don't force me

For the future, Du Xuan has always had a vague plan. The third year of junior high school was his first attempt. Although the process was a bit tormented, it finally succeeded.For the first time, he experienced the joy and freedom of being in control of his own life. He felt that there is no need to confront each other with tit-for-tat and malicious words.In fact, he really doesn't like those who ruin themselves in order to fight against their parents, play truant from school, fight in groups, and ask for money to play games when they are in love. It is true that they can make their parents mad, but what can they do?What does it mean to me?

So Du Xuan believes that the best counterattack is to hold the future in his own hands.Yang Yiming is right, Du Xuan will definitely copy the behavior of the third year of junior high school.

Yang Yiming said that he is too precocious, maybe he is, as long as he can live the life he wants to live, precocity is not a bad thing.Now that Lin Ting'an is with him, not only has this thought of growing up anxiously not dissipated, but it is even more urgent.

Sun Rui caught a glimpse of Du Xuan's notepad on the table, and couldn't help but say, "Why are you participating in so many activities? Are you tired?"

"It's okay." Du Xuan said, "If I'm too busy, I won't participate."

"From the beginning to the present, which day did you leave in front of the Jing school? You took the opportunity to wait for Lin Tingan, right?"

Du Xuan shook her head. In fact, in the past month, except for going to the remedial class together, the two of them basically didn't meet each other.In the second semester of the third year of junior high school, Lin Tingan's evening self-study was delayed until 06:30, and the school gave Du Xuan more and more tasks, and the two of them were very busy.

But the strange thing is, in this situation, Du Xuan felt very at ease.The two have known each other for almost two years, and it is only now that they truly "have no grievances".This kind of practice of unreservedly revealing one's true thoughts and heart to a person is not to break the boat, but to draw a salary from the bottom.

Du Xuan once told Lin Tingan about this feeling. Lin Tingan blinked and said doubtfully, "What cauldron?"

Du Xuan rolled her eyes: "Forget it, you didn't hear anything."

So, in this state, Du Xuan is actually very down-to-earth.

"What have you been up to lately?" Sun Rui grabbed Du Xuan's notebook and looked at it twice, "Three against three? Isn't this under the control of the activity department?"

"We want to promote it."

"Is there still a need for publicity for this?" Sun Rui said with a smile, "The crowd of onlookers almost trampled the gymnasium to pieces."

"I have to make some posters and publicity drafts. The radio station needs to promote it. The school TV station needs to visit it. I don't care about these things?"

"Okay, let me know if you need help, buddies, let me know."

Du Xuan said, "It's not necessary to help with the work. Go and buy me a bottle of water. I'm dying of thirst."

Sun Rui took the money and went to the canteen, then turned around and threw a bottle of green tea to Du Xuan: "Someone treats you."

"Who?" Du Xuan raised his head and asked.

"Who else? I met me at the canteen. I heard that you want to buy water. I wish I could buy you a bottle of all the drinks on the counter."

"Why didn't he bring it over himself?"

Sun Rui glanced at him strangely: "Brother, you really don't look like an ordinary beating. Lin Tingan was called away by Teacher Hu, and he doesn't know what happened."

Du Xuan looked through the notepad. It was already mid-March, and there was a district-wide physical examination at the end of April. This is an important examination that determines the future of physical education students. In mid-April, Lin Tingan was very busy.Du Xuan looked at the increasingly green pagoda trees outside the window and said happily, "They are going to train."

Sun Rui felt that Du Xuan's performance was a bit gloating.

For Lin Tingan, training is bittersweet. It is good not to have to go to self-study at night, but the huge amount of training and the pressure of maintaining the 120th grade make him a bit overwhelmed.When he resumed training on the first day, he almost wanted to crawl back to the finish line on his stomach on the runway in the last 500 meters.

Song Yang looked him up and down: "Lin Tingan, are you fat? How much did you eat during the Spring Festival?"

Hu Kun kicked Lin Tingan, who was paralyzed on the finish line: "I'm going to take back the recommendation form, your grades are too bad."

Lin Tingan turned around lazily: "Don't worry, you can lose weight before the physical examination."

Du Xuan escaped from evening self-study on the pretext of making a poster. He threw a large newspaper and colored pens to a classmate to draw a picture, and ran to the playground to "pick up people".Lin Tingan collapsed under the flagpole, sweating profusely, panting. Song Yang was fined 1000 meters for skipping a lap in the middle, dragging his already numb legs, and was still circling.

"How is it?" Du Xuan sat beside Lin Tingan and asked.

"Half dead." Lin Tingan thought for a while, and added, "Basically not alive."

"Before I reminded you to resume training early, you procrastinated day by day."

"I'm on vacation," Lin Tingan complained. "I'm on vacation for the Spring Festival. I just eat, drink, sleep, or else I don't feel much."

