Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 51

Suddenly, he felt the world collapsed.Those closest to him have left him.He slammed his fist against the wall so hard that blood flowed out.

He suffers, he feels guilty, he blames himself, he hates himself.He used his self-righteous and arrogant youth to fight against the people closest to him.There are only a handful of things I have said to my parents over the years, and what I have said.

But now, it's too late.

He looked desperately at his sister who had rushed back from abroad, and threw himself on her like a child, hugging her tightly and crying bitterly.

Ai Jia came to help with the funeral with her aunt, uncle and relatives.

From the hospital to the mourning hall to the funeral, he didn't say a word, just like a bystander, dumbfounded, with red eyes, standing beside his dead parents every step of the way.

He wanted to use that short time to make up for the lost time between him and his parents.

After burying his parents, Yanmu packed his luggage and prepared to return to Tibet.

"Yanmu, go abroad with me!" Elder sister Xu Yimu looked at his haggard younger brother and hugged him distressedly.

"I have to go back, I still have work!"

"Let's put it down, it's been so many years! Both babies miss you so much, and they haven't seen each other for a long time!" My sister said sadly.Thinking of my two young children, I didn't have time to see my grandparents.Her words were choked in her throat, and the tears couldn't stop flowing.

"I'll be on vacation this year, I'll definitely visit you and the babies!" Iwaki forced a smile and tightened the zipper of the bag.

"Sure, then I'll wait for you!" A rare smile appeared on my sister's face.

"Yanmu, do you still have your aunt? And our big family!" The aunt took his hand to comfort him.

"Yeah!" He nodded without further words.

"Stay here, uncle has found a job for you!"

"Thank you uncle! I have to go back to Tibet!"

"This..." My aunt didn't know how to answer for a moment.

"I'll come back when I hand over the work."

"Mom, brother always has his reasons for what he wants to do." Tang Aijia said unbearably beside her.She knew that her brother was pretending in his heart.

"Whenever you feel homesick, come back. My aunt is waiting for you at home!"

"Auntie! I'm so sorry for you!"

"Silly boy!" My aunt looked at his leaving back with pity.

Xu Yanmu returned to Tibet two days later, and he returned to this sad place with all his sorrows.

"Ruoran! I'm back!" He said softly to Ruoran in the photo.

He took down the photo and wept bitterly.All sorrows can only be best released when facing Ruoran.

I used to think that life is so long, so I willfully hurt the people who love me and the people I love around me.But life seems to be very short, so short that it seems to have ended at the beginning.In the end, even the memory seemed so pale.

Who will you fall in love with, who will fall in love with you.In a lifetime, love at the right time is like a drop in the ocean.

After returning to Tibet, he spent a week selecting the fabrics for the wedding dress with his own hands, and made a pure white wedding dress for Ziqiu.

He also hand-stitched sequins on the skirt, like diamonds, shining brightly under the light.I remember Ziqiu once said when he was a child: How wonderful it would be to wear a skirt as crystal clear as snowflakes!

He sent the wedding dress to Tang Aijia.Let her hand it over to Ziqiu when she gets married.

And Tang Aijia knew that her brother's mind had been decided, so she didn't tell Ziqiu that Xu Yanmu had gone home.

Xu Yanmu's life returned to loneliness, and he was used to loneliness, so he didn't feel lonely.He put all his enthusiasm and hope for life into his work.

Three months later, autumn is getting stronger.

One evening, Ziqiu came home from get off work, sat on a chair on the roof, stared at the distant night sky and the bright city in a daze.

Xu Yanmu, where are you?The stars that can bring people hope in the night sky are always so far away.It just flickers there, seemingly illuminating the world, but in the end it doesn't reach the hearts of the people.

Xu Yanmu, where are you?She stood up, tiptoed hard, and stretched her arms, wishing she could jump into this charming flickering light.The distance between her and him is like the entire Milky Way.

In the middle of the night, Tang Aijia received a call from Li Hengyi.He told her that Xu Yanmu was seriously injured during the mission and was being rescued.

After hanging up the phone, the first thing Tang Aijia thought of was to tell Ziqiu.Yes, you must tell Ziqiu.She didn't want to see her brother live so alone.She wanted to win Ziqiu's love for her brother.

She immediately called Ziqiu.

"Ziqiu! My brother was injured. Hengyi said it was serious. Can you go and see him?" Tang Aijia said with a sob.

"I'm going to the airport right away."

"what!"

Ziqiu hung up the phone hastily, packed his luggage and took a taxi to the airport.

"Aijia! Why are you here!" Ziqiu happened to see Tang Aijia rushing over at the airport.

"I worry!"

"Yanmu will be fine! Definitely!" She comforted Tang Aijia, but she was actually comforting herself.

The two bought tickets for the earliest flight to Tibet.

After waiting at the airport for more than 5 hours, I finally boarded the plane.After An took her seat, Ai Jia opened a bag in her hand, and took out a very beautiful gift box from it.The gift box is also sealed with a transparent bag, and a delicate bow ribbon is tied on the front of the box.

"This is a gift from my brother, even I won't let you see it. But I promise I haven't opened it."

"What's inside?" She took the box curiously.

"Open it and have a look, I really want to see what it looks like!" Tang Aijia stared at the box with wide eyes.

Ziqiu untied the ribbon excitedly, and the moment she opened the box, she was stunned!

It is a wedding dress that is as translucent and white as snow, shimmering slightly.

"This is..." Ziqiu looked at Ai Jia and said doubtfully.

"My brother personally designed it for you. You are worthy of being a talented fashion designer."

"He came back? When?"

"A few months ago, his father was seriously ill, so he came back."

