Wonderful Pet Shop
Chapter 30 Story 3-1
My name is Ruan Meng, a young man who grew up in a relatively conservative age.
The more depressed the more agitated.The age is like this, and so are the feelings.
Maybe I didn't like it at first, maybe it was just a simple longing at first.
It's just that there are many, many coincidences, and many, many people inadvertently fueled the flames, which led me to this wrong road.
Oh, no, no.It's me.It's where my heart goes.
I just love him.
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When Truth or Dare is on.
Q: How many times have you been in love?
Answer: Zero.
Q: Your ideal type?
Answer: Thin breasts, thighs, buttocks, soft voice, soft waist, soft temper.
Q: How long is there?
Answer: 16...?Didn't measure it with a ruler.
"Fuck! This game is unplayable!!" Xu Ming threw the card and shouted, hugging his head.
One month into the freshman year, I finally survived the arduous military training.That night, the six people in dormitory 1024 ran to a small shop near the school, grabbed Xia Tian's tail, drank and played truth or dare, and let themselves go before the official start of classes.
Six people played, but one person did nearly 70% of the thunder—always losing, always being questioned.
However, the other five people were not happy!Because the kind of heroic spirit of you casually asking Lao Tzu to live a life of invincibility, what you ask and I answer, makes the other five people have no sense of accomplishment at all!
This "hero" is Ruan Meng.
Even the private question of "how long is there" can be answered with a straight face, which is also convincing.What is even more convincing is Ruan Meng's eloquent explanation, "What is there to hide? How many times have I watched it while taking a bath in the bathroom."
So a few laps later, when it was Ruan Meng's turn to "win the prize", the unbearable crowd forced Ruan Meng to choose a big adventure.
Ruan Meng: "I want to choose the truth!"
Tao Ran: "You choose a fart, you have no choice, hurry up and take a big risk!"
"Big adventure! Big adventure! Big adventure!" Everyone knocked on the edge of the table with their chopsticks and booed.
Ruan Meng shrugged helplessly, "Why?"
Zhang Jianjun looked at the people in the store, all the freshmen who came out of military training just like them. "Go to a girl and yell 'I love you'."
The others booed, "Yes, yes, yes!"
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. There are boys around him. Maybe they are boyfriends? Just like Ruan Meng, don't really seduce her girl, and you'll be beaten up later." Chen Kai grinningly denied, "Just kidding, just kidding." The main reason is that we have been playing here for a long time, and I just went to confess a confession, people now know that we are playing truth or dare here, no surprises."
"So, from now on, the next one to enter the store." Li Jia raised his chin at Ruan Meng, "Go!"
——Their table is the first table near the door.A few people were drinking and drinking, staring at the door eagerly, but all the boys came in one after another.
Li Jia babbled, tasteless, "Why are all the boys in here?"
Xu Ming said: "That's right, the chances of girls coming in are not high. How about this, the next one comes in, regardless of men and women, you just go up and talk about it."
Ruan Meng bit off the last piece of meat on the stick and nodded, "Okay."
Eat and drink, 5 minutes later.
No one came in again.
Ruan Meng smiled and said, "God helps me too. You see, God just doesn't want to punish me."
Zhang Jianjun took a sip of beer, and Zhang Luo re-set the situation, "Come on, continue. Ruan Meng owes the debt first."
As a result, just as the game was about to start, a person came in at the door.
"Go, go." Tao Ran who was sitting next to Ruan Meng pushed him.
Ruan Meng put down the half-bitten mutton skewers, grabbed the napkin and wiped his mouth, strode up——
"Hey, are you here?" The boss behind the counter smiled.
"Well, today is still..." the visitor was in the middle of speaking.
"I love you!"
Very loud.
Talking and laughing loudly, punching and drinking, the originally noisy shop fell silent for a moment, and dozens of pairs of eyes stared at the counter near the door.
Xu Ming: "Damn it, who borrowed his guts?"
Chen Kai: "One word, obey."
The boss behind the counter opened his mouth wide in silence, and stared blankly at the boy who suddenly rushed over—the expression in those round, dark eyes was so serious that one had to doubt... This was an extremely formal confession.
But the problem is... The boss slowly twisted his stiff neck and locked his eyes on the man at the counter - a man confessing to another man...? !
Homosexuality is the scourge of this era!Young man, you have finally been admitted to university, do you want a future?
Bai Ze silently looked up and down the young man in front of him, and silently pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose.The lens reflected a dazzling white light under the fluorescent lamp, and when the white light dissipated, a pair of calm and waveless slender eyes were revealed.
The shape of this kind of eyes itself has a very oppressive aura, coupled with Bai Ze Gujing Wubo's reaction, Ruan Meng felt that it was nothing more than a game, and it would be nice to explain it later, and he was a little scared at this time.
"I rely on me, I seem to have gotten into trouble." Zhang Jianjun whispered, "Do you want to save the situation?"
"Don't go, don't go, save the ass." Tao Ran said.From his position, he could only see Ruan Meng's upright back, thinking of Ruan Meng's fearless aura before, it should be a good show right now.Don't they just want to watch a show, go up and mess up something.
What's more, two men, who can take it seriously.stupid?
"That... we were playing a game, and the person who came through the door said..."
Before Ruan Meng hesitated to finish his explanation, Bai Ze turned around and said to the boss, "It's still the same, 40 lamb lean meat, 40 cooked gluten, take it away."
The boss reacted, "Oh, don't want chili, right?"
Bai Ze nodded, "Yes."
"I'm sorry if I scare you." Ruan Meng tilted his head, looked at Bai Ze's side face, and said in a low voice.
The people in the store had already been frightened by Chen Kai's confession to a girl once before, and after looking at the situation now, they all understood that the rowdy people at the table at the door were doing it again, and they slowly started making noise again.
Bai Ze turned his head and glanced at Ruan Meng, "Yes, I see. It's all right."
"I'm sorry." Ruan Meng nodded slightly, seeing how Bai Ze responded to him, shrugged and went back to his table.
"It was so loud when I went up, it scared Grandpa to death." Li Jia hurriedly poured wine for Ruan Meng, admiring his "heroic spirit".
Ruan Meng picked up the cup and took a sip, looking at his roommates with disdain, "If I don't speak loudly, can you spare me?"
When Chen Kai went to confess before, he whispered it once, but when he came back, he was not allowed to sit at the table, and he had to be encouraged to make a big deal, so as to "surprise everyone".So Ruan Meng knew that if he didn't take it down, he would have to repeat Chen Kai's mistakes.Confessions from new customers who have followed up repeatedly?I'm afraid the boss will do it before the accused person does it.With such a table of troublemakers, do you still want to do business?
A table of people continued to drink heavily and eat large pieces of meat, feeling that they had survived the painful three years of high school, walked across the single-plank bridge crowded with thousands of troops, survived the hell-like military training for freshmen, and finally ushered in I have reached the pinnacle of freedom in life-erosive college life!
Ruan Meng didn't worry about it.Although during the period, I raised my eyes several times to look at the gentle man leaning against the counter waiting to pack.
"I don't know what we can become in the past four years?" After drinking for three rounds, the teenagers who are still in adolescence can't help but start to feel sad and worry about their future.
"Recite a little bit, I hate myself for not being born a few years earlier and not being able to keep up with the work assigned by the state. I didn't hear the senior senior say that there are really people who can't find a job after graduation."
"Damn it, I suddenly don't know what my three years in high school are for... I might as well go to the army."
Several people chattered for a while, Tao Ran bumped into Ruan Meng, "Why don't you speak? Do you have any ideas?"
Ruan Meng rubbed his wine glass with both hands, and thought for a moment with his mouth flattened, "Let's go to class well, anyway, it's still four years. Besides, our major is good, and we should be able to do well in the future."
The five floating "dying fish" became interested when they saw one going upstream, "Soft girl, tell me what you want to do in the future? Give me a reference."
