speed and love

Shen Zhou has been going to the bathhouse with the adults in his family to take a bath since he was a child.When I was in junior high school, a group of buddies also met every day to make an appointment to take a bath.Taking a bath has almost become a group activity, with seven or eight people at every turn.

Because the bathhouses in Jincheng sell bath tickets, the more you buy, the cheaper it is.A group of half-grown boys are quite lively, and they often join the group to take a bath.

Shen Zhou is confident that his figure is good enough, and his sense of shame in this aspect is very thin, so he never feels that there is anything to be ashamed of.

So after hearing what Qi Shan had said, he nodded without hesitation at all and said, "Okay! Let's go."

So the two of them went straight to the bathroom without even bringing a change of clothes.

It's been freezing cold for a while, and the bathhouse closes early. By ten o'clock, there are basically few people at the door.

The aunt who sold the tickets stood at the front desk and glanced at the two of them: "You two are the last wave of people, we will close the door after washing, hurry up."

Shen Zhou nodded, left the boots at the counter, and bought towels and shampoo and shower gel for the two of them.Go upstairs to the sauna room with Qi Shan.

As soon as the two of them opened the door curtain and entered the room, several buddies came out, and it seemed that they had finished washing and were about to leave.

Shen Zhou took off his down jacket first, opened the cabinet, and glanced back at Qi Shan.

It happened that Qi Shan was also peeking back at him, the two of them separated quickly as soon as their eyes met.

Embarrassment suddenly filled the air.

Shen Zhou cleared his throat, coughed and said, "It's too stuffy here, isn't it, Brother Shan."

After taking off his down jacket, Qi Shan was flipping up his sweater. Hearing what he said, he quickly took it over: "Yes, that's right."

After he finished speaking, he was speechless.

There are several lying beds in the bathhouse for taking a bath, and Shen Zhou sits with his back facing Qi Shan and takes off his pants.His mind was in a mess, Qi Shan's leopard print underwear was flying all over the sky.

——What color underwear are you wearing today?

— leopard print.

The more Shen Zhou thought about it, the more his blood surged up, and his nose felt hot.His brain was buzzing, and there was only a slap, and a drop of blood dripped from his nose and landed on his knee.

Damn, I have a nosebleed?

Shen Zhou felt a little ashamed, before Qi Shan didn't notice, he quickly wiped it off with his hands, took out a wad of paper from his pocket, blocked his nostrils, leaned his neck back, and closed his eyes in despair.

Over there, Qi Shan was almost undressed, seeing that he was in a hurry and something was wrong, so he walked over, patted him on the shoulder and asked, "Brother Zhou, what's going on with you?"

Shen Zhou raised his neck and couldn't explain clearly, and glanced at his underwear from the corner of his eye.

I rely on!

OMG!

Sin!

Qi Shan's panties with leopard pattern reveal a sense of wildness, and they are the ones for rough men.

Shen Zhou just glanced at it hastily, and the nosebleed couldn't be stopped, and it flowed out like a faucet was turned on.

"Damn? You have a nosebleed?" Qi Shan frowned, grabbed his arm and pulled it towards the shower head, "Come here, rinse with water."

Qi Shan quickly turned on the shower head, and the warm water in the shower poured down. Shen Zhou stood under the shower, rubbing his nose with his chin up.

His legs were bare, and his upper body was only wearing a white T-shirt. He was soaked in water, and the transparent fabric wrapped his abdominal muscles with vertical and horizontal grooves, outlining the boy's slender and straight waist.

Qi Shan took some water with his hand and threw it on his face, restraining his gaze from looking at Shen Zhou.

It took Shen Zhou a long time to stop the nosebleed, and the two of them stood under the shower head and took a bath with their backs facing each other.

In order to adjust the atmosphere, Shen Zhou made a move that was so straight that he wanted to slap himself to death.

Shen Zhou glanced at Qi Shan, and subconsciously said, "How about I rub your back?"

Back rubbing is quite normal, he and Rinko take a bath together, and they always rub each other, treating each other's back like pigskin like revenge, rubbing desperately.Therefore, the two of them can shed a layer of skin every time they take a bath.

