Come as scheduled

Are you serious?Xu Ningyi lay on his seat and voted for the song he wanted to choose.His junior high school head teacher never paid any attention to activities other than studies. He thought it was the same in high school, but this time he completely changed his view.

A very imposing song that their class finally decided on.

"You...may have to find the score for the accompaniment yourself."

Xu Ningyi nodded to the entertainment committee member of their class, he can do some harmony, and it's okay to pick up some simple scores.

So the prelude to the hard work for the chorus kicked off like this. Xu Ningyi spent two days picking up the score, and spent a week practicing the score he picked up himself. Qian Jue gradually looked like a conductor.

Now it's the singing problem. Their class is out of tune a lot. As a result, the boys and girls are divided into two parts, and now they can't sing together at all. It's just ridiculous.Xu Ningyi stood beside the electronic piano, staring at the students in their class in a daze.

The homeroom teacher called their music teacher to help divide the parts. Xu Ningyi stood there for a while, and suddenly felt like an outsider.Staying in a very scattered class for a long time, his sense of collective honor is basically not compared with other students, and he does not feel that he will be lonely if he is out of the crowd.Because he neither wants to understand other people's moods, nor does he have the urgency to be understood.

Alone, it's easier.

The music teacher signaled him to start the prelude, Xu Ningyi concentrated a little, played almost a third of the time before he heard what he was playing.

"I'll never be a chorus accompanist again," Xu Ningyi sighed on the bar during the weekend, "Either I'll play a solo or I'll be a solo accompanist."

"The chorus is pretty good. They can't hear anything when they sing your accompaniment. It doesn't matter if they play it wrong." Brother Ming teased with a smile.

"But, they were all singing, and I was watching by myself, and I thought it would add to my distaste for crowds."

"What do you mean, you are still young and disgusted by the crowd?" Brother Ming showed an inexplicable smile, "I think you can't blend in no matter how distressed you are."

Hearing what he said, Xu Ningyi frowned tightly, thinking about the correctness of his words, "No, no, it's not the feeling of wanting to get closer, to be precise... I think I don't need them, if it's like you That said, it should be that they don't need me, but now it's the opposite, I think I'm fine on my own, and I don't want to be near any 'crowd'."

"Tsk," Brother Ming rarely put down the wine glass that he kept wiping, "Did I never tell you, you don't want to express some feelings, especially with others, because language is a very magical thing.

Every word you say to others may become a curse that binds you, especially the definition of yourself like you just said, if you can't say it to others, you must not say it. "

Xu Ningyi sat there, thinking about his words carefully.He really thought so, Xu Ningyi was sure, it wasn't a question of whether to say it or not, the difference was that if he said it, someone would know.

Can't let people know?

"Don't be dazed, go play the piano, you haven't come to me as a volunteer for a long time."

Xu Ningyi rolled his eyes, got up and walked to the piano.

When their class sang the next day, Xu Ningyi was much more focused than yesterday. He had a high tacit understanding with Qian Jue, but it was a pity that the tacit understanding between the singing classmate and Qian Jue was too low, and he started to speed up when he sang.

The chorus competition in No. [-] Middle School is really a competition. Every class takes it as seriously as an exam. The teacher also spares class time to let these children sing. Some classes even pay for professional teachers. .

But Class [-] has always had only their music teacher.

When Xu Ningyi sat on the piano and played the accompaniment for the first time, his classmates cooperated and let out a cry of surprise.

In December, the squad leader, cultural and entertainment committee members, secretary of the Communist Youth League, and steel companions took an afternoon when there were no other regular classes except history class, and went out of school to pick out costumes.

"Xu Ningyi, how long have you been studying piano?"

On the way, the Communist Youth League secretary asked him that if Qian Jue was the squad leader, CP would probably be dismantled forever.

"I followed the teacher for eight years."

Not a short time.Qian Jue glanced at them.

