don't force me

Du Xuan smiled: "Fortunately you are here."

Lin Tingan felt very distressed, and felt angry at the same time. He couldn't manage his emotions, and was so irritable that he scratched his hair, threw his schoolbag aside, and rushed over to hug Du Xuan fiercely.

Du Xuan was hit by Lin Tingan and took half a step back before holding on. He patted Lin Tingan's back and asked softly, "What's wrong?"

"I..." Lin Tingan couldn't continue, he didn't know how to explain to Du Xuan: He just thought Du Xuan was so nice, why didn't his parents love him?Du Xuan is obviously worthy of everyone's liking for him.

Of course, he can only like himself alone.

This kind of emotion was too chaotic, Lin Tingan didn't bother to explain, so he rushed over and hugged him, but the hug was not enough, Lin Tingan kissed him regardless.

The two stood in the living room, their lips and teeth were already attached to each other before taking off their coats.Lin Tingan's kisses are very fierce. He is good at charging and attacking. Every time he concentrates on plundering, he rarely kisses tenderly.Du Xuan likes to touch him little by little, starting from the warm and delicate lips, and licking them little by little. It looks very clumsy but always makes Lin Tingan fidget and explode.

Lin Tingan always feels that in the field of kissing, he is a thousand times better than Du Xuan in the field of kissing without a teacher.

But today is different.

For a long time, Lin Tingan had been suppressing a fire in his heart. At one moment, he was angry with the Du family and his wife for not seeing Du Xuan's well-being; Why is Xuan always so good, I can't catch up with him desperately, and then I am angry that I am one year younger than Du Xuan, and he graduated a year later and survived a year of cross-school love...

This kind of dissatisfaction made Lin Tingan particularly stressed. If Wen Yao hadn't been there, he would have felt that Sun Rui must have ulterior motives for Du Xuan; Her hobbies are even better than Du Xuan's, all of which made Lin Tingan restless.

Although Lin Ting'an was like a peacock in front of Du Xuan on weekdays, he would ask himself when no one was around: Why does Du Xuan like me?He would also naturally have a kind of hostility towards Li Tianyou, always feeling that this person who hangs around Du Xuan from time to time is not interested in drunkenness.

All of these, Lin Tingan never said, in front of Du Xuan, he will always be that poor second-year boy in fluorescent yellow sportswear with his thumb up on the podium, with self-confidence and arrogance that he does not know where he came from , simple and pure, blazing and long-lasting.

Lin Tingan knew that Du Xuan liked himself like this, but he also knew that Lin Tingan like this was not good enough.

After the Science and Technology Week, Lin Tingan kept asking himself, what can we do better?How can I support him like Du Xuan supports herself.

Lin Ting'an sometimes felt that Du Xuan's existence was to force him to work harder. This kind of persecution subtly permeated his daily life, forcing him to go from ordinary students to the track and field team, from the track and field team to the experimental class, from the experimental class arrive……

Lin Ting'an grabbed Du Xuan's shoulders, slightly moved away from his lips, and asked pantingly, "Is Beijing Medical University recruiting two?"

Du Xuan's rapid panting and the flames running all over his body were extinguished in an instant, and only the words "learning the sea is boundless and working hard" remained in his mind.

He smiled wryly and asked, "Didn't you say that you are not allowed to talk about studying when you are in love?"

Lin Tingan let go of his arms and put his arms around Du Xuan's waist: "I want to go to college with you, I don't want to fall in love with different schools."

Du Xuan's heart warmed up, and she lifted Lin Tingan's chin and said, "Before that, can you fall in love with me first?"

"Okay." Lin Ting'an closed his eyes, leaned up to kiss him, his lips and tongue were entangled, he felt his heart beating violently.There is some kind of magical power in Du Xuan that can make him happy, so he couldn't help posting it.

Du Xuan tightened his grip on his shoulders, and suddenly pushed him away.The two stared at each other wheezingly, and lowered their eyes in unison.After talking for a long time, the coat has not been taken off, and fortunately the coat has not been taken off, everything is still well hidden.

Lin Tingan sniffled, suddenly smiled, and said pitifully, "Do your homework."

Du Xuan suddenly felt distressed, feeling that Lin Tingan had suffered a great grievance.Also, being pushed away by a boyfriend at such a time is by no means a pleasant thing.