But I don't know why, it's awkward for him to say this to Qi Shan at this moment.

Qi Shan was also taken aback for a moment, then nodded and said, "Okay."

Shen Zhou suddenly remembered that the two of them didn't even bring a bath towel, so they could only go into battle empty-handed.

Qi Shan turned his back and said, "Brother, I will leave this back to you."

Shen Zhou heheed twice, and there was only a complicated smile on the corner of his mouth, it's not fucking easy to start.

The short hair on the back of Qi Shan's head hasn't grown evenly after so long. His broad shoulder blades and sharp lines make him look particularly stubborn.

Qi Shan is not like an ordinary boy, his shoulders are thick and broad, he looks like the kind of person who has carried a lot of things.

When Shen Zhou's hand touched his back, he was a little shocked.

This oblique rear muscle is too damn strong, it can't be pressed down.

"Are my shoulders different from ordinary people?" Qi Shan's voice came deep, "It seems that one is high and the other is low."

He didn't say that Shen Zhou hadn't noticed yet, he took a step back and made a comparison, the right shoulder was indeed a little lower than the left.

"Because when I was in junior high school, I worked on construction sites. At that time, I used my right shoulder to carry sandbags. I didn't understand at that time. The bones were deformed due to the pressure." Qi Shan patted himself on the shoulder. Said, "Then I switch to the left shoulder to carry it, so that it is balanced."

Thinking of a boy who was only about ten years old, carrying a sandbag bigger than his body on the construction site, moving step by step with difficulty, Shen Zhou felt very bitter.

But soon, he was moved by Qi Shan's open-minded attitude just now, and persuaded him for no reason: "Don't carry sandbags in the future, it's not worth it to be tired out."

"At that time, our family was in urgent need of money, and now it's much better. If you ask me to carry it, I won't go." Qi Shan turned his back to him, and couldn't see his expression clearly, but his voice was as clear and piercing as ever, "It will get better anyway. of."

What Qi Shan said later seemed to be for himself.

After Shen Zhou rubbed his back for him, he roughly counted the injuries on his body, new injuries and old injuries, there must be more than four or five places.

Qi Shan shook his head disapprovingly: "This is nothing at all."

After finishing the work, he would rub Shen Zhou's back. He has a typical inverted triangle figure, with long legs and narrow hips, and a small waist.There are muscles where they should be, and the figure is tall and strong. The key is that the skin is fair.

It's not kidney deficiency white, but the kind of white that is clean to the bone.

The air was so hot and humid that it was hard to breathe, Qi Shan heard the sound of his own heartbeat becoming more and more obvious, it seemed to be higher than the sound of the rushing shower.

And Shen Zhou's breath, like the foggy white water vapor in the bathhouse, enveloped his whole body.Drilled into every pore of his body, entered his lungs, devoured his breath.

Wet, with temperature, taste.Similar to the smell of hormones.

Qi Shan felt like he was floating, and the floor he was stepping on felt unreal.

"Are you majoring in music?" When the two of them were about to finish washing, Qi Shan asked suddenly, it was particularly impressive to hear Shen Zhou singing in KTV just now.

"In the past, I went abroad to study for a while. Now it is basically abandoned." Shen Zhou lowered his head and said, "Don't you think learning music is very suitable for my temperament?"

"Yo?" Qi Shan touched the water on his head, glanced at him and said, "What's your temperament?"

Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips, and smiled: "I will be unrestrained and love freedom all my life."

After talking, the two of them went to change their clothes and put them on.

As soon as Shen Zhou opened the locker, his underwear fell out.

He didn't notice it at all, threw the phone on the bed, and wiped his hair with a towel.

Then he saw Qi Shan with his upper body naked, walking straight towards him.

"What do you want? Don't come here, if you come here again, they will fight against you." Shen Zhou suddenly put on his upper body, shielded his chest, and gave him a foolish look.

Qi Shan bent down to pick up his underwear, hooked it with one hand and threw it on the bed: "Brother, your temperament has lost, I'll help you pick it up."