Du Xuan pinched Lin Tingan's waist quietly. There is no fat, but the muscles are not as firm as when they participated in the city competition last year: "How do you feel now?"

"Itchy." Lin Tingan muttered, and leaned against Du Xuan.After all, it was the beginning of spring. After sweating from running, the evening wind was really cold.Du Xuan shook off Lin Tingan's school uniform and put it on his shoulders, asking, "What time do you leave?"

"It's already gone. On the first day of today, Lao Hu is still showing mercy."

"Then you go to the classroom and do your homework for a while, I'll go back and finish that poster, and then we'll go to class together."

Lin Ting'an cried and said, "I'll wait for you here, okay? The teacher said that my homework can be delayed."

Du Xuan stood up and dragged Lin Tingan up from the ground: "For you, delaying handing in is equivalent to not handing in. You are good at taking advantage of loopholes. Hurry up, go back to do your homework, it will be exactly the same."

Lin Ting'an: "You are too strict. If you were my head teacher, I guess I would be able to pass the entrance examination of the Normal University, naked."

Du Xuan laughed haha, and dragged him: "Go back to class, I'll look for you in class later, and bring you something delicious."

Four or 10 minutes later, Du Xuan sneaked into Class [-], Class [-]. The classroom was quiet. The students were all writing with their heads down. There were thick exercise books stacked on the table, and a small bag hung beside the table. There are still test papers inside.Lin Tingan sat in the last row, with only a paper and a pen on the desk.Lin Tingan put his arms under his head, sleeping very seriously.

Du Xuan waited for a while, until the bell rang for the end of get out of class, and Lin Tingan slowly sat up and stretched himself - it was self-control not to drool all over the table.

"Lin Ting'an is gone." Du Xuan leaned against the back door to greet him. He was wearing dark blue trousers and a snow-white shirt. He didn't wear a tie, and the collar buttons were loose.This "irregular" way of dressing makes him look "irregular" handsome.It was different from the usual hostess on the rostrum, which attracted a lot of whispers from the girls, and a few bold ones even walked towards the back door.

Lin Tingan came out lazily, dragging his schoolbag. He had long legs, and he stepped over a row of chairs to block the back door in two steps, keeping a few girls behind him.He stood in front of Du Xuan, put one hand on Du Xuan's shoulder, and wrapped the other hand around it. He took out a bag of Taiping Soda Biscuits from the side pocket of Du Xuan's schoolbag, and slowly tore open the packaging bag: "I'm really I'm a little hungry."

Du Xuan glanced at him and didn't say a word, letting him snark.This kind of intimacy but not overstepping the rules, everywhere showing that the relationship with him is extraordinary but not reminiscent, made Du Xuan also feel very happy.In private, it's also pleasing for two people to flirt with each other, but this kind of public occasion is more of a feeling of showing off.

Showing affection is indeed addictive.

Lin Tingan used a particularly awkward gesture, while eating biscuits, he picked up Du Xuan's schoolbag: "Is there any water?"

"No!" Du Xuan slapped Lin Tingan, "Hurry up, I'll be late for class later."

"Oh." Lin Tingan sighed and followed Du Xuan away.

Today is the day for the tutoring class. The two of them went to eat something casually first, and then went to Huisi training together.As usual, Lin Tingan took out the phone and handed it to Du Xuan: "Although I can't play with the phone anymore, I think I will definitely fall asleep. I am very tired today."

Du Xuan said, "Sleep if you want to, and I'll tell you when I get back."

Lin Ting'an clasped his fists together: "I can't thank you enough for your kindness and virtue."

"Then let's make a promise with your body." Du Xuan blurted out without thinking.As soon as the words came out, I was surprised that something was wrong.

Lin Tingan looked at Du Xuan: "Who promises whom?"

"What do you say?"

"You promise me, after all, you are the one who threw the fork."

Du Xuan stretched out his right hand to pass through Lin Tingan's armpit, bent his arm and clasped it. Lin Tingan was pressed against Du Xuan's chest. Just as he was about to struggle, Du Xuan grabbed Lin Tingan's arm with his left hand and twisted it back. Pushed forward a bit.Lin Tingan stood there in a strange posture, unable to move, with one foot still unable to touch the ground, and the whole body was supported by Du Xuan.

"Just because of your strength?" Du Xuan sneered, "I find that your skin is getting thicker day by day."

Lin Tingan didn't struggle, but just said with a half-smile: "The day is bright and the world is bright, you are like this... have the nerve to call me thick-skinned?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, use two idioms in succession, Lin Tingan, you have improved a lot." Du Xuan glanced left and right, there were many people around, but it was common for teenagers to fight and fight, so he lowered his head and quickly rubbed against Lin Tingan's ear, Lower your voice and say, "I'll wait for you after class."

Lin Tingan rubbed his ears and blushed when he said a particularly aboveboard sentence that was very ambiguous.