Class [-]'s song is considered a military song, so I'm going to make military uniforms.Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue were tried on six or seven sets of clothes by the two girls in turn. Both of them are handsome and have a good figure. They are very attractive in military uniforms. After being surrounded by two girls for a long time, they finally chose three sets of clothes .

Afterwards, it was very troublesome for the girls to try on clothes. Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue sat on the side, and only saw two sets of military uniforms at the very beginning. Afterwards, they were completely free to put on any clothes, such as cheongsam, Hanfu, etc. Yes, two boys sitting on the side can be regarded as gaining insight.

Xu Ningyi and the others ran out to eat something, and when they came back, they chose a set of clothes.The boss's face darkened.

On the day of the chorus, Class [-] had a good atmosphere, and the follow-up lights were red and yellow, giving it a bit of a tragic feel.When Qian Jue stood on the podium in military uniform, Xu Ningyi heard the girls screaming.

I'm afraid that after this performance, Qian Jue will have a lot of little fans again.

Xu Ningyi sat down in front of the piano. After the audience fell silent, he raised his head and met Qian Jue's eyes.

Qian Jue raised his hand, and Xu Ningyi followed and dropped the first note.

The students who were always out of tune, actually sang correctly today. Xu Ningyi was in front of the piano, but lost his mind again.

Fortunately, his distraction will not have any effect on his playing.

It wasn't until the moment of the curtain call that Xu Ningyi was facing the auditorium with thousands of people that he suddenly felt unreal. Are there so many people?The audience, they're applauding, what are they hearing?

Confused, Xu Ningyi followed Qian Jue and walked off the stage.The temperature outside was very low, Xu Ningyi suddenly came back to his senses when the cold air blew.

Winter is here...

After the chorus performance, the mid-term exam followed, and Xu Ningyi began to recite vocabulary every day.

He wanted to see what his English level was like.

On the weekend before the exam, he and Qian Jue met unexpectedly at Brother Ming's for the second time.

"This wine tastes very good."

Qian Jue took a sip of the wine made by Brother Ming and sighed in admiration.

"This wine?" Brother Ming glanced at Xu Ningyi next to him, and smiled mysteriously.

"There is another person who likes this wine."

"Who?" Qian Jue was very cooperative.

"Ask Xu Ningyi."

Xu Ningyi was reading an English book with his head propped up, but when he heard this, he raised his eyes and glanced at Brother Ming lightly.

"do not know."

Perhaps because his voice was too cold, Qian Jue frowned slightly.

"Do you like the taste of this wine?"

"Well, what happened?"

Xu Ningyi shook his head, stretched, and stopped talking.

"I went out for a walk and nested here all afternoon."

After a few more minutes, Xu Ningyi slapped the English book on the bar, picked up his bag and walked out.The two people inside looked at his back, thinking about each other, and in the end Brother Ming only sighed.

"Do you like him?"

"Ah?" Qian Jue was taken aback by this unprepared question.

"You and him are more suitable than the previous one." Brother Ming seemed to be talking to himself, but Qian Jue understood it.

"Before...cough, who was it?"

Brother Ming was stunned for a few seconds, then suddenly turned his head and glanced at him, as if he was looking at an idiot, "You finally asked this, I thought how much longer you could hold back!"

Qian Jue rubbed his nose with a wry smile, was he that obvious?

"It's that brat He Xuanyu."

The expected answer.Qian Jue looked at the wine glass in front of him.

"Tell me, did Xu Ningyi see it? I told him..."

Qian Jue changed the topic, and Brother Ming showed an expression of appreciation, "I think I should see that, he is actually very sensitive."

The very sensitive Xu Ningyi wandered around the bar.There were quite a lot of people on the street on weekends, and they were all unfamiliar faces in a blink of an eye, which made Xu Ningyi feel a sense of security.

Xu Ningyi did see some of Qian Jue's thoughts about him, but he was still unable to respond, so he pretended not to know.This approach is probably a bit scumbag. Xu Ningyi walked aimlessly among strangers. If Qian Jue didn't explain, it would be even harder for him to explain. He could only pretend that he didn't know. If Qian Jue wanted to explain, he would refuse. Xu Ningyi thought, he Can only refuse, there is no other way.