"Damn." Shen Zhou rubbed his nose with his fingers, "It seems that I have to shift gears later."

"I remember you came here in jeans, aren't you afraid of getting hurt when you're idle?" Qi Shan glanced at him.

"Not afraid, not afraid." Shen Zhou said, "There is a layer of fleece in my trousers, which is warm and considerate."

Qi Shan couldn't hold back his smile, he was warm and caring, his tone was a bit cheap.

I just came out of the bathhouse, and it was quite warm. After walking for a while, I felt cold. The north wind was biting, and I couldn't keep my eyes open.

"Blow, blow, my pride and indulgence." Qi Shan sang at the top of his throat, stepping on the snow puddle, making a crisp sound.

"Blowing, blowing, it doesn't matter if you disturb me." Shen Zhou also roared in a strange way, "Look at me smiling bravely. Damn, I can't laugh."

The two of them copied their pockets together and roared at the wind.

"Look at me waving bravely." Qi Shan also answered, "Damn it, it's too cold, I'd better stop waving."

Shen Zhou bumped his elbow and asked with a smile, "How about we sing a song together."

"Okay, what are you singing?"

There were no pedestrians on the street in the middle of the night, and the shops were closed early for rest. Only the street lamps illuminated the snow-white snow and went on and off, turning the road yellow.

"Today, I watched the snow drift by in the cold night. With a cooled heart, I floated far away, chasing after the wind and rain, unable to distinguish the traces in the fog, the sky and the sea are wide, you and me."

Qi Shan supported Shen Zhou's neck, roaring vigorously while singing, laughing loudly and wantonly, unconsciously, his throat became hoarse.

"Forgive me for being unruly, indulgent, and loving freedom in this life. I am also afraid that one day I will fall ohno and betray my ideal. Anyone can, even if I am afraid that one day it will only be you and me."

The singing was loud and clear, drifting in the wind, the two hooked each other's shoulders, and their backs faded away in the night.

Qi Shan had to get up early the next day to deliver the milk. Recently, he was recognized even when he delivered the milk.

Because that game was so popular, almost men, women and children would watch the TV broadcast.

When I delivered it to a little girl's house, he happened to go out to eat, and when he saw him, he screamed with joy.He asked him to write a signature.

Qi Shan felt that his vanity was greatly satisfied, and on the way back, he even bought a candied haws for Xuanxuan as a luxury.

With candied haws in his arms, he started calling Xuanxuan's name when he reached the door.

Usually Xuanxuan would run out happily when he yelled like that, bouncing around him.

Then Qi Shan would sit on the motorbike and tease him for a while with candied haws, making it impossible for anyone to reach, and he almost cried before giving it to him.

But today he yelled several times but no one came out, so he parked the motorcycle in the shed under the jujube tree.

Then he took the candied haws and entered the house suspiciously.

There were three adults sitting opposite each other in the room, his second uncle and Dui Chen. Next to Dui Chen sat a young comrade who was taking notes.

Second Uncle and Captain Chen were talking about some serious topic. He was frowning, his hair covered most of his face, and his expression was somewhat unclear.

Xuanxuan seemed to have sensed the oppressive chat atmosphere, and sat down neatly next to the second uncle, not daring to move.

Even the confused grandpa became silent now.

Isn't Team Chen here to send subsidies?Why is everyone acting so sad?

Qi Shan thumped in his heart, feeling as if something happened, so he couldn't help but said, "What's the matter? Uncle Chen, Uncle Second, what are you talking about?"

Team Chen sighed, stood up, walked to the door and patted Qi Shan on the shoulder: "Just now I told your second uncle everything, what we are responsible for is to appease you."

Speaking of which, Team Chen stretched out his hand, took out a wrapped envelope from his pocket, and stuffed it into Qi Shan's pocket.

He was about to leave when Qi Shan stopped him.

Before Team Chen could open his mouth, he heard Qi Shan ask in affirmative words: "My parents, is something wrong?"

"What's the matter?" Shen Zhou sighed and said, "Mom, I'm really fine. If I have something to do, can I chat with you here."

"Then your uncle said that you were racing with someone and broke the back of your head."