The people in their dormitory, Ruan Meng, had the youngest birthday, the fairest skin, the best looks, and a tender face. Although he had a straightforward personality, he was still given the "good name" of "Sister Ruan".Later, it directly evolved into a "soft girl".
Ruan Meng frowned, "Actually, I don't know either. Let's take one step at a time. It's all here. As long as you don't make any big mistakes, the future will be the same....In fact, I am particularly envious of those who are full of poetic spirit. People. But in high school, I didn’t want to memorize those political and history subjects by rote, so I chose science, and when I applied for volunteers, I just..." He shrugged, "I heard that there are many elective courses in universities. I plan to take them whenever I have time. Listen."
Others gave thumbs up.Xu Ming, who was sitting across from him, stretched his arms across the table and patted Ruan Meng on the shoulder, "Brother, brother officially appointed you as the academic leader of our dormitory."
Zhang Jianjun said, "Huh? That being said, I think the one just now is the type you yearn for, right? He has a poetic and literary spirit in his belly. ... It's just the one you confessed to. It looks like he's not a few years older than us. appearance, but the temperament of others, tsk tsk tsk."
Tao Ran: "Scholar...not..."
Li Jia: "Elite."
Tao Ran: "That's right! That's right! Elite! Sigh, I don't know if I've finished my four years in college, can I look like a dog."
Ruan Meng smiled with the mutton skewers in his mouth and didn't speak.I just suddenly remembered those slender phoenix eyes.
***
After a night of indulgence, college life slowly kicked off amidst the chaos.
Some people still bury their heads in their studies, some plunge into the sea of love, and some let go early.University life reflects completely different colors and forms on everyone.
Ruan Meng followed his heart's desire, not only chose a few public elective courses he liked within the credit limit, but also asked his classmates in the Faculty of Arts for the schedule, planning to take the class.
But after listening to a class on the history of modern literature, Ruan Meng felt that... instead of wasting time here, it is better to go to the library to read.He packed up his textbooks, not planning to continue listening to the next ancient history course.
"Ah~ I finally got Professor Bai's class!!! I'm looking forward to it!!!"
"Professor Bai is simply our savior!!!"
"I wish all the lecturers were at Professor Bai's level."
"That's right, he is very knowledgeable... I can't believe that he is only a few years older than us, so shameful~"
"the most important is--"
"Handsome!!!!"
During the 20-minute break, the entire classroom was filled with praises for "Professor Bai".Moreover, many students rushed to attend the class with books between them, filling up the sparsely populated classroom in minutes.The students who came later had no seats, so they stood in the open space.
There was still one minute before the class started, and the large classroom was already surrounded by three floors inside and three floors outside, and there was a lot of voices.Sitting in the fourth row, Ruan Meng thought with a dazed expression, is this the same as chasing the Four Heavenly Kings?
The class bell rang.A white shirt with a suit vest, and dark suit trousers perfectly set off the slender and straight legs. With both hands empty and one hand in his trouser pocket, Bai Ze walked into the large classroom with 200 seats in a gentle and domineering manner.
It's him? !Ruan Meng was surprised.You know, in that serious era, Bai Ze's flaxen instant noodle-style shoulder-length hair was the standard "killing Matt". According to common sense, it is unlikely that he would be a teacher on a university campus. .So Ruan Meng never thought that this person would be his teacher in the university.
Or a professor? !so young? !
The huge classroom was full of about 300 people. The original voices of the crowd fell silent the moment Bai Ze's figure appeared, followed by a flood of applause.
Ruan Meng: ...the scene of the cult.
The leader of the cult, Bai Ze, stepped onto the podium. While enjoying the pilgrimage of all the people in peace, he slowly unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt and rolled them up layer by layer, revealing his forearm with smooth lines and delicate texture. On the podium, approach the amplified microphone.
There was no need to make a sound, and the classroom quickly fell silent.
Ruan Meng: ...the scene of the cult, the identification is correct.
"Although I know that some of you students come to the class for impure purposes, I still have to thank you for your support. I heard that some of you bought textbooks on purpose, but they don't use them, because I never teach subjects according to the book. As for the students who chose this class Don’t have a psychological burden, let’s talk casually in class, and before the exam, I will draw the key points for you according to the textbook, so that you can pass easily.”
Applause roared.
"According to the usual practice, come on, which student stands up and talks about a historical figure or event that you are interested in, we will use this as an entry point and talk casually."
"Yue Fei!"
"The Change of Xuanwu Gate!"
"Wu Zetian!"
"Han Wu Da Di!"
Some people raised their hands and waited to be called, but more people shouted directly, causing chaos for a while.
Bai Ze frowned and analyzed for a moment, then leaned closer to the PA microphone, "Be quiet. Come on, that classmate, tell me something."
Ruan Meng was taken aback.But a female student in the sixth row behind him stood up happily and shouted, "Emperor Sui Yang! Yang Guang!"
Bai Ze nodded, "Well, Emperor Sui Yang is indeed very eloquent. He almost became the 'tyrant' of 'one emperor through the ages'. Let's start with Emperor Sui Yang today."
Ruan Meng was a little discouraged.He didn't know why.Probably because I originally thought that the person on the podium saw me among thousands of people at a glance, but it turned out to be just my own sentimentality.
"In fact, it is easy for us to fall into a misunderstanding, which is to use the existing status quo and concepts of modern society and this era to evaluate historical figures. This can easily lead to misjudgments, or even 'unjust, false and wrongly decided cases'. Of course, I said This is not to reverse the case for Emperor Sui Yang. What I want to say is that in many cases, we should not judge one-sidedly and arbitrarily what a historical figure did is unreasonable, but go back to the historical situation at that time and combine it with the situation at that time. If you analyze people's ideas, you will find that their practices that are considered unreasonable by modern people were reasonable and even the best solution at the time."
Ruan Meng's eyes lit up.After all, he is only an 18-year-old boy, and the restless and rebellious blood of adolescence is more or less flowing in his bones. For those histories that have been concluded, it is better to read the book by yourself than to listen to an old man swearing by the book.On the contrary, this kind of fresh and rebellious speech is hard to see in books-after all, the ideological control of that era was still a little more serious.
"I will not instigate you to subvert book knowledge, but I think that since you are about to leave the hotbed of the campus and step into the adult society, you should have some self-judgment ability to distinguish the facts. Therefore, I will make the social background of the history as comprehensive as possible And to introduce it to you in detail, I hope you can have an as comprehensive understanding and fair evaluation of the living character as possible under such a background. Instead of using a single word like 'tyrant' to describe His life."
In fact, at the beginning, Ruan Meng was more or less disdainful—after all, about 90% of the students who flocked to her were female students, and all of them looked rosy, and their admiration was beyond words.So Ruan Meng suspects that the so-called "charm" is probably just the charm of appearance.
But after listening to a class, Ruan Meng has completely bowed down under Bai Ze's suit pants.Bai Ze perfectly explained what it means to be knowledgeable, what it means to quote from sources, what it means to have unique insights, and what it means to be a cult leader (it seems that some strange words have been mixed in).In this era, there is a sentence that explains Ruan Meng's mental journey very well - liking someone starts with appearance, falls into talent, is loyal to character, obsesses with the body, obsesses with the sound, and becomes intoxicated with affection.
Well, the last four items are still to be developed.
This class is the last one, and after class, it's basically time for lunch in the cafeteria.But this did not stop the enthusiasm of the fans to surround Bai Ze on the podium after class.What is rice?Will you only get fat if you eat it?It's delicious, haven't you heard of it?
