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Shen Zhou didn't sleep well on Christmas Eve because Qin Li tweeted a video link.

Christmas in the UK is much more lively than in China. The two golden retriever cubs of their family both wore little red riding hoods and red scarves, looking very festive.

Qin Li gave birth to such a pair of mixed-race dragon and phoenix twins, and she has found a sense of belonging in life, and her life revolves around them.

In the video, two children are babbling and singing Jingle Bell, which Shen Zhou thinks is quite cute even though he is biased.

The content of her tweet is very simple, with only one English word: "Family".

I don't know why Shen Zhou looked particularly dazzling, and was so sad that he couldn't speak.His heart was clogged like a sewer that couldn't be dredged.

He understood very clearly that he did not belong to their family at all, and he did not have a family at all.

Because this woman who is close to him by blood doesn't love him at all.

Qin Li didn't go back to the country much during the Chinese New Year, and Shen Zhou always spent the New Year with his grandfather.

He was brought up by his grandfather.

Grandpa's aunt doesn't like him because he is naughty and clever.

Auntie only likes the child of her uncle's family—Qin Tang, Qin Lu's younger brother, so every time grandpa asked her to hug him, Auntie would pinch him secretly.

Shen Zhou was in so much pain that he burst into tears, and his grandfather would quickly hug him and comfort him.

Shen Zhou was a late talker and could only speak simple sentences when he was over two years old. He couldn't express himself well, so he scratched and scratched when he saw his aunt.

Every time I was scolded for being uneducated.

It wasn't until later that grandpa took a bath for Shen Zhou and found that his buttocks were covered with bluish-purple marks, that's when he knew what was going on.Then I quickly quit my aunt and replaced it with a new one.

Grandpa was a soldier, so he was careless and rough, and he would beat and scold him without ambiguity since he was a child.

The reason why Shen Zhou can be beaten now is because he was beaten up by his grandfather when he was a child.

But grandpa really loves him, but he will keep any delicious food for him, and he will be reluctant to eat it after it gets moldy and expired.

Thinking of these things, Shen Zhou couldn't hold back a sigh, and went downstairs to take a shower. For some reason, cold water came out of the water pipe, which made him shiver.

This is not bad luck, the saddest thing is that after he took a cold shower, he found that the hair dryer was also broken.So he had no choice but to cover his head with a bath towel, rubbed his wet hair upstairs, wiped it twice and let it dry naturally.

Then when he went to class the next day, Shen Zhou immediately caught a cold and sneezed one after another.He unwrapped pack after pack of tissues, filling the trash can behind the seat to the brim.

When I came back from the toilet, I found a box of cold spirits in the drawer.I don't know which girl is so caring, so I noticed that he has a cold.

Shen Zhou rubbed his nose and spoke in a nasal voice, his voice was more magnetic than a subwoofer: "Who is this, you have a crush on me? This is, knowing that I have a cold and specially sent medicine, but you dare not let me know. This little thought... ...Tsk, girls' thoughts are poetry..."

"I gave it to you." Qi Shan turned his head expressionlessly and said, "I just went to the infirmary to buy it."

Qi Shan took out his thermos from the drawer, went to the podium, took a glass of water back, put it on Shen Zhou's desk and said, "Drink it while it's hot."

"Thank you Brother Shan." The water temperature was just right, Shen Zhou took it and drank it in one gulp.

There is a sleeping ingredient in the cold medicine, and he felt a little heavy in his head after drinking it.

"Boom." Shen Zhou made a horoscope with his hands, and fired a gun into the forehead.Then he fell asleep and slept all morning.

It was Qi Shan who slapped him awake after school.

The man's face was quite pale, and Qi Shan felt that he had a fever.

"Dizzy?" After Qi Shan finished speaking, he lifted the bangs on Shen Zhou's forehead with his hands, and put them on.

Shen Zhou squinted his eyes and looked at Qi Shan. His palms were cold, and they felt very comfortable on the skin, so comfortable that he didn't want him to take them away.

Shen Zhou wanted to ask him if he could let it go for a while.

After Qi Shan touched his forehead, he touched his own.

"It feels a little hot, why don't I accompany you to the infirmary."

"No need." Shen Zhou shook his head, "It's just a cold, a little fever is normal."

He usually lied to the teacher that he would ask for leave when he was sick, but when he was really sick, he was not willing to ask for leave.

"It's very touching that you go to school with an illness." Qi Shan casually pulled the collar of his sweater and said, "Be careful to keep warm."

Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, Shen Zhou grabbed his wrist.

"What's wrong?" Qi Shan was puzzled.