"It was two weeks ago, and I didn't fall. The back of my head was broken because I hated myself for not being up to date and not studying well, so I knocked my head on the pillar. Afraid of shame, I wanted to commit suicide." Shen Zhou told her nonsense, it was nothing It was time for her to know about it, the wounds were already healed.

"Let me tell you, stop smoking. Don't think I don't know, your uncle said you are addicted to smoking now."

Shen Zhou took a deep puff of the cigarette in his hand, frowned and said, "Okay, okay, I got it."

This mother only knows "your uncle said", and his uncle doesn't know everything.

Shen Zhou fell silent for a moment, then Qin Li asked him again: "How much money have you spent recently?"

Shen Zhou lowered his head and said, "Five thousand."

He just happened to catch a glimpse of the other end of the video, and Qin Li's husband flashed for a moment.

After seeing him, Shen Zhou was in a very bad mood.

He kept talking about annoying that family, didn't he also spend their money.

"If you were in the UK, you wouldn't have such a big expense. We have a lot of relationships here, and we can eat at home. The money spent by your younger brothers and sisters together is not as much as you alone. If you don't Impulsive, can you be expelled from school? Shen Zhou, you are exactly like your father..."

"Then he is my father, who am I not like him?" Shen Zhou suddenly became irritable, "Is it my fault that I look like him?"

"Okay! It's not your fault! It's my fault! It's all my fault!"

"All right, all right, let's hang up." Shen Zhou pressed the hang up button, rubbed his messy hair, and fell back on the sofa.

His mother was pregnant before marriage, and his father disappeared when he was not married.

Therefore, when Qin Li gave birth to him, she was under a lot of pressure.

It is not easy for single mothers today, not to mention going back to the traditional era of more than ten years.

Shen Zhou knew that it was not easy for Qin Li, but he said it every day and mentioned it every day, so it wouldn't bother anyone.

He doesn't need anyone to repeatedly remind you that you are a burden, an accident that should not have been born.

Because, he already knew it.

Shen Zhou unknowingly fell asleep lying on the sofa, and it was dawn when he woke up.

I can’t ride a motorcycle in class because it’s snowing all the time.There is snow on the road.

Shen Zhou walked to school, and when he entered class, he had already attended a class.

On the way, he bought two roasted sweet potatoes and put them in his arms, still emitting heat.

Shen Zhou took it out and patted Qi Shan on the back.

After patting Shen Zhou twice, he hesitated, because he remembered the back the day before yesterday, and he had touched it himself.

Qi Shan, who was sleeping, looked back at him and looked at him suspiciously.

Shen Zhou pointed to the sweet potatoes wrapped in kraft paper on the table and asked, "Which one do you want?"

Qi Shan took a look, there was no difference between the two sweet potatoes, the one on the right was bigger.

"One of them is Brother Zhou, and the other is Brother Shan. Choose one quickly." Shen Zhou raised his eyebrows.

Qi Shan reached out and took a big one: "This is called an anti-routine."

"Damn, you chose Brother Zhou away." Shen Zhou clicked his tongue, "Do you want to eat Brother Zhou?"

"The big one is Brother Zhou, what are you kidding?" Qi Shan glanced at his pants intentionally or unintentionally, "Where is it big, tell me?"

"Won't your conscience hurt when you say this?" Shen Zhou peeled the sweet potato and said, "We all met each other frankly yesterday, you know whether it's big or small."

"Well, brother Zhou is not bad this time. It's quite sweet." Qi Shan deliberately changed the subject, and said after taking a bite of a sweet and glutinous sweet potato.

Shen Zhou pointed to himself, and said softly to him, "This brother Zhou is also quite sweet."

"I haven't tasted it, so I don't believe it." Qi Shan said confidently.

Just when the class representative came over to collect the homework, Shen Zhou reached out and took off the bow tie on her head.

He conveniently put it on his head, and the human class representative turned around and wanted to grab him.

Shen Zhou stood in front of her with his pockets on his hands, asking her to stand on tiptoes to reach her, and scolded him angrily.

