[Reaper Hirako Mako fan] Yesterday is not today

The misty and cold moonlight slanted on the long golden hair, the shadow of the whirling tree shrouded the thin shoulders, and the steps towards the darkness made an inaudible sound on the fallen leaves. It's like stepping on a beating heart.

Captain Aizen woke up from the depths of his dream, his breathing rhythm was deep and slow as if he was still in a deep sleep, and the steady and powerful beating in his chest was calm and steady, but it became more and more... Unable to let go.

How can you leave so peacefully?How can you leave so calmly?How can you judge the situation so calmly?How could he say such a knife-sharp threat so indifferently?How can... be so indifferent to everything we have been?

"It's very simple." Fukawa Hideaki's soft and silky chuckle echoed gloatingly in his memory, "Xiao Mako, he doesn't love you anymore, Soyousuke." Then the purple-gold pupils looked deeply into the gentle and light brown central boundless Profound, Hideaki Fukawa raised one corner of his lips, grinding every syllable on the tip of his tongue into a cold sharp knife word by word, "If it was me, it took an ordinary human almost a lifetime to love a man , I spent nearly ten years saying "I love you" to him with every movement, every look, every kiss. In the end, all I got was false tenderness and endless deception, and I was too exhausted to want to love anymore Such a relaxed and peaceful farewell is already his last dignity."

"How could it be?" Captain Aizan, who had already put on the captain's haori, but still had a green and immature profile, shook his head slightly, and the deep and ambiguous laughter in his throat carried a meaning that even he couldn't fully understand.

"Why not?" Hidetoshi Fukawa's supple voice twitched deep in his throat, like another cold chuckle or distant sigh, "Don't think that lies can cover up everything, don't think that deception can last forever, don't Think that silence means ignorance, don’t think that silence means letting go, don’t think that warning is trying to control everything about you, don’t think that connivance is a sign of submission. When he no longer advises you, it means that he really decides not to Tolerate the love for you. In the last few years, he should have gradually shown nothing special to all your little tricks, right? Soyousuke."

Hideaki Fukagawa's words made Aizen recall a small and trivial past event without warning. It was the first time Hirako took him to the other courtyard where he knew that the other party was in the present world, and he agreed to exchange information with Hideaki Fukawa. Using the illusion created by the mirror, the water and the moon to escape, the man with keen intuition obviously noticed the abnormality when he returned, but uncharacteristically, he took it lightly, and all the blindness, deafness, and deafness really started from that day.And that day should be the real beginning of Hirako's plan if there is no accident.

The careless and habitual warning in the broken boundary was not a deliberate trap, but the last test to try to stay.

Nine years of silent forbearance, nine years of hard work, what kind of mood did the man use to sharpen the sword that almost killed his loved one with the love that was dying day by day?After such a leisurely and leisurely advance and retreat, what exactly was buried in three thousand, two hundred and eighty-seven days and nights?

The opposite of love has never been hate, but he stands in front of your eyes, but he is indifferent to everything you do from beginning to end.

"I should show you a mirror to see your current expression." The smile on Hideaki Fukawa's lips was clear, "I won't tell you how Hirako knew those secrets. In fact, I used but I can tell you two maxims about the Hirako family. The first, nothing stops a Hirako from knowing his lover; the second is that once he does, he won't Love her again. The so-called understanding of the Hirako family is fatal to a delicate and fragile feeling like love, without exception."

"Are you gloating?"

Hearing this, the man on the other side of the table almost turned over with a smile. He turned around and embraced the pillar behind him, reclining on the corridor. The graceful posture reminded him of a boneless and legless reptile. The seductive beauty and deadly danger go hand in hand: " Using words like schadenfreude seems to be too ulterior motives for me. Who swore at the beginning that he would not make the same mistake, but now he is reduced to the misery of being ruthlessly abandoned? Knowing that the other party is dead, I am at most a widow, you What is the current situation? Abandoned wife? Oh, oh, although it is said that I am frustrated in love and proud in the workplace, Mr. Aizen has been vice-president for so many years and finally got upright, but the abandoned woman who stands at the top of the sky... I don’t know what to do for the future world Sad, I still stand for Aizen-kun...hahaha, sorry for being rude, I really, ahhahaha...I can't do it...I hahaha, I can't stand it..."

