Come as scheduled
Chapter 1 is a Chinese class, which is used to choose choral songs even for morning self-study.
Xu Ningyi knew that Xu Ningyi was a much more sensitive person than him. Xu Ningyi would magnify every word, look, or even a movement of others, and then draw conclusions that belonged only to him.He is an extremely keen and critical observer, carefully screening out all the people he does not want to get close to.
Qian Jue felt that he had never cared so much about his attire as today, because he had never really liked anyone before.
"You came too early."
When Xu Ningyi went downstairs to pick up Qian Jue in a white T-shirt, his soup had only boiled for less than an hour.
"But we can go out for a stroll first, by the way, you haven't had lunch yet?"
"……No."
Qian Jue stared at him for a while.
"It's almost ten o'clock now. When I come back to buy vegetables and cook, it's simpler. I can eat at about one o'clock."
Xu Ningyi glanced at his phone, then at Qian Jue, asking for his opinion.
"Ah, yes."
Xu Ningyi is very familiar with this area, all Qian Jue has to do is follow him.
He had never understood why he fell in love with this person before, because no matter from his own perspective or from outsiders, it was difficult for them to meet more than ordinary classmates.Now Qian Jue suddenly understood something.
He was attracted by Xu Ningyi's "rhythm".He always makes Qian Jue feel comfortable with the rhythm of conversation, thinking, emotion, and even walking, like a river flowing downstream, not rushing but firmly flowing in one direction, watching the water, gradually fascinated , When I regained my senses, I was shocked to realize the flow of time.
"Is there anything you want to eat?"
Xu Ningyi asked him, Qian Jue smiled and shook his head.
"I don't know how to buy vegetables, but I don't know how to pick them either. It's up to you!"
"alright."
Still a cook.Qian Sui thought, if he catches up with him, he will never lose money!
The vegetable market is very noisy. In summer, both of them are sweating.Xu Ningyi made a quick decision, bought a few stir-fried dishes, and came out with money.
"Only simple cooking!" Xu Ningyi reminded.
"It's okay, I can do it."
It was Xu Ningyi's first time cooking with him, so what would Qian Jue choose!What's more, he has also tasted Xu Ningyi's cooking skills, not to mention the chef, at least it is an excellent one.
Qian Jue doesn't know how to cook, but he is still very willing to watch Xu Ningyi cook.
The soup that Xu Ningyi cooked before is now full of fragrance, the smell of bone soup fills the whole house, making people feel refreshed.
"It smells so good!"
Qian Jue praised as soon as he entered the door.
Carrying the bag, Xu Ningyi walked into the kitchen and started washing, peeling, chopping, and washing the rice... He was very skillful, he was busy on his own, and he didn't care that there was someone standing at the door of the kitchen.
Originally, Xu Ningyi told him to sit in the living room and wait, but he insisted on running to the kitchen, and Xu Ningyi didn't say anything else.
If it was someone else, Qian Jue would definitely say don't bother, but to Xu Ningyi, he couldn't say it.Because he obviously didn't regard cooking as a trouble, if he said it, it would be inappropriate.
"Who did you learn to cook from in the first place?"
While he was plugging in the rice cooker, Qian Jue couldn't help asking.Xu Ningyi paused.
"He Xuanyu."
Xu Ningyi turned his back to him, poured out the water in the potato bowl, and spit out three words lightly.
He Xuanyu.
However, Qian Jue seemed to be fixed by the name, and stood frozen at the door. It took at least 5 minutes before he found his own voice.
"Well, what... can I help?"
The topic was shifted so reluctantly that both of them froze for a moment.All of Qian Jue's social skills were forgotten, but Qian Jue felt that if he didn't do anything, he would be buried by the countless imaginations in his mind.
"You, cough, what...Pick off the leaves of that pot of green vegetables, don't stalk them."
"Ah."
I am such an idiot, Qian Jue squatted in front of the trash can to pick vegetables, and secretly cast aside in my heart, I am really stupid, no matter how I think about it, it is very abrupt!Why can't I be calmer?Bigger than Xu Ningyi's reaction!
Qian Jue pinched fiercely on the leaf stem of the vegetable, and sighed helplessly.
However, Xu Ningyi is shorter than herself...
He thought inexplicably.
"You really only kept the leaves!" Xu Ningyi saw that almost half of the leaves in the pot were missing, and couldn't laugh or cry.
"It's okay, anyway, the leaves are more delicious."
Qian Jue stood on the side, and originally wanted to say that he helped stir-fry vegetables or something, but the moment Xu Ningyi poured the vegetables into the pot, he swallowed the words wisely.
"Cooking is actually my personal hobby." Xu Ningyi brought the dishes into the living room, and sighed because of the air conditioner inside.
"Ah..." Qian Jue was in a daze, until Xu Ningyi brought in the second bowl of food, and he realized that this was an explanation to him.
There are three dishes in total, all of which are very good in appearance. Qian Jue tasted it, and the taste is also very good.
He felt that he had been poisoned. He was sweating profusely after eating a meal. For some reason, his heartbeat was not like this when he was alone with Xu Ningyi before, but today, at this time, at the dining table of Xu Ningyi's house, Once the feeling of panic came up, I couldn't suppress it.
"Are you hot?" Xu Ningyi glanced at him, then turned to look for the remote control of the air conditioner, "Or is it easy to sweat when eating? Let me lower the temperature of the air conditioner..."
"Xu Ningyi, I like you."
Qian Jue secretly clenched the hand holding the tissue. He felt that he had thought a lot, and felt that he said this without thinking much.He thought he must be in love, no matter what happened to Xu Ningyi, he was in love!If Xu Ningyi responded, they would be together, if not, it would be just one person's unrequited love.
In some respects, Xu Ningyi and him are two completely different types of people. During the holidays, he would choose to go out to play, or go to the football field to run with the ball for a few hours, surrounded by mostly people of the same age, but what about Xu Ningyi?He would choose to go to the coffee shop. Xu Ningyi was surrounded by people who were older than them, whether it was Brother Ming or Blue, they welcomed Xu Ningyi, and Xu Ningyi was more than happy to find them.
Does this mean that Xu Ningyi's mental age is older than his peers?
Qian Jue didn't know, he only knew that this person was like a magnet, attracting him, and even made more people like Brother Ming appear in his circle.
"Do you like me?"
Xu Ningyi also didn't take the remote control, Qian Jue's confession surprised him but not too much, so he reacted quickly.
Did you like him.
Xu Ningyi looked at the person in front of him, and his heart beat suddenly.It would be a lie to say that he doesn't like him. If he didn't like this person, he wouldn't have continued to flirt with him for so long after he realized that he liked him.But how much do you like...
Xu Ningyi himself was actually very confused, his feelings seemed to be covered by a layer of veil, and he couldn't see clearly.
"I like you," answered his question first, "but..."
But Qian Jue didn't listen to his but.