He hasn't fully walked out of his first love yet, accepting anyone at this time is disrespectful to others.

"Xu Ningyi!"

Amongst the unfamiliar faces, Qian Sui suddenly appeared.

"Why did you come out?"

Even if Qian Jue was a very nice person, Xu Ningyi would not be with him at this time, he would rather miss it.

"Come out to find you."

"I'm going out to buy a cup of milk tea."

Xu Ningyi stopped at a milk tea shop, a poor excuse.

"I'll have a drink too."

Qian Jue was very smart, he was sure that Xu Ningyi would not accept him, but he would never take the initiative to make it clear, so he was willing to maintain the current ambiguity.

The two finished their milk tea outside before re-entering Brother Ming's bar.

"Finally back, I thought you guys eloped!"

Thinking of what he said just now, Qian Jue shrugged. If it was before, he would probably admit it jokingly, but now, he didn't say anything.

In the midterm exam, Xu Ningyi carefully completed the first English paper since the third year of junior high school.

I was able to complete an English test paper on time!When Xu Ningyi returned home after the exam, he felt the joy of winning something.

After finishing, I feel that my English is better than I imagined, but not much better.But to be able to finish it without distraction, for Xu Ningyi himself, it can already be regarded as a breakthrough.

The author has something to say: only the sophomore in high school will have dog food! haha~

☆, daily life

"You guys are too serious about partial subjects!" Sitting on the podium, Sister Zhao pushed up her glasses, "You still failed politics in the top five?"

Xu Ningyi lowered his head, he was the one who failed.

"In the second year of high school graduation exam, you still have to pass the liberal arts, otherwise you won't be given the college entrance examination."

Sister Zhao glanced in Xu Ningyi's direction without any trace.

This time, his English score was about ten points higher than before. Although he still didn't reach the average score, it was enough for him to get into the top [-] of his grade.

Parent-teacher conferences are on Friday nights, a rare Saturday off for them.

Xu Ningyi's mother studied his report card for a long time. She didn't go to high school, but now she must understand the rules of high school.

After school ended early on Friday, Xu Ningyi decided to walk back to his grandmother's place.He usually chooses to take the bus, because it takes at least 10 minutes to walk, but when he rests the next day, he will walk slowly alone.

"Hey, Xu Ningyi!"

There are also people who are on the same road.

"Ai Jing."

Xu Ningyi, the cultural and entertainment committee member, turned around and greeted her.

"Are you going this way?"

Xu Ningyi nodded, it wasn't the first time he saw this girl, after all, he also walked back to his home from No. [-] Middle School.But never called her.

"I used to take the bus."

The two of them were not familiar with each other, and Xu Ningyi rarely greeted unfamiliar people.They chatted all the way, and Xu Ningyi heaved a sigh of relief when they reached the crossroads where they parted ways.

I really don't like dealing with people who are half-baked.He would rather face strangers.

"You are too introverted!"

On Saturday evening, Brother Ming pushed a blue cocktail in front of Xu Ningyi, "Go, give this wine to that guy with blue hair."

Xu Ningyi took the wine glass, looked at it for a few seconds, then looked at the man's hair, feeling inexplicably wanting to laugh.

"Blue."

Brother Ming said a word inexplicably.

Xu Ningyi raised his eyebrows and left the bar.

"Hello, is this the wine you ordered?"

As they got closer, Xu Ningyi found that this person's hair color was actually quite nice, the kind of grayish-white blue, or a gradient color.

The man had his head down and didn't know what he was looking at, but when he heard him call him, he quickly raised his head and saw Xu Ningyi with a very confused expression.

"I... didn't order any wine..."

A handsome young man with a bright voice.In his early twenties, he is very fair, with a baby face, and his bangs are a bit long, so he is easy to get along with at first glance.