"Riding a motorcycle can make your hands cold, so wear these." Shen Zhou took out a pair of sheepskin gloves from his pocket, and said in a low voice, "It's quite warm, and I haven't broken it after wearing it for three years."

"Keep it for yourself." Just as Qi Shan wanted to refuse, Shen Zhou stuffed the gloves into his pocket, "Brother Shan, I know you are not willing to buy such a good one."

The gloves were placed in the coat pocket, and they felt soft and warm to the touch, just like Shen Zhou's warm palms.

Qi Shan held on for a while, then handed him the other one: "Let's do it, we each have one."

You have one and one, Shen Zhou really likes this division.

"Okay." He nodded happily.

When Zhuang Lin saw that there was only one glove on Shen Zhou's hand, he couldn't help asking, "Brother Zhou, why are your gloves the same as mine?"

"Fuck you, my gloves are expensive, how can you be so cheap." Shen Zhou gave him a sharp look.

"No, so it wasn't a couple. Why are you single now?" Zhuang Lin remembered that he wanted to borrow Shen Zhou's gloves to wear them twice, but he refused to borrow them even if he was beaten to death. Oh, he probably lost them now. up.

"The other one isn't with me." Shen Zhou remembered something, and that's why he took Zhuang Lin home today.

Seeing his treacherous eyes, Zhuang Lin knew that he had something to ask of himself, so he cleared his throat first and said, "What's wrong?"

"Is there that kind of seed jade in your recent purchase?" Shen Zhou gestured with his hand, "It's about this size, like the lotus-bearing boy's pendant."

"Yes." Knowing that Shen Zhou didn't like Dai Yu very much, Zhuang Lin was a little puzzled, "Who are you going to send?"

"Brother Shanshan, there is also a small light bulb." Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips and said, "I heard that jade is not for storing energy to ward off evil spirits, wearing it is good for your health."

"It just so happens that there is a larger rough seed jade stone and a piece of white jade seed carving." Zhuang Lin took the key from the cabinet and said, "I'll take you to see it."

"Row."

As soon as he got the jade, Shen Zhou fell in love.

Living skin seed jade, fine texture.Looking closely, a lustrous luster emerges from the leather, and the color is transparent and beautiful.

"Just these two." He turned his head and glanced and said, "Wrap them in a gift box."

Zhuang Lin took out a piece of black velvet cloth from the counter, wrapped it up and put it in a rectangular gift box and handed it to him: "It's all set."

Shen Zhou took it and put it in his pocket, planning to go to school in the afternoon, so he gave this to Qi Shan as a Christmas present.

"How do you plan to spend Christmas?" Shen Zhou suddenly became concerned about this veteran's life.

"I asked someone to go to put the Kongming lanterns together, and I don't know if he will come." Zhuang Lin's face was full of youthful melancholy.

"Come on. My idol took the initiative to ask me out." Shen Zhou wiped his nose and said, "I was so excited that I almost had a fever, and now I just want to bang bang bang bang against a big wall."

"Fang Xian wants to go ice skating with his goddess." Zhuang Lin sighed, "We will not be able to get together this year with the six beautiful men's groups."

"My heart will always be with you." Shen Zhou gestured to him, then glanced at the time and said, "Let's go, it's time for class at this point."

"Brother Zhou, are you addicted to going to school now?" Zhuang Lin looked at Shen Zhou with hopeless eyes.

"I'm allergic to school." Shen Zhou sneezed and said, "But I'm addicted to my idol."

"Tut tsk tsk." Zhuang Lin shook his head, "I don't understand the world of your old fans."

"Come on." Shen Zhou patted the back of his head, "Let's go."

"You have such a bad cold, why don't you need to go to the hospital?" Zhuang Lin felt that the temperature on his hands was a little abnormal, so he asked with a frown.

"It's okay." Shen Zhou shook his head nonchalantly, "Masters are so precious."

After class in the afternoon, Shen Zhou felt uncomfortable and dizzy. Even after drinking water, his eyes were still too dry to open.

After finally getting through school, Lao Yang still waited.

"We'll delay everyone for a few minutes. We'll leave school after we finish this question." In order to get everyone to focus, Lao Yang knocked on the table vigorously, "It's the weekend, and I'll give you some homework. The class representative will hand out two papers later. , Write the words of UNIT6 silently. Did you hear that?"

A few students in the front row answered loudly: "Okay!"

Then the class representative ran up and delivered a packaged apple to Lao Yang: "Teacher, this is the wish of our classmates. I wish you peace and happiness, and a Merry Christmas."

Lao Yang happily accepted it, and squinted his eyes with a smile: "Then I won't talk about this question, get out of class is over."