"be with me."
Xu Ningyi, stay with me.
He heard him say.Xu Ningyi forgot what he was going to say, and just looked at Qian Sui.Being with me is not about whether or not, but with a commanding tone. He doesn't need to choose, as long as he agrees.
"……it is good."
So he agreed, impulsively, almost bewitched.
☆, love
"I said earlier that these two guys will be together sooner or later!"
The day before school started, Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue walked into Brother Ming's cafe together. From the moment they entered, Brother Ming and Blue stared at them both.
"How did you get it?"
Qian Jue was very puzzled, and Xu Ningyi obviously found it inconceivable, isn't this already sharp?This fucking can read minds!
"The two of you rarely come to my place by appointment," Brother Ming was very proud, "I told Blue before that the next time you walk into the door of my cafe at the same time, you can basically confirm that you are already together .”
Xu Ningyi recalled it for a few seconds, and found that this conclusion was really in line with them. They wanted to make an appointment with Brother Ming. There were only a few times, and it was all because of the renovation of the cafe.Besides, they rarely even meet Brother Ming by chance, so it's really amazing to think of it this way.
"Well, you are very observant."
Xu Ningyi gave them a thumbs up, and gave them a flattering compliment.
"Is school starting tomorrow? Why do you still have time to come to my place and don't need to rush homework?"
"It's over, I'm thinking about the last day, and I'll come and see you two old people."
"Humph!"
A few people chatted for a while, and Brother Ming began to gossip.
"how long have you been together?"
This question is not easy to answer, the two of them looked at each other, although Xu Ningyi agreed to his confession on August [-]th, but the two of them didn't even make a phone call in the following days.A little embarrassing, and a little weirdly awkward.It wasn't until yesterday that Qian Jue sent a message to Xu Ningyi to meet Brother Ming.
"It's been three months since the confession, but I think it's strictly counted...not even a day?"
Xu Ningyi glanced at Qian Jue uncertainly, saw him nodding, and then went to look at Brother Ming and the others.
"Huh?" Not even a day?
"That's true, it's just started!" Blue picked up a glass and handed it to Brother Ming. This man's habit of wiping glasses may never be changed.
"The beginning is the most enthusiastic time." Brother Ming nodded as if confirming.
enthusiasm?Xu Ningyi leaned on the table and turned his head to look at the people around him. He felt that he was not very enthusiastic. It wasn't that he didn't like Qian Jue, but...his feelings couldn't even be seen clearly by himself. hazy.I like to wrap it inside the box, but I almost have the strength to take it out.
Qian Jue also turned to look at him at this time, Xu Ningyi blinked, his eyes were bright, and he smiled at him.
Brother Ming narrowed his eyes.
"You two people whose names can play Solitaire are finally together, and I have a problem with you."
His tone was like that of the director of a dating agency, he spoke earnestly and sounded funny.
The second year of high school was divided into classes of arts and sciences, and both of them studied sciences. Their school had eleven classes for sciences, and only five classes for arts.
When the class was divided, the personnel were divided very scatteredly. Xu Ningyi almost despaired of being in the same class as Qian Sui. He seldom believed that luck would happen to him.
But this time it was really lucky, when Xu Ningyi was standing downstairs looking at the class schedule, Xu Ningyi stared at his and Qian Juan's names for a long time.
a class?
It turned out to be a class?
The shift chart had yellow letters on a red background, and it looked like it was about to get married, so Xu Ningyi became in a good mood.
So it makes sense!
"Long time no see! Xu Ningyi!"
Qian Jue greeted him half-jokingly, and sat beside him.Xu Ningyi glanced at him, this person was boring enough, he raised his lips,
"I didn't expect to be assigned to the same class! Student Qian Sui."
"There is a destiny."
The head teacher was replaced by an English teacher. She was quite old and kind, but her speech was not ups and downs. Xu Ningyi liked Sister Zhao better.
It may be because the teacher has no enthusiasm, and they are not very active in campaigning for their class cadres. The squad leader only went up with two people, and Qian Jue became the squad leader again without any surprise.
"Have you been the class monitor since elementary school?"
After school at night, Xu Ningyi couldn't help asking him.Qian Jue thought about it.
"You said it like this... It seems to be true. In elementary school, everyone was very active. There were at least five or six people running for a class monitor. I went up to join in the fun at the very beginning, and I was elected in the end."
Sure enough, there are people with leadership ability from childhood to metropolis, Xu Ningyi thought, they can stand out from the competition in elementary school.For example, he went there once when he was in elementary school. At that time, he wanted to be a subclass, but he was stuffed by the teacher as a sports committee. Every time he was a coolie in physical education class, he was very worried!
After that, I never thought about being a class leader.
"Get up!"
During the English self-study in the morning, Xu Ningyi dozed off with his head down, and was woken up by Qian Jue.
The head teacher walked by the two of them, the classroom of the second year of high school became smaller, so they had the same table again, the teacher hadn't changed seats yet, Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue sat in the same row.
Xu Ningyi rubbed his eyes blankly, most of his morning self-study was spent between half asleep and half awake.Generally speaking, Xu Ningyi is very sober and treats everything rationally.Qian Jue liked to see him in such a daze.
A candy suddenly appeared in front of him, Xu Ningyi stared at it blankly, and blinked a few times.
It took a while to remember and reach out to pick it up.
Ahhh!so cute!
Qian Jue wanted to hug him and kiss him immediately.
There are two layers of candy paper, when Xu Ningyi took apart the first layer, he finally took a look at Qian Sui.The man was smiling happily.
Learn English, sleep god!
Qian Jue's words.
Xu Ningyi threw the candy into his mouth.
Hold!Strong mint!Xu Ningyi stared at him, and immediately regained his energy.
"Cough cough..."
Qian Jue couldn't bear it anymore, pretended to cough and laughed twice.
We all know that Xu Ningyi's English is not good, and now he barely catches up with the average level, but Qian Jue's English is not bad.
Is it easy for me to fall in love with people who are good at English?Xu Ningyi was thinking wildly while reading English.
"You really don't look like two gay men who are already together." During the eleventh day holiday, Qian Jue's family went out to play for three days, and Xu Ningyi spent every day at Brother Ming's place, touching the piano for nothing, pretending to improve his style, "You guys Like two high school straights who weren't together! Simply horrible!"
Xu Ningyi turned his head to think for a while, and only admitted that heterosexuality is scary.
"We're both boys, high school indeed."
Hearing Brother Ming say that, Xu Ningyi thought for a while, and also felt that the two of them were too pure.
"But it's really too pure, so I have to find a way to make it less pure."
Brother Ming slipped his hand and almost threw the glass out.
When No. [-] Qian Jue came back, Brother Ming and Blue both looked at him with sympathy mixed with apology.
Brother Ming didn't open the door today. He said that he felt that there were too many people on National Day.
Qian Jue touched his arm and began to distribute special products.