Xu Ningyi narrowed his eyes slightly, tilted his head indistinctly, and glanced at Brother Ming.The guy is doing fancy bartending.

"The owner of the bar invited you." Xu Ningyi laughed. His smile was very clean. He was a student and looked extremely innocent. "It's the black-haired male bartender with rolled-up sleeves behind the bar."

The man followed his fingers and looked towards the bar. Brother Ming happened to be playing with a flower in his hand at this moment, very handsome.

"Are you the waiter here?"

"Ah, I'm not, I'm... the boss's friend?"

"Oh," the man smiled and nodded, "I see."

Brother Ming actually had a problem here, Xu Ningyi returned to the bar and gave Brother Ming a middle finger that only the two of them could see.Also treat him as a middleman!

"Have you seen him?"

Xu Ningyi leaned against the bar and joked.

"No, I saw that he came at this time almost every day this month, and then ordered a glass of juice, and sat there reading for two hours. I thought it was quite interesting."

Xu Ningyi raised his eyebrows.

"I've been here for so long, and I haven't seen you find me interesting!"

Brother Ming gave him a look of contempt and ignored him.

Xu Ningyi saw from a distance that handsome blue-haired guy finished drinking the man's wine, and walked this way.

"Come on, I'll slip away first!"

The weather was getting colder every day. On the New Year's Day holiday, Xu Ningyi walked aimlessly in the park, wrapping himself up in a cotton jacket.Since his mother divorced, she hardly stayed at home for a week, and Xu Ningyi has been living in his grandmother's house.

This park is connected to his junior high school. Xu Ningyi has walked through it many times after graduation, but he never made it to the end.

There was a familiar figure in front of him, Xu Ningyi stopped, that person was still walking forward, but Xu Ningyi was not moving forward.

That's right, this person also lives nearby, Xu Ningyi thought, if that person turns around, he will greet him.

The man really turned around.

"Hi, Qian Jue."

Xu Ningyi felt a strange peace in his heart. He smiled and greeted the person in front of him.

"You..." Qian Jue was surprised for a moment, "Come out for a walk too?"

"En." Xu Ningyi took a few steps forward and came to his side.

"I used to meet you often in the park," Qian Jue walked slowly forward with him, "but we hardly spoke to each other."

"That's right." Xu Ningyi also thought it was amazing. At that time, he thought that they were not the same kind of people, and it was impossible for them to chat together.But now, the two of them can actually talk about unintelligible topics and walk to the end of the park.

When the gate of the Nineteenth Middle School appeared in front of his eyes, Xu Ningyi couldn't take a step for a long time. This school hardly brought him any pleasant memories, in all aspects.

"What's your opinion on junior high school?" Xu Ningyi stood at the door and asked the people around him.

Qian Jue frowned suspiciously, but did not respond for a while.

"Do you want to go in?" Xu Ningyi didn't force him, but turned around and looked straight into his eyes.

"Well," Qian Jue didn't evade, "I have something to do."

"Then I'll go back first." Xu Ningyi smiled and waved goodbye to him.

There are too many memories here, it's not disgust, it's just that I can't see them again at this time.

Qian Jue looked at his back and sighed softly.

The time in winter seems to be frozen, and every day is infinitely lengthened, but in fact, when I think about it, I feel that it passes quickly.After the final exam, Xu Ningyi received a call from his father, saying that his grandfather was in the hospital with terminal lung cancer, and he hoped he could visit the old man.

Xu Ningyi has very little impression of his father's relatives, and even less affection.He doesn't even see his father a few times a year, let alone his relatives over there. To be honest, except for his grandparents, he doesn't know the people there very well.

But when he stood in the ward of the hospital and saw his grandfather who was directly related to him, it was the first time that he clearly felt the helplessness of life.The skin of his hands and feet was brown, like dry branches, lying on the hospital bed, he hardly looked like a living person.

No matter how many movies you watch, or how many novels you describe, nothing can compare to the sense of reality of seeing a dying person with your own eyes.