Ruan Meng was waiting outside the classroom door with his book in his arms, watching from afar the girl in the group of fangirls who wore gold-rimmed glasses and had a "Kill Matt" instant noodle hairstyle, but she looked so gentle and good-looking no matter what she looked at. Man, suddenly a little excited - this is the appearance of the great god he worships.He took notes in this class so softly, Bai Ze's amount of knowledge exploded, and he uttered golden sentences one after another. In this 90-minute class, Ruan Meng felt that he was always having an intracranial orgasm.
Seeing that Bai Ze finally politely dismissed the fans who were chattering around him, and walked out under the reluctant eyes of all the fans, Ruan Meng stood up straight subconsciously, and stretched out his hands to stretch the skirt of his clothes.But Bai Ze, who was out the door, glanced at him, turned the corner and walked away as if he was familiar with him.
It's totally like looking at a stranger.Probably regarded him as the boyfriend of some girl in the classroom.
"Bai, Teacher Bai! Professor Bai!" Ruan Meng hurried to catch up.
When Bai Ze heard the voice, he stopped and turned around, "Student, what's the matter?"
Ruan Meng scratched his hair and looked around, "That day... I was really offended. At that time, I didn't know that you were... no, no, no, I didn't mean that, it wasn't because I found out that you were a professor... came to apologize... I……"
Bai Ze looked at him and frowned slightly, "We...have met before?"
Ruan Meng was taken aback.
"No!...No, no..." Ruan Meng shook his head, not looking at Bai Ze.He bit his lip, "Professor Bai, your class is very exciting! I like it very much!" After hastily bowing 30 degrees to Bai Ze, Ruan Meng turned and ran away.
He didn't know what was wrong with him. After Bai Ze asked the phrase "We...have met before?", the sense of loss that he mistakenly thought was that he was called out in class and turned out to be wrong was suddenly magnified by tens of thousands of times, like a The heavy hammer fell from the sky, and immediately knocked him to his knees, helpless.He didn't know why he said no later, if he said we hadn't seen each other.
Maybe it's pride.
But what's the matter with self-esteem?he does not know.
Ruan Meng stumbled as he ran, like a defeated soldier fleeing from the wilderness.
The afterglow of the setting sun came in from the window in the corridor, sprinkling the warm orange on Bai Ze's body.Bai Ze stood there looking at Ruan Meng's back, raised his hand to adjust his glasses, turned and walked in another direction.
***
Ruan Meng stopped attending Bai Ze's ancient history course.He doesn't want to see him.
Ruan Meng knew that he was so childish, but when he thought that he was just a passerby in the eyes of that person, he felt inexplicably sad.
Later, he couldn't bear it anymore, and went to listen to Bai Ze's class again.Bai Ze said, who of you will mention a historical figure or event?Ruan Meng shouted desperately, raised his hands desperately, but Bai Ze's eyes swept over him again, so ordinary, he didn't stop for a moment.
Ruan Meng knew that it was strange for him to hope that he would be different in Professor Bai's eyes, but he couldn't control himself.The feeling of being ignored by Bai Ze again and again made him feel like falling into an ice cave in that enthusiastic classroom.
So he never went again.
But I don't know why, but God, who has always loved him so much, seems to have suddenly abandoned him.He didn't want to see Bai Ze, God wanted him to see Bai Ze wherever he went.
When he went to the cafeteria, he could see Bai Ze queuing for food; when he went for a run on the playground, he could see Bai Ze lying on the grass slope reading; when he went downstairs to buy things, he could see Bai Ze feeding the stray cats on campus... …
Ruan Meng was a little annoyed, did this person do it on purpose? !Why are you always spinning around in front of your eyes!
As a result, Ruan Meng was slapped in the face when he went to the movies with his roommate on the weekend.
In the movie, a girl who is just beginning to fall in love encountered the same trouble as Ruan Meng—she fell in love with a boy, but she felt that she should not be with that boy, so she avoided the boy as much as possible, hoping to fade away with the sense of distance This secret feeling in my heart.But that boy always appeared in front of her eyes, which made her very distressed.
Ruan Meng: ...Why does it seem to be a bit similar to your own situation?
"That's not his fault. You always see him, it's just because you have him in your heart. You have him in your heart, so your eyes will track him like radar, lock on him. But he is so innocent, he is just repeating The rules of my own life are just walking on the road he often walks, and going to the cafe he often goes to. Before you always see him, his life trajectory is like this.” The girl’s friend said.
Ruan Meng: ...is...is that so?
"Don't lie to yourself, you're in love with him," said the girl's friend.
Ruan Meng: What the hell! ! !
Ruan Meng didn't know what to do in the movie later.There is only the figure of that person in his mind, far and near, ethereal.
In fact, this is a Star Wars movie, and the emotions are just embellishments. When I came out of the movie theater, my roommates were discussing the interstellar background settings and special effects in full swing, and Ruan Meng followed behind in a daze without saying a word.
He... fell in love with Bai Ze?
What a joke! ! !Both of them are men! ! !
why? ? ?
It's just... I admire him so much, so I want his attention.
right!That's right!That's right!Ruan Meng nodded vigorously.
"Look, Ruan Meng agrees with me, right?" Xu Ming hooked Ruan Meng and cast a provocative look at Zhang Jianjun.
"Ah?" Ruan Meng was confused.He didn't listen to what they were discussing. "Oh, umm."
"Fart, Ruan Meng is a loyal imperial party, how could he turn against him? Isn't it?" Zhang Jianjun pulled Ruan Meng's arm.
"Oh... um, um."
Several people looked at Ruan Meng, and Tao Ran asked, "You didn't listen, did you? What are you thinking?"
"No..." Ruan Meng's eyes fell on one place, and his whole body froze.
At this time, it is already the second semester of freshman year, May.It's hot in the south, and barbecue stalls are set up early.There's nothing more satisfying than drinking and chatting in the night breeze at night.
Outside the barbecue shop that Ruan Meng and the others frequented, the boss set up many tables and chairs.Bai Ze and that boy (Xiao Tian) were sitting there.Bai Ze stretched out his hand and rubbed the boy's head, smiling happily.
That smile deeply hurt Ruan Meng's heart.
"Exactly, it's after 9 o'clock. Let's make a skewer before going back. It's supper." Li Jia suggested.
"I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable, you eat. I'll go back first." Ruan Meng said.
"What's wrong?" "Are you okay?" The roommates asked in a hurry.
"It's okay, you eat what you eat." Ruan Meng pushed everyone, turned around and ran away.The five people who were left inexplicably looked at each other on the ground.
***
A few people licked half of the skewers, still a little worried about Ruan Meng, packed what should be packed, chased after the order, and rushed back to the dormitory-after all, there were no such convenient things as mobile phones at that time.
As soon as the bedroom door was pushed open, Tao Ran, who was the first to come in, stopped on the door switch and did not press it.
"Huh?" The others looked over Tao Ran's shoulder into the dark bedroom.
Ruan Meng's bed was next to the window, the lower bed, and the moonlight slanted down on his bed.Ruan Meng was like Guanyin sitting on a lotus, with his back leaning against the wall, just sitting silently in the dark.
The brothers looked at each other in blank dismay - something really happened.
Tao Ran turned on the light, and several people entered in a file.Li Jia put the packed meat skewers and beer on the table in the middle of the bed, "What's wrong, brother."
Xu Ming walked over and stretched out his hand in front of Ruan Meng's eyes, but Ruan Meng raised his hand and opened it impatiently.Xu Ming smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm not stupid."
"Get lost." Ruan Meng was annoyed.
"Come on, come on, my brothers are worried about you, and they didn't have a good time." Xu Ming pulled Ruan Meng off the bed, and the brothers regrouped around the small table. But this does not affect their enthusiasm for drinking and talking.
"Sister, I'm telling you, there is nothing unhappy that can't be solved with a meal of skewers." Chen Kai picked up a skewer and tore it with his teeth.
Tao Ran agreed, "If there is, then there will be two meals."
"What's not happy, tell me." Chen Kai bit his meat and raised his chin at Ruan Meng, "Make the brothers happy."