Aizan looked indifferently at Fukawa Hideaki, who was laughing so loudly that he was almost insane. This man has two opposite sides like a coin. Sober and crazy, cruel and passionate run side by side in the depths of his purple-gold pupils. This is by no means a character. A good partner for drinking and chatting to pass the time. In fact, a sober and rational lunatic can't be a good partner, but the facts are often as absurd as they are in front of them. In the world, the only person Aizen can mention the blond man without any scruples is this sober and rational lunatic in front of him——Hideaki Sukawa.

"So it's sympathy for each other?"

"Sick and pity? I'm not as pitiful as you. My other side is dead, even if I come back to life, it won't be the other side in my memory. As you said, once a person dies, nothing can undo the mistakes he made , so I have long been in despair, I am used to despair, used to no expectations, used to a world without future, present, and past.” The sober and rational lunatic revealed another bloody fact with well-organized words, “ But you are different, Soyousuke. Xiao Mako is still alive, he doesn’t love you anymore, but he is still alive. As long as he is still alive, he may fall in love with you again, maybe in the next second, maybe in the next minute, Maybe in the next moment, maybe it will take a month, maybe it will take a whole year, maybe it will take ten years, a hundred years, a thousand years, and he will not even look at you seriously. What you have is hope. Although it is small, it is the hope that I still want to hold in my hand even if it is bloody and bruised. Xiao Zhenzi does not love you. In fact, seeing him leave, he doesn't even bother to hate you. I have already foreseen that you will be in this battle The appearance of getting more and more desperate in the chase, but unable to let go, is almost right in front of your eyes."

"Knowing that something can't be done, I still do it. Am I such a stupid person in your eyes?"

"Doesn't the goal of the Throne of Heaven sound stupid enough?" Hideaki Fukawa raised the corner of his mouth coldly, "Compared to this kind of ambition that most people can't think of, Mako's love is really ordinary and can't be more ordinary. Your wish? If there is really no room for change, with your personality, you can simply give up, but as long as there is even the slightest chance, you will never give up your efforts, do you know why?"

"why?"

"Because you're too greedy." Hideaki Fukawa slowly climbed up from the wooden floor of the corridor, looking at the lush foliage in the courtyard slowly fascinated, "From a certain point of view, your character is very similar to when I was young. Similar. And emotionally, Xiao Zhenzi is too similar to Bifang, except that Bifang never loved me, you two are simply a copy of us back then."

"Wait a minute, you said..."

"Yes, I said that I am used to despair because of this reason. The other party has never loved me, including the fact that he died at my hands. Part of it is for Xiao Zhenzi, and part of it is because of the expectations of the person he loves. He and I are the real sympathizers." As if talking about something that has nothing to do with him, Hideaki Fukawa's eyes seemed indifferent even with contempt, "Xiao Mako responded to your love, so Aizen-kun, you don't care at all. I don’t understand, when you fall in love with someone and try your best to get his love, but he only responds to you with hypocritical tenderness, routine care, superficial and frantic desire, deliberate deception, and calm How would I feel when I was betrayed. I was too young at that time, and I did a lot of outrageous things, including making love with others in front of him, but he just smiled as before, said sorry, turned around and left when he interrupted , I didn't even forget to close the door thoughtfully, I understood for the first time what despair is like. It took me a long time to understand why I was in so much pain, not because of the other side's unfeeling and betrayal, just because of I can’t get his love. Love can only be exchanged with the same love, if it fails, it will either wither like Mako’s, or like mine…” Hideaki Fukawa gently covered the vibrating part of his chest, “ corruption."

"Why are you telling me this?"

"Why?" Hideaki Fukawa laughed lowly, "Maybe it's because I'm drunk, or maybe it's because I'm still a little jealous and unwilling?"