"Is uncle feeling better?" Ziqiu finally knew the reason why he left without saying goodbye.

"Passed away! Even my aunt left with me."

"How sad he must be!"

"Don't let me tell you! Really!"

"Then..." Ziqiu touched her wedding dress and looked at her.

"My brother sent it to me after he returned to Tibet. He asked me to find time to hand it over to you. I hope you and Lin Muchuan are happy."

Ziqiu burst into tears like rain.

To Tibet, get off the plane.Li Hengyi sent a car to pick them up.Along the way, no one spoke.

Ziqiu, who was sitting in the back seat, was looking out the window nervously, her face flushed, she was so scared, she didn't even have the courage to ask Li Hengyi about Yanmu's condition.

Seeing Ziqiu's sad look, Tang Aijia couldn't bear to touch her, so she shook her hand quietly to Heng.

When they arrived at the hospital, Li Hengyi took the two of them to the ward.

Ziqiu pushed open the door, ran in, and collapsed by the bed.She carefully looked at him lying quietly on the hospital bed, with his eyes closed tightly, his face covered by an oxygen mask, and cold tubes were inserted all over his body.

She reached out and took his big thin hand, and stroked it back and forth in her palm.His hands were so cold that they reached her heart, making her tremble uncontrollably. The tears fell down like broken beads.

"Is it cold? Yanmu. You must be very cold. Open your eyes and look at me. I'm Ziqiu! You really don't want to see me anymore?"

"Iwaki!"

"Iwaki!"

"I'm Ziqiu, I'm Ziqiu! Wake up, wake up, okay? Look at me, I won't pester you anymore! Really. As long as you can wake up, look at me. You let me go , I'll go." Ziqiu straightened up, pulled his hand into his bosom, and hugged his arm.

"Iwaki! Wake up! Don't think that you can get rid of me by giving me a broken wedding dress. No way! I want you to open your eyes and look at me in the wedding dress! Iwaki!"

Tired, she lay down beside the bed and put her cheek in the palm of his hand.

Seeing her brother's appearance, Tang Aijia shed tears in sadness.Seeing the heartbroken Ziqiu, she felt extremely depressed.

"Brother, wake up!" She was also frightened by Xu Yanmu's appearance, so nervous that she was at a loss.

"Ai Jia" Heng Yi who was standing beside took her hand to comfort her.

"Officer Xu, why are you still sleeping late?" Ziqiu rubbed his red and swollen eyes, held his hand tightly, and massaged him gently.

"I want to eat twice-cooked pork today. I want to eat hot pot. Get well soon and cook something delicious for me."

"Autumn in Tibet is beautiful! Autumn! I was born in autumn! You said that autumn is the most beautiful. I think so too. Autumn is so beautiful. Get up and take me to see it!" Ziqiu Spreading the palm of his hand, she stretched out her fingertips to write in his palm, writing Xia Ziqiu, Xia Ziqiu likes Yanmu, so much!

"By the way, I just now! I had a dream! I dreamed that you married me! I was wearing the white wedding dress you made for me, and I laughed at the lipstick I kissed on your nose! Did you see it? Did you see it? Is it?"

"I also dreamed of a lot of colorful balloons flying all over the sky. I also saw a lot of flowers. They are real flowers. I see you smiling."

"By the way, I also dreamed of Duo'er. She was chasing the balloon and managed to catch it, but was blown away by the wind."

"Yanmu, do you feel cold?" Ziqiu watched the cold liquid pour into his blood.She warms the IV tube with her palm.

Tang Aijia and Li Hengyi walked into the ward carrying food.

"Ziqiu, let's eat!" Ai Jia came over to support her.

"Ziqiu, I'll take care of him. You and Ai Jia go back to the hotel to rest." Li Heng put the food on the table and said.

"I'm not hungry, I just want to be with him." Ziqiu looked at them and said with a smile.It was a sad upturn of the mouth.

"But you haven't eaten for a long time, so your body can't bear it." Ai Jia looked at Ziqiu worriedly.Nor did she want to tell her brother that his condition was beyond improvement.Although she knew that Ziqiu should understand, but she couldn't repeat this matter again.

"Okay, I'll eat." Ziqiu took a box of steamed dumplings from Ai Jia, sat by the bed, and looked at Yanmu.

"Do you smell the scent?" Ziqiu picked up a dumpling, took a bite, and held it in front of Yanmu's eyes.

"It's delicious, I won't give it to you! I won't give it to you if you want!" Ziqiu ate it with a big mouthful.

"You don't know how to make dumplings, right? I'll teach you when you wake up! The dumpling filling is the most difficult to adjust. I failed many times. In fact, I still can't make it well. It's always salty and bland. Why do you always fail to do well?" Ziqiu choked up and began to cry.

"Ziqiu!" Ai Jia felt uncomfortable watching it.She didn't know how to comfort her.

"Let's go!" Li Hengyi walked over, took Ai Jia's hand, and sat outside the ward.

"Ziqiu loves him very much!" Li Hengyi said.

"Very early, I actually knew it! But my brother likes Ruoran. I can't help you with anything." Ai Jia looked at him sadly.

"People who are persistent will be hurt the most." Li Hengyi shook his head helplessly.

At night, Ziqiu turned on a small light and sat by the bed telling stories to Xu Yanmu.

Tell the story of Xia Ziqiu's love for Xu Yanmu.

"Do you know? A long time ago, there was a girl named Xia Ziqiu who liked Xu Yanmu. She liked his smile, his voice, his eyes, his back, everything about him. She missed him for many years.

She chased him for a long time, but she couldn't catch up with him.

Whatever happened to her, she wanted to tell him.