"Get out." Ruan Meng laughed angrily, "You really can't spit ivory out of a dog's mouth."
"What's the matter, what happened before going out to watch a movie?" Zhang Jianjun asked.
"It's okay." Ruan Meng tore a piece of meat and said vaguely.He looked at the ten eyes staring at himself, "Oh, I'm having a convulsion, leave me alone. Eat, eat, eat!"
Boys have always believed that if you don't want to say it, I will not force you to say it, but you have to know that when you want to say it, your buddy will always be by your side waiting for you to say it.So everyone immediately changed the subject hahaha.
"Hey, little San'er, how is your girlfriend chasing after you?" Xu Ming asked Tao Ran.Tao Ran was the third child, so he got such an "elegant title".
Tao Ran shook his head and sighed, "Oh, a woman's heart, a sea needle. What about you?"
"I feel the same." Xu Ming raised his head angrily and took a sip of his wine, "Damn it, chasing girls is such a trouble."
Taking this as a guide, apart from Ruan Meng and Li Jia, the other four boys who were fiercely attacking girls started a cordial and enthusiastic experience exchange meeting.
"Well...how did you judge that you fell in love with that girl?" Ruan Meng tore a piece of flesh and asked casually.
"If you look good, go after it. Isn't it all about emotion?" Zhang Jianjun said.
"It looks good, but it can't be eaten." Ruan Meng rolled his eyes.
"This is a girl who can be admitted to college. It's not bad. You say yes. I don't pursue other things. In the future, I will be responsible for making money to support the family, and my wife will be responsible for being beautiful. I don't look for a good-looking one, but for someone else. Like?" Zhang Jianjun said disapprovingly.
"Frivolous." Xu Ming spat.
"Bah! 'I'm in charge of making money to support the family, and my wife is in charge of being beautiful'. You told me that." Zhang Jianjun countered.
"Where are Tao Zi and Brother Kai? How should I say it?" Ruan Meng asked.
"Just chase after it if it looks pleasing to the eye. Whether you like it or not, whether it suits you or not, you have to deal with it slowly, that's right." Tao Ran said.Chen Kai nodded.
Ruan Meng didn't think it would be useful to ask, so he stopped talking and licked his head.
At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, Tao Ran, who was next to Ruan Meng, sat up and asked in a low voice, "Why are you tossing and turning when you're not sleeping?"
"Did it bother you?" Ruan Meng whispered, full of apology.
"And me." Zhang Jianjun stuck out his head from the upper bunk.
"Andme!" Li Jia, who was on Tao Ran's upper bunk, raised his hand.
Xu Ming: "It turns out that everyone is awake."
Chen Kai: "Eating too much, I can't sleep."
Ruan Meng: "..."
Tomorrow is Monday, do you know that there is a day of classes scheduled? ? ?
"What's wrong, girl, what's the matter, don't hold back, tell your brothers."
"That's right, I think it's easy to get into a dead end."
Several people chattered and began to pry Ruan Meng's mouth.
Ruan Meng thought about it, and while thinking, he said slowly, "You said, always thinking about a person, I hope he sees me in his eyes, I hope he cares about me, no matter how dense the crowd he is standing in, he can see you at the first sight. Just seeing him... other than liking him, what else could be the reason?"
Meaningful "um..." ×5
"Don't just 'hmm'." Ruan Meng said.
"Then I can only say, boy, go after it bravely!"
"Go after it bravely!"
"Go after it!"
"Catch it!"
"This is love~"
Singing in unison, "This is love~ I can't explain it clearly. This is love~ I am confused and confused..."
"Oh, I'm bothering you!" Ruan Meng covered the quilt and kicked his legs.
"Hey, who is who? Which girl do you have a crush on? How can you describe her so beautifully, young man, have you already fallen?" Xu Ming gossips.
"No!" Ruan Mengmeng yelled under the quilt, "I don't like him! How could I like him!"
Tao Ran stretched his legs and kicked Ruan Meng's bed, "Oh no, you are such a hypocritical big boy, if you like it, you can take the initiative to chase after it. My buddy supports you! I will be your wingman!"
Zhang Jianjun, who was on Ruan Meng's upper bunk, yelled, "Don't kick, don't kick, shake!"
"I'm sleepy! Go to sleep! Sleep!" Ruan Meng shouted.
***
Ruan Meng decided to completely cut Bai Ze out of his life!The university campus is so big, it is normal to not see it, it is strange to always meet by chance, okay?
So Ruan Meng delayed his meal time, changed his usual route, occasionally turned around and left immediately when he saw Bai Ze, and absolutely followed behind him like a ghost.
But the more he was like this, the louder a voice in his heart yelled.
The voice said, I want to see Bai Ze.
Ruan Meng: Who can tell me what happened to me!I really like girls with thin breasts, thighs, thin buttocks, soft voices, soft waists and soft tempers!How could it be possible to like a man!Absolutely not like it!Absolutely not!Absolutely not!Absolutely not!
"Student, your meal card has been lost." She was patted lightly on the shoulder.
But Ruan Meng who heard the voice couldn't look back at all.
What's the matter, it's been so long since I haven't seen you, why can I recognize his voice in the first place?Ruan Meng panicked.
"Student?" Bai Ze walked around to the front with his meal card, "Oh, it's you."
Ruan Meng was desperate.The sentence "it's you" made him feel elated.After all...does he remember himself?
Ruan Meng, who was stiff all over, followed Bai Ze's line of sight, looked down at the meal card he had been holding up, and hurriedly took it.His hand trembled so much that he accidentally touched Bai Ze's fingertips.It should have been a normal touch between men, but Ruan Meng found that his reaction was too abnormal.
"Thank you!" He said in a low voice, grabbed the meal card and ran away.
White Pond:"……"
In the shadow of the building.
Ruan Meng leaned against the wall and tried to calm down his restless breathing.The fingertips that touched Bai Ze felt as if they were about to burn.He tried his best to endure and endure, and after a while, he still raised his right hand suddenly, put his index finger and middle finger together on the end of his nose and sniffed vigorously. The madman looked like a person who was forced to quit drugs after a few days. It's normal to see drugs.
"Ruan Meng, why are you acting like a pervert..." He laughed at himself.
But when I smiled and laughed, I cried.
Bai Ze who followed behind invisibly: "..."
***
"Yeah! Congratulations on our freshman year without failing a course!" The six people in dormitory 1024 raised their glasses to celebrate again in the skewer shop.
"Old rules, truth or dare, comeonbaby!"
After drinking for three rounds, everyone at the table drank a little smugly.
"Confessions are bad, it's not fun, change to something more exciting." Li Jia waved his hands with his tongue out.
"Kiss!" Tao Ran proposed.
Zhang Jianjun waved his hand, "You catch a girl casually, and I will tell you if you get caught."
"Then kiss the man! Hahaha!" Xu Ming slapped the table and laughed.
"Oh! This is exciting!" Chen Kai said, "There is no risk of being caught, hahaha!"
"I won't be embarrassed, just be disgusted, hahahaha!" Xu Ming laughed loudly, and went up to kiss Zhang Jianjun next to him.
Zhang Jianjun pushed him away violently, "Get out!" He wiped his face vigorously when he was done.
Xu Ming also pretended to turn his head and poohed, "Remember me, I've kissed you before, and I'll just pass it as soon as I'm punished."
"Brothers in person don't count, you have to kiss strangers." Tao Ran took a sip of his wine and tapped the table with his glass.
"Okay!" Everyone agreed.
The door was pushed open, and Bai Ze came in with the young man Ruan Meng had seen last time.The boy still followed closely behind Bai Ze with a very intimate appearance.
Four eyes facing each other.
Ruan Meng hurriedly looked away, grabbed the wine glass and took a sip.
"Should we pack 40 each and take away today?" the boss asked.