"I'll call Zhou Shu and the others to share it together?"
Seeing that they agreed, he called Zhou Shu.
"Zhou Shu knows my sexual orientation." Xu Ningyi said suddenly.
"Zhou Siqi knows about my..."
The two of them looked at each other, both a little speechless.It seems that there is no need to hide it.
Xu Ningyi was sitting on the high stool, and Qian Jue was standing beside him. When Zhou Shu and Zhou Siqi came in, they saw Xu Ningyi leaning against Qian Jue's side.
One of these two knew about Xu Ningyi's sexual orientation, and the other knew about Qian Jui's sexual orientation, and their hearts skipped a beat.
These two can't be...together, right?
The idea is very consistent.
"Hey, you're here very quickly!" Qian Jue greeted them with a smile when he saw them.
"I saw that it was resting on the door, and thought I ran to the wrong place."
Zhou Shu took off his peaked cap, and gave Xu Ningyi a meaningful look.
"Don't look, you two."
Xu Ningyi couldn't laugh or cry.They also have a tacit understanding of one person staring at the other.
"Let's share the special products first."
Qian Jue ignored their gossiping eyes.As they approached...
"...I'm with him."
Xu Ningyi said this in a tone of stating the facts, as if he was saying "there is a long holiday for the [-]th holiday".
But the people who listened were not so calm. There were still two feelings between guessing and actually hearing.Its impact will be no less than the news of "I have an exam tomorrow."
"My God, it's just..."
Even knowing that neither of them are straight, it's hard to believe they're going to be together.
"Are you so surprised?" Brother Ming looked at them, "I think they will be together sooner or later."
Blue nodded in agreement.
"I think I can write a novel," Zhou Siqi looked at them and shook her head, "The name is 'The Two Boys I Loved Together', and it will definitely sell well."
Several people laughed. Zhou Siqi was with a senior during the summer vacation. That person was the class monitor. Although he was a year higher than them, he finally fulfilled the CP of the class monitor and the group secretary.
As the weather turned cooler day by day, Xu Ningyi brought two mooncakes every morning, one for each person at the table with him.When changing seats before, the head teacher asked them if they would like to change the same table, 80.00% of the students said no, so in the end they kept the same table and only changed the nearby classmates.
"Everyone takes the desks. This is really... the first time I've heard of it."
On the day after the November midterm exam, it happened that Xu Ningyi was on duty, and two of his class seats were missing.
As a last resort, he had to run from the third floor to the seventh floor to move two sets of tables and chairs down, and Qian Jue was with him.
"Pick two that don't shake."
Every classroom on the sixth floor is empty, full of seats.
"I have to move to the third floor."
Xu Ningyi propped his hands on the table, looking at Qian Sui who was a table away from him.
Both of them fell silent for a moment, and after a few seconds, Xu Ningyi suddenly raised his head, closed his eyes, and kissed the corner of Qian Jue's lips.
The height is flawed!
Qian Jue is [-], he is only [-].
"There will be no more mooncakes tomorrow morning."
Xu Ningyi stepped back a little, almost touching his lips.
?
Do you care about mooncakes?Qian Jue sorted out this idea in his muddy head.
"You said... is there a camera in that classroom?"
When moving the table downstairs, Qian Jue suddenly asked.
Xu Ningyi was taken aback, his expression became a little weird.
"No... right? There is no one in that classroom."
☆, take out your favorite
"Xu Ningyi—" Qian Jue stretched his voice while lying on the table during the break, looking at the people around him.
"Huh?" He pulled away from the math problem and took a look at Qian Sui. The math teacher asked him to sign up for the math competition before, and now he has reached the final stage, so he has been working on the problems recently.
"I'm going out first!"
"Go." Xu Ningyi smiled at him, then turned to continue writing his topic.Qian Jue was a little disappointed. He really wanted to play football, but what he hoped more was that Xu Ningyi would keep him. As long as he opened his mouth, even if he expressed a little bit of such meaning, he would definitely stay with him.Qian Jue always felt that when he left, Xu Ningyi was alone.
Not alone, Qian Jue sighed, the classroom was full of people... But after all, they are considered a couple, right?Why did Xu Ningyi treat the two of them so indifferently?He didn't even ask where he was going.
There is a feeling of not being taken seriously.Qian Jue got up and went to the playground to play football, wondering if he was too hypocritical.
Xu Ningyi really didn't think there was any problem, he didn't realize that he was a little too cold.If it was said that he overexpressed his liking in the first relationship, then this time, he was too restrained. Xu Ningyi tightly closed his liking in the box, hardly leaking any gaps.
He thought that this would protect himself, but he forgot that excessive protection can also hurt others.
On New Year's Day, people coming and going on the street.Many young couples walked by, arm in arm, chatting and laughing. Qian Jue and Xu Ningyi also came out to join in the fun. After all, Christmas was spent studying, so they could only go out on a date on New Year's Day.
The temperature was already below ten degrees, and the winter wind swept over the side of his face, as if he had been gently scraped by a knife, but the pain remained, Xu Ningyi shrank his face into the scarf again.
"Do you want to go see a movie?"
Qian Jue reached out and tucked his scarf, and stopped in front of a cinema.
You can see from the door that there is already a long queue inside.
"Okay." Xu Ningyi smiled crookedly with his jet-black eyes, "Let's line up."
Xu Ningyi's smile is really pretty, obedient, with red lips and white teeth, very young, every time he sees him smiling, Qian Jue will want to hug him and kiss him.
The two researched a few movies, but they hadn't heard much about them, so they chose the one that looked the most like a romance movie. The conductor probably rarely saw two big boys buying tickets for a romance movie, and stared at them. I watched for several seconds.
The movie was boring, Qian Jue couldn't help yawning after watching it for 10 minutes, why not choose another action movie!He turned his head to look at Xu Ningyi.
This guy has fallen asleep leaning against the back of the seat next to him!
Qian Jue stared at him for a long time. He purposely found a row of empty seats, intending to live a two-person world, but now it made him think wildly.
Why is Xu Ningyi unwilling to lean on her side?
This question probably feels ridiculous when asked, but Qian Jue was stumped by this question.
Xu Ningyi leaned over there, bowed his head slightly, holding his bag in both hands, with a very defensive posture, Qian Jue suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Sitting next to him, why is Xu Ningyi still so alienated?
He knew that he was a bit of a dead end, maybe Xu Ningyi just didn't want to cause trouble, or maybe he was just used to it...
But, but...
Was he like this in front of He Xuanyu before?
Qian Jue stared at the big screen, and the pictures on it kept changing. He didn't understand at all, so he just got tangled up.The more you think about it, the more excited you become, and the more you think about it, the more you care.
Ah, what an annoyance!Why does he always have to worry about these problems!Is it the bloody plot in the TV series?And about the ex-boyfriend...why am I so narrow-minded! !
