Mu Zhiqiu

Chapter 63

"Sit down obediently. I'll pour you some hot water." Lin Muchuan helped Ziqiu to the sofa, turned around and picked up the water bottle on the table. Boil water in the kitchen.

All he could find in the kitchen were noodles, and he cooked a bowl of noodles in clear soup, fried the only egg, and then juggled a bottle of chili sauce from his backpack.

"Scent it!" He unscrewed the cap and held it in front of Ziqiu's nose.

Ziqiu didn't speak, stood up abruptly, snatched the hot sauce from Lin Muchuan's hand, sprinkled some on the noodles, picked up chopsticks to mix, and ate voraciously, coughing while eating.

"Slow down, can't you eat slowly? It seems that I have to teach you how to eat. You are such an old man, and you haven't even learned how to eat well." Lin Muchuan said with a smile, watching her look like she wanted to swallow the plate together.

This Ziqiu is the Ziqiu from before.

"Is there any more?" Ziqiu held an empty plate and looked at Lin Muchuan.

"You haven't eaten for a few days?" Lin Muchuan looked at her distressedly, and turned to the kitchen.

"Thank you! Lin Muchuan." Ziqiu looked at his back and said emotionally.

"I still have to thank you! Let me learn how to cook again!" Lin Muchuan turned to smile at her.

Ziqiu sleeps on the sofa in the living room every night, she doesn't want to and dare not go to the bedroom to rest.And Lin Muchuan was lying on the small bed in the study.

"Are you asleep?" Ziqiu said through the moonlight, looking at Lin Muchuan who was lying on the bed.

"Nope?"

"You said that when a person dies, where will he go?"

"Go to the ground! Become the soil, then sprout, grow, bloom, and bear fruit."

"and then?"

"And then, ashes to ashes, and dust to dust."

"Where is that heaven?"

"Heaven is hidden in the hearts of the living."

Ziqiu was silent after listening.After a while, Lin Muchuan broke the silence.

"Ziqiu, come home with me!"

“I want to stay here”

"Still can't forget him?"

"Um"

"It is better to remember than to forget!"

In the quiet night, two churning hearts tear each other apart in the darkness.

"Lin Muchuan, do you believe in love?"

"Believe it! Do you believe it?"

"Ziqiu, I will protect you forever!" Lin Muchuan turned to look at her, and the gentle moonlight reflected her pale face.

Ziqiu didn't speak, but closed his eyes, tears streaming down the corners of his eyes.

"Ruoran protects Yanmu, if you protect Yanmu, then I will protect you." Lin Muchuan choked up and said.

Lin Muchuan knew that she needed to figure out many things by herself, all he could do was to silently accompany her by his side.Spend the dark days with her.

Early the next morning, Lin Muchuan got up early and went out to buy vegetables and came back to cook.He fumbled around in the kitchen for a long time, and finally cooked two simple dishes.

"Hey, how about eating? Girls!" He put a mouthful of rice into his mouth and chewed slowly.

"Just put it in your stomach!"

"Twenty strokes per mouthful."

"No way, I can't finish eating like that until I die."

"You're not a dinosaur, can you eat that much?

"Are you the dinosaur?"

"Then I'll feed you!"

"no!"

"Then stop eating!"

"you.....""

"Okay! Open your mouth... ah!" He took a piece of meat and put it in her mouth.

"1,2.3.4.5, 10...can't swallow it down, haven't reached [-] times?" Lin Muchuan said holding her face.

"11.12.13...20. That's fine." He smiled like a child.

"You are so serious, you are more persistent than me." Looking at his shining eyes, Ziqiu smiled slightly.

"To deal with a stupid and stupid person like you, you can only be serious."

"Doesn't a dog spit out ivory?"

"I'm a human! A tough guy!"

"Tough guy! What an insult to these two words!"

"That only shows that you have a problem with your eyesight."

"cut."

"Cut what?"

"Sliced ​​meat? You can cut some meat with your fingers!"

"If I want to cut, I will cut yours too!"

"Chop me up, and I'm willing."

"You said that!" Ziqiu picked up the chopsticks on the table and chased him around the room.

There is love, there is laughter, there is noise, that is life.

Ziqiu's physical condition was not good, so he went to see a doctor only under Lin Muchuan's earnest persuasion.

Lin Muchuan took her to the hospital, where she was found to be slightly prone to depression.The most important thing is that her eyes have a temporary insomnia state, always suddenly dark in front of her eyes, or suddenly dizzy.This made him so anxious that he couldn't sleep all night. He was thinking about how to get her to leave here willingly, otherwise she might die here. He was determined not to just watch his beloved disappear from his side.

Just when Lin Muchuan was anxious about this matter, Ziqiu's mother called and said that she was not feeling well.

"Mom!" Ziqiu held the phone, trying not to cry.

"Ziqiu, mom misses you."

