speed and love

"Don't you want to compete anymore?" The director was very angry because Shen Zhou didn't give him face in front of everyone.

Shen Zhou glanced at him without saying a word, packed his things from his bed, put his bag on his back and left.

There was someone at the door blocking him from going, Shen Zhou didn't move, just said in a low voice: "Let's go aside."

He looked up and saw that the person was his roommate Fu Xihuan. Fu Xihuan frowned and persuaded him: "Shen Zhou, don't be impulsive. There is a competition tomorrow, so it's okay if you just apologize. Don't try to get angry."

"I did make a mistake, I have nothing to say if I want to apologize. But I don't want to lie, the game will either be won openly, or I will leave, I don't want to use this to deceive popularity." Shen Zhou gently pushed him away and said ,"Bye now."

The director of the program group ignored him, waved his hand and said, "Let him go. Leave him alone."

Shen Zhou knew that with his personality, he was not suitable for entering the entertainment circle at all.

He doesn't know how to be good at dancing, nor is he slick, he just wants to maintain the most authentic self and not be changed by anyone.

Shen Zhou went out over the wall, and there were no taxis at night.

He smoked while walking on the road, thinking about how to explain to Qi Shan later.

He should be disappointed.

With the cold wind blowing, Shen Zhou sneezed.

It's really cold at night.

He felt that his body was getting colder and colder, and when he was about to walk to Qi Shan's house, his lips were trembling.

The light at the door of the garage was on, but the door was ajar.

When Shen Zhou opened the door and entered the room, Qi Shan was not asleep yet, he was lying on the table and didn't know what he was researching, the parts were placed on the table, it looked quite messy.

"Why are you back?" Qi Shan rubbed his eyes, thinking he was wrong.

"What are you doing?" Shen Zhou didn't answer him, pointing to the light tubes and wires on the table, "Why do you study this in the middle of the night?"

"I'm working on a KT board. Aren't you competing tomorrow? I'll cheer you up with this." He glanced at the bag behind Shen Zhou and asked, "Hey, isn't your program team letting you out? Run out in the middle of the night?"

Shen Zhou didn't answer him, looking at the pitch-black wound on his hand, he was a bit speechless.

"Brother Zhou? What's the matter?" Qi Shan put down the things in his hand and stood up.

"I was retired." Shen Zhou whispered, "I let you down."

He didn't expect that Qi Shan would stay up all night to make this for him. If he knew, he would be begging the program director to finish the competition.

Qi Shan walked over and hugged him, shook his head and said, "It's my fault that I shouldn't have run to find you today."

Shen Zhou put his arms around his solid back and said, "It's okay, I don't want to compare anyway."

"Why is your body temperature so high? Do you have a fever?" Qi Shan touched his scalding forehead with his hand, and wiped his sweat with a slap.

Shen Zhou swallowed and said, "Don't touch there."

Qi Shan's mind was a little messed up at that time, and he was ignited by his words.

"Brother Zhou." He pressed close to Shen Zhou's neck and asked, "How about we take a bath?"

"En." Shen Zhou nodded.

The bathroom in Qi Shan's house is not very big, and the two of them can't use it well.

After finishing the work, Shen Zhou lay on the bed, Qi Shan put his arms around his waist, the two of them sprayed hot breath on each other's face, feeling very satisfied.

"Brother Zhou, your birthday is coming soon, what gift do you want?"

Qi Shan suddenly asked him in the dark.

"Aren't you too, what do you want?"

Qi Shan turned over, smiled and pushed Shen Zhou.Press him and stare at each other for a while.

"I don't want anything but you."

It's my partner's birthday, what gift should I give him?

Shen Zhou typed in Baidu and searched.

All kinds of answers appeared in front of me, such as what watch, tie, lighter, scarf, wallet, belt, necklace...

There is nothing Shen Zhou likes.

So Shen Zhou went to ask Zhuang Lin and Fang Xian with a pious heart for advice.

Zhuang Lin and Xiao Jun were fighting coldly, but he ignored Shen Zhou.

And Fang Xian's goddess also had a boyfriend, and she was depressed. Shen Zhou tried it out but didn't dare to speak.

During class, Shen Zhou lay down on the table and thought hard all day, but he still didn't know what to give as a gift.

In the afternoon, Qi Shan was suddenly called out by Lao Yang for some unknown reason.

When he came back, he was displeased and frowned, as if he had been criticized.

Shen Zhou lightly touched his back and asked, "What's wrong."

Qi Shan shook his head and said, "It's all right."

During class, Lao Yang analyzed the monthly exam results as usual in the class, read the progress award once, then looked up at Qi Shan and said, "This time, the number one in the grade is not in our class."

As soon as the words fell, there was an uproar.

"What happened to Qi Shan?"

"The horse stumbled."

"I didn't take the No.1 exam."

"Couldn't the number one be snatched by Xiao Jun?"

"Quiet." Lao Yang patted the table and continued, "No.2 is not in our class either."

The whole class was silent, no one dared to speak out.

From Shen Zhou's perspective, Qi Shan was writing the test paper carelessly, and he kept his head down, pretending not to care.

"This time, Qi Shan, No.1 in our class, has regressed to the fifth grade." Lao Yang threw the report card on the desk and said, "There is a problem with the study atmosphere in the whole class, and everyone has regressed!"

Everyone bowed their heads and accepted the criticism silently.

"You are about to enter the third year of high school. In this state, how can you compare with others? From today, you will be in class at six o'clock in the morning to endorse. Half an hour earlier!" Lao Yang picked up the lesson plan on the table and sighed He said in one breath, "In this class, we will talk about the test paper."

Although Qi Shan kept saying it was nothing, Shen Zhou could still feel his displeasure.