"Okay, I'm going to class." Lin Tingan muttered, struggled, and easily broke free from Du Xuan's arm, and ran away in three or two steps.

Du Xuan was in math class today, and he listened very carefully until Lin Tingan's cell phone vibrated in his pocket.Du Xuan took it out and took a look, and the QQ with the string of English letters sent another message: "Well, what about you, please do your best."

There is still a month to add oil?Is it your turn to cheer?

Du Xuan pressed the home button almost subconsciously, and the password disk popped out.His fingers stopped after pressing the first number, and he threw the phone back into his pocket.

Du Xuan didn't go to the self-study room after class. He went to the street to buy a hand pancake. Lin Tingan likes to eat this very much recently. Every time after class, he would ask for a copy.

When he returned to the training department, Lin Tingan just finished class. He rubbed his eyes, threw a copy of the review questions into Du Xuan's arms as soon as he came out, and announced confidently: "I fell asleep and didn't listen."

"Well, didn't you hear it?" Du Xuan handed over the pancake, "Eat it quickly, can you really lose weight before the regional test?"

"How many kilometers do you try to run every day?"

Du Xuan took the paper and looked at it: "Reading prose, this one has a routine, I'll find notes for you when I go back."

With his mouth full, Lin Tingan answered vaguely.

Du Xuan paused and said, "You have a message on QQ."

Lin Ting'an: "I have oil in my hand, please take a look for me."

Du Xuan took out her mobile phone, and after pressing the password, she was surprised to find that the lock was not unlocked: "Did you change the password?"

"It's changed," Lin Tingan said naturally, "Many people knew the password before. Well, there are some things in the phone that I don't want them to see."

Du Xuan frowned: "Where's the password?"

"Just... that day."

Du Xuan understood in an instant, and quickly turned on the screen to call out QQ.He put the screen up in front of Lin Tingan and asked, "Who is this?"

"One brother." Lin Tingan glanced at the screen, "He's a nice guy, but he's just stupid."

"Silly brother can't just open his mouth and keep his mouth shut, can he?"

"What?" Lin Tingan was stunned.

"Did he leave a message for you?" Du Xuan narrowed his eyes, "I should be the only one in the world who has the right to say this, right?"

Lin Tingan frowned, and after a few seconds, he slowly opened his mouth, opening wider and wider, and finally burst out laughing:

"Hey, Du Xuan, you really..." Lin Tingan couldn't help laughing, "Meme should actually be read as buy buy, I told you, we are surprised in our dialect. We usually write these two characters because of It’s the easiest way to type on the keyboard.”

Du Xuan gritted her teeth and said, "What the hell is this! Meme and Maimai sound a hundred thousand miles away."

"It's a habit, hahaha." Lin Tingan laughed and said, "Du Xuan, are you jealous? You are so funny."

Du Xuan looked at Lin Tingan and said word by word, "Yes, I'm jealous, can't I?"

Lin Tingan suddenly couldn't laugh anymore, he felt that Du Xuan recently was different from before.At the beginning of the acquaintance, he felt that Du Xuan was a bit fake. He looked like a socialist good boy in front of teachers, parents, and even classmates, but when he turned his face, he had a virtuous demeanor.Later, when I got acquainted and fell in love, I felt that although this person was kind to me, it felt like there was a layer of separation.

This feeling once made Lin Tingan uneasy, he didn't know what Du Xuan was thinking, and the three words "I don't know" are actually the biggest hidden danger in the relationship.

But Du Xuan is not like this recently, some kind of miraculous changes have taken place in him.His words will be more straightforward, his eyes will be more naked, what makes Lin Tingan most happy is that Du Xuan will express his thoughts more and more.

No need to guess, it's really a thing that makes people feel extremely at ease and safe!

For example, now, Lin Tingan knows that Du Xuan is jealous. Although the reason for jealousy is funny, the fact that he is "cared about" makes his heart full and heavy.

For known and certain things, we can always find a suitable solution.So Lin Tingan stopped laughing, cleared his throat and said seriously: "A friend from my hometown, he thinks it's surprising that I can run so well. It has no other meaning. Don't get me wrong, he is stupid after all."

Du Xuan coughed and said nothing, the two walked for a while in silence, Lin Tingan couldn't help but laughed again.

Du Xuan dragged Lin Tingan into the porch of a small shop on the street that had already closed.It was pitch black and there were big pots of green plants. Du Xuan pressed Lin Tingan against the wall and said, "It's ridiculous?"

"Yeah." Lin Tingan nodded frankly, "But I'm very happy, do you know why?"

Du Xuan gritted his teeth: "I don't know."

"Because you like me."

"You knew on the first day?"

"This is the first time."

Du Xuan looked at him for a while, then said in a low voice, "Then change to the method you are familiar with."

After finishing speaking, he kissed him gently.