"I miss you too, so much!"

"Go home. Mom has been feeling unwell recently. When you come back, take me to the hospital." Ziqiu's mother didn't want her to stay in Tibet anymore, so far away.You can't live your whole life in pain for a person who has passed away.Besides, Lin Muchuan is very kind to Ziqiu.As a mother, she had to find a way to get Ziqiu and Lin Muchuan together.

"Yes!" she agreed to her mother.Although she felt sad, she couldn't watch her mother suffer.Mom is the most important person in her life.She knew that she still didn't belong here after all.

The next day, Ziqiu packed his luggage, found Li Hengyi and handed him the key to Xu Yanmu's house.

"Don't worry, I will take good care of this place!" Li Hengyi didn't want to see Ziqiu sad, Xu Yanmu was really happy, there were two people who loved him so much, one died for him, and the other was still alive after his death guard him.

But Li Hengyi knew that Xu Yanmu didn't want Ziqiu to stay in this cold and strange place. If she stayed here, she would never be able to get out of sadness.

"Thank you!" Ziqiu stood in the icy wind, she looked around, looked at the blue sky, the clouds were rolling and the clouds were relaxing.

She walked into the carriage silently, and waved goodbye to Li Hengyi through the window.

Goodbye, Iwaki!She said silently in her heart!Goodbye, Tibet, the place I most wanted to come to.She looked at the fleeting scenery outside the window, just like those hard-pressed years that she disappeared.

Lin Muchuan and Ziqiu returned to her hometown together.

"Mom!" Ziqiu hugged her mother tightly.

"Just come back!"

"Mom, are you uncomfortable there?"

"Recently, my blood pressure is unstable, and I am out of breath when I go upstairs! I am old and useless!"

"Mom, are you still so young? What are you talking about?"

"I cook, you guys talk!" Lin Muchuan put down his luggage and went into the kitchen to get busy.

Looking at Lin Muchuan busy in the kitchen, mother couldn't help smiling.

"Silly boy, you are happier than your mother!"

"Mom, what are you talking about!" Ziqiu smiled and fell into her mother's arms, acting like a baby.

"Go to the kitchen and help!"

"Oh!" Ziqiu obediently ran to the kitchen.

The two were busy for a long time, and finally the house was full of fragrance.

"It smells so good! Mu Chuan, are you getting more and more capable?" Ziqiu's mother praised while eating.

"Auntie, don't keep praising me! I'll be embarrassed!" Lin Muchuan came out with vegetables, looked at Ziqiu and said with a smile.

"When you are still embarrassed, your face can be used as a wall." Ziqiu said with a smile.

"How do you talk? No one is right!" Ziqiu's mother patted her on the head.

"Mom, you beat me because of an outsider!"

"What outsider? Lin Muchuan, I like it! I just need to adopt my son!"

"mom."

"Auntie, let's eat!" Lin Muchuan stepped forward to support Ziqiu's mother, and sat at the table.

"Try it, I learned from you!"

"Well, not bad!" Ziqiu said with a smile.

"It's been a long time since it's so lively! When you're old, you like to be lively!"

What a warm scene for the three of them to eat.

A month later, under the careful care of Ziqiu and Lin Muchuan, Ziqiu's mother recovered to health.

After this period of close contact, Ziqiu's mother really loves Lin Muchuan.

But what did Ziqiu think?Ziqiu's mother feels that the child has a knot in his heart that has not been opened.Perhaps it was because of the absence of her father since she was a child that she was very dependent on Xu Yanmu, and she had already regarded him as a kind of spiritual support that could bring her a sense of security.

So when Xu Yanmu passed away, it was a great blow to her, and she felt that her spiritual world had collapsed.Without the center, she couldn't get out.

Moreover, Duo'er's incident made her even more desperate for love, she didn't have the confidence to make her life better, even though Lin Muchuan was taking care of her, her heart was still wandering.

One day at noon, Ziqiu sat on the balcony with his mother, basking in the sun.The flowers are blooming just right.

"Ziqiu, do you want to know about Dad?"

"I'm listening."

"Your father and I used to be colleagues. He has temperament and talent. After getting along for more than a year, he pursued me. In fact, maybe I fell in love with your father first at that time, but I was embarrassed to say it. How many times have we been in love? A month later, your father said he was going to marry me, and he went home to discuss with his family during Chinese New Year that year. However, he never came back since then. "

"Why don't you go to him?"

"I found you later! You know, it was not easy to be unmarried and have children in those days. Fortunately, I got a job, otherwise I don't know how to support our mother and daughter."

"What then?"

"When you were half a year old, you received a letter from him saying that he was married, and you just said sorry!"

"Then do you forgive him?

"There is no hatred, how can forgiveness!"

"Then do you want to see him?"

"If we can see each other before we die, it will be a regret in this life."

So, Ziqiu went to find his father.For my mother and her wish.