake wafting from the penumbra.

Fuck you, I'm going to drop out of school anyway, so what if I die.Lin Tingan went all out, and said word by word: "I said, my heart is as big as a fist, and you are 1.8 meters tall."

"so?"

"That's why I like you, what's the matter, you can't cover it? You can't do it!" Lin Tingan was furious in an instant.

"Speaking in Mandarin, I don't quite understand." Du Xuan's voice trembled a little, and the hand holding Lin Tingan also trembled slightly, "Say it again."

Lin Tingan rolled his eyes, and I just said this once, never twice.

"Xiao An," Du Xuan said softly, "Can you say it again, just once."

Lin Ting'an had no resistance to Du Xuan's tone. Once it caught his ears, his heart and lungs would be excruciatingly painful, and his whole body would soften into a puddle of mud.However, the soaring courage just now has been buoyed up in one go, and then faded and exhausted, let alone repeating it now, he doesn't even have the courage to look up at Du Xuan.

Du Xuan relaxed the strength on his left hand, gently held Lin Tingan's wrist, and supported Lin Tingan's left arm pressing his chest with his right hand. He crashed directly into Du Xuan's arms.

Du Xuan lowered her voice and said, "Xiao'an, I can't believe it, I'm afraid I misunderstood, can you... say it again?" Du Xuan's voice was trembling, with a begging taste ,"I beg you."

Lin Tingan screamed in his heart: You are fouling, fouling, fouling!After screaming, he still had to squeeze out the last bit of his courage, and said honestly, "I, I don't have a big heart at all, I can't pretend, um, I can't pretend, that, that, anyway, that one likes it .”

Du Xuan's left thumb lightly wiped Lin Tingan's right wrist with intimacy and tenderness, and Lin Tingan shivered violently.

"Your heart is so big, so what can't you pretend?" Du Xuan asked with her head tilted, "What do you like?"

Lin Tingan took a breath, raised his head and stared at Du Xuan angrily, grinding out a word from the back molars - "you".

Du Xuan looked at Lin Tingan silently, his eyes were frighteningly bright.

The words have already been spoken, regardless of face or ethics, simply don't want them all, killing people is nothing more than a nod, and I like him, can he still go to jail?Lin Tingan thought about this, and said word by word: "I said, I like you. If you... don't accept it, I will drop out of school. Anyway, I will go back to the south sooner or later. Anyway, I like you."

Du Xuan's heart was clenched into a ball, he closed his eyes hard, and when he opened them again, there was a smile in them, Lin Tingan felt tears in those eyes at a very close distance.

Du Xuan's lips slowly opened into a smile, and he asked, "Will you fall in love?"

Lin Tingan shook his head blindfolded.

Du Xuan said: "It doesn't matter, I don't know how, we can learn by ourselves."

"You..." Lin Tingan's left arm subconsciously pressed forward and moved closer, "What do you mean?"

Holding Lin Tingan's right hand with Du Xuan's left hand, he gently circled behind Lin Tingan and moved towards his bosom. Lin Tingan stuck his hands behind his back into Du Xuan's bosom.

"I like you," Du Xuan said, "I have liked you for a long time."

Lin Tingan shivered, looked at Du Xuan in disbelief, and asked after a while, "Really?"

"real."

"Which... do you like?" Lin Tingan asked tremblingly, "I'm not your brother."

"The kind of liking I want to be with you." Du Xuan couldn't help laughing out loud, "Didn't I just say that, shall we learn to fall in love together?"

Lin Tingan didn't really realize what Du Xuan said until this time, he said in disbelief: "Then, then I am your boyfriend now?"

"Yeah." Du Xuan nodded, "Boyfriend."

"Can I...can hold your hand?"

"I've been pulling." Du Xuan raised his left hand and shook Lin Tingan's right hand in his palm.

"I," Lin Tingan stammered, "I, am I in a relationship? You and I are in a relationship."

As soon as Lin Tingan uttered the words "falling in love", Du Xuan realized what he had done.He frowned and said, "I was wrong."

Lin Tingan's expression changed suddenly, and he put more pressure on Du Xuan's left hand: "Don't regret it, if you dare to regret it, I will definitely kill you."

"I don't regret it." Du Xuan patted Lin Tingan's lower back reassuringly, "I just feel sorry for Aunt Ma."

"My mother?" Lin Tingan finally calmed down after filling his head with pink bubbles. He asked, "What's wrong with my mother?"

Du Xuan said a little ashamedly: "Your mother asked me to talk to you today, to talk about... not to fall in love early."

Lin Tingan smiled: "It's okay, you talked to me, I was the one who led you astray because of my obsession."

Du Xuan looked at Lin Tingan's smiling face, and suddenly asked, "Are you scared?"