"Ning Yi...it's Xu Ningyi..."

The grandfather in my impression was an honest and taciturn old man, but this time he talked a lot, and the speed of his speech was so slow that it made people panic.

"Study hard...study, get into a good university, I, our generation, have no literature, no education, cough cough cough..."

An old man who seemed to be weeping blood every time he said a word was just a dying old man, Xu Ningyi suddenly thought, he was no longer his grandfather.He was almost frozen by the hospital bed, waiting for his cough to end.

"You, this generation, why do you want to produce a college student!"

His grandfather stretched out his hand, Xu Ningyi didn't know what kind of mood he was holding the old man's hand.Not cold, not hot, just the temperature of dead wood, with some grease.

For some reason, Xu Ningyi's vision suddenly blurred.

He took a deep breath, approached the old man, and slowly squatted down.

"Yes, college student, don't worry."

"Okay, okay!" He stretched out his other hand, put it on Xu Ningyi's hand, and patted it lightly a few times. He still had a lot to say, but he couldn't say anything.

"Don't... blame your dad."

Is this the end?For all, for a lifetime.

With endless regret, pain, helplessness, and unspeakable loneliness.

Xu Ningyi stood at the door of the ward, the smell of disinfectant in the hospital was annoying.He felt very sad, and he clearly knew that this sadness had nothing to do with the old man inside being his grandfather. He was full of sadness and didn't want him to leave. It was just because he saw a corner of his life that he was shocked. Xu Ningyi raised his eyebrows. At first, looking at the pale ceiling, I couldn't recover for a long time.

This is also a kind of sadness, Xu Ningyi thought, he didn't know why, facing his biological grandfather, he didn't feel any pain from being a relative.

There is only one broad sympathy.

Perhaps, he would never see this old man again, Xu Ningyi stood in front of the ward door, and took a last look at the withered figure on the bed.

It's time to leave, he's been around long enough.

There are still three people in Xu Ningyi's family during the winter vacation, he, mother, and grandmother. Xu Ningyi didn't tell his mother that he had visited his grandfather. After all, his mother always hated his father's relatives, but Xu Ningyi always felt that his mother knew .

A few days before the Chinese New Year, Brother Ming actually still opened the bar. Xu Ningyi ran to Brother Ming's bar in the evening when the sky was snowing.

"Snowing!"

Xu Ningyi patted the snow on his shoulder, stretched out his hand and breathed a few breaths.

There were quite a few people in Brother Ming's bar, Qian Jue and Lin Jiexi were sitting on the sofa, and there was a black-haired young man he didn't know in front of the bar.

"Is it cold?"

Brother Ming put the mixing glass away, looked at him and said something.

Xu Ningyi took off the black striped scarf and sat next to Qian Suo.

"It's quite cold." He looked curiously at the strange faces at the bar, always feeling a little familiar. There should be no customers at this time, "Are you...?"

The man also looked at Xu Ningyi and smiled kindly.

"Oh, the one with the blue hair!"

He exported memories from a few months ago.

"Hello," he greeted with a smile, "I'm Lan Yu, that Yu of Xu."

Very strange name, Xu Ningyi thought of those two words.

"You can call me Blue."

Xu Ningyi thought of his blue hair and nodded with a smile.

"You dyed your hair back."

"No, that color couldn't last too long, so I cut it off."

Blue's hair is indeed much shorter, and his demeanor is not as soft and cute as last time.But still a very nice person.

"Brother Ming can show affection now!"

Lin Jiexi was joking.

The two are together so soon?Xu Ningyi was a little surprised, it was much faster than he expected.

"Hurry up and get it right!" Brother Ming shrugged and didn't care.

That's right... Qian Jue glanced at Xu Ningyi, who was hanging a scarf on one side, and he smiled wryly, the road ahead is still... long!

☆, winter vacation

Although Xu Ningyi's family is small now, the table is still full of New Year's goods bought by his mother.