He didn't speak much the whole day, and next night when he was studying by himself.

Qi Shan loaded the book silently, and Shen Zhou could feel his depression even standing behind him.

"Brother Shan, come with me."

Shen Zhou took his hand and dragged him out of the classroom.

The two of them walked all the way to the parking shed, Shen Zhou pushed the big red Ducati out, stepped up his legs, tilted his head at Qi Shan and said, "Brother Shan, come up."

Qi Shan grabbed his waist and sat in the back seat.

Shen Zhou hooked the corners of his lips, and drove out like flying.

There were not many passers-by at night, and the trees retreated rapidly in front of my eyes.

Racing cars are not allowed on the highway, so Shen Zhou drove his motorcycle to the suburbs.

After about an hour, the city buildings were replaced by field scenery.

The wind blew on his face, blowing Shen Zhou's hair flying in all directions.

Qi Shan felt a lot more refreshed, and he felt relieved when he saw green everywhere.

The moonlight sprinkled on the stream, like a silver hair band.There are fireflies flying in the distance, but these faint lights are so small that they don't exist compared to the sky full of stars.

Shen Zhou and Qi Shan got out of the car, and they lay in the grass beside the wheat field, looking at the starry sky with their arms on their pillows.

The bugs screamed cheerfully, inexplicably making people feel quiet and at ease.

Qi Shan closed his eyes and took a deep breath. At this moment, all the pressure disappeared, leaving only the sound of the wind in his ears.

"Brother Shan, do you feel much better?"

"Yeah." Qi Shan turned his face and smiled, "This place is really nice."

"If you feel too much pressure, come out to relax. Don't keep holding back." Shen Zhou stretched out his hand and touched his neck and said, "Who knows who is suffering, so don't be brave in front of me. Because I watched Laugh more than you, and feel more uncomfortable than you."

Qi Shan buried him in his arms without saying a word. The smell of grass mixed with the fragrance of laundry detergent made people feel very comfortable.

"I'm just scared. What if I don't get admitted to medical school in the future. What can Xuanxuan do?" Qi Shan's chest heaved violently, and his voice was low.

"No." Shen Zhou patted his shoulder, "Don't be afraid, I'm always behind you."

I'm always behind you.

Qi Shan felt his heart was poked by something suddenly, and the tears couldn't stop streaming down.

He thought he was a person who seldom shed tears and had a particularly low tear point.Unexpectedly, every time Shen Zhou could use one or two sentences to completely break him down to the point of crying.

Because he was always defenseless against Shen Zhou.

Although Qi Shan's mentality recovered and he said that he didn't care about the test results, Shen Zhou obviously felt that he had concentrated a lot since that time and worked harder than before.

Usually he will set aside a fixed time to do the papers, which is only one or two hours.

But now the time has increased to three hours, and he looks thoughtful when he eats and bows his head.

Shen Zhou listened carefully, and it turned out that he was memorizing words.

Qi Shan spent a lot of effort trying to regain the No.1 position in the next monthly exam.

Shen Zhou went to find Xiao Jun in private, trying to threaten him to get less points in the next test and give way to Qi Shan.

Xiao Jun shrugged his shoulders and said, "Going all out is the greatest respect for an opponent."

Shen Zhou gave him a middle finger, thinking that it was not unreasonable.

In a blink of an eye, it was the birthday of the two of them.

Shen Zhou hugged the gift he had picked out for a long time, and quietly stuffed it under the table to surprise Qi Shan.

Unexpectedly, Qi Shan's first words when he came in from the gate would be: "Don't hide, I've seen it."

"What did you see?" Shen Zhou pretended to be stupid.

"The box, take it out quickly." Qi Shan waved his hand at him and said, "It's under the table."

"Damn, can you not be so disappointing." Shen Zhou picked up the box from under the table and said, "The present you prepared for me, come here and exchange it."

"I have prepared three gifts for you. One set of Wusan, one set of Huanggang, one set of Wanghouxiong, and 38 sets of Tianli." Qi Shan put a dozen heavy books on the table and said, "Aren't you surprised? Is it unexpected?"

Shen Zhou's face was already dark at that moment, the kind of blackness that leaves no room for it.

"Just kidding." Qi Shan smiled, took out a small box from his pocket and handed it to him, "Brother Zhou, this is for you. A coming-of-age gift."

Shen Zhou opened it dubiously, thinking it was a watch or something, but he didn't expect it to be a pack of condoms.

"Do you want to get fucked again?" Shen Zhou smashed the box directly on his head, fortunately he had been waiting for it for a long time, it was just a pack of condoms.

Qi Shan blocked it with his hand with a smile and said: "There is something under this box, take a closer look."

Shen Zhou picked up the box again, took off the layer of flannelette, and took a look.

A shiny ring was lying in the box, Shen Zhou pinched it out and looked at it, and put it in his arms, which was very precious.

He was going to find a rope and wear it around his neck.

"This one is for you." Shen Zhou pushed the gift on the table in front of Qi Shan.

Qi Shan opened it and saw that it was a brand new motorcycle helmet.Pearl black, cool eye-catching, ostentatious, smooth and beautiful lines.

Holding Qi Shan in his arms, he sucked Shen Zhou happily.

"Okay, let's eat the cake and make a wish." Shen Zhou removed the cake packaging on the table, inserted eighteen candles and said, "I have to think about making that wish."

"How many wishes do you have?"

"There are so many to list." Shen Zhou closed his eyes devoutly, and blew out the candles with Qi Shan.

Looking at each other in the dark, Shen Zhou asked him softly: "What wish did you make?"

"I hope you will always be a teenager."

"What about you?" Shen Zhou asked.

"I want to grow up quickly."