don't force me

The week-long military training was finally over. Lin Tingan was the first one in the whole company to pack his luggage neatly, and the speed of the training made the instructor amazed.Lin Tingan smiled at the instructor embarrassedly.

"In a hurry to go home?" The instructor, who was about 20 years old, asked with a smile, "Do you miss home?"

Lin Tingan said that I was thinking of a certain person, but it was okay, I always felt that staying by his side was very solid, just like staying at home.

The young instructor patted him: "Don't worry, I'll be home soon."

Lin Tingan turned his head to look at the military training base. At this time last year, Du Xuan was also standing here anxiously, watching the other students slowly packing their luggage, wishing to burn all those quilts and sheets, so that they could go home lightly.

Fortunately, everyone is eager to go home, but in Lin Tingan's eyes, everything has become a slow motion.An hour later, all the students dragged their suitcases into the car, and Lin Tingan fidgeted restlessly.Zheng Ziyan pestered him: "Calm down for a while, what are you fussing about?"

"I want to go home."

"Nonsense, who doesn't want to go home?" Zheng Ziyan tried to put on a steady look and said.

Lin Tingan didn't bother to talk to him at all, but tried to see where the tail of the team was by leaning against the window glass.Just looking around, he saw Zhou Chen who was following at the end of the line with a blank face.

"Hey, look at Zhou Chen." Lin Tingan said to Zheng Ziyan, "Look at him."

"Is this... heatstroke?" Zheng Ziyan was a little surprised, "Look at this expression, it looks like he's coming to military training instead of military training being over."

"Tsk," Lin Tingan sighed, "I'm just annoyed by his face. Whenever I look at him, it looks like I owe him 800 million and haven't paid it back."

"Are you two finished?" Zheng Ziyan said, "I've been arguing for two years and it's not annoying."

Lin Tingan sat back on his seat and said impatiently, "Who quarreled with him? As long as he doesn't come to recruit me, I won't bother to talk to him."

"Then you still help him fight Dong Xiao?"

"I was righteous."

"I think you two are in love and killing each other." Zheng Ziyan said half-jokingly.

Lin Tingan vomited in horror: "This kind of joke can't be played indiscriminately, it will scare me to death. I warn you, if you dare to say that again, I will drop out of school."

"Why are you so ignorant of jokes?" Zheng Ziyan laughed and said, "It's just a joke."

"Just kidding, can you also match me with someone who can see me? It's not like there are no handsome guys in the third middle school."

"Then who... then... how about Du Xuan?"

"I...day!" Lin Tingan abruptly got up from the chair and jumped up, his heart rate soared to 180, "What are you thinking?"

"Handsome." Zheng Ziyan said, "Don't you want a handsome guy?"

Lin Tingan clenched his fists, his little heart was about to burst, his face was burning with pain but his body was cold, he felt that he was falling rapidly to the bottom of the cliff and couldn't be dragged up.

"Hey, where are you going to play in two weeks?" Zheng Ziyan said, "Lin... hey? Why are you sweating all over your forehead?"

"Hot." Lin Ting'an wiped his forehead, feeling that the joints all over his body were locked, and he was so stiff that he wanted to find some oil to lubricate it.

The driver turned the key to turn on the ignition, and the air conditioner in the car started humming. Zheng Ziyan said, "Okay, it's not hot this time."

Lin Tingan twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling that Zheng Ziyan would be silenced by him, sooner or later.

When the bus drove into the school gate of No. 1 Middle School, the parents who had been waiting for a long time all stretched their necks, and the students on the bus waved to the outside frequently. As soon as the bus stopped on the side of the playground, the students rushed down , the teacher disbanded on the spot very considerately.A minute ago, the girl was dragging her luggage in one hand and carrying a backpack in the other, and she walked arrogantly. The moment she saw her parents, she turned into a delicate flower. She couldn't carry her hands on her shoulders. She cried and said that she was exhausted and tanned. Well, boys are not so weak, but the first thing they say when they see their parents is: "I'm exhausted, what's good at home?"