Shen Zhou smiled and said, "Oh, so stingy? I'll just wear it for a while."

Smile attack launch was very effective, the class representative didn't bother with him, and continued to collect homework.

Wearing a bowknot headband, Shen Zhou patted Qi Shan's shoulder, raised his chin, winked at him and said, "How is it? It's authentic, silly, white and sweet, you don't need money if you're not sweet."

Qi Shan raised his mobile phone and quickly took a photo. After taking the photo to hide his achievements and fame, he put the mobile phone in his schoolbag.Continue to eat sweet potatoes happily.

"Deleted." Shen Zhou tugged his arm, "Deleted, deleted, deleted."

How could Qi Shan agree to him: "I'll post an emoji when I go back, add two lumps of plateau red on your cheeks, and it will be perfect."

Two idiots wearing hairpins click JPG.

"Why are you so capable? Why don't you go to the sky." Shen Zhou said angrily, "Why don't you go to the earth."

"If I don't go to hell..." Qi Shan turned his head and glanced at him, "Whoever loves will go to hell, anyway, I won't go to hell."

No way.

Shen Zhou put down the issuing card, and seriously wrote ten times in the notebook that Qi Shan is a puppy.

After finishing the work, draw a pile of shit, a dog.

After a class, the representative of the human class asked him to come over again to issue a card.

Shen Zhou put his hands behind his back and put on a smirk: "I snatched it with my ability, if you have the ability, you can come and get it."

He has black hair, wearing a pink hair bow with a very conspicuous, standing sideways in front of the desk, looking at her jokingly.

The class representative stomped his feet pretending to be angry, before Shen Zhou could play for a while, Qi Shan reached out and pulled the hairpin off for him, and handed it to the class representative.

"Take it, no thanks." Qi Shan raised his head and said, "Call me Red Scarf."

"Brother Shan." Shen Zhou poked his back with the pen, "What are you doing?"

Qi Shan didn't look back at all, and turned his back to him and said: "You guys are so noisy that I am studying."

When did you study?Why did I not see it?

Shen Zhou smiled and didn't bother with him.After all, if I still need him in the future, I have to ask him for copying homework, borrowing notes, and tutoring homework.

You can't offend him.

When school was over, Qi Shan came and said, "This Saturday, let's make a surprise move before the exam. You can come to my house for tutoring that day."

"Okay. I don't need to bring anything?" Shen Zhou asked.

"No, just bring your brain." Qi Shan patted him on the shoulder and left.

With his words, Shen Zhou waited until Saturday with all his heart.

When the day came, he really didn't take anything.Didn't even take the book.

Wrapped in a thick scarf and down jacket, he stood in the car shop of Qi Shan's second uncle's house and called him.

At that time, Qi Shan was sitting in the room with Xuanxuan watching cartoons. Hearing this voice, Qi Shan opened the door and showed his head. He glanced up and down at Shen Zhou and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Didn't you ask me to come for tutoring?" Shen Zhou asked loudly, "Did you fucking lose your memory?"

"I asked you why you came here?! You don't even have a book to make up for a broken study." Qi Shan opened the door and said, "Come in first."

Shen Zhou was stunned: "Didn't you say that I just need to bring my brain?"

"Your reading comprehension skills are really strong." Qi Shan gave him a thumbs up.

Shen Zhou waved his hand: "It's okay."

Seeing Shen Zhou approaching, Xuanxuan stretched out his small hand: "Where is my brother's gold trophy?"

"The memory is really good." Shen Zhou sat down next to him, "Let me sell it."

"How much did you sell for?" Xuan Xuan calmly stretched out his hand again, "Give me the money."

"Let me spend it."

"Let's keep an account." Xuanxuan said, "I'll get the pen."

"Yo, Brother Xuan's teeth have grown so soon?" Shen Zhou pulled him over and sat on his lap, "Can we eat candy?"

Xuanxuan didn't move, nodded slightly and said, "Yeah. I'm not very good at eating yet. My teeth are sticky."

Shen Zhou twisted his face: "Go to my house, I have several cans of toffee, I'll keep them for you."