When the movie was about halfway through, Qian Jue got up suddenly. He was sitting outside, but he was still cautious when he went out.
He figured he might need to be alone for a while.
Qian Jue washed his face in the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, hey, he is a handsome guy, right?Can't compare to He Xuanyu?Be more confident, he comforted himself, Xu Ningyi was just naturally defensive.
After standing for almost 15 minutes, Qian Jue finally calmed down. When he walked into the theater again, Xu Ningyi was already awake, staring at the screen, obviously in a daze.
When Qian Jue sat down, Xu Ningyi turned to look at him, and didn't ask any further questions.
Qian Jue's heart suddenly became cold.
"How about we go first?" Xu Ningyi leaned closer and whispered after sitting for a while.
"Ah."
He didn't notice Qian Jue's sudden drop, because Qian Jue had already stood up, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.
Xu Ningyi is very busy, he is looking down at the questions every day, the math teacher is looking for him more and more frequently, and he also goes to school on weekends, and now he is full of math problems even when he is walking.
He didn't even realize that he had unknowingly neglected Qian Sui.
When Xu Ningyi finished the final exam, participated in the finals, and entered the winter vacation, he realized something was wrong.
The ears seem to be much cleaner...
Qian Jue hadn't whispered in his ear for a long time.
Xu Ningyi looked at his phone, and when he was free, he suddenly missed Qian Jue.
"Hi, I'm Xu Ningyi."
Finally, I took the initiative to call.
"Ah."
"Is it classmate Qian Sui?"
Xu Ningyi teased him.
"Let's come out and meet."
Qian Jue didn't take his joke, Xu Ningyi frowned, really angry?
"Okay, this afternoon, go to Condé?"
"Ok."
Putting down the phone, Xu Ningyi sighed. He also knew that he was too busy recently and didn't have time to think about dating.
It had been snowing outside all night, Xu Ningyi stared blankly at the snow in the yard from the balcony, the thin layer covered the original color of everything.
Wear a little more today.
In the afternoon, the number of people on the street gradually increased, and the snow turned from white to black, and finally turned into water and flowed into the ground.
"Your drinks."
Blue carried a tray, smiled and put two glasses of smoothies in front of them.
It was rare for him to be a waiter for these two people, but he also saw that something was wrong with them.
Something should go wrong, Blue shook his head, Xu Ningyi's state doesn't look like he's in a relationship.
"Xu Ningyi," Qian Jue leaned forward and scooped a spoonful of smoothie, "I..."
"I'm sorry," Xu Ningyi also dug a spoonful of smoothie, "Recently..."
Both of their mouths were numb from the cold, and they didn't know what was wrong with them. They ate smoothies in winter.
"Cough, I don't know how to say it," Qian Jue pushed the cup to the side, looked at Xu Ningyi who was opposite, and scratched his head vigorously, "I asked you before, do you like me, and you said yes, but ..."
Qian Jue also thought about it for a long time when he talked to him this time. He actually didn’t want to mention these things. He always felt that he would appear hypocritical if he mentioned them. I can't calm down.
"I was really busy with the game before, I'm sorry..."
"I'm not saying you're wrong or something!" Qian Jue's voice became louder, and someone from the next table looked towards them.
"If I say," Qian Jue closed his voice, "if I want to be separated from you for a while, I want to be alone and calm down, do you agree?"
Xu Ningyi was stunned.
"……Can."
"That's it," Qian Jue rested his elbows on the table and hugged his head, "You do this every time, whatever I ask you, you're always okay, okay, okay, okay..."
"Are you and He Xuanyu like this before? Absent? I know it might be pointless for me to struggle with this, but I can't help it, really, I can't help it, I can't be messed up, I can't feel that you like me..."
Qian Jue stopped suddenly and sighed.
"I go first."
Xu Ningyi looked at his back and was stunned for a long time.A little sorry, but more distressed.This person was hurt by himself.
When Xu Ningyi didn't know that he would still give others a sense of insecurity, he dug another spoonful of ice, which chilled his heart.Xu Ningyi understands this feeling of insecurity too well, because he has spent a long time in it, including now.This made him live in a kind of confusion and pain.
At the same time, he also clearly knew that Qian Jue could give him a sense of security.He likes and wants to be close to this feeling.
So does he like Qian Sui?Xu Ningyi was suddenly confused, the sense of security brought by liking him is different from liking this person, right?
But now he can't tell which kind of money he likes.
"What a waste!"
Blue suddenly sat across from him, looking at Qian Jue's cup.
"You...are the only waiter."
Seeing him, Xu Ningyi just sat down and reminded him.
"It's okay, let Amin worry about it." Blue smiled slightly, this kid is just too careful, "Tell me about your relationship problems."
Xu Ningyi closed his eyes and was silent for a while, "I like the feeling Qian Jue gave me, but I don't know if I like this person."
Blue reacted for a while, the words he said were really hard to understand.
"Well... sorry, let me ask, if you like someone... isn't it because you like the feeling he makes you?"
"Then... how did you confirm that you fell in love with Brother Ming?"
"We..."
Blue turned to glance at the man behind the coffee machine.
"He gave me wine at first, and then I started to pay attention to him, chat with him, and found that this guy is quite similar to my hobbies, and the chat rhythm is also very suitable. If I find that I like him... in my writing Sometimes, heck, even if he kisses me, it won't disturb my train of thought, and then I know that this person is what I'm looking for."
Xu Ningyi's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't think more, he and Qian Juan didn't have much in common in hobbies...
"I'm talking about interests, not personality." Blue could tell from his expression that he was thinking about this. "You and Qian Jue must have different personalities, and mine and Amin are also different. There should be no two people with the same personality in the world." , I mean interest, and the rhythm of chatting, this is right, communication will be effortless, and then there will be a tacit understanding, and we will be together naturally."
Xu Ningyi sat there, thinking about it all afternoon.
"You have a tacit understanding, but your liking is too vague. Don't hide your liking just because you have been hurt."
Blue said one last thing.
☆, long time no see
Qian Jue was walking in the yard, kicking stones carelessly.
During the whole winter vacation, Xu Ningyi sent a [Happy New Year] as a routine on New Year's Eve, and never contacted him again.
This man is really decisive.
Qian Suiran was sad, he wanted to contact Xu Ningyi more than once, but he forcibly suppressed them all.He said so much that day, he hoped that Xu Ningyi would take the initiative to find him this time.
If Xu Ningyi never contacted him again... Qian Jue didn't think about it.
"Hey! Qian Sui!"
"Ah... Sister Yiyi."
His thoughts were interrupted, Qian Jue came back to his senses, Qian Yiyi came back from winter vacation, and recently stayed at their house.
"You're going to start school in two days, right?"
"Well, how about you, sister?"
"I'm ten days later than you!" Qian Yiyi shook her head, pretending to be proud.
Qian Jue rolled his eyes and ignored her.