"No, we
The more depressed the more agitated.The age is like this, and so are the feelings.
Maybe I didn't like it at first, maybe it was just a simple longing at first.
It's just that there are many, many coincidences, and many, many people inadvertently fueled the flames, which led me to this wrong road.
Oh, no, no.It's me.It's where my heart goes.
I just love him.
***********************
When Truth or Dare is on.
Q: How many times have you been in love?
Answer: Zero.
Q: Your ideal type?
Answer: Thin breasts, thighs, buttocks, soft voice, soft waist, soft temper.
Q: How long is there?
Answer: 16...?Didn't measure it with a ruler.
"Fuck! This game is unplayable!!" Xu Ming threw the card and shouted, hugging his head.
One month into the freshman year, I finally survived the arduous military training.That night, the six people in dormitory 1024 ran to a small shop near the school, grabbed Xia Tian's tail, drank and played truth or dare, and let themselves go before the official start of classes.
Six people played, but one person did nearly 70% of the thunder—always losing, always being questioned.
However, the other five people were not happy!Because the kind of heroic spirit of you casually asking Lao Tzu to live a life of invincibility, what you ask and I answer, makes the other five people have no sense of accomplishment at all!
This "hero" is Ruan Meng.
Even the private question of "how long is there" can be answered with a straight face, which is also convincing.What is even more convincing is Ruan Meng's eloquent explanation, "What is there to hide? How many times have I watched it while taking a bath in the bathroom."
So a few laps later, when it was Ruan Meng's turn to "win the prize", the unbearable crowd forced Ruan Meng to choose a big adventure.
Ruan Meng: "I want to choose the truth!"
Tao Ran: "You choose a fart, you have no choice, hurry up and take a big risk!"
"Big adventure! Big adventure! Big adventure!" Everyone knocked on the edge of the table with their chopsticks and booed.
Ruan Meng shrugged helplessly, "Why?"
Zhang Jianjun looked at the people in the store, all the freshmen who came out of military training just like them. "Go to a girl and yell 'I love you'."
The others booed, "Yes, yes, yes!"
"No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. There are boys around him. Maybe they are boyfriends? Just like Ruan Meng, don't really seduce her girl, and you'll be beaten up later." Chen Kai grinningly denied, "Just kidding, just kidding." The main reason is that we have been playing here for a long time, and I just went to confess a confession, people now know that we are playing truth or dare here, no surprises."
"So, from now on, the next one to enter the store." Li Jia raised his chin at Ruan Meng, "Go!"
——Their table is the first table near the door.A few people were drinking and drinking, staring at the door eagerly, but all the boys came in one after another.
Li Jia babbled, tasteless, "Why are all the boys in here?"
Xu Ming said: "That's right, the chances of girls coming in are not high. How about this, the next one comes in, regardless of men and women, you just go up and talk about it."
Ruan Meng bit off the last piece of meat on the stick and nodded, "Okay."
Eat and drink, 5 minutes later.
No one came in again.
Ruan Meng smiled and said, "God helps me too. You see, God just doesn't want to punish me."
Zhang Jianjun took a sip of beer, and Zhang Luo re-set the situation, "Come on, continue. Ruan Meng owes the debt first."
As a result, just as the game was about to start, a person came in at the door.
"Go, go." Tao Ran who was sitting next to Ruan Meng pushed him.
Ruan Meng put down the half-bitten mutton skewers, grabbed the napkin and wiped his mouth, strode up——
"Hey, are you here?" The boss behind the counter smiled.
"Well, today is still..." the visitor was in the middle of speaking.
"I love you!"
Very loud.
Talking and laughing loudly, punching and drinking, the originally noisy shop fell silent for a moment, and dozens of pairs of eyes stared at the counter near the door.
Xu Ming: "Damn it, who borrowed his guts?"
Chen Kai: "One word, obey."
The boss behind the counter opened his mouth wide in silence, and stared blankly at the boy who suddenly rushed over—the expression in those round, dark eyes was so serious that one had to doubt... This was an extremely formal confession.
But the problem is... The boss slowly twisted his stiff neck and locked his eyes on the man at the counter - a man confessing to another man...? !
Homosexuality is the scourge of this era!Young man, you have finally been admitted to university, do you want a future?
Bai Ze silently looked up and down the young man in front of him, and silently pushed the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose.The lens reflected a dazzling white light under the fluorescent lamp, and when the white light dissipated, a pair of calm and waveless slender eyes were revealed.
The shape of this kind of eyes itself has a very oppressive aura, coupled with Bai Ze Gujing Wubo's reaction, Ruan Meng felt that it was nothing more than a game, and it would be nice to explain it later, and he was a little scared at this time.
"I rely on me, I seem to have gotten into trouble." Zhang Jianjun whispered, "Do you want to save the situation?"
"Don't go, don't go, save the ass." Tao Ran said.From his position, he could only see Ruan Meng's upright back, thinking of Ruan Meng's fearless aura before, it should be a good show right now.Don't they just want to watch a show, go up and mess up something.
What's more, two men, who can take it seriously.stupid?
"That... we were playing a game, and the person who came through the door said..."
Before Ruan Meng hesitated to finish his explanation, Bai Ze turned around and said to the boss, "It's still the same, 40 lamb lean meat, 40 cooked gluten, take it away."
The boss reacted, "Oh, don't want chili, right?"
Bai Ze nodded, "Yes."
"I'm sorry if I scare you." Ruan Meng tilted his head, looked at Bai Ze's side face, and said in a low voice.
The people in the store had already been frightened by Chen Kai's confession to a girl once before, and after looking at the situation now, they all understood that the rowdy people at the table at the door were doing it again, and they slowly started making noise again.
Bai Ze turned his head and glanced at Ruan Meng, "Yes, I see. It's all right."
"I'm sorry." Ruan Meng nodded slightly, seeing how Bai Ze responded to him, shrugged and went back to his table.
"It was so loud when I went up, it scared Grandpa to death." Li Jia hurriedly poured wine for Ruan Meng, admiring his "heroic spirit".
Ruan Meng picked up the cup and took a sip, looking at his roommates with disdain, "If I don't speak loudly, can you spare me?"
When Chen Kai went to confess before, he whispered it once, but when he came back, he was not allowed to sit at the table, and he had to be encouraged to make a big deal, so as to "surprise everyone".So Ruan Meng knew that if he didn't take it down, he would have to repeat Chen Kai's mistakes.Confessions from new customers who have followed up repeatedly?I'm afraid the boss will do it before the accused person does it.With such a table of troublemakers, do you still want to do business?
A table of people continued to drink heavily and eat large pieces of meat, feeling that they had survived the painful three years of high school, walked across the single-plank bridge crowded with thousands of troops, survived the hell-like military training for freshmen, and finally ushered in I have reached the pinnacle of freedom in life-erosive college life!
Ruan Meng didn't worry about it.Although during the period, I raised my eyes several times to look at the gentle man leaning against the counter waiting to pack.
"I don't know what we can become in the past four years?" After drinking for three rounds, the teenagers who are still in adolescence can't help but start to feel sad and worry about their future.
"Recite a little bit, I hate myself for not being born a few years earlier and not being able to keep up with the work assigned by the state. I didn't hear the senior senior say that there are really people who can't find a job after graduation."
"Damn it, I suddenly don't know what my three years in high school are for... I might as well go to the army."
Several people chattered for a while, Tao Ran bumped into Ruan Meng, "Why don't you speak? Do you have any ideas?"
Ruan Meng rubbed his wine glass with both hands, and thought for a moment with his mouth flattened, "Let's go to class well, anyway, it's still four years. Besides, our major is good, and we should be able to do well in the future."
The five floating "dying fish" became interested when they saw one going upstream, "Soft girl, tell me what you want to do in the future? Give me a reference."
