Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 44

Back at the hotel, Ziqiu lay down early without saying a word.Lin Muchuan felt sorry for her, knew that she was sad, and stayed with her for a while, then went back to his room in silence.

Ziqiu listened to the sound of closing the door and opened his eyes.Before it was dark, she sneaked out and took a car to the downstairs of Xu Yanmu's house.

She has been waiting downstairs for a long time.Snowflakes had already dyed her hair white, and her hands and feet were numb from the cold.She didn't know it herself.She was thinking about how to tell him.

It was getting dark, and the lights upstairs were turned on.Xu Yanmu, who came back from get off work, saw the familiar figure standing downstairs, so he hurried up.

"Ziqiu," he said in surprise, not expecting her to come.

Hearing the familiar voice, Ziqiu turned around slowly, with tears in his eyes, and looked stupidly at Yanmu standing in front of him.Then, not knowing the courage that came from, she ran towards her, hugged him tightly, hid in his arms and cried bitterly.

She didn't know how long she could stand, whether she would live to see him.The foot has wanted to walk thousands of times, but the heart never lets the foot move, even if it is a small step.

"It's so cold, silly girl." He blamed in a low voice, gently hugged her in his arms, and slowly went upstairs.

He put her on the sofa and gently swept the snow off her body with a duster.Then she took off her coat and her already soaked shoes.

"Cold!" He put her cold feet into his arms.Then, put her stiff hand into his warm palm.

Ziqiu shook her head vigorously, but couldn't say a word, she just kept crying.She watched everything Xu Yanmu did for him, how she wished that time could stop at this moment!How I wish the palm prints on her palm could grow into his palm and into his heart.Then there will be no separation forever.

"Is it better?" Yanmu looked at her with pity.

"Yeah." She kept looking into his eyes.

"Pour some water for you!" Xu Yanmu was about to get up.

"Don't drink." She buried her head in his arms.

At this moment, out of instinct, Xu Yanmu did not refuse.Just let her stay in his arms for a while, he thought.All he could give her was a hug!

He watched over her quietly, his eyes lingering on Ziqiu's soft hair.She is like a wounded bird, perched on a temporary treetop.

For a long, long time, neither of them spoke.There is only the old light bulb in the room, stubbornly illuminating the night.

This is the embrace that I have been longing for for so many years!For such a long time, she leaned warmly in his arms.Just die like this, a thought crossed her mind.

She fell asleep in his arms.Xu Yanmu gently picked her up and put her on the bed, covering her with the quilt.He sat on the edge of the bed and watched her carefully.She slept soundly, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, looking happy.

If, no if.He doesn't believe in what if, only reality.

As the tears rolled down, he looked up and saw the pictures on the wall.Ruoran still looked at him with a smile, looking happy.

The next morning, when Ziqiu woke up, he found himself lying on Xu Yanmu's bed.She didn't know the time and was confused.She suddenly felt very hungry.The room was empty, did Xu Yanmu go to work?

After she got up, she saw breakfast on the dining table, and a letter next to the breakfast:

Ziqiu, eat more.

In the future, work hard

Live better

Find someone worthy of your love and love you to grow old together

-----Xu Yanmu

"Xu Yanmu, Xu Yanmu, come out!" She looked for him all over the room.Looking at the tidy room, it was obvious that he had tidied it up.

Only the picture on the wall still looked at her with a smile like that.She looked at the photo in a daze, looking at the beautiful moments between Ruoran and Xu Yanmu.The bottom of my heart was stung by something.She hurriedly retreated to the door, opened it and went downstairs.

Ziqiu went to his place of work and happened to see Li Hengyi coming out of the police station.

"See Xu Yanmu?" Ziqiu tugged at his clothes, anxiously.

"He called last night and said he had something urgent to ask for leave." Li Hengyi looked at Ziqiu's anxious look, although he couldn't bear it, he couldn't tell him where Xu Yanmu was.He understands Xu Yanmu, he is rational, calm, and persistent, and his feelings for Ruoran have penetrated deep into his bones and melted into his life.Even if he is moved by Ziqiu now and makes him fall into the illusion of being tempted by him, he is no longer an ignorant boy, and he will not give Ziqiu any more pure love.He didn't want to hurt Ziqiu, maybe he wasn't even a substitute for Ruoran.