Lin Tingan saw Du Xuan the first time he got out of the car. It wasn't that he was ungrateful because he had a boyfriend and he didn't even want his parents. At the school gate, he stood majestically by the playground to pick up his boyfriend.So all the students in the grade saw it. Standing on the side of the playground to greet the new first-year military trainees, apart from the principal and deputy principal, the director of moral education, was Du Xuan, who was dressed in casual clothes and looked handsome in a mess.

Lin Tingan was so proud that he was going to stand shoulder to shoulder with Tiangong No. [-] again.

"Why are you here?" Lin Tingan dragged his suitcase and stood in front of Du Xuan, trying his best to suppress his urge to rush over. In order not to come out in public, he had no choice but to recite "Yueyang Tower" silently in his heart: don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself ...

"When I went downstairs to throw out the trash, I saw Uncle Lin and the others going out, so I followed."

"Just right?" Lin Tingan narrowed his eyes.

"You're tanned," Du Xuan looked at him with good eyes, and changed the subject, "But how can you still gain weight?"

"Too much to eat." Lin Tingan said, "Each meal starts from three steamed buns."

"Is it tasty?"

"Unappetizing."

Lin Tingan screamed in his heart: Shut up, shut up, you're too mentally retarded, even if it's an awkward chat, you can't be awkward like this.

But he couldn't control it, he didn't know what to say, he couldn't say what he wanted to say here, let alone do what he wanted to do, so he could only discuss with his boyfriend the idiot problem of eating a few steamed buns for a meal.

Du Xuan coughed and said, "Let's go home."

Lin Ting'an felt that tears were about to fall, and he didn't know what was new about these five words. He had said it thousands of times, but why did it sound so...tear-jerking today.

In order not to cry, Lin Tingan had no choice but to continue: worry about the world's worries first, and then enjoy the world's joys...

"I can fucking recite it," Lin Tingan thought uncontrollably, "Shouldn't my brain be formatted after the high school entrance examination? How can I still remember? Probably because Du Xuan stared at memorizing it word by word. Yes."

It's just that I went to military training for a week, and it took me only seven days to bring it back. How could it be like going through the sea, Lin Tingan thought desperately, how much do I like him to be so stupid?

"Go home." Lin Tingan shoved the trolley of the trailer into Du Xuan's hand, and grabbed the back of his hand.

Du Xuan took the lever naturally and said, "Let's go, uncles and aunts are waiting for you at the door."

The words "uncle and aunt" are more effective than the long and cumbersome "Yueyang Tower". Lin Ting'an's small emotions instantly turned into brothers, friends, respect, father and son, kindness and filial piety. Apart from the warmth of his family, he has nothing to feel.

"What's delicious for dinner tonight?" Lin Tingan still couldn't avoid it. Like all 15-year-old boys, the first thing he said when he saw his parents was to eat.

"Is it okay to eat Guoqiao rice noodles?" Ma Jing asked while stroking the top of her son's head with a smile.

"Would you like to eat Guoqiao rice noodles on a hot day?" Lin Tingan muttered, "I want to eat two bowls."

Lin Yi held his own son Lin Ting'an in his left hand, and Du Xuan who was "a hundred times stronger than his own son" in his right hand, and swaggered away.

Lin Tingan winked at Du Xuan triumphantly, and just two steps away, he saw Zhou Chen standing at the bus stop in front of the school dragging a trolley case.

In the dog days of midsummer, this is an open-air station without awnings. The sun is still scorching at three o'clock in the afternoon. Zhou Chen is still wearing the training uniform issued during military training. His chest and back were soaked in sweat.Lin Tingan paused, thinking it was really strange.

Although the military training is not a big deal, it is the first time that the children have been away from home for so long, and it is still so hard. So even though today is Wednesday, almost all parents still find ways to ask for leave to pick up their children at school.Even Lin Ting'an's home is less than 10 minutes' walk from the school, and his parents also came, taking a Du Xuan.As for Zhou Chen, his home is more than ten kilometers away from the school, and it takes half an hour to drive, and it takes three trips to take the bus. In these dog days, the bus is crowded to go home...

