speed and love

Shen Zhou was woken up early in the morning by a phone call.

As soon as he connected, he said what program group he was from.

After listening to the program group, Shen Zhou hung up.It must be a scam call, this year seven or eight program groups will choose him as the lucky viewer.

But I didn't expect this guy to be so indomitable, the phone didn't get through, and he sent another text message.

The content of the text message is roughly that our program team watched the video of your performance at XX mall on Christmas, and felt that you have great potential, and wanted to invite you to participate in a talent show variety show...

Shen Zhou squinted his eyes to get a rough idea of ​​the line, thinking that now that scam calls are so responsible, if he refuses to give up after making a call, he will have to deceive him until he believes it.

He didn't respond at all, he changed his clothes and got up to wash up in the toilet.

Before going out, he found that he had received another email in his mailbox, the content was similar to the text message, but the tone was more sincere.

When he was idle and bored, he clicked on it, and found that there was a website at the bottom.Clicking on the website is not a pornographic website, nor is it a link for him to pay.It's the official website of the province and Taiwan, the official registration channel.

The official number was the same as the one on his mobile phone who sent the text message, and he replied "OK" in his mind.

Then he put the phone in his pocket and went to find Qi Shan.

Just when he reached the door of Qi Shan's house, he was leading Xuanxuan out.

The two greeted each other with a smile, Qi Shan raised his eyebrows and asked, "Didn't you have breakfast?"

"Hey, you are really amazing." Shen Zhou was quite surprised, "How did you tell?"

Qi Shan took out two tea eggs from his pocket and handed them to him, and replied disapprovingly: "You don't have this habit."

Shen Zhou raised the corners of his lips and smiled, took the tea egg and said, "You remember my habits so clearly."

"That's right, Men'er Qing." Qi Shan pointed to the front and said, "I'll buy a cup of soy milk later, don't choke."

"Okay." Shen Zhou touched Xuanxuan's forehead and said, "Brother Xuan covered you so tightly today."

Xuanxuan nodded: "It's cold today."

After finishing speaking, he grabbed Shen Zhou's hand and held Qi Shan with the other hand.

The three of them walked on the road like this, surprisingly harmonious.

Shen Zhou turned his face to Qi Shan and asked, "Do we look like a family of three?"

He pointed at himself and said, "Father, son, mother..."

Before he could say the word "Mom", Qi Shan slapped him across the head.

He didn't swear because the kid was in the way, and he frowned and said, "Get lost."

Xuanxuan immediately shook his hand: "Get lost!"

Shen Zhou couldn't help laughing, the two brothers are really a family, even the tone of this roll is exactly the same.

The three of them took three or four hours by car to get to the hospital.

Unexpectedly, there were quite a lot of people on vacation, so Qi Shan queued up to register, leaving Shen Zhou and Xuanxuan to sit on the bench and wait.

There was a child sitting next to the two of them, hugged by his mother, he was probably about to get an injection, so he was crying all the time.

Xuanxuan kept staring at him, Shen Zhou thought he was afraid, and hugged him in his arms.

Unexpectedly, Xuanxuan not only didn't get into his arms, but also pushed his arm, took out a candy from his pocket, and silently handed it to the little brother next to him.

The child's mother took the candy, shook him and said, "Look, brother gave you a candy. Call him brother."

Xuanxuan shook his head and said calmly, "He's too young."

At this time, he seemed to have turned into a big brother who had gone through vicissitudes.

So the child's mother began to chat with Shen Zhou: "What's wrong with your brother?"

Just as Shen Zhou wanted to shake his head and say he didn't know, Xuanxuan answered her indifferently: "Brain tumor."

Brain tumor, hearing these two words from Xuanxuan's mouth, Shen Zhou suddenly felt his breathing stagnate, and his mood suddenly became heavy.

He knew that Xuanxuan's illness seemed to be quite serious, but he never let himself guess in such a bad place.

Because I dare not guess.

After receiving the number, Qi Shan walked over to them with a wave of his hand. When he saw Shen Zhou with a serious expression, he thought he didn't like the environment of the hospital.

"There are a lot of people on vacation, why don't you go around the neighborhood and I'll look at Xuanxuan?"

Shen Zhou took a deep breath, pulled past Qi Shan, and walked towards a place with few people.

Qi Shan was quite puzzled and asked: "What's the matter?"

In the stairwell, Shen Zhou, who had kept his head down, suddenly had red eyes and a hoarse voice.

"Brother Shan, tell me, is Xuanxuan's disease a brain tumor?"