"It's hard for people like us to find someone who can see without lowering their heads," Hideaki Fukagawa brushed his wine-red hair from the sideburns, "In this place, it's full of ignorant fools and insensitive idiots." In this world, it is a luxury to find an existence that can communicate normally, even if it is an equal enemy, let alone a lover? It may sound hypocritical to say this, but loneliness is our destiny, and we have been deeply rooted since the day we were born The bone marrow follows him like a shadow until he dies. So I'm jealous of Xiao Zhenzi, why does he get out of this vicious circle that he can never get out of? How can he turn a blind eye and not touch the bottom line when he clearly sees the other side of the world? Is it possible...to be alone? Everyone...everyone...isn't it the same? From accepting that mission..."

Aizen became convinced that Hideaki Sukawa was indeed drunk, as he touched a subject sober that he would never touch in an almost blunt tone.However, Aizen also knew that once he opened his mouth to spy on this seemingly obsessed man, he would wake up at an unprecedented speed and bury all the secrets with a smile again.

"So I will definitely encourage Aizen to stalk you and keep pestering you. I will give you a headache for the rest of your life! You lucky little bastard!" Hideaki Fukawa, who was completely drunk, fell on his back in the corridor On the ground, there was a loud bang that made my back hurt just listening to it, "Anyway, it is impossible for you and him, absolutely absolutely impossible, Pingzi, there are so many people in Pingzi's family, and no one has ever seen through it." I’ll turn back after I’m done~~~~~”

Really not?

Aizen remembered how he was in a hurry when he handed Fu Chuan Yingming, who was drunk without warning, into the hands of Gu Yuejie, and the wry smile on his lips that even he was aware of.Sure enough, it is more difficult to appease a drunk person than to deal with a team of Varstord, especially when the drunk bastard beats the previous team of Varstord when he is sober, the difficulty is straightforward Double the square again.

The cold and beautiful man raised his eyes that were more charming than those of a fox, and stared at the new captain of the [-]th team without emotion: "For the trouble that the Lord has caused you, I first apologize on my behalf. However, regarding the matter of Mako Hirako , The Lord said such things, but the Lord is probably the one who will least agree with you to be with him? After all, I know that the children raised by the other party are the same as his children in the eyes of the Lord. You are indeed It is definitely not a good match that can be entrusted for life."

It was the first time in Aizen that someone other than Pingzi was so mercilessly denounced, but Gu Yuejie's next words completely attracted Aizen's attention: "Originally that night Of course, it is in the interests of the Lord that you and Mako Hirako will lose both. He shouldn't have reminded Mako Hirako of your plan, and he shouldn't have intervened in the whole incident to take the hard drive from Mako Hirako. But, like all Like his parents, he will still be unbearable in the end. He can't tolerate Mako Hirako living in self-blame for his companions forever, and he can't destroy you who Mako Hirako still cares about. Because while he is jealous of Mako Hirako, he is like a The paranoid and sensitive father can't tolerate the slightest harm to his children. And his mental state is obviously unable to cope with this kind of paradoxical feelings. So, if you are not going to give up, my advice is in Hirako Mako No When looking for you, never take the initiative to attack, the best choice is to wait patiently."

"You are sure that Captain Pingzi will make a comeback, Mr. Gu Yue."

The beautiful man raised the corners of his mouth indifferently: "Mr. Aizen, there is no need to pretend to be confused about this matter, right? Mako Hirako will return to Soul Soul Realm one day, and the look in his eyes when he left said everything. Mako Hirako is Smart man, if you appear in front of him with no hostility, you will only let him grasp your weakness, and then you will never get what you want. This, when he gave himself a knife, you must have already I have a deep understanding. So, just wait, wait for him to come to you by himself, and wait for him to ask you.”

"It sounds like you don't quite stand with your master."

"No, I am completely with the Lord. The existence of Mako Hirako will destroy Lord Fuchuan, your love can destroy Mako Hirako, and Lord Fukawa who is angry can definitely destroy you. In this way, Master Fuchuan will not have to destroy the Lord himself. If you lose Hirako Mako, you can get comfort from revenge, and you can get rid of all threats. Which side do you think I am on?" For the first time, the cold-blooded counselor's cold and upturned lips felt warmth in this sense, quiet He lowered his eyelashes, "Maybe Mako Hirako can do it without waiting for Master Fukawa to destroy you."