The students who had been waiting for a long time dispersed in a rush, and there were not many people left in the classroom in an instant.

Qi Shan stuffed the paper into his schoolbag, patted Shen Zhou and said, "Brother Zhou, let's go."

Shen Zhou raised his head and said, "Why did you leave school so soon today?"

"You've been sleeping all day." Qi Shan looked at him carefully, worried, "Are you all right?"

"It's okay. It's just a little heavy." Shen Zhou took out the black gift box from his coat pocket, handed it to Qi Shan and said, "Brother Shan, Christmas present, MarryChristmas."

Qi Shan didn't go to pick up the gift at first, he also took out a box from the drawer and said: "I have something for you too."

"What?" Shen Zhou felt that he was about to explode with happiness, and couldn't wait to take it from his hand, "What is this?"

The square box was about the size of a Rubik's cube. After shaking it, Shen Zhou still couldn't figure out what it was.

"When you are at home, don't you always sleep at night?" Qi Shan said, "This is a night light. I made it myself. When you are sleeping, you can turn it on for a while. There are dots and stars on it, which are projected on the wall. It's a galaxy."

Shen Zhou was attracted by his description, and wished he could just plug in the electricity and turn it on to take a look.

But he still put it in his arms, carefully put it in his pocket and said, "I'll take it apart when I get home."

"Brother Zhou, let's go shopping for a while, and then have a meal together?" Qi Shan put his schoolbag on his shoulder and looked up at Shen Zhou.

"Okay, let's go." Shen Zhou slightly raised the corners of his lips, and walked out of the classroom with him.

The wind was quite strong outside, Shen Zhou wrapped his coat tightly, and his black hair was blown messy.

The streets are full of red and green, and small bells are hung on the pale green pines and cypresses. The Christmas atmosphere is very strong.

Shopping malls take this opportunity to discount, and men and women coming and going are carrying shopping bags in their hands.

Shen Zhou pushed Qi Shan into the shopping mall and said, "Go in and have a stroll."

"Do you like to go shopping?" Qi Shan asked him with his pocket, obviously having a headache for shopping.

"I'm so pretty." Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips and smiled, "I can't buy enough shoes."

Not long ago, he just bought a pair of AJ limited edition star spray, and now he thinks that the red coconut is also good-looking.Shen Zhou thought about buying a pair for each of Zhuang Lin and Fang Xian's younger brothers. The red color is so high-energy, it's suitable for Christmas gifts.

"Then let's go."

Qi Shan refused to go shopping at first, but he didn't expect to enjoy it even more than Shen Zhou later.

I tried two sweaters and thought they were pretty good. I just bought them together at a discount.

Qi Shan secretly calculated in his heart, how many bowls of beef noodles is equal to a sweater.After the conversion, he imagined several tables of beef noodles in his mind, enough to hold a water feast.

There is a movie theater in the shopping mall holding activities, surrounded by a circle of people, it looks very lively.Contestants who sing two songs will be able to send movie ticket packages and membership cards.

When Shen Zhou saw it, he threw the things in his hand into Qi Shan's arms and said, "Look, brother will win you No. 1 back."

Few people signed up, and it was Shen Zhou's turn after a while.

Although the temporary platform was not big, it still looked decent. The dark red light shone on Shen Zhou's black coat, making people feel unable to look away when he stood without speaking.Because the typhoon is standing there.

Qi Shan stood under the stage and blew a loud whistle, then raised his right hand to call him.

Shen Zhou picked up a guitar, hugged it in his arms, frowned, licked his thin lips, and plucked the strings twice.

This action of licking his lips aroused Qi Shan a little, and he couldn't help shouting: "Fuck! I'm so handsome."

"Sing a folk song." Shen Zhou had a cold and couldn't raise his voice and breath, so he could only sing slow-toned folk songs.

As soon as he opened his voice, the feeling came.

When the accompaniment started, Qi Shan felt goose bumps all over his body suddenly, and the numbness from the roots behind his ears to his back could not be restrained.

【Hot summer, you come back to listen to cicadas】

【Travel in the North again to know the cold】

【Worthy of being a teenager along the way】

【There will be a happy ending】①

After Shen Zhou sang a song, he was stunned for a few seconds, and then there was a burst of warm applause.

"You can sing that you can make people pregnant." As soon as he got down, Qi Shan didn't wrap his arms around his neck directly, "It's really nice."

Shen Zhou smiled, took out a piece of paper from his pocket and wiped his nose: "I just wanted to sneeze, but I couldn't bear it."

After the two received the movie coupon package, they found that it was already snowing outside.

The shopping mall was close to Shen Zhou's home, so he turned a corner and sent him home first.