Xuanxuan swallowed unconsciously, turned his head and said, "I'm not going."

Qi Shan took out a bottle of yogurt from the refrigerator and threw it to Shen Zhou, who caught it firmly.

"How do you know that I love this yogurt?" Shen Zhou peeled off the packaging film, and immediately took a sip.

"Want to drink? Then this row is yours." Qi Shan took out a row of yogurt and put it in front of him, "Hurry up and drink it, it will expire in a few hours."

Shen Zhou raised his neck and drank it in one gulp, picked up another bottle and began to drink.

Qi Shan put a bucket of milk in front of him, and then exchanged glances with Xuanxuan: "Our task is to finish this bucket."

Xuanxuan nodded, and the two of them drank from each other's glasses.

Within half an hour, the two actually settled a bucket.

Qi Shan collapsed on the tire sofa and said, "Actually, I don't really want to live, I just want to be paralyzed like this."

Shen Zhou glanced at him: "Then when shall we start studying?"

Qi Shan glanced at the time: "How about going to my house to cook a meal and then study?"

"Isn't this your home?" Shen Zhou pointed around.

Qi Shan shook his head: "No way, this is our warehouse. Our house is a mansion."

The yard of Qi Shan's house is not far from here.It's in Mao'er Alley.

The three of them walked for a few minutes, and then arrived.

Qi Shan's house has an old-fashioned yard with a wide open door. There are jujube trees, peach trees and persimmon trees in the yard. There is also a piece of land beside the fruit trees to grow vegetables. In front of the vegetable field is a pressurized well.

A pool was built next to the pressurized well, because the water in the pool froze in cold weather.

There was a snowman piled up next to the pool, Shen Zhou took a closer look and it was Ultraman.

Looking at this courtyard with a strong atmosphere of life, he can even imagine that the courtyard is shady in summer, birds are chirping, and the fruit trees are covered with fat fruits.Children and adults bathe in the pool, and cold melons are pulled from the well.

The naughty neighbor came to the house to beat dates, kicked the date tree, and a piece of blue dates fell from the eaves.

This is his childhood.

Shen Zhou couldn't help but patted him on the shoulder: "Your family is really wonderful."

Qi Shan was a little shocked when he heard this: "You're not mistaken, how can this compare to half of your family?"

Shen Zhou shook his head: "Your family is like a family."

As soon as the three of them entered the house, grandpa came out.

"Dashan, where have you been?"

Qi Shan's grandfather didn't look kind at all, even a little fierce.

Shen Zhou looked at him, and immediately greeted him: "Hey, hello, grandpa."

Grandpa stared at him with slit eyes, and shouted loudly: "Who are you?"

Shen Zhou followed Qi Shan in and said, "I am your grandson..."

Before "my classmate" could be said, Grandpa gave him another suspicious look.

"Which grandson are you?"

Shen Zhou looked at Qi Shan in embarrassment, Qi Shan pointed to the position of his temple and said, "My grandfather, his brain is out of order. Alzheimer's disease."

"Oh." Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips and looked at Grandpa Qi Shan and said, "I am your little grandson."

"Who? Little Guisun?" Grandpa kept asking after he entered the room, "Are you the Prime Minister of Nezha who troubles the sea?"

Shen Zhou could only nod his head, and said confidently, "Yes! I am!"

"Prime Minister Turtle, the third prince of the Dragon King is going to kill me!" Grandpa felt like crying after he finished speaking.

Shen Zhou immediately stopped him: "Don't cry." After speaking, Shen Zhou made a face at Qi Shan and asked, "What's the matter?"

Qi Shan said leisurely, "He put himself into Nezha's role."

Shen Zhou was not bothered, so he just put it there and played with his grandfather: "You peeled off the third prince of the Dragon King and cramped his tendons, if he doesn't harm you, who will he harm?"

Qi Shan shook his head wanting to laugh, it turns out that Shen Zhou and grandpa are in the same world.

Sitting at Qi Shan's house, Shen Zhou felt particularly comfortable for some reason.

Although his home is not big, it feels tidy and warm.

Just like his life, simple but not crude.