Lin Tingan nodded honestly: "I was very scared at first, but then I realized that I couldn't see you and missed you even more."

"I'll be with you from now on."

Lin Tingan nodded and looked at Du Xuan seriously.I wanted to say something, but felt that talking was a waste of time, so I just wanted to keep looking at him like this.

Du Xuan tilted her head, pointed to the glass wall behind her with her thumb, and said with a smile, "Can you let me go now? I suddenly remembered something. This store is opened by Teacher Yang."

Lin Tingan clung to Du Xuan in the cold wind of early winter, seeing his smiling eyes, he felt warm all over his body. He didn't want to leave Du Xuan at all, so he muttered: "If you want to see it, you will see it sooner." After finishing, he glanced sideways into the store, Ding Zimu was grinding coffee beans at the bar, his head could be lowered into the drawer of the bar.

"I feel that he has seen it." Lin Tingan said, "What should I do?"

"How about you punch me and pretend we're fighting?"

Lin Tingan snorted, took a step back unwillingly, and let go of his left hand that had been pressing on Du Xuan's chest, but his right hand held Du Xuan's hand instead, and held Du Xuan's hand tightly in the night.

"Going home?" Du Xuan asked.

"No." Lin Tingan said.He took out his mobile phone and called Ma Jing, saying, "Mom, Du Xuan wants to talk to me about something."

Ma Jing said happily: "Okay, okay, you two, chat slowly, and be careful when you go home."

Lin Tingan hung up the phone, looked at Du Xuan and said, "I don't want to go home."

When Lin Tingan said this, he had a slight nasal sound, which suddenly made Du Xuan feel like he was acting like a baby. Let alone going home late, he dare not give the moon to the stars.

"Where are you going?" Du Xuan said.

"I don't know," Lin Tingan sneezed a little, "Let's go."

"You're so afraid of the cold, where are you going?" Du Xuan looked down at her watch, "It's almost eight o'clock, go home, you haven't finished your homework yet."

Lin Tingan said irritably, "Can you not mention your homework at this time?"

"No," Du Xuan said, "If you don't do your homework, your grades will be poor, and if your grades are poor, you will not be admitted to the third middle school, and you will not be able to pass the third middle school..."

"If you don't pass the exam, you have to stay with me." Lin Tingan said fiercely, "You said just now that you don't regret it. "

"But I want to be with you." Du Xuan said, "I want to go to and from school with you, join clubs together, and if the timetable is arranged by coincidence, we can also have physical education class together, and also, during exercise, we can Let's talk for a while..."

"Okay, okay," Lin Tingan said hastily, "let's go home, I'm going to do my homework."

When the two left Penumbra, Ding Zimu was still grinding coffee beans with his head down, and Du Xuan felt that the small hand grinder was about to catch fire.

The two walked home along the street with fewer and fewer pedestrians, especially to the corners with dim lights. The two teenagers didn't know what to say, but you just looked at me and I looked at you, and then I felt sorry She smiled and walked two steps forward, but the tightly held hands never let go.

No matter how slow they walked, they arrived downstairs at almost nine o'clock. The two stood in a place where the street lights could not see, looked up at the brightly lit second and third floors, and sighed together.

"Go up," Du Xuan touched Lin Tingan's ear, "You're cold."

"It's not cold." Lin Tingan shook his head, and pressed his palm closer to Du Xuan's hand, "Look, isn't it quite warm?"

"Go up even if it's not cold, you'll catch a cold." Du Xuan said.

"I'm in good health and won't catch a cold." Lin Tingan said stubbornly.

The two suddenly laughed, and after talking for a long time, neither of them was willing to go upstairs first.

"Let's go," Du Xuan pulled Lin Tingan decisively, "If you don't go, it will be dawn."

Lin Tingan followed Du Xuan quickly into the corridor, and when he reached the corner of the first and second floors, Lin Tingan stopped.

"Du, Du Xuan?"

"What?" Du Xuan turned around and asked him.

"you're home."

"Ah."

"I," Lin Tingan swallowed, "I want to kiss you, okay?"

Du Xuan froze for a moment, the voice-activated light in the corridor was already on.Under the light, Lin Tingan's flushed face stared straight at Du Xuan with a pair of eyes, so that Du Xuan couldn't stand up anymore, and wanted to hold this man in a corner and hug him.

Kiss.

Du Xuan's heart itch.What's it like to kiss?meeting……

Before Du Xuan could figure it out, the voice-activated lights in the corridor suddenly went out.In the darkness, he felt that he was pushed hard by someone. The moment his back leaned against the wall, his warm breath rushed towards his face, and a body with a familiar aura pressed him down.