Du Xuan regretted it, she should have followed her feelings just now, don't care about 21, just deal with the person first.But after thinking about it, the urge to ignore it just now is gone, and what is left is only a long and warm love.I feel that this person in front of me can still be with me for a long time, that's really great.

Du Xuan regretted a little, but Lin Tingan heaved a long sigh of relief. To be honest, although the impulse in his heart made him wish to press Du Xuan directly, he still held back.

After all, as a scumbag student, he is still very scumbag, even in some fields.And if this kind of thing is messed up, you will never want to raise your head again for the rest of your life, and...[-]% of you will be guilty for the rest of your life.

Du Xuan approached cautiously, and nodded on Lin Tingan's lips: "Do your homework."

The two spread out their homework, one was writing mathematics and the other was writing biology. When Du Xuan was doing homework, he was concentrating on it, as if there was an enchantment around him. Lin Tingan's sneaky glances did not disturb him at all.

Lin Ting'an simply stopped writing, and concentrated on stalking his boyfriend.Du Xuan's side view is very good, because the bridge of the nose is very straight, he looks more heroic from the side, but more bookish from the front.Lin Tingan likes Du Xuan's hands very much, probably because he has been playing the piano all year round. His fingers are long and flexible, and he can bend a very nice angle when holding the pen.

Lin Tingan remembered Du Xuan was like this when he was playing the piano, his eyebrows were fixed and his eyes were quiet, the stage lights drew a golden border around his side face, his slender and powerful fingers tapped on the keyboard, and the smooth music sounded It rang.

……

Du Xuan tilted her head slightly: "You're handsome, aren't you?"

Lin Ting'an was embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

"It was you who said you needed to do homework, and it was you who looked at me in a daze. What are you thinking?"

Lin Tingan hummed: "No..."

Du Xuan put down his pen and pulled over Lin Tingan's math homework book to read: "Write a problem in half an hour, do you still want to sleep tonight?"

"Aren't you going to play the piano again?" Lin Tingan asked suddenly, "Will you never play again?"

Du Xuan was a little dazed by the endless question. He said, "I haven't thought about it, but I don't want to play the piano recently. I just want to fall in love now."

Lin Tingan was not amused, but instead clicked his tongue and said with some regret: "You play the piano really well."

"Huh?" Du Xuan asked, "Why did you suddenly think of this?"

Lin Tingan picked up the pen: "Suddenly thought of you playing the piano at the party the year before last...Forget it, let's do homework."

Du Xuan carefully looked at Lin Tingan's expression: "The school will have a New Year's party at the end of the year."

"En." Lin Tingan stopped writing.

"The program list has already been pulled out, even if I want to add a piano solo now, it is impossible." Du Xuan said seriously, "And in order to prepare for the biology competition, I even pushed the host."

"That's not what I meant," Lin Tingan said shyly, "I really just suddenly remembered how you played the piano before, very... handsome."

Du Xuan: "I'll play it to you every day from now on, just don't get bored."

"day by day?"

"Ah, when we're together in the future, why don't we play it to you every day?"

Lin Tingan blinked, thinking of something, but his face slowly turned red.

"The 'later' you said... the future?"

Du Xuan smiled, "I can only understand your language skills. Yes, in the future, from now to the future."

Lin Tingan blinked and said fiercely: "Who wouldn't say such a thing? You have to do it."

"That's fine," Du Xuan spread his hands, "You are in charge of supervision."

Lin Tingan rolled the corners of his mouth sweetly, followed by a worry.

The word "later" often appeared in the process of their relationship, and Lin Tingan was looking forward to "later" but also worried.Compared to Du Xuan, he is less daring to ask "in the future", always feeling that this word will put great pressure on Du Xuan.

At this moment, on a cold night in mid-winter, the two of them were guarding a table of homework books and a bright desk lamp. The word "later" was hanging between Lin Ting'an's teeth. He was afraid of suffocating himself to death if he didn't say it.

"Du Xuan," Lin Tingan asked, "what if your parents don't agree?"

Du Xuan reached out and touched Lin Tingan's face, and smiled: "They definitely disagree."

Lin Tingan's eyes widened nervously.

"That's my business, you don't have to worry about it." Du Xuan sighed, glanced at her watch subconsciously, and changed the subject, "It's ten o'clock. Should your parents be back?"