Aizan looked at the man standing quietly behind Hideaki Fukawa who replaced Ichiro Nakagawa's identity in front of him, and finally had to admit that Mako Hirako's tricky and mean mouth was rarely wrong.

The ancestral house of the Fuchuan family is just like what the blond man said--the feng shui is not correct, and it is full of abnormalities.

The eastern sky began to turn white in the long memories, and the moment Captain Aizen lifted the futon, he unconsciously tensed because of the temperature disappearing from his side □□Skin in the cold air, got up and started Gotei [-]th Squad The most dedicated COSPLAY of the well-known Captain Good Guy.

Looking directly at the man's upright and straight facial features in the floor-to-ceiling mirror, the moment when a gentle and kind smile climbed up the corners of his moist lips, Lan Ran couldn't help but think that the man might be satirizing him again for wanting to win a lifetime achievement award. Can't you understand the words?

Oh, it's okay, Captain Hirako.

One day you will appear in front of me again, so I will wait patiently until then.

What kind of scenario would that be?

I know you will not let me down, after all Captain Hirako is always full of expectations.

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On the eighth day of March, the flowers are red, the willows are green, and the grass grows and warblers fly.

The long wait in the world of corpses and souls has just sprouted, and the men in this world have already buried all the devastation in their hearts.

During the long night of chatting around the fire, the blond man who was finally willing to stop the chopsticks in his hand belched contentedly, and drank the last cup of amber wine.

The black-haired and black-eyed man installed a masked army of collective nervous alcoholism, and walked down the stairs step by step, the tips of his slightly purple-glowed hair raised faintly charming ripples in his slightly drunken eyes.

Pingzi stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of the man's black robe, squinted his eyes and focused for a long time, and then said slowly: "Matsushima Zero, why are you suddenly disabled?"

The handsome and elegant man showed a dumbfounding expression on his face, but he held the palm of the black robe and replied softly: "Yes, yes, yes, Mr. Pingzi, I have failed your expectations, please Haihan."

The blond man, who was seventy percent drunk, raised the corners of his mouth in satisfaction, leaned his head on the shoulder of the man who was kneeling beside him, and said in a daze, "I still like your original face, Matsushima Zero Degree Although this little guy looks pretty good, it's nothing compared to your original appearance."

"Mako, are you saying it the wrong way? No matter how you look at it, this face is more beautiful, right?"

"Idiot, your original face that looks like a magic stick can match perfectly with your BT aura."

"Taught." Zero Degree Matsushima nodded solemnly, and asked again solemnly, "What are you going to do about your family's Soyousuke?"

"Cold salad!"

"I'm not joking. Your friends are a bit of a loser, but they are all real good friends. They understand your feeling of being betrayed, but you can't say nothing yourself, right?"

"Judging from your tone, the friendship between you and me seems to be more than that at zero degree."

"...It's true that it's more than that, but a friendship that only one person remembers doesn't make any sense."

"Don't say such things in such a tone as if you are talking about a relationship."

"Maybe we were really lovers once~"

"Go away, my taste is not that bad."

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh always always, this is really. Mako."

The blond man who rolled all the way from Matsushima's zero shoulders to his arms didn't answer, but raised his hands to cover the man's drooping face in a daze, and sighed softly: "From a long time ago, the only thing that these hands can hold and cannot put down is chopsticks." gone."

"..." The man in the palm smiled faintly, the night was hazy and gentle like water, he lowered his head and imprinted a superficial kiss on the corner of Pingzi's lips under Pingzi's astonished gaze.

"I wish you a sweet dream, Mako." The black-haired man stood up and walked slowly towards the stairs leading to the second floor.

"Hey, this kind of blessing will only make people have sex dreams, right? Bastard!" Pingzi felt the heat rising from the corner of his mouth to the roots of his ears, and pressed his burning skin helplessly, complaining in a low voice, "Even if you want to change your mind, please change it." The object? Falling in love with this guy is less tasteful than falling in love with Soyousuke."