Lin Tingan couldn't bear to look at it twice, sighed, and called, "Zhou Chen."

Du Xuan raised his eyebrows suspiciously, Zhou Chen followed the voice and looked over, his brows were immediately knit together.

Day!Lin Tingan thought, I'm enough to see your debt-ridden face, I really regret calling you, so I should let you wait for the bus honestly, you deserve it if you die of heat!

But what do you think, the actual action is not like this at all, Lin Tingan suppressed the fire and said: "You are waiting for the bus to go to the subway, I will take you to the subway station"

Zhou Chen refused without thinking: "Thank you, no need, the car will be here soon."

Lin Tingan regretted it from the moment he called Zhou Chen, and now he was even more depressed when he was rejected, so he quickly closed the car window and said, "It's hot and deserves it".

Ji Dong turned to look at his son: "We are all classmates, why are you so rude?"

Ma Jing looked at Zhou Chen and asked, "Is this Zhou Chen? The one who fought with you in the second year of junior high school?"

Lin Tingan nodded sullenly.

"You two are still in the same class?" Ma Jing said with a smile, "It's not easy to be classmates for five years, and it's also fate. Don't keep arguing with others, and have a better attitude."

"My attitude is not good?" Lin Tingan said unconvinced, "I even offered to take him to the subway."

"Then they are just being polite to you. You can ask again. It's good to take the opportunity to reconcile. After all, we will be together for three years."

Lin Tingan had no choice but to press down the car window again, and reluctantly said: "Come on, my house is near the subway station."

Ji Dong also poked his head out and said, "You're welcome, let's go together."

Zhou Chen shook his head, before he had time to speak, he saw Lin Tingan got out of the car and opened the trunk.After hesitating for a moment, he dragged the suitcase and walked over, first stood by the car, greeted his uncle and aunt politely, and then put the suitcase in the trunk.

The three and a half boys were sitting in the back seat, but they were surprisingly quiet. Du Xuan could feel the strong low pressure between the two of them.Ma Jing turned around and asked, "Zhou Chen, where do you live?"

Zhou Chen reported a place name, and Ma Jing said: "It's so far away, it's good that you go back by yourself. There are not many children as independent as you these days."

Lin Tingan silently rolled his big eyes, stretched his legs lazily and collapsed on the back seat, and quietly grabbed Du Xuan's exposed thigh in sports shorts with his right hand.

Du Xuan moved his left leg and bumped Lin Ting'an lightly.

Lin's house was not far from the school, and they would arrive soon. Zhou Chen resolutely rejected Lin Yi's offer to send him back, dragged his suitcase and got off at the subway station.

Seeing Zhou Chen get off the car, Lin Tingan cheered up again: "Rice noodles, rice noodles across the bridge."

If you eat cross-bridge rice noodles, you must have chicken soup. The chicken soup in the Lin family must be steam pot chicken. Du Xuan looked at the ocher red steam pot on the steam pot and asked curiously: "Don't you need to put water?"

"No," Ma Jing said with a smile, "this chicken is boiled entirely by water vapor, and the water vapor falls into the pot and condenses to make chicken soup, which is much more delicious than stewing with water."

"Are these side dishes?" Du Xuan asked, pointing to dozens of small dishes, large and small, on the cooking table.

"Yes, they are all raw fish slices and chicken slices. When the time comes, boil them with chicken soup...Hey, Xiaoxuan, what are you doing in the kitchen? It's so hot. Go, go to Xiao'an's house and you two go play." Ma Jing bluntly blasted Du Xuan out.

Du Xuan rolled his eyes helplessly. He also knew that the kitchen was hot, but Lin Tingan was taking a shower, so he didn't dare to stay alone in Lin Tingan's room.I don't know if he fainted from looking at the planes in that room, or because he thought of Lin Ting'an fainting in the bathroom. Anyway, he was fainting in that room, so the cat had to smell the chicken soup in the kitchen.