"You know?" Qi Shan stood with his pockets in his pocket, expressionless on his face.

"He just said it himself."

"Yeah." Qi Shan gave a wry smile, "Today I want to do an MRI for him, to find out and see how he can be treated."

The reason why I have been procrastinating before is because I have no money.After finally earning some money, he must be cured.

Shen Zhou couldn't speak, but felt his chest was extremely tight, so stuffy that he couldn't even breathe.

"Doctor Ji said that people with high IQs are more likely to get sick than normal people." Qi Shan coughed, "It's congenital."

"Go and wait over there." Shen Zhou exhaled twice, and pointed to the bench just now with his eyes.

As soon as he sat down, Xuanxuan put his arms around his waist, and stared at Shen Zhou for a while with his big black and white eyes as if he could speak.

Shen Zhou hugged him in his arms and rubbed him hard, he even patted Shen Zhou's back with his small hands, and said softly: "It's okay."

Qi Shan stretched out his hand silently and held it together with him.

It was almost noon when the MRI was done.

Qi Shan took the finished film and stood there watching it for a long time.

Pointing to the results of the report, the doctor said: "Qi Xuan's brain tumor grows in the brainstem and cannot be removed directly. It can only be treated with traditional Chinese medicine and radiation therapy."

"Then doctor, can this treatment be a complete cure?" Qi Shan heard his voice trembling, he forced himself to calm down, took a deep breath and said, "Can it be cured?"

"It's hard to say. Everyone's situation is different, so the chance of being cured is also different. However, there have been cured cases in China in recent years." The doctor pushed his glasses and said lightly, "It's about 1.5%."

Qi Shan couldn't believe what he heard, grabbed the doctor's shoulder and asked, "Really? So can it be cured?"

The doctor was a little helpless, and re-explained: "There is no way to directly operate, but to rely on radiotherapy."

Qi Shan stood there for a long time holding a pile of report results in despair.

Shen Zhou didn't feel well, so he hurriedly led Xuanxuan and walked over.

"How's the situation?" Shen Zhou patted Qi Shan's shoulder.

When Qi Shan turned around, Shen Zhou was startled, his face was as pale as paper, and his forehead was covered with sweat.

He stuffed the things in his hand into Shen Zhou's arms, and then ran to the bathroom.

Shen Zhou stood on the spot and shouted, seeing that he didn't look back, he quickly followed him.

When he rushed to the bathroom, Qi Shan was leaning against the wall with his back facing him, digging his throat with his fingers, vomiting with difficulty.

Qi Shan felt so sad that he couldn't even cry.I just feel like my stomach is turning upside down and I want to spit it all out.

In a daze, he suddenly remembered that after the mid-term exam in elementary school not long ago, Xuanxuan was afraid to enter the house with the test paper, squatting at the door with his schoolbag on his back.

It took him a long time to find Xuanxuan's person. After he found him, he asked Xuanxuan if he hid because he didn't do well in the exam and was afraid of being scolded.

Xuanxuan didn't speak, and kept holding the test paper in his hand and didn't let go. He mustered up the courage to look up at him and said, "Brother, can you just sign your name for me without reading the test paper?"

It wasn't long before Xuanxuan came out of the hospital. He didn't want Xuanxuan to suffer from the cold, so he pulled him up and said, "Okay, brother won't watch."

But after signing, he still couldn't help flipping through the test paper.

Xuanxuan not only did well in the exam this time, but also got a bright red score of [-].

But on the question on the back of the test paper that looks at the pictures, Xuanxuan's title is impressively written: My brother is a liar.

When he saw this title, his heart felt as if he had been pricked by a needle, and there was a sharp pain, but he continued to read.

Xuanxuan wrote neatly and clearly, one stroke at a time:

【My brother is a liar. He always lied to me that he would get well soon when he was sick.It's okay, it will pass soon.

I know that Dr. Ji secretly checked me, and I'm not going to get better.

My brother is a liar. He always lied to me that he was not tired, but every morning he woke up so sleepy that he couldn't keep his eyes open.

My brother is a liar and I asked him where his mother was.He told me that my mother went to a far away place called heaven.

I know that I can't go to far places, and there is no paradise in this world.

My brother is a liar, he said we have a lot of money and everything will be fine.

But I know that he is working hard and earning very little money.Not enough for us to spend.

My brother is a liar. He lied to grandpa and dad, but not to me.

Because I, too, am a liar.

When my brother asked me if I had a headache, I lied to him that it didn't hurt.

In fact, it hurts so much that I'm about to die.

Every day when my brother picks me up from school, he will ask me if I am happy today.