The people in their dormitory, Ruan Meng, had the youngest birthday, the fairest skin, the best looks, and a tender face. Although he had a straightforward personality, he was still given the "good name" of "Sister Ruan".Later, it directly evolved into a "soft girl".
Ruan Meng frowned, "Actually, I don't know either. Let's take one step at a time. It's all here. As long as you don't make any big mistakes, the future will be the same....In fact, I am particularly envious of those who are full of poetic spirit. People. But in high school, I didn’t want to memorize those political and history subjects by rote, so I chose science, and when I applied for volunteers, I just..." He shrugged, "I heard that there are many elective courses in universities. I plan to take them whenever I have time. Listen."
Others gave thumbs up.Xu Ming, who was sitting across from him, stretched his arms across the table and patted Ruan Meng on the shoulder, "Brother, brother officially appointed you as the academic leader of our dormitory."
Zhang Jianjun said, "Huh? That being said, I think the one just now is the type you yearn for, right? He has a poetic and literary spirit in his belly. ... It's just the one you confessed to. It looks like he's not a few years older than us. appearance, but the temperament of others, tsk tsk tsk."
Tao Ran: "Scholar...not..."
Li Jia: "Elite."
Tao Ran: "That's right! That's right! Elite! Sigh, I don't know if I've finished my four years in college, can I look like a dog."
Ruan Meng smiled with the mutton skewers in his mouth and didn't speak.I just suddenly remembered those slender phoenix eyes.
***
After a night of indulgence, college life slowly kicked off amidst the chaos.
Some people still bury their heads in their studies, some plunge into the sea of love, and some let go early.University life reflects completely different colors and forms on everyone.
Ruan Meng followed his heart's desire, not only chose a few public elective courses he liked within the credit limit, but also asked his classmates in the Faculty of Arts for the schedule, planning to take the class.
But after listening to a class on the history of modern literature, Ruan Meng felt that... instead of wasting time here, it is better to go to the library to read.He packed up his textbooks, not planning to continue listening to the next ancient history course.
"Ah~ I finally got Professor Bai's class!!! I'm looking forward to it!!!"
"Professor Bai is simply our savior!!!"
"I wish all the lecturers were at Professor Bai's level."
"That's right, he is very knowledgeable... I can't believe that he is only a few years older than us, so shameful~"
"the most important is--"
"Handsome!!!!"
During the 20-minute break, the entire classroom was filled with praises for "Professor Bai".Moreover, many students rushed to attend the class with books between them, filling up the sparsely populated classroom in minutes.The students who came later had no seats, so they stood in the open space.
There was still one minute before the class started, and the large classroom was already surrounded by three floors inside and three floors outside, and there was a lot of voices.Sitting in the fourth row, Ruan Meng thought with a dazed expression, is this the same as chasing the Four Heavenly Kings?
The class bell rang.A white shirt with a suit vest, and dark suit trousers perfectly set off the slender and straight legs. With both hands empty and one hand in his trouser pocket, Bai Ze walked into the large classroom with 200 seats in a gentle and domineering manner.
It's him? !Ruan Meng was surprised.You know, in that serious era, Bai Ze's flaxen instant noodle-style shoulder-length hair was the standard "killing Matt". According to common sense, it is unlikely that he would be a teacher on a university campus. .So Ruan Meng never thought that this person would be his teacher in the university.
Or a professor? !so young? !
The huge classroom was full of about 300 people. The original voices of the crowd fell silent the moment Bai Ze's figure appeared, followed by a flood of applause.
Ruan Meng: ...the scene of the cult.
The leader of the cult, Bai Ze, stepped onto the podium. While enjoying the pilgrimage of all the people in peace, he slowly unbuttoned the cuffs of his shirt and rolled them up layer by layer, revealing his forearm with smooth lines and delicate texture. On the podium, approach the amplified microphone.
There was no need to make a sound, and the classroom quickly fell silent.
Ruan Meng: ...the scene of the cult, the identification is correct.
"Although I know that some of you students come to the class for impure purposes, I still have to thank you for your support. I heard that some of you bought textbooks on purpose, but they don't use them, because I never teach subjects according to the book. As for the students who chose this class Don’t have a psychological burden, let’s talk casually in class, and before the exam, I will draw the key points for you according to the textbook, so that you can pass easily.”
Applause roared.
"According to the usual practice, come on, which student stands up and talks about a historical figure or event that you are interested in, we will use this as an entry point and talk casually."
"Yue Fei!"
"The Change of Xuanwu Gate!"
"Wu Zetian!"
"Han Wu Da Di!"
Some people raised their hands and waited to be called, but more people shouted directly, causing chaos for a while.
Bai Ze frowned and analyzed for a moment, then leaned closer to the PA microphone, "Be quiet. Come on, that classmate, tell me something."
Ruan Meng was taken aback.But a female student in the sixth row behind him stood up happily and shouted, "Emperor Sui Yang! Yang Guang!"
Bai Ze nodded, "Well, Emperor Sui Yang is indeed very eloquent. He almost became the 'tyrant' of 'one emperor through the ages'. Let's start with Emperor Sui Yang today."
Ruan Meng was a little discouraged.He didn't know why.Probably because I originally thought that the person on the podium saw me among thousands of people at a glance, but it turned out to be just my own sentimentality.
"In fact, it is easy for us to fall into a misunderstanding, which is to use the existing status quo and concepts of modern society and this era to evaluate historical figures. This can easily lead to misjudgments, or even 'unjust, false and wrongly decided cases'. Of course, I said This is not to reverse the case for Emperor Sui Yang. What I want to say is that in many cases, we should not judge one-sidedly and arbitrarily what a historical figure did is unreasonable, but go back to the historical situation at that time and combine it with the situation at that time. If you analyze people's ideas, you will find that their practices that are considered unreasonable by modern people were reasonable and even the best solution at the time."
Ruan Meng's eyes lit up.After all, he is only an 18-year-old boy, and the restless and rebellious blood of adolescence is more or less flowing in his bones. For those histories that have been concluded, it is better to read the book by yourself than to listen to an old man swearing by the book.On the contrary, this kind of fresh and rebellious speech is hard to see in books-after all, the ideological control of that era was still a little more serious.
"I will not instigate you to subvert book knowledge, but I think that since you are about to leave the hotbed of the campus and step into the adult society, you should have some self-judgment ability to distinguish the facts. Therefore, I will make the social background of the history as comprehensive as possible And to introduce it to you in detail, I hope you can have an as comprehensive understanding and fair evaluation of the living character as possible under such a background. Instead of using a single word like 'tyrant' to describe His life."
In fact, at the beginning, Ruan Meng was more or less disdainful—after all, about 90% of the students who flocked to her were female students, and all of them looked rosy, and their admiration was beyond words.So Ruan Meng suspects that the so-called "charm" is probably just the charm of appearance.
But after listening to a class, Ruan Meng has completely bowed down under Bai Ze's suit pants.Bai Ze perfectly explained what it means to be knowledgeable, what it means to quote from sources, what it means to have unique insights, and what it means to be a cult leader (it seems that some strange words have been mixed in).In this era, there is a sentence that explains Ruan Meng's mental journey very well - liking someone starts with appearance, falls into talent, is loyal to character, obsesses with the body, obsesses with the sound, and becomes intoxicated with affection.
Well, the last four items are still to be developed.
This class is the last one, and after class, it's basically time for lunch in the cafeteria.But this did not stop the enthusiasm of the fans to surround Bai Ze on the podium after class.What is rice?Will you only get fat if you eat it?It's delicious, haven't you heard of it?
Ruan Meng was waiting outside the classroom door with his book in his arms, watching from afar the girl in the group of fangirls who wore gold-rimmed glasses and had a "Kill Matt" instant noodle hairstyle, but she looked so gentle and good-looking no matter what she looked at. Man, suddenly a little excited - this is the appearance of the great god he worships.He took notes in this class so softly, Bai Ze's amount of knowledge exploded, and he uttered golden sentences one after another. In this 90-minute class, Ruan Meng felt that he was always having an intracranial orgasm.