"On New Year's Eve, we need a little more stuff!" She brought Xu Ningyi and his grandmother each a piece of crispy candy, "It can't be like last year, where there was nothing."

"There's so much, it's a waste if you can't finish it." Xu Ningyi tore the packaging bag in his hand, feeling very happy.Hawthorn is one of his rare favorite sweets.

To open a crispy candy, one must be careful and slowly tear off its glue seal, otherwise it will fall apart, covering palms, clothes, and the ground.But every time Xu Ningyi successfully opened a package, Xu Ningyi always felt a kind of joy.

Moreover, the halva in his family usually only exists during the Chinese New Year, because usually no one would think of going to an old store to buy halva.

When there is halva, it is the end of the year!Xu Ningyi poured the halva powder into his mouth, it tasted sweet and greasy.

But the only difference in this year's Chinese New Year is that Xu Ningyi became the one who cooked the New Year's Eve dinner.

"Baby can cook!" His grandmother was cheerful, watching Xu Ningyi serve a bowl of chicken, "Grow up, grow up!"

The mentally handicapped show on TV before the party.Xu Ningyi fiddled with the stove for a long time. This stove is very old-fashioned, an electric stove with mosquito coils.

"Have you visited your grandpa?"

Xu Ningyi was stunned for a moment, and his grandmother started to know everything again.

"I've been there once."

His grandmother nodded, "At least it's your grandfather, you should go and see."

His mother opened the door and came in at this time, and both of them shut up.

The three people's New Year's Eve dinner was still very harmonious, and they even drank some red wine.

"I went to sleep in the next room."

Before eleven o'clock, my mother yawned and left the room.

"Earlier than last year!"

"Not as energetic as you young people."

Xu Ningyi didn't say anything more.

After eleven o'clock, Xu Ningyi was the only one left in the room.I stared at the TV for more than 20 minutes without watching a single program.What were you doing this time last year?

I don't have any specific images anymore, I seem to be in a daze like this, I don't know how to pass such a long time.This year's smoking ban has finally played its due role in this small town. On the day of Chinese New Year's Eve, the world is still silent.

Xu Ningyi picked up the phone, the class chatting was very lively, busy making emojis, discussing the program, and some flirtatious, every few people could pick up the topic, Xu Ningyi looked at the row after row The words scrolled quickly, and I felt that the Chinese New Year was much more lively.

[How long can you stay up without sleep]

Xu Ningyi asked out of nowhere, and the class group fell silent for half a minute.Probably everyone remembered his amazing words last time.

[I'm going to sleep now, hahaha]

Someone spoke, and the group quickly became active again.

Scratching for a long time.

[not later than you]

Xu Ningyi saw the news from the squad leader in a flash.

[Squad leader is here]

[Sneaking screen boss]

[No friends, no voice]

……

Xu Ningyi clicked his tongue.

[Where are you]

Qian Jue sent him a private message, and Xu Ningyi clicked on it.

[My grandmother's house]

He thought for a moment if this person asked him out, would he agree or refuse?

[Then we are very close]

very close.Xu Ningyi looked at these four words and suddenly smiled. They were indeed very close, but only a hundred steps away. Thinking of this, Xu Ningyi felt a strange sense of peace in his heart.

[Happy New Year! ]

Until Qian Jue sent him a blessing message, Xu Ningyi did not exit their dialog box, even if no one spoke during the time.

[Happy New Year]

The New Year greetings received this year were much more than last year, and Xu Ningyi was busy replying one by one.

At one past midnight, his mobile phone was suddenly rang by a strange call.

Unknown attribution.

Do you want to pick it up?Xu Ningyi stared at the screen, tangled for a while, the call came just after the New Year's bell stopped, and he pressed the answer button.

"Hello……"

After a while, there was no sound from there, Xu Ningyi pulled the phone away from his ear, and glanced at the screen suspiciously.is connected.

"cough……"

When he put the phone back to his ear again, Xu Ningyi heard a slight cough, and then the phone turned into a busy tone.The phone has been hung up there.