"Hey," his sister suddenly approached, raised her head and raised her eyebrows at him twice, "Why have you been so restless lately? Is there some...worries about being in love?"
Qian Jue blinked, and turned his head a little guilty.
"Really?" Qian Yiyi stared wide-eyed, looked him up and down several times, and then pretended to shake her head, "Oh, it's nice to be young!"
Qian Jue turned around and walked towards the backyard of his house.
"Hey, hey!" His sister chased after her, "Oh, it's just chasing girls! You listen to me..."
Qian Jue stopped, glanced sideways at his sister, and heard him say after a while,
"Not a girl."
"Ah?" Qian Yiyi was stunned for a moment, "Isn't it a girl, maybe...a young man?"
She thought for a long time and popped up such a word, but Qian Jue didn't react for a while.
lad?
He met Xu Ningyi's face and suddenly laughed.But he is a boy.
"Ah, no," Qian Yiyi came back to her senses, and poked him with that elbow, "You really like it..."
Qian Jue was silent for a while, then glanced at his sister, "Young man, yes."
Qian Yiyi's expression became serious, "You don't intend to tell Uncle and the others, do you?"
"No." Seeing his sister's relieved look, Qian Jue smiled, "I won't talk about it now, but I will talk about it someday."
On the afternoon before the start of school, Xu Ningyi finally called Qian Jue, and the place of invitation was still Kong Dai.
The weather after the year has always been sunny, and Qian Jue walked in the warm sun with a mess in his heart.Xu Ningyi said that he had thought clearly, what was he thinking clearly?Stay together, or separate?
The hands in the pockets were clenched tightly, and the palms were wet.
Standing outside, Qian Jue saw Xu Ningyi inside through Kong Dai's glass door.It was still a year later, even Blue wasn't there, and there were only him and Brother Ming in the whole cafe.He was sitting at a table for two, the chair opposite was empty, and there was a cup of fruit tea on the table, most of which he had already drank.Xu Ningyi stared at Brother Ming as he wiped the cup.Although it looks more like a daze.
"Long time no see, Xu Ningyi."
Qian Jue walked across from him and blocked his view.
After a few seconds, Xu Ningyi slowly raised his head, only to regain his senses when he saw Qian Jue.
"……haven't seen you for a long time."
The two of them were speechless, and they hadn't seen each other for almost a winter vacation, which made them a lot stranger.
"Cough, that," Xu Ningyi tightly held the handle of the cup with one hand, and after drinking the fruit tea in the cup, he spoke first, almost abruptly,
"I really didn't understand my relationship with you very much before, because I didn't want to express my feelings," he looked down at the lemon slices in the cup, "and I didn't even discover this problem myself, so it's very unfair to you .”
"You said that we should separate, then, I also think that it is best to separate."
When Qian Jue heard this, his heart skipped a beat.His hands were under the table, clutching the corners of his clothes tightly.
"We have been separated for more than ten days." Xu Ningyi put his hands on the table, looked at the person opposite him nervously but very seriously, "I want to tell you now, I like you, let's start this relationship again , I don’t know if you want it or not.”
As soon as he opened his mouth, Xu Ningyi thought about it for a long time. He had to say it immediately, before the conversation started.He was afraid that if he talked a few more words, he would lose the desire to speak out.
Qian Jue heard his heart beating fast.he really
Qian Jue felt that he had never cared so much about his attire as today, because he had never really liked anyone before.
"You came too early."
When Xu Ningyi went downstairs to pick up Qian Jue in a white T-shirt, his soup had only boiled for less than an hour.
"But we can go out for a stroll first, by the way, you haven't had lunch yet?"
"……No."
Qian Jue stared at him for a while.
"It's almost ten o'clock now. When I come back to buy vegetables and cook, it's simpler. I can eat at about one o'clock."
Xu Ningyi glanced at his phone, then at Qian Jue, asking for his opinion.
"Ah, yes."
Xu Ningyi is very familiar with this area, all Qian Jue has to do is follow him.
He had never understood why he fell in love with this person before, because no matter from his own perspective or from outsiders, it was difficult for them to meet more than ordinary classmates.Now Qian Jue suddenly understood something.
He was attracted by Xu Ningyi's "rhythm".He always makes Qian Jue feel comfortable with the rhythm of conversation, thinking, emotion, and even walking, like a river flowing downstream, not rushing but firmly flowing in one direction, watching the water, gradually fascinated , When I regained my senses, I was shocked to realize the flow of time.
"Is there anything you want to eat?"
Xu Ningyi asked him, Qian Jue smiled and shook his head.
"I don't know how to buy vegetables, but I don't know how to pick them either. It's up to you!"
"alright."
Still a cook.Qian Sui thought, if he catches up with him, he will never lose money!
The vegetable market is very noisy. In summer, both of them are sweating.Xu Ningyi made a quick decision, bought a few stir-fried dishes, and came out with money.
"Only simple cooking!" Xu Ningyi reminded.
"It's okay, I can do it."
It was Xu Ningyi's first time cooking with him, so what would Qian Jue choose!What's more, he has also tasted Xu Ningyi's cooking skills, not to mention the chef, at least it is an excellent one.
Qian Jue doesn't know how to cook, but he is still very willing to watch Xu Ningyi cook.
The soup that Xu Ningyi cooked before is now full of fragrance, the smell of bone soup fills the whole house, making people feel refreshed.
"It smells so good!"
Qian Jue praised as soon as he entered the door.
Carrying the bag, Xu Ningyi walked into the kitchen and started washing, peeling, chopping, and washing the rice... He was very skillful, he was busy on his own, and he didn't care that there was someone standing at the door of the kitchen.
Originally, Xu Ningyi told him to sit in the living room and wait, but he insisted on running to the kitchen, and Xu Ningyi didn't say anything else.
If it was someone else, Qian Jue would definitely say don't bother, but to Xu Ningyi, he couldn't say it.Because he obviously didn't regard cooking as a trouble, if he said it, it would be inappropriate.
"Who did you learn to cook from in the first place?"
While he was plugging in the rice cooker, Qian Jue couldn't help asking.Xu Ningyi paused.
"He Xuanyu."
Xu Ningyi turned his back to him, poured out the water in the potato bowl, and spit out three words lightly.
He Xuanyu.
However, Qian Jue seemed to be fixed by the name, and stood frozen at the door. It took at least 5 minutes before he found his own voice.
"Well, what... can I help?"
The topic was shifted so reluctantly that both of them froze for a moment.All of Qian Jue's social skills were forgotten, but Qian Jue felt that if he didn't do anything, he would be buried by the countless imaginations in his mind.
"You, cough, what...Pick off the leaves of that pot of green vegetables, don't stalk them."
"Ah."
I am such an idiot, Qian Jue squatted in front of the trash can to pick vegetables, and secretly cast aside in my heart, I am really stupid, no matter how I think about it, it is very abrupt!Why can't I be calmer?Bigger than Xu Ningyi's reaction!