"Forest……"

Du Xuan only had time to say a word before someone held his face in his hands.A pair of soft and fiery lips pressed against his cheek.Du Xuan put his arms around Lin Tingan's waist, and wrapped him in his arms, holding him tightly.

Lin Tingan gasped for breath, his lips brushed against Du Xuan's cheek, and pressed against his lips so tightly that Du Xuan was even a little hurt.

Lin Tingan just stuck to it, not daring to move.

Du Xuan's heart softened, and when she wanted to kiss him too, the pressure on her body suddenly disappeared, and those hot lips also left quickly.Lin Tingan let go of him, turned and ran.Accompanied by the sound of "popping" footsteps, the voice-activated lights in the corridor were brightly lit, and Du Xuan watched helplessly as Lin Tingan jumped up the steps as if being chased by a mad dog, and threw himself on the anti-theft door of his house and beat hard. Door. "Bang, bang, bang."

Lin Tingan knocked on the door and shouted, "Mom, open the door for me."

Standing at the half corner of the first floor, Du Xuan looked at the boy who wanted to pass through the wall but never dared to look back at him, and smiled.

Zhou Man was very dissatisfied with Du Xuan coming back so late, she asked, "Didn't you say you would come back before 07:30?"

"Talk a little longer." Du Xuan lowered her head and changed her shoes, but she couldn't hide her smile.

"How many times have I told you..."

"I know my mother." Du Xuan interrupted her mother, "I won't delay my homework, and I won't become loose because of Lin Tingan."

"Talk about it, just talk, look at your grades." Zhou Man said dissatisfiedly, "Can't you pay more attention to your studies?"

Du Xuan thought about the mobile phone. Before, he wished he had no mobile phone. He could restrain himself from looking for Lin Tingan, and he didn't want Lin Tingan to find him.But now he can't wait to hear Lin Tingan's voice all the time, and the lack of a mobile phone makes him restless.

"Mom," Du Xuan said, "If I can get into the top three in the monthly exam in December, can you return my phone?"

Zhou Man looked at him suspiciously: "The first three?"

"Top three." Du Xuan nodded affirmatively, "Is that okay?"

"Of course." Zhou Man said happily, "My good son, that's how you should make progress."

Du Xuan was too lazy to listen to her mother's clichés, so she went into the house with her schoolbag on her back.He sat in front of the desk and spread a table full of homework books, but the words in the full book were all changed to Lin Tingan's name.He always felt like he was dreaming tonight. He touched his lips. The "kiss" that he didn't know if it was a kiss just now made his heart beat endlessly. He closed his eyes and recalled the moment when Lin Tingan pressed him against the wall. , the heart beats like a drum.

It's all too good to be true.

Du Xuan opened his eyes and heard the sound of "dangdang" coming from the heating pipe. He jumped up from the chair and threw himself on the bed. He also knocked on the heating pipe. rush.

"Why go?" Zhou Man shouted in the living room, "What time is it?"

"I..." Du Xuan paused, "I left the notebook at Lin Tingan's place, and I'll be right back."

After speaking, he opened the door and ran out.

When he ran to the corner of the second and third floors, he saw Lin Tingan rushing upstairs with a notebook.

Neither of the two of them was wearing a coat, and they both shivered when the cold wind in the corridor blew.

"What's wrong?" Du Xuan asked.

"I," Lin Ting'an took two quick steps to hold Du Xuan's hand, "I want to tell you something."

"What?" Du Xuan asked, "Why don't you wear a coat, it's so cold."

"Aren't you wearing it too?"

"I'm used to this temperature," Du Xuan said, "Hurry up and go back after you're finished."

"I told my mother that I want to enroll in a remedial class, and I'm also in Huisi. Let's go to class together. After class, we can study by ourselves for a while, and then go home together. How about it?" Looking at Du Xuan proudly.He thought his idea was really great, he could study and spend more time with Du Xuan, killing two birds with one stone.

Du Xuan smiled and said, "If that's the case, I'd like to apply for general practice, Monday to Friday."

Lin Tingan laughed haha: "Then it's settled."

Du Xuan nodded: "It's a deal, it's a deal, you should hurry back to the house, it's too cold."

Lin Tingan stuffed the homework book in his hand to Du Xuan: "Here, I told my mother to give you the book before it came out, and I can never take it back."

"Using this trick again?" Du Xuan flipped through the notebook and laughed, "I smashed your notebook at the beginning, will you spend your whole life smashing it back?"

Lin Tingan was thrown into a daze by the words "lifetime".

Du Xuan dragged Lin Tingan back a step and stood in the corner. He leaned close to Lin Tingan's ear, kissed him lightly on the top of the ear, and said, "What I threw wasn't a notebook, it was a hydrangea."

Lin Ting'an buried his face in Du Xuan's neck, and said word by word: "It's a fork."