You must have made a mistake... Xu Ningyi looked at the phone screen, not paying much attention to it.

After New Year's Eve, Xu Ningyi didn't have any appointments, Zhou Shu and the others visited relatives every day, and he had no relatives to go, so he relaxed under the covers reading novels, rubbing glutinous rice balls with sweet wine, and cooking glutinous rice porridge.

"School is about to start, do you want to come out and get together?"

On the seventh day of the lunar new year, Zhou Shu, whose relatives had almost left, called Xu Ningyi at seven o'clock in the morning.

"Did you fucking dare to call me earlier?"

Xu Ningyi got up very angry, especially during the holidays, when the biological clock was still in chaos.He really wanted to throw the phone out the window.Zhou Shu knew very well that that idiot definitely did it on purpose!

"Hahaha, going to bed early and getting up early is good for your health!"

"Go to hell with your health!"

"Today, come out to play?"

"What time." Xu Ningyi scratched his head.

"Ten o'clock in the morning? You're awake anyway."

"Okay." Xu Ningyi didn't hesitate at all, hung up the phone neatly, and could still sit for another hour.

In the end, after lying down for less than half an hour, Xu Ningyi suddenly woke up.School is about to start!I haven't written much homework yet...

Hold!Get up and do your homework.

Xu Ningyi struggled to get up from the bed, stared blankly for a while, put on a padded jacket and sat down in front of the desk.rush homework rush homework...

"Have you finished your homework?"

Zhou Shu asked this question the first time he saw him, and Xu Ningyi really wanted to slap him a few times.

"No, it's only one-third of the time."

"I'm the only one today." Zhou Shu said with a smile, "The two of us live in a two-person world."

"Get lost!" Xu Ningyi scolded with a smile.

"Do you want to play pool?"

"It's just your broken skills!" Xu Ningyi disliked it. Except for running, Zhou Shu's other sports activities are terrible, and running is not good. "Go, go, there's nothing for the two of you to do."

In fact, Xu Ningyi's billiards are just like that, but he is better than Zhou Shu.

"Hey," Zhou Shu rolled his eyes after failing to make a single start, "I'll fuck it!"

"You're lucky." Xu Ningyi gloated.

"Where did Zhou Siqi go?"

"I don't know, she just said something happened, and she probably went to school to help again."

Xu Ningyi remembered her pursuit of Qian Sui before.

"Does she still like Qian Sui?"

"I don't know, but didn't she say she gave up her mind?"

Giving up on it doesn't mean you don't like it anymore, Xu Ningyi thought, and couldn't help but sigh.

"I... heard some bad rumors before," Zhou Shu managed to poke a ball in. "It's about you."

Xu Ningyi looked at him with a questioning expression.

"I once heard someone say you are... gay in the toilet? Because you often go to gay bars or something..."

Xu Ningyi only felt a chill starting from his back and instantly covering his whole body.Even his expression froze.

"It didn't spread very well either! I heard it only once, and I thought it might be a misunderstanding..." Zhou Shu said more and more quietly.

"It's not a misunderstanding."

Xu Ningyi interrupted him suddenly.

Zhou Shu raised his head abruptly, probably not expecting him to admit it.

"They were right."

Xu Ningyi turned to look at him, since he talked about this, he didn't want to deceive his friend.

"It doesn't matter if you feel unacceptable, or disgusting..."

"Ah, no, no," Zhou Shu quickly waved his hands, "I, actually, even if you are... oh, I don't feel much..."

Seeing that he was more flustered than himself, Xu Ningyi couldn't help laughing.

"Thank you."

Made a good friend.

"I have a question." Zhou Shu touched his head, as if he was very embarrassed, "You don't like me, do you?"

"How is it possible?" Xu Ningyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry. He didn't realize that this person's brain circuits had jumped like this before. "You are simply... a model of a straight man, okay?"