Qian Jue pinched fiercely on the leaf stem of the vegetable, and sighed helplessly.
However, Xu Ningyi is shorter than herself...
He thought inexplicably.
"You really only kept the leaves!" Xu Ningyi saw that almost half of the leaves in the pot were missing, and couldn't laugh or cry.
"It's okay, anyway, the leaves are more delicious."
Qian Jue stood on the side, and originally wanted to say that he helped stir-fry vegetables or something, but the moment Xu Ningyi poured the vegetables into the pot, he swallowed the words wisely.
"Cooking is actually my personal hobby." Xu Ningyi brought the dishes into the living room, and sighed because of the air conditioner inside.
"Ah..." Qian Jue was in a daze, until Xu Ningyi brought in the second bowl of food, and he realized that this was an explanation to him.
There are three dishes in total, all of which are very good in appearance. Qian Jue tasted it, and the taste is also very good.
He felt that he had been poisoned. He was sweating profusely after eating a meal. For some reason, his heartbeat was not like this when he was alone with Xu Ningyi before, but today, at this time, at the dining table of Xu Ningyi's house, Once the feeling of panic came up, I couldn't suppress it.
"Are you hot?" Xu Ningyi glanced at him, then turned to look for the remote control of the air conditioner, "Or is it easy to sweat when eating? Let me lower the temperature of the air conditioner..."
"Xu Ningyi, I like you."
Qian Jue secretly clenched the hand holding the tissue. He felt that he had thought a lot, and felt that he said this without thinking much.He thought he must be in love, no matter what happened to Xu Ningyi, he was in love!If Xu Ningyi responded, they would be together, if not, it would be just one person's unrequited love.
In some respects, Xu Ningyi and him are two completely different types of people. During the holidays, he would choose to go out to play, or go to the football field to run with the ball for a few hours, surrounded by mostly people of the same age, but what about Xu Ningyi?He would choose to go to the coffee shop. Xu Ningyi was surrounded by people who were older than them, whether it was Brother Ming or Blue, they welcomed Xu Ningyi, and Xu Ningyi was more than happy to find them.
Does this mean that Xu Ningyi's mental age is older than his peers?
Qian Jue didn't know, he only knew that this person was like a magnet, attracting him, and even made more people like Brother Ming appear in his circle.
"Do you like me?"
Xu Ningyi also didn't take the remote control, Qian Jue's confession surprised him but not too much, so he reacted quickly.
Did you like him.
Xu Ningyi looked at the person in front of him, and his heart beat suddenly.It would be a lie to say that he doesn't like him. If he didn't like this person, he wouldn't have continued to flirt with him for so long after he realized that he liked him.But how much do you like...
Xu Ningyi himself was actually very confused, his feelings seemed to be covered by a layer of veil, and he couldn't see clearly.
"I like you," answered his question first, "but..."
But Qian Jue didn't listen to his but.
"be with me."
Xu Ningyi, stay with me.
He heard him say.Xu Ningyi forgot what he was going to say, and just looked at Qian Sui.Being with me is not about whether or not, but with a commanding tone. He doesn't need to choose, as long as he agrees.
"……it is good."
So he agreed, impulsively, almost bewitched.
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"I said earlier that these two guys will be together sooner or later!"
The day before school started, Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue walked into Brother Ming's cafe together. From the moment they entered, Brother Ming and Blue stared at them both.
"How did you get it?"
Qian Jue was very puzzled, and Xu Ningyi obviously found it inconceivable, isn't this already sharp?This fucking can read minds!
"The two of you rarely come to my place by appointment," Brother Ming was very proud, "I told Blue before that the next time you walk into the door of my cafe at the same time, you can basically confirm that you are already together .”
Xu Ningyi recalled it for a few seconds, and found that this conclusion was really in line with them. They wanted to make an appointment with Brother Ming. There were only a few times, and it was all because of the renovation of the cafe.Besides, they rarely even meet Brother Ming by chance, so it's really amazing to think of it this way.
"Well, you are very observant."
Xu Ningyi gave them a thumbs up, and gave them a flattering compliment.
"Is school starting tomorrow? Why do you still have time to come to my place and don't need to rush homework?"
"It's over, I'm thinking about the last day, and I'll come and see you two old people."
"Humph!"
A few people chatted for a while, and Brother Ming began to gossip.
"how long have you been together?"
This question is not easy to answer, the two of them looked at each other, although Xu Ningyi agreed to his confession on August [-]th, but the two of them didn't even make a phone call in the following days.A little embarrassing, and a little weirdly awkward.It wasn't until yesterday that Qian Jue sent a message to Xu Ningyi to meet Brother Ming.
"It's been three months since the confession, but I think it's strictly counted...not even a day?"
Xu Ningyi glanced at Qian Jue uncertainly, saw him nodding, and then went to look at Brother Ming and the others.
"Huh?" Not even a day?
"That's true, it's just started!" Blue picked up a glass and handed it to Brother Ming. This man's habit of wiping glasses may never be changed.
"The beginning is the most enthusiastic time." Brother Ming nodded as if confirming.
enthusiasm?Xu Ningyi leaned on the table and turned his head to look at the people around him. He felt that he was not very enthusiastic. It wasn't that he didn't like Qian Jue, but...his feelings couldn't even be seen clearly by himself. hazy.I like to wrap it inside the box, but I almost have the strength to take it out.
Qian Jue also turned to look at him at this time, Xu Ningyi blinked, his eyes were bright, and he smiled at him.
Brother Ming narrowed his eyes.
"You two people whose names can play Solitaire are finally together, and I have a problem with you."
His tone was like that of the director of a dating agency, he spoke earnestly and sounded funny.
The second year of high school was divided into classes of arts and sciences, and both of them studied sciences. Their school had eleven classes for sciences, and only five classes for arts.
When the class was divided, the personnel were divided very scatteredly. Xu Ningyi almost despaired of being in the same class as Qian Sui. He seldom believed that luck would happen to him.
But this time it was really lucky, when Xu Ningyi was standing downstairs looking at the class schedule, Xu Ningyi stared at his and Qian Juan's names for a long time.
a class?
It turned out to be a class?
The shift chart had yellow letters on a red background, and it looked like it was about to get married, so Xu Ningyi became in a good mood.
So it makes sense!
"Long time no see! Xu Ningyi!"
Qian Jue greeted him half-jokingly, and sat beside him.Xu Ningyi glanced at him, this person was boring enough, he raised his lips,
"I didn't expect to be assigned to the same class! Student Qian Sui."
"There is a destiny."
The head teacher was replaced by an English teacher. She was quite old and kind, but her speech was not ups and downs. Xu Ningyi liked Sister Zhao better.
It may be because the teacher has no enthusiasm, and they are not very active in campaigning for their class cadres. The squad leader only went up with two people, and Qian Jue became the squad leader again without any surprise.
"Have you been the class monitor since elementary school?"