Du Xuan, who was ejected by Ma Jing, was sitting on the sofa in the living room. Lin Yi was patiently picking off his ears. Category.

Du Xuan obediently answered every question, within 2 minutes Lin Tingan came out of the bathroom wearing a pair of big pants and topless, stood in the living room with his hips crossed and shouted: "Oh my god, it's so cool!"

Du Xuan said: "Don't stand in front of the air conditioner and blow it, you'll catch a cold after a while, first wipe off the water on your body."

"Wait, let me have a good time." Lin Ting'an stretched his waist with special enjoyment, "Du Xuan, you don't know, I think my body is going to be rotten."

Du Xuan couldn't help but glanced at Lin Tingan's body. The long-term high-intensity sprint training made his muscles very tight, and the week-long military training dyed him a beautiful honey color. Those tight, honey-colored muscles are alluring Then Du Xuan lowered his mouth and took a hard bite.Du Xuan licked his lips, he really wanted to bite him, he didn't do anything, just pressed him under his body, and then pointed at his... just the biceps, biting down, the taste must be very delicious, Q bomb Strong.

Lin Yi said: "Xiaoxuan is right, hurry up and get dressed."

Lin Tingan murmured and pulled the big T-shirt from the back of the sofa and put it on his body, then collapsed on the sofa as if his bones had been pulled out, leaning against Du Xuan and sighing: "This is the enjoyment, this week is fast." I'm exhausted."

"Do you want to eat watermelon?" Du Xuan asked, looking sideways at Lin Tingan, who was sitting or not, leaning on his shoulder.

"No." Lin Tingan said, "I'm more concerned about the day when we will go hiking."

"What mountain to climb?" Lin Yi asked.

"I want to ask Lin Ting'an to go hiking," Du Xuan explained, "It's still quite cool in the suburbs."

Lin Yi said: "I have no objection to going mountain climbing, but I can't come back for a day, right? If you want to stay, it's not safe for you two children to go."

Du Xuan said, "It's okay, my classmate lives in the suburbs, and we live in his house."

"Who? Why don't I know?" Lin Tingan stood up and looked at Du Xuan, "I haven't heard you say it before."

"Sun Rui's grandma's house has a big yard at the foot of the mountain. We used to live there for two days during the summer vacation. The fish in the reservoir is delicious."

Lin Tingan let go of his strength, leaned limply on Du Xuan and curled his lips, whispering, "So Sun Rui will be there too?"

Du Xuan raised his eyebrows and showed a narrow smile.

Lin Tingan blushed slowly, and muttered, "I'm just asking", in a voice so low that only Du Xuan could hear it.

The mountain climbing was scheduled on the last Tuesday before school started. Du Jiancheng had no opinion at all and quietly gave Du Xuan some money. As soon as Zhou Man frowned, Du Xuan said: "I have finished my summer homework. I also finished the homework for the remedial class, memorized the chess records, and also memorized the vocabulary of the first three units of the first semester of the second year of high school, and read five chapters of biology."

Zhou Man opened his mouth, but was blocked by his son and couldn't find words for a while.

Du Xuan asked, "Can I go?"

"But, as I said, Lin..."

"Yes, I'll go with Lin Ting'an, to grandma Sun Rui's house." Du Xuan's voice was very soft, but very firm.

Zhou Man stared into his son's eyes and said after five seconds, "Okay."

Du Xuan breathed a sigh of relief, seeing disappointment and sadness in his mother's eyes, at that moment, he hesitated and said, "Mom, don't worry."

Zhou Man: "You know I'm doing it for your own good."

"Know."

Du Xuan watched his mother walk into the bedroom, and his heart sank slowly. He felt that his mother was different from before. Before, he always felt that his mother was a frightening existence. She was tough and indifferent. Without any room for accommodation, he once felt that it would be impossible for him to breathe a breath of free air under his mother's control in his life.Later, he felt that his mother was more tolerant, probably because he was disappointed in him or began to trust him; but now, he realized more and more clearly that what his mother said was always true.

Teacher Yang is right.