Seeing that Bai Ze finally politely dismissed the fans who were chattering around him, and walked out under the reluctant eyes of all the fans, Ruan Meng stood up straight subconsciously, and stretched out his hands to stretch the skirt of his clothes.But Bai Ze, who was out the door, glanced at him, turned the corner and walked away as if he was familiar with him.
It's totally like looking at a stranger.Probably regarded him as the boyfriend of some girl in the classroom.
"Bai, Teacher Bai! Professor Bai!" Ruan Meng hurried to catch up.
When Bai Ze heard the voice, he stopped and turned around, "Student, what's the matter?"
Ruan Meng scratched his hair and looked around, "That day... I was really offended. At that time, I didn't know that you were... no, no, no, I didn't mean that, it wasn't because I found out that you were a professor... came to apologize... I……"
Bai Ze looked at him and frowned slightly, "We...have met before?"
Ruan Meng was taken aback.
"No!...No, no..." Ruan Meng shook his head, not looking at Bai Ze.He bit his lip, "Professor Bai, your class is very exciting! I like it very much!" After hastily bowing 30 degrees to Bai Ze, Ruan Meng turned and ran away.
He didn't know what was wrong with him. After Bai Ze asked the phrase "We...have met before?", the sense of loss that he mistakenly thought was that he was called out in class and turned out to be wrong was suddenly magnified by tens of thousands of times, like a The heavy hammer fell from the sky, and immediately knocked him to his knees, helpless.He didn't know why he said no later, if he said we hadn't seen each other.
Maybe it's pride.
But what's the matter with self-esteem?he does not know.
Ruan Meng stumbled as he ran, like a defeated soldier fleeing from the wilderness.
The afterglow of the setting sun came in from the window in the corridor, sprinkling the warm orange on Bai Ze's body.Bai Ze stood there looking at Ruan Meng's back, raised his hand to adjust his glasses, turned and walked in another direction.
***
Ruan Meng stopped attending Bai Ze's ancient history course.He doesn't want to see him.
Ruan Meng knew that he was so childish, but when he thought that he was just a passerby in the eyes of that person, he felt inexplicably sad.
Later, he couldn't bear it anymore, and went to listen to Bai Ze's class again.Bai Ze said, who of you will mention a historical figure or event?Ruan Meng shouted desperately, raised his hands desperately, but Bai Ze's eyes swept over him again, so ordinary, he didn't stop for a moment.
Ruan Meng knew that it was strange for him to hope that he would be different in Professor Bai's eyes, but he couldn't control himself.The feeling of being ignored by Bai Ze again and again made him feel like falling into an ice cave in that enthusiastic classroom.
So he never went again.
But I don't know why, but God, who has always loved him so much, seems to have suddenly abandoned him.He didn't want to see Bai Ze, God wanted him to see Bai Ze wherever he went.
When he went to the cafeteria, he could see Bai Ze queuing for food; when he went for a run on the playground, he could see Bai Ze lying on the grass slope reading; when he went downstairs to buy things, he could see Bai Ze feeding the stray cats on campus... …
Ruan Meng was a little annoyed, did this person do it on purpose? !Why are you always spinning around in front of your eyes!
As a result, Ruan Meng was slapped in the face when he went to the movies with his roommate on the weekend.
In the movie, a girl who is just beginning to fall in love encountered the same trouble as Ruan Meng—she fell in love with a boy, but she felt that she should not be with that boy, so she avoided the boy as much as possible, hoping to fade away with the sense of distance This secret feeling in my heart.But that boy always appeared in front of her eyes, which made her very distressed.
Ruan Meng: ...Why does it seem to be a bit similar to your own situation?
"That's not his fault. You always see him, it's just because you have him in your heart. You have him in your heart, so your eyes will track him like radar, lock on him. But he is so innocent, he is just repeating The rules of my own life are just walking on the road he often walks, and going to the cafe he often goes to. Before you always see him, his life trajectory is like this.” The girl’s friend said.
Ruan Meng: ...is...is that so?
"Don't lie to yourself, you're in love with him," said the girl's friend.
Ruan Meng: What the hell! ! !
Ruan Meng didn't know what to do in the movie later.There is only the figure of that person in his mind, far and near, ethereal.
In fact, this is a Star Wars movie, and the emotions are just embellishments. When I came out of the movie theater, my roommates were discussing the interstellar background settings and special effects in full swing, and Ruan Meng followed behind in a daze without saying a word.
He... fell in love with Bai Ze?
What a joke! ! !Both of them are men! ! !
why? ? ?
It's just... I admire him so much, so I want his attention.
right!That's right!That's right!Ruan Meng nodded vigorously.
"Look, Ruan Meng agrees with me, right?" Xu Ming hooked Ruan Meng and cast a provocative look at Zhang Jianjun.
"Ah?" Ruan Meng was confused.He didn't listen to what they were discussing. "Oh, umm."
"Fart, Ruan Meng is a loyal imperial party, how could he turn against him? Isn't it?" Zhang Jianjun pulled Ruan Meng's arm.
"Oh... um, um."
Several people looked at Ruan Meng, and Tao Ran asked, "You didn't listen, did you? What are you thinking?"
"No..." Ruan Meng's eyes fell on one place, and his whole body froze.
At this time, it is already the second semester of freshman year, May.It's hot in the south, and barbecue stalls are set up early.There's nothing more satisfying than drinking and chatting in the night breeze at night.
Outside the barbecue shop that Ruan Meng and the others frequented, the boss set up many tables and chairs.Bai Ze and that boy (Xiao Tian) were sitting there.Bai Ze stretched out his hand and rubbed the boy's head, smiling happily.
That smile deeply hurt Ruan Meng's heart.
"Exactly, it's after 9 o'clock. Let's make a skewer before going back. It's supper." Li Jia suggested.
"I suddenly feel a little uncomfortable, you eat. I'll go back first." Ruan Meng said.
"What's wrong?" "Are you okay?" The roommates asked in a hurry.
"It's okay, you eat what you eat." Ruan Meng pushed everyone, turned around and ran away.The five people who were left inexplicably looked at each other on the ground.
***
A few people licked half of the skewers, still a little worried about Ruan Meng, packed what should be packed, chased after the order, and rushed back to the dormitory-after all, there were no such convenient things as mobile phones at that time.
As soon as the bedroom door was pushed open, Tao Ran, who was the first to come in, stopped on the door switch and did not press it.
"Huh?" The others looked over Tao Ran's shoulder into the dark bedroom.
Ruan Meng's bed was next to the window, the lower bed, and the moonlight slanted down on his bed.Ruan Meng was like Guanyin sitting on a lotus, with his back leaning against the wall, just sitting silently in the dark.
The brothers looked at each other in blank dismay - something really happened.
Tao Ran turned on the light, and several people entered in a file.Li Jia put the packed meat skewers and beer on the table in the middle of the bed, "What's wrong, brother."
Xu Ming walked over and stretched out his hand in front of Ruan Meng's eyes, but Ruan Meng raised his hand and opened it impatiently.Xu Ming smiled and said, "It's okay, I'm not stupid."
"Get lost." Ruan Meng was annoyed.
"Come on, come on, my brothers are worried about you, and they didn't have a good time." Xu Ming pulled Ruan Meng off the bed, and the brothers regrouped around the small table. But this does not affect their enthusiasm for drinking and talking.
"Sister, I'm telling you, there is nothing unhappy that can't be solved with a meal of skewers." Chen Kai picked up a skewer and tore it with his teeth.
Tao Ran agreed, "If there is, then there will be two meals."
"What's not happy, tell me." Chen Kai bit his meat and raised his chin at Ruan Meng, "Make the brothers happy."