After school at night, Xu Ningyi couldn't help asking him.Qian Jue thought about it.
"You said it like this... It seems to be true. In elementary school, everyone was very active. There were at least five or six people running for a class monitor. I went up to join in the fun at the very beginning, and I was elected in the end."
Sure enough, there are people with leadership ability from childhood to metropolis, Xu Ningyi thought, they can stand out from the competition in elementary school.For example, he went there once when he was in elementary school. At that time, he wanted to be a subclass, but he was stuffed by the teacher as a sports committee. Every time he was a coolie in physical education class, he was very worried!
After that, I never thought about being a class leader.
"Get up!"
During the English self-study in the morning, Xu Ningyi dozed off with his head down, and was woken up by Qian Jue.
The head teacher walked by the two of them, the classroom of the second year of high school became smaller, so they had the same table again, the teacher hadn't changed seats yet, Xu Ningyi and Qian Jue sat in the same row.
Xu Ningyi rubbed his eyes blankly, most of his morning self-study was spent between half asleep and half awake.Generally speaking, Xu Ningyi is very sober and treats everything rationally.Qian Jue liked to see him in such a daze.
A candy suddenly appeared in front of him, Xu Ningyi stared at it blankly, and blinked a few times.
It took a while to remember and reach out to pick it up.
Ahhh!so cute!
Qian Jue wanted to hug him and kiss him immediately.
There are two layers of candy paper, when Xu Ningyi took apart the first layer, he finally took a look at Qian Sui.The man was smiling happily.
Learn English, sleep god!
Qian Jue's words.
Xu Ningyi threw the candy into his mouth.
Hold!Strong mint!Xu Ningyi stared at him, and immediately regained his energy.
"Cough cough..."
Qian Jue couldn't bear it anymore, pretended to cough and laughed twice.
We all know that Xu Ningyi's English is not good, and now he barely catches up with the average level, but Qian Jue's English is not bad.
Is it easy for me to fall in love with people who are good at English?Xu Ningyi was thinking wildly while reading English.
"You really don't look like two gay men who are already together." During the eleventh day holiday, Qian Jue's family went out to play for three days, and Xu Ningyi spent every day at Brother Ming's place, touching the piano for nothing, pretending to improve his style, "You guys Like two high school straights who weren't together! Simply horrible!"
Xu Ningyi turned his head to think for a while, and only admitted that heterosexuality is scary.
"We're both boys, high school indeed."
Hearing Brother Ming say that, Xu Ningyi thought for a while, and also felt that the two of them were too pure.
"But it's really too pure, so I have to find a way to make it less pure."
Brother Ming slipped his hand and almost threw the glass out.
When No. [-] Qian Jue came back, Brother Ming and Blue both looked at him with sympathy mixed with apology.
Brother Ming didn't open the door today. He said that he felt that there were too many people on National Day.
Qian Jue touched his arm and began to distribute special products.
"I'll call Zhou Shu and the others to share it together?"
Seeing that they agreed, he called Zhou Shu.
"Zhou Shu knows my sexual orientation." Xu Ningyi said suddenly.
"Zhou Siqi knows about my..."
The two of them looked at each other, both a little speechless.It seems that there is no need to hide it.
Xu Ningyi was sitting on the high stool, and Qian Jue was standing beside him. When Zhou Shu and Zhou Siqi came in, they saw Xu Ningyi leaning against Qian Jue's side.
One of these two knew about Xu Ningyi's sexual orientation, and the other knew about Qian Jui's sexual orientation, and their hearts skipped a beat.
These two can't be...together, right?
The idea is very consistent.
"Hey, you're here very quickly!" Qian Jue greeted them with a smile when he saw them.
"I saw that it was resting on the door, and thought I ran to the wrong place."
Zhou Shu took off his peaked cap, and gave Xu Ningyi a meaningful look.
"Don't look, you two."
Xu Ningyi couldn't laugh or cry.They also have a tacit understanding of one person staring at the other.
"Let's share the special products first."
Qian Jue ignored their gossiping eyes.As they approached...
"...I'm with him."
Xu Ningyi said this in a tone of stating the facts, as if he was saying "there is a long holiday for the [-]th holiday".
But the people who listened were not so calm. There were still two feelings between guessing and actually hearing.Its impact will be no less than the news of "I have an exam tomorrow."
"My God, it's just..."
Even knowing that neither of them are straight, it's hard to believe they're going to be together.
"Are you so surprised?" Brother Ming looked at them, "I think they will be together sooner or later."
Blue nodded in agreement.
"I think I can write a novel," Zhou Siqi looked at them and shook her head, "The name is 'The Two Boys I Loved Together', and it will definitely sell well."
Several people laughed. Zhou Siqi was with a senior during the summer vacation. That person was the class monitor. Although he was a year higher than them, he finally fulfilled the CP of the class monitor and the group secretary.
As the weather turned cooler day by day, Xu Ningyi brought two mooncakes every morning, one for each person at the table with him.When changing seats before, the head teacher asked them if they would like to change the same table, 80.00% of the students said no, so in the end they kept the same table and only changed the nearby classmates.
"Everyone takes the desks. This is really... the first time I've heard of it."
On the day after the November midterm exam, it happened that Xu Ningyi was on duty, and two of his class seats were missing.
As a last resort, he had to run from the third floor to the seventh floor to move two sets of tables and chairs down, and Qian Jue was with him.
"Pick two that don't shake."
Every classroom on the sixth floor is empty, full of seats.
"I have to move to the third floor."
Xu Ningyi propped his hands on the table, looking at Qian Sui who was a table away from him.
Both of them fell silent for a moment, and after a few seconds, Xu Ningyi suddenly raised his head, closed his eyes, and kissed the corner of Qian Jue's lips.
The height is flawed!
Qian Jue is [-], he is only [-].
"There will be no more mooncakes tomorrow morning."
Xu Ningyi stepped back a little, almost touching his lips.
?
Do you care about mooncakes?Qian Jue sorted out this idea in his muddy head.
"You said... is there a camera in that classroom?"
When moving the table downstairs, Qian Jue suddenly asked.
Xu Ningyi was taken aback, his expression became a little weird.
"No... right? There is no one in that classroom."
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"Xu Ningyi—" Qian Jue stretched his voice while lying on the table during the break, looking at the people around him.
"Huh?" He pulled away from the math problem and took a look at Qian Sui. The math teacher asked him to sign up for the math competition before, and now he has reached the final stage, so he has been working on the problems recently.
"I'm going out first!"
"Go." Xu Ningyi smiled at him, then turned to continue writing his topic.Qian Jue was a little disappointed. He really wanted to play football, but what he hoped more was that Xu Ningyi would keep him. As long as he opened his mouth, even if he expressed a little bit of such meaning, he would definitely stay with him.Qian Jue always felt that when he left, Xu Ningyi was alone.