"There is a vegetable market near here, let's go buy some vegetables and cook together." Qi Shan glanced at the time, it was exactly eleven o'clock, which was in time for his second uncle to get off work.

"OK, let's go then."

Just as Shen Zhou was about to lift his foot, he heard someone knocking at the gate.

He turned his head and glanced at Qi Shan, Qi Shan stood up and opened the door.

Qi Shan's expression changed when he opened the door.

The whole face turned white in an instant, frowning and looking at the person who came, everyone was stunned there.

Sensing something was wrong, Shen Zhou immediately stepped forward, pulled Qi Shan and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qi Shan didn't answer him, his eyes fixed on one place, and his eyes were full of mourning.

Shen Zhou followed his gaze and saw that there were two ordinary middle-aged men who came, holding a black-purple sandalwood box in their hands, with the word "Dian" engraved in the middle of the box.

Based on Qi Shan's expression, Shen Zhou could guess seven or eight points.

He hugged Qi Shan's shoulder vigorously, patted and said, "Brother Shan, let someone come in."

Qi Shan didn't recover, he stared blankly at the box that was less than an inch away, and suddenly remembered what he asked Team Chen that day.

——My parents, is something wrong?

——Dashan, they have lost contact for more than two months.

When they left more than ten years ago, they did not leave a word of farewell.

Where are they, what jobs are they doing, whether they miss him, whether they are even alive in this world.

Qi Shan knew nothing about it.

Until now, he didn't know who his parents were or how they died.

Because he couldn't ask, even if he asked, Team Chen wouldn't tell him.

But he has always kept a hope in his heart, a hope that has never been told to anyone, like a kindling, although faint, but warm hope.

—His parents are still alive.

But today, this ruthless reality is in front of him.

Qi Shan felt that the fire in his heart was extinguished at once, and there was only night in the world.

In the dark night, there is no sun.There was no light either.

Qi Shan led Team Chen into the yard, and then took the urn from him.

Team Chen looked at the urn with tears in his eyes, stood at attention, and gave a standard military salute to the photo of the two on the urn.

With his head held high and his chest held high, Qi Shan saluted Team Chen with a line of tears streaming down his face expressionlessly.

When he turned around, tears hit his shoulders.

Grandpa hugged Xuanxuan, the old and the young also realized what had happened, and all looked at Qi Shan with red eyes.

Qi Shan carried the urn, which was so light that it didn't weigh much, and walked towards the house step by step.

Shen Zhou, who had witnessed the whole process, followed behind him with complicated emotions, step by step.

Team Chen went into the room and said to Qi Shan: "The corpses were not found, and they were replaced by ashes from their clothes."

"How did they die, can you tell me now?" Qi Shan asked.

"I'm sorry, I can't." Team Chen patted Qi Shan on the shoulder, rubbed his eyes, turned and left.

After Team Chen left, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became heavy.

Qi Shan wiped away his tears vigorously, looked at Shen Zhou and said, "Let's go shopping."

Shen Zhou was stunned, a little confused: "Are you still cooking today?"

"Do it." Qi Shan stood up, "Life must go on."

Shen Zhou nodded, and didn't know what to persuade him, so he patted his shoulder and said, "It's okay."

Saying that it's okay and it's impossible to be okay, Shen Zhou sighed, and slowly opened his mouth: "I actually had a misunderstanding about your family before."

"Huh?" Qi Shan walked in front of him, and a series of footprints appeared on the fresh snow immediately.

"I heard about your parents before, and thought..." Shen Zhou couldn't continue.

"You think my parents are drug dealers, right?" Qi Shan replied calmly, "All I know now is that they work for the government."

"No, I didn't mean that." Shen Zhou wanted to explain that he didn't have any opinion on Qi Shan himself.

"I know." Qi Shan lowered his head and shook the snow on his Martin boots and said, "That's what other people say."

"I know, no."

"I don't even know, what do you know?" Qi Shan looked into the distance and said, "I don't know what their identities are. I don't know until they die. No one knows."

Shen Zhou fell silent.