I was not happy at all, but I lied to him that I was very happy.

Sometimes, my brother would ask me if I missed my mother.

I shook my head and lied to him that I didn't want to, but when I turned my face away, I was secretly crying for a long time.

I lied to my brother because I love him very much, and my brother lied to me because he also loves me very much.

It says in the movie that we are doomed to lose the people we love, because this will make us understand how much we love them.

If I ever leave, I hope my brother will be well, well, well, well, well, well.

Because my brother is the best brother in the world. 】

After he read it, his heart was like a sieve, riddled with holes.

Shen Zhou hesitated for a while, then walked over and patted Qi Shan on the back, took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to him.

Qi Shan coughed and said, "I'm fine, Xuanxuan is here."

Shen Zhou turned his head and found that Xuanxuan was standing behind the two of them watching.

"Brother." Xuanxuan walked over and hugged Qi Shan's thigh, "Don't cry."

Qi Shan picked him up, tried to force back the tears and said, "Well, I didn't cry."

On the way back, both of them were silent.

Xuanxuan fell asleep and lay in Qi Shan's arms. Qi Shan propped his chin and looked out the window, with flickering lights reflected in his eyes.

Shen Zhou gently put his hands on his knees, the compartment was a little dark, no one could see whose expression clearly.

Xuanxuan woke up when he got off the car, rubbing his eyes and lying on Qi Shan's back.

"Let me hug you for a while." Shen Zhou wanted to reach out to meet Xuanxuan, but he refused.

"No need." Qi Shan shook his head.

Shen Zhou walked behind him, watching him carry Xuanxuan on his back, as if he was carrying the weight of the whole world on his back.

The back looks particularly lonely and stubborn.

When approaching their car shop, Xuanxuan himself asked to come down and walk.Because I was so sleepy, I kept dozing off and yawning with my mouth open.

Shen Zhou and Qi Shan led him on the road, but he no longer had the happy atmosphere when he went out in the morning.

The three of them were listless, and when they reached the door of the garage, Xuanxuan called out first.

"Who smashed our house."

Because of receiving that threatening text message, Qi Shan has almost turned all his attention to Xuanxuan recently, and has never managed the car shop at all.

Hearing Xuanxuan's shout, Qi Shan raised his head as if waking up from a dream, and then found that the shed of his car shop had collapsed, and several brand new motorcycles had been smashed to pieces, turning into scrap copper and iron.Even the glass of the shelf in the room was smashed, and it was shattered all over the place.

And the second uncle sat on the ground decadently, with a look of helplessness on his face.

Xuanxuan ran over quickly, crying and pulled the second uncle up. The second uncle was sobbing with red eyes.

Qi Shan collapsed when he saw this scene.

As if turning back time, all his efforts were in vain, and he went back to the day when he watched his family being bullied by Jiang Dalong.

why?

God seemed to be joking with him.

Whenever he feels that life is about to turn around, fate will always give him a blow.

Tell him, give up struggling, you are a complete loser.

He heard the sound of something falling in his heart little by little, making a huge roar.

He felt that his mind was empty, and the world was only left with dizzying tinnitus.

He subconsciously covered his ears, and stumbled towards the dark alley. He didn't know where he was going, but he just wanted to escape, to escape from this suffocating despair, to escape from the pitfalls of sadness again and again.

Looking at him, Shen Zhou couldn't help but blushed.Just as I was about to run over and grab him, I heard him say, "Don't come over."

All he left for Shen Zhou was a trembling back, stubbornly trying to keep the final distance from him.

Shen Zhou didn't stop, he walked straight towards the figure and stood in front of him.

"Brother Shan." Shen Zhou licked the corner of his mouth. As soon as the words came out of his mouth, tears flowed uncontrollably, "The car shop can be rebuilt if it's gone. Don't do that. I'm very worried."

Qi Shan lowered his head and didn't speak. The night made his outline blurred. Although the two of them were only one step away, it was as if they were separated by the Milky Way.

Shen Zhou's eyes were red, and he looked at his profile with a hoarse voice and said, "I'll give you everything you want, can you look up at me."

Qi Shan was so sad that he couldn't speak, slowly raised his head, walked straight to him, then buried his face on his shoulder, and cried softly.

Shen Zhou put his arms around his neck, turned his face close to him, and closed his eyes.

Feeling the warmth from the opponent's body, Qi Shan finally raised his neck and let out a hoarse roar like a wounded little animal.

Shen Zhou patted his shoulder lightly, and as soon as his thin lips touched his face, they stopped, turning into a sigh in vain.