"Where did he go?" Ziqiu blushed anxiously, choked up and said.

"I don't know, he didn't say." Li Heng turned around and left, he really didn't want to see her sad and pitiful.

"How soon will you be back?" She was still holding on to the hem of his clothes, not letting him leave.She held back tears, swirling in her red eyes.

"He didn't say, Ziqiu, go back to your hometown." Li Hengyi couldn't help comforting her.

"I don't want to go back, I haven't found him yet!" She let go of his clothes, squatted on the ground, and cried softly.

"Thank you!" She stood up, wiped the tears from her face, and squeezed out a smile from the corner of her mouth.Turn around and leave, disappearing into the distance.

Clear blue sky, cloudless.The sun shone softly on Ziqiu's face, but she couldn't feel any warmth.

"You bastard! Xu Yanmu! It's me who is going to leave! It's me! How could you choose to escape first! Let's go, let's go. Go far away. It's best that I don't see you again in this life!" Ziqiu was tired and exhausted, and sat slumped on the side of the road.Everything in front of her was pale in her eyes.Am I a bad guy?Make you so tired, try your best to avoid it.

But Lin Muchuan stayed up all night, and her sudden disappearance made him feel restless.Hey, dead girl, if I find you, I will die.He is very worried, will he be overwhelmed!Will something happen?He searched for her in the streets and alleys.

When Lin Muchuan was looking for a taxi all over the street, he finally found a listless Ziqiu on the side of the road.

"Get in the car!" He looked at her distressedly, got out of the car and supported her.

"It hurts!" Ziqiu cried.

"I know!" Lin Muchuan took her into the car.

Along the way, Lin Muchuan silently looked at Ziqiu who said nothing.He didn't speak, just accompanied her quietly, occasionally peeping at her face looking out of the window.Her shattered hair, soaked in tears, clung to her cheeks in a mess.

Ziqiu looked at the scenery that disappeared behind the car, as if she had walked past.And now, this second, instantly becomes the past.How much the past has become once, not forever.

At this time, Ziqiu's heart was full of memories.During her stay in Tibet, all the pictures appeared in her mind.He doesn't belong to her after all.She had imagined that kind of beauty!

She tried her best to give herself and Yanmu a chance.All demands will hurt someone.She doesn't blame him, she still misses him very much.

Her heart gradually calmed down.She didn't want to see him living so alone in such a cold place.I want to take good care of him and feel sorry for him.I want to be by his side, like a family member.Whatever you do every day, be safe.

If a person deliberately wants to hide from you, even if you try your best to find it, you may not be able to find it. Is this a farewell?

Just like what is written in "Half Life": I want you to know that there is a person in this world who will always be waiting for you.No matter when, no matter where you are, you know there is always such a person.

Will she be the one who waits forever for him?Forever is what.

When she felt cold, he put her red hands into his warm hands and rubbed them gently.Ziqiu turned his head and looked at him with tears streaming down his face.

"Hush!" Lin Muchuan signaled her not to speak.His exaggerated expression made Ziqiu smile through tears.

"Scrub! Painted cat!" He took out a gray handkerchief from his pocket.Rou Rou gently wiped off her bad nose and tears from her face.

"Hush!" Ziqiu opened his mouth, before he could say thank you.Lin Muchuan covered her mouth with his fingers.Help her tidy up her messy bangs and loose hair.

"What beautiful eyes! You have to take good care of it too! You can't always feed it salty soup." Lin Muchuan looked into Ziqiu's eyes affectionately, and whispered in her ear.

"What, drink water?" Ziqiu didn't react.

"Don't drink water, drink and laugh!" Lin Muchuan couldn't help laughing at Ziqiu who was full of foolishness.

"What water! Laugh! I don't know why." Before turning the corner, Ziqiu frowned at him.

"Hahaha!" Lin Muchuan couldn't help laughing.

"If you don't cry, don't cry! What kind of water, laugh! It's so complicated!" After she realized it, she pinched his arm a few times.

"You can eat your brains!" Just as he arrived at the stop, he pulled her out of the car.

"If you want to wash it, you have to wash it first!" Ziqiu shook off his hand, rolled his eyes at him, and walked into the hotel alone.