"What do you mean they died like this? Even a funeral cannot be held, and no one will come to see them at all. What do you think they are trying to do?" Qi Shan turned around, looking at Shen Zhou with bright eyes , this question is not so much that he is asking Shen Zhou, but rather that he is seeking an explanation in his heart.

A reason to convince him.

Shen Zhou pressed his shoulders, looked straight into his eyes, and said in a deep voice, "Brother Shan, I don't know if you have heard that sentence. Although I don't know what happened to your parents, but the scene just now, my mind The first reaction is this sentence - although there are tens of millions of people, I will go."

Qi Shan looked into his pair of pitch-black eyes, and unconsciously sank into them, as if a vast universe was hidden inside.

Although tens of thousands of people are coming.

"It's like race car drivers. They know that they are destined to die in a heroic way. But they still put on their helmets without hesitation." Shen Zhou said without blinking, "This kind of people are worthy of us." Awe-inspiring hero."

Qi Shan suddenly felt that his parents, who never taught him anything, gave him a gift called courage and responsibility.

Even if you can't see the sun in the dark.

Then he will burn himself and become the only light.

Qi Shan looked up at Shen Zhou, opened his arms, smiled and said, "Brother Zhou, let's go."

Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips and spread out his arms, gently hugged his shoulder, and comforted him: "You are the best."

Qi Shan raised his hand to give him a high-five, and pulled him into his arms. His solid chest collided with each other, making people feel very solid, and everything about the friendship was expressed without saying a word.

When the two arrived at the vegetable market, they felt a little out of place with the surrounding environment.

There are a lot of old men and aunts around, but they are young guys, with the look of "I'm just easy to cheat" all over their bodies.

The vegetable vendor was busy calling them over: "Handsome guy, what kind of food do you want?"

Qi Shan rolled his eyes and ruled out all the stale vegetables.He went straight to an uncle and picked up the vegetables.

Shen Zhou turned to the fruit section and weighed apples, oranges and pears.

"Why are you buying this? We're here to buy vegetables." Qi Shan acted like an experienced grocery shopping lady, picking and picking and throwing a corn into the bag for a while.

"Eat something sweet when you're in a bad mood." Shen Zhou hooked the apple in the plastic bag with his finger and said, "I'll make you a fruit salad later."

"You can?"

"Remove the question mark." Shen Zhou was a little dissatisfied with his skeptical attitude, "I will."

"I didn't see it." After Qi Shan picked out a few dishes, he went to the meat stall again.

"You didn't see too much." Shen Zhou held the fruit, pointed at the meat and asked, "What kind of stir-fry is this served with?"

"Pair it with chili, fried pork with chili." Qi Shan turned to look at the chili seller next door and said, "How many do you choose?"

Shen Zhou hula packed a bag and paid directly.

After the two of them bought all kinds of things, Qi Shan started to settle the accounts, purely in his mind, only saw him frowning, but didn't see him snapping his fingers.

The brain works but it is different.

Shen Zhou sighed again.

"I bought too much chili." Qi Shan looked regretfully into the bag in his hand, "Eight yuan a catty, my mother's heart aches."

Shen Zhou imitated him somewhat exaggeratedly, frowning, with a face full of pain, he covered his chest and said, "Ah, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe."

Qi Shan threw him with a bag, raised his hand, oh, the bag broke.

The corn fell out of the bag and rolled to the feet.

So the two squatted on the ground and picked up corn for a long time.

Both of them carried a lot of things in both hands, and Shen Zhou felt a little heavy.The bag strangled his fingers.

Coupled with the small wind blowing, and especially cold hands, so the pain became more painful.

Qi Shan glanced at him and said, "Give me something in your hand, and I'll share it for you."

Shen Zhou shook his head and said no, then he distributed all the things in his left hand to his right hand.

"Brother Zhou, what are you doing with your empty hand?" Qi Shan pointed to the bag that was about to touch the ground and said, "Don't you understand physics? The smaller the force area, the greater the pressure."

"This hand is used to hold you." Shen Zhou turned around and handed it to him naturally.

Qi Shan was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled, he also put all his things in one hand, and stretched out his hand to him