It was Xu Ningyi's first time to come out to a friend. Zhou Shu's reaction surprised him. He was already ready to break up with him, but I can only say...is he worthy of being his friend?

But I still want to thank Zhou Shu for telling him about this, which reminds him to go to Brother Ming less often in the future, and keep it a little more secret, otherwise people will find out more, and it will be more troublesome to spread the word. The most indispensable thing in the world is "people with a heart". If one person knows, a group of people will know.He still didn't want to embarrass himself too much at school.

"Eight Lantern Festivals, report for duty after eating."

Xu Ningyi stared bitterly at the white glutinous rice products in the bowl. Although he liked glutinous rice, he didn't like Yuanxiao, it was too boring.

But they also bought too many Yuanxiao, so Xu Ningyi could only grit his teeth and finish it.

Putting on the school uniform that had been left for a winter vacation, Xu Ningyi was shocked by the cold wind as soon as he opened the door, and quickly retreated back home.

Wear a scarf, wear a scarf.

The start of school was as busy as ever, but Xu Ningyi was fine, he just sat in his seat and watched the squad leader and secretary running in and out.

I don't know why there are so many things.Xu Ningyi, who has been a "civilian" for so many years, really can't understand.

"Tomorrow, I will adjust myself for a day, and I will start normal classes the day after tomorrow."

After Sister Zhao finished explaining, she randomly ordered two groups to stay for cleaning, but Xu Ningyi was not drawn.

But after school, he sat in his seat and didn't move for a long time.Do you walk or take the bus?

He prefers to walk without being crowded, and he doesn't have to worry about meeting people he knows, but the weather is not so good, gloomy, and he is afraid of rain, so he didn't bring an umbrella.

But in the end he chose to walk.

As a result, it started to rain just as he walked to the school gate. It was not young, and many students were blocked at the school gate.

There is no way to go!Xu Ningyi looked at the wet ground, it was raining so heavily.

He decided to wait until the rain stopped before leaving.There were quite a lot of people who had the same idea as him, and the school gate soon became a gathering place for people without umbrellas.

Oh, bad luck!

Xu Ningyi was wandering around the school gate bored, and when he turned around, he saw Qian Jue running towards him from the rain.

Tsk, this guy didn't bring an umbrella either!

Xu Ningyi's mood suddenly became a little happier.

☆, Taolin

After school started, Xu Ningyi didn't have the so-called vacation syndrome. He put away the flour and eight-treasure rice at home, turned on the washing machine for the last time, and returned to the life of three points and one line, as if it had never been interrupted.

In the second semester, there were not as many school activities as last semester, but the learning atmosphere in the class was heavier than last semester.Because after the end of the first year of high school, there are arts and sciences, which means that they will be divided into classes again, and there are many people who want to enter the key classes.

However, their school probably didn't want to let this semester pass without a hitch. After tossing for a long time, they finally decided to organize a one-day trip to Taolin before May [-]st.

"After the trip, after May Day, there will be a mid-term exam when you come back. Our school's arrangement is disgusting..."

In the activity class for all grades on Wednesday afternoon, Zhou Shu and Zhou Siqi met with Xu Ningyi and the others.

"Just don't let us play recklessly." Qian Jue then concluded.

Ugh……

Xu Ningyi glanced at his watch, "It's six o'clock, do you two monitors want to go back to school?"

"Oh, yes! Almost forgot!"

The two sides said goodbye quickly, and when Xu Ningyi and the others ran back, a video was playing on the large multimedia screen in the classroom.Xu Ningyi sat back in his seat, Qian Jue strode towards the podium, and pressed the pause button to exit the full screen.

"Where are the others?"

Qian Jue frowned and stood on the podium. There were about ten seats in the classroom that were vacant. They had agreed to return to the classroom early.

There are all kinds of answers below.

"Forget it, there are not many people left, let's get out of school first."

The students below started to collect things slowly, Xu Ningyi threw the unfinished Chinese homework into the bag, stood up and prepared to leave.

"where are you going