"Well, my dad said he would pick up my mom after work and come back with him. It's almost time to get home." Lin Tingan changed the subject very understandingly. It was impossible for him to chase after Du Xuan for a specific and clear answer at this time. "What should I do?" Lin Tingan just nodded reluctantly, "Are you going up?"

Du Xuan took out his mobile phone and looked at it. There was a WeChat message on it, which was sent by Zhou Man half an hour ago, telling him to go home at about 10:30, but Du Jiancheng still had no news.

Du Xuan packed her schoolbag, saw Lin Tingan staring at her hesitantly, leaned over and kissed him on the lips: "Let's go."

"You..." Lin Tingan's eyes were filled with large characters "Don't go, don't go, don't go".

"I can't stay at your house." Du Xuan smiled, "I'm afraid that Aunt Ma will call the police in the middle of the night."

Lin Tingan lowered his head in embarrassment. In fact, it was embarrassing for the two of them to have a good understanding. They both wanted to do the same thing.

As the end of the year approached, Du Xuan was under increasing pressure. The various questions given by the biology training class became more and more perverted, and the pressure of the final exam made him overwhelmed.But maybe Du Xuan's sentence "You didn't care about my dinner in the second grade of junior high school" didn't have any meaning to Du Jiancheng, but Zhou Man was touched and tried to go home every day to cook for Du Xuan.

The mother and son watched over two or three dishes, which were not hearty but warm and delicious. Lin Tingan would bring up a large bowl of stewed meat when he had nothing to do, and sometimes he would serve a bowl of soup at Du's house.Although Zhou Man didn't show a warm welcome to Lin Ting'an, he didn't show his face anymore. Du Xuan felt that the end of the year was surprisingly peaceful.

Since the quarrel that day, Zhou Man never said a word in front of Du Xuan that Du Jiancheng was going home late. Sometimes Du Xuan could hear the door ringing at eleven or two o'clock in the middle of the night, and then his father's footsteps He walked into the bathroom and into the bedroom.The process was quiet, and Zhou Man's complaints could not be heard, nor could Du Jiancheng's stinky face be seen.

But Du Xuan knew that if Zhou Man quarreled, it meant that she wanted Du Jiancheng to take care of Gu's family more, but if Zhou Man remained silent, it was probably because she didn't want to ask for anything anymore.

Du Xuan looked at the curvature of her mother's mouth and the hollowness in her eyes, and her heart ached.

Before the final exam, Zhou Man asked Du Xuan as usual, this time it was the top three in the grade.Zhou Man said: "I don't care whether you will go to Peking University or Tsinghua University in the future. Anyway, if you don't have points, it's nonsense. I don't compete with you now on professional issues. Let's talk about it in the third year of high school. Your current grades must be firmly in the top three of the grade."

Du Xuan nodded: "Yes." When he said this, his heart was very calm, he didn't get into a rage, and he didn't go against the law. He also felt that he could and must do it in the top three grades.

After all, my goal is Beijing Medical University.

The pressure on Lin Tingan was much less, and Ma Jing only asked him not to leave the experimental class.Lin Tingan patted his chest and said: "Master, I was born as a member of the experimental class, and died as a ghost of the experimental class."After hearing Lin Tingan's rhetoric, Mr. Xu was very sad and sad. After all, Lin Tingan alone can raise the total average score by six or seven points.

After finishing his winter training, Hu Kun knocked on his cigarette ash in the office and said, "High school is not junior high school, and high school is not compulsory education. I didn't ask you to come in so that you could discredit the results of the college entrance examination at No. [-] Middle School."

Lin Tingan: "Isn't this just freshman year?"

"If you don't hit and beat you in the first year of high school, will you be able to pay back in the third year?"

Lin Tingan backed out in a doggy manner, and began to memorize history and land politics helplessly. After all, the final exam was for all subjects.

When school was over, Du Xuan, who was about to go downstairs to find Lin Tingan, was stopped by Li Tianyou.

"I want to ask you something," Li Tianyou said, "The car number 5317 is your car, right? Buick?"

Du Xuan frowned: "Yes, how did you know?"

Li Tianyou: "One time your father went to pick you up after you got off the biology training class. I took a look."

Du Xuan remembered this incident, because he ate a bowl of particularly sweet cherries that day.

"I'm telling you something, don't get excited." Li Tianyou looked at Du Xuan