On the way, his phone kept vibrating, Qi Shan reminded him twice, but Shen Zhou didn't respond, he just pressed the hang up button.

The two words "Qin Li" were written on the call interface.

After hanging up the phone, Shen Zhou seemed to be in a bad mood all the time, with a sullen face and did not speak.

Not knowing who this Qin Li was, Qi Shan finally asked when he got off the car: "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Shen Zhou lowered his head and stepped on the thin layer of snow on the ground and said, "It's my mother."

Qi Shan had never heard him mention his family before, and felt wrong when he heard the tone.So he patted him on the shoulder and expressed comfort: "It's okay."

"If she could have said something for me at that time, I wouldn't have hated her so much." Shen Zhou narrowed his eyes, looked at the door indifferently and said, "I went to school abroad before, and was isolated because I was different from everyone else. Yes. Later, when I beat someone up, the school asked me to admit my mistake, and my mother was called over to force me to apologize without saying a word."

Shen Zhou still remembered the scene at that time very clearly.

Everyone was his enemy that day, including Qin Li who tried to suppress him by blood relationship.

Why should he apologize, he did nothing wrong.The Englishman who called him a Chinese pig deserved a fucking beating, and it wouldn't hurt to beat him to death.

At that time, there was only one thought in his mind: it was not me who was wrong, but the world.

Snowflakes fell on the top of his head, on his shoulders, on his eyebrows.

Shen Zhou stood on the spot with his pockets on his hands, his stubborn face was full of unwillingness.

"Come here and give me a hug." Qi Shan's voice sounded from behind him, "Come here."

Shen Zhou turned his face sideways, smiled and hugged him twice.

When it touched his neck, Qi Shan felt something was wrong, and the temperature on Shen Zhou's body was frighteningly hot.

"It's quite cold here, go sit at my house for a while." Shen Zhou let go after hugging her twice, pointed to the door and said, "Drink some tea before leaving."

After saying this, Shen Zhou felt that his head was extremely heavy, he shook twice and couldn't stand still, his eyes darkened and he almost didn't fall.

"Brother Zhou!" Qi Shan supported him with quick eyes and quick hands.

After a whole day, I finally had a fever.

After Qi Shan carried him into the living room, he measured him with a thermometer.

39 degrees, high fever.

Shen Zhou lay on his back on the sofa, his lips were a little pale, his brows were furrowed and he said, "It's cold."

Qi Shan reached out his hand to touch his forehead, there was already a fine ring of sweat on his forehead, his bangs were wet, curled and hanging down in front of his eyes.

Qi Shan wrapped the blanket around him, and took out the antipyretic medicine from the drawer for him to drink.

Then he asked, "How about I take you to the hospital."

"I don't want to go." Shen Zhou shook his head, "It's a big holiday, go to the hospital. Died tragically."

Qi Shan nodded: "Then I'll stay with you, wrap yourself up in a blanket and sweat for a while."

"I really want to see this." Shen Zhou took out the gift box from his pocket, tore open the outer packaging and said, "Turn off the light."

After turning off the lights, there was only silence and darkness in the room.

The spherical night light looks like a transparent crystal.Giving out bits and pieces of light.

Shen Zhou curled up his lips and raised his head, looking at the roof, his eyes reflected the entire Milky Way.

Qi Shan also rested his head on the sofa, leaned close to his ear and whispered, "Now, we have watched the starry sky together."

Shen Zhou wrapped his arms around his neck in the dark, his palms were hot, he just rubbed the tip of his nose lightly twice, pressed against his side face, his thin lips were about to touch his earlobe, he breathed warmly and said deeply: "I am It's not burnt out."

Qi Shan suddenly felt that his throat was extremely dry.

itch.

It itch badly.

heat.

He was so hot that he wanted to break free, and he unbuttoned his shirt, his hot skin longed to be touched.

But he didn't dare to move, he closed his eyes slowly, and said in a low voice, "Brother Zhou."

Can't move.

Shen Zhou paused, hugged his shoulders, trembling and buried his face in the socket of his shoulders.

Qi Shan patted him on the back lightly, and hugged him even tighter with red eyes.

Even though he had a high fever, Shen Zhou knew it clearly.

Some things can't be touched, and once you touch it, you can never go back.

They walked cautiously along the boundary of the road called friendship, for fear that if they didn't pay attention, the other party would push themselves into the bottom of the valley.

The author has something to say: Feelings have to go through a process, and the sweetness comes later.No dog blood, no abuse.Happy Qixi Festival, I hope that everyone's heartache will be hurt.mwah

①The name of the song is "Beautiful Things"