"Get out." Ruan Meng laughed angrily, "You really can't spit ivory out of a dog's mouth."
"What's the matter, what happened before going out to watch a movie?" Zhang Jianjun asked.
"It's okay." Ruan Meng tore a piece of meat and said vaguely.He looked at the ten eyes staring at himself, "Oh, I'm having a convulsion, leave me alone. Eat, eat, eat!"
Boys have always believed that if you don't want to say it, I will not force you to say it, but you have to know that when you want to say it, your buddy will always be by your side waiting for you to say it.So everyone immediately changed the subject hahaha.
"Hey, little San'er, how is your girlfriend chasing after you?" Xu Ming asked Tao Ran.Tao Ran was the third child, so he got such an "elegant title".
Tao Ran shook his head and sighed, "Oh, a woman's heart, a sea needle. What about you?"
"I feel the same." Xu Ming raised his head angrily and took a sip of his wine, "Damn it, chasing girls is such a trouble."
Taking this as a guide, apart from Ruan Meng and Li Jia, the other four boys who were fiercely attacking girls started a cordial and enthusiastic experience exchange meeting.
"Well...how did you judge that you fell in love with that girl?" Ruan Meng tore a piece of flesh and asked casually.
"If you look good, go after it. Isn't it all about emotion?" Zhang Jianjun said.
"It looks good, but it can't be eaten." Ruan Meng rolled his eyes.
"This is a girl who can be admitted to college. It's not bad. You say yes. I don't pursue other things. In the future, I will be responsible for making money to support the family, and my wife will be responsible for being beautiful. I don't look for a good-looking one, but for someone else. Like?" Zhang Jianjun said disapprovingly.
"Frivolous." Xu Ming spat.
"Bah! 'I'm in charge of making money to support the family, and my wife is in charge of being beautiful'. You told me that." Zhang Jianjun countered.
"Where are Tao Zi and Brother Kai? How should I say it?" Ruan Meng asked.
"Just chase after it if it looks pleasing to the eye. Whether you like it or not, whether it suits you or not, you have to deal with it slowly, that's right." Tao Ran said.Chen Kai nodded.
Ruan Meng didn't think it would be useful to ask, so he stopped talking and licked his head.
At two or three o'clock in the middle of the night, Tao Ran, who was next to Ruan Meng, sat up and asked in a low voice, "Why are you tossing and turning when you're not sleeping?"
"Did it bother you?" Ruan Meng whispered, full of apology.
"And me." Zhang Jianjun stuck out his head from the upper bunk.
"Andme!" Li Jia, who was on Tao Ran's upper bunk, raised his hand.
Xu Ming: "It turns out that everyone is awake."
Chen Kai: "Eating too much, I can't sleep."
Ruan Meng: "..."
Tomorrow is Monday, do you know that there is a day of classes scheduled? ? ?
"What's wrong, girl, what's the matter, don't hold back, tell your brothers."
"That's right, I think it's easy to get into a dead end."
Several people chattered and began to pry Ruan Meng's mouth.
Ruan Meng thought about it, and while thinking, he said slowly, "You said, always thinking about a person, I hope he sees me in his eyes, I hope he cares about me, no matter how dense the crowd he is standing in, he can see you at the first sight. Just seeing him... other than liking him, what else could be the reason?"
Meaningful "um..." ×5
"Don't just 'hmm'." Ruan Meng said.
"Then I can only say, boy, go after it bravely!"
"Go after it bravely!"
"Go after it!"
"Catch it!"
"This is love~"
Singing in unison, "This is love~ I can't explain it clearly. This is love~ I am confused and confused..."
"Oh, I'm bothering you!" Ruan Meng covered the quilt and kicked his legs.
"Hey, who is who? Which girl do you have a crush on? How can you describe her so beautifully, young man, have you already fallen?" Xu Ming gossips.
"No!" Ruan Mengmeng yelled under the quilt, "I don't like him! How could I like him!"
Tao Ran stretched his legs and kicked Ruan Meng's bed, "Oh no, you are such a hypocritical big boy, if you like it, you can take the initiative to chase after it. My buddy supports you! I will be your wingman!"
Zhang Jianjun, who was on Ruan Meng's upper bunk, yelled, "Don't kick, don't kick, shake!"
"I'm sleepy! Go to sleep! Sleep!" Ruan Meng shouted.
***
Ruan Meng decided to completely cut Bai Ze out of his life!The university campus is so big, it is normal to not see it, it is strange to always meet by chance, okay?
So Ruan Meng delayed his meal time, changed his usual route, occasionally turned around and left immediately when he saw Bai Ze, and absolutely followed behind him like a ghost.
But the more he was like this, the louder a voice in his heart yelled.
The voice said, I want to see Bai Ze.
Ruan Meng: Who can tell me what happened to me!I really like girls with thin breasts, thighs, thin buttocks, soft voices, soft waists and soft tempers!How could it be possible to like a man!Absolutely not like it!Absolutely not!Absolutely not!Absolutely not!
"Student, your meal card has been lost." She was patted lightly on the shoulder.
But Ruan Meng who heard the voice couldn't look back at all.
What's the matter, it's been so long since I haven't seen you, why can I recognize his voice in the first place?Ruan Meng panicked.
"Student?" Bai Ze walked around to the front with his meal card, "Oh, it's you."
Ruan Meng was desperate.The sentence "it's you" made him feel elated.After all...does he remember himself?
Ruan Meng, who was stiff all over, followed Bai Ze's line of sight, looked down at the meal card he had been holding up, and hurriedly took it.His hand trembled so much that he accidentally touched Bai Ze's fingertips.It should have been a normal touch between men, but Ruan Meng found that his reaction was too abnormal.
"Thank you!" He said in a low voice, grabbed the meal card and ran away.
White Pond:"……"
In the shadow of the building.
Ruan Meng leaned against the wall and tried to calm down his restless breathing.The fingertips that touched Bai Ze felt as if they were about to burn.He tried his best to endure and endure, and after a while, he still raised his right hand suddenly, put his index finger and middle finger together on the end of his nose and sniffed vigorously. The madman looked like a person who was forced to quit drugs after a few days. It's normal to see drugs.
"Ruan Meng, why are you acting like a pervert..." He laughed at himself.
But when I smiled and laughed, I cried.
Bai Ze who followed behind invisibly: "..."
***
"Yeah! Congratulations on our freshman year without failing a course!" The six people in dormitory 1024 raised their glasses to celebrate again in the skewer shop.
"Old rules, truth or dare, comeonbaby!"
After drinking for three rounds, everyone at the table drank a little smugly.
"Confessions are bad, it's not fun, change to something more exciting." Li Jia waved his hands with his tongue out.
"Kiss!" Tao Ran proposed.
Zhang Jianjun waved his hand, "You catch a girl casually, and I will tell you if you get caught."
"Then kiss the man! Hahaha!" Xu Ming slapped the table and laughed.
"Oh! This is exciting!" Chen Kai said, "There is no risk of being caught, hahaha!"
"I won't be embarrassed, just be disgusted, hahahaha!" Xu Ming laughed loudly, and went up to kiss Zhang Jianjun next to him.
Zhang Jianjun pushed him away violently, "Get out!" He wiped his face vigorously when he was done.
Xu Ming also pretended to turn his head and poohed, "Remember me, I've kissed you before, and I'll just pass it as soon as I'm punished."
"Brothers in person don't count, you have to kiss strangers." Tao Ran took a sip of his wine and tapped the table with his glass.
"Okay!" Everyone agreed.
The door was pushed open, and Bai Ze came in with the young man Ruan Meng had seen last time.The boy still followed closely behind Bai Ze with a very intimate appearance.
Four eyes facing each other.
Ruan Meng hurriedly looked away, grabbed the wine glass and took a sip.
"Should we pack 40 each and take away today?" the boss asked.
"No, we
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