Not alone, Qian Jue sighed, the classroom was full of people... But after all, they are considered a couple, right?Why did Xu Ningyi treat the two of them so indifferently?He didn't even ask where he was going.
There is a feeling of not being taken seriously.Qian Jue got up and went to the playground to play football, wondering if he was too hypocritical.
Xu Ningyi really didn't think there was any problem, he didn't realize that he was a little too cold.If it was said that he overexpressed his liking in the first relationship, then this time, he was too restrained. Xu Ningyi tightly closed his liking in the box, hardly leaking any gaps.
He thought that this would protect himself, but he forgot that excessive protection can also hurt others.
On New Year's Day, people coming and going on the street.Many young couples walked by, arm in arm, chatting and laughing. Qian Jue and Xu Ningyi also came out to join in the fun. After all, Christmas was spent studying, so they could only go out on a date on New Year's Day.
The temperature was already below ten degrees, and the winter wind swept over the side of his face, as if he had been gently scraped by a knife, but the pain remained, Xu Ningyi shrank his face into the scarf again.
"Do you want to go see a movie?"
Qian Jue reached out and tucked his scarf, and stopped in front of a cinema.
You can see from the door that there is already a long queue inside.
"Okay." Xu Ningyi smiled crookedly with his jet-black eyes, "Let's line up."
Xu Ningyi's smile is really pretty, obedient, with red lips and white teeth, very young, every time he sees him smiling, Qian Jue will want to hug him and kiss him.
The two researched a few movies, but they hadn't heard much about them, so they chose the one that looked the most like a romance movie. The conductor probably rarely saw two big boys buying tickets for a romance movie, and stared at them. I watched for several seconds.
The movie was boring, Qian Jue couldn't help yawning after watching it for 10 minutes, why not choose another action movie!He turned his head to look at Xu Ningyi.
This guy has fallen asleep leaning against the back of the seat next to him!
Qian Jue stared at him for a long time. He purposely found a row of empty seats, intending to live a two-person world, but now it made him think wildly.
Why is Xu Ningyi unwilling to lean on her side?
This question probably feels ridiculous when asked, but Qian Jue was stumped by this question.
Xu Ningyi leaned over there, bowed his head slightly, holding his bag in both hands, with a very defensive posture, Qian Jue suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Sitting next to him, why is Xu Ningyi still so alienated?
He knew that he was a bit of a dead end, maybe Xu Ningyi just didn't want to cause trouble, or maybe he was just used to it...
But, but...
Was he like this in front of He Xuanyu before?
Qian Jue stared at the big screen, and the pictures on it kept changing. He didn't understand at all, so he just got tangled up.The more you think about it, the more excited you become, and the more you think about it, the more you care.
Ah, what an annoyance!Why does he always have to worry about these problems!Is it the bloody plot in the TV series?And about the ex-boyfriend...why am I so narrow-minded! !
When the movie was about halfway through, Qian Jue got up suddenly. He was sitting outside, but he was still cautious when he went out.
He figured he might need to be alone for a while.
Qian Jue washed his face in the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, hey, he is a handsome guy, right?Can't compare to He Xuanyu?Be more confident, he comforted himself, Xu Ningyi was just naturally defensive.
After standing for almost 15 minutes, Qian Jue finally calmed down. When he walked into the theater again, Xu Ningyi was already awake, staring at the screen, obviously in a daze.
When Qian Jue sat down, Xu Ningyi turned to look at him, and didn't ask any further questions.
Qian Jue's heart suddenly became cold.
"How about we go first?" Xu Ningyi leaned closer and whispered after sitting for a while.
"Ah."
He didn't notice Qian Jue's sudden drop, because Qian Jue had already stood up, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.
Xu Ningyi is very busy, he is looking down at the questions every day, the math teacher is looking for him more and more frequently, and he also goes to school on weekends, and now he is full of math problems even when he is walking.
He didn't even realize that he had unknowingly neglected Qian Sui.
When Xu Ningyi finished the final exam, participated in the finals, and entered the winter vacation, he realized something was wrong.
The ears seem to be much cleaner...
Qian Jue hadn't whispered in his ear for a long time.
Xu Ningyi looked at his phone, and when he was free, he suddenly missed Qian Jue.
"Hi, I'm Xu Ningyi."
Finally, I took the initiative to call.
"Ah."
"Is it classmate Qian Sui?"
Xu Ningyi teased him.
"Let's come out and meet."
Qian Jue didn't take his joke, Xu Ningyi frowned, really angry?
"Okay, this afternoon, go to Condé?"
"Ok."
Putting down the phone, Xu Ningyi sighed. He also knew that he was too busy recently and didn't have time to think about dating.
It had been snowing outside all night, Xu Ningyi stared blankly at the snow in the yard from the balcony, the thin layer covered the original color of everything.
Wear a little more today.
In the afternoon, the number of people on the street gradually increased, and the snow turned from white to black, and finally turned into water and flowed into the ground.
"Your drinks."
Blue carried a tray, smiled and put two glasses of smoothies in front of them.
It was rare for him to be a waiter for these two people, but he also saw that something was wrong with them.
Something should go wrong, Blue shook his head, Xu Ningyi's state doesn't look like he's in a relationship.
"Xu Ningyi," Qian Jue leaned forward and scooped a spoonful of smoothie, "I..."
"I'm sorry," Xu Ningyi also dug a spoonful of smoothie, "Recently..."
Both of their mouths were numb from the cold, and they didn't know what was wrong with them. They ate smoothies in winter.
"Cough, I don't know how to say it," Qian Jue pushed the cup to the side, looked at Xu Ningyi who was opposite, and scratched his head vigorously, "I asked you before, do you like me, and you said yes, but ..."
Qian Jue also thought about it for a long time when he talked to him this time. He actually didn’t want to mention these things. He always felt that he would appear hypocritical if he mentioned them. I can't calm down.
"I was really busy with the game before, I'm sorry..."
"I'm not saying you're wrong or something!" Qian Jue's voice became louder, and someone from the next table looked towards them.
"If I say," Qian Jue closed his voice, "if I want to be separated from you for a while, I want to be alone and calm down, do you agree?"
Xu Ningyi was stunned.
"……Can."
"That's it," Qian Jue rested his elbows on the table and hugged his head, "You do this every time, whatever I ask you, you're always okay, okay, okay, okay..."
"Are you and He Xuanyu like this before? Absent? I know it might be pointless for me to struggle with this, but I can't help it, really, I can't help it, I can't be messed up, I can't feel that you like me..."
Qian Jue stopped suddenly and sighed.
"I go first."
Xu Ningyi looked at his back and was stunned for a long time.A little sorry, but more distressed.This person was hurt by himself.
When Xu Ningyi didn't know that he would still give others a sense of insecurity, he dug another spoonful of ice, which chilled his heart.Xu Ningyi understands this feeling of insecurity too well, because he has spent a long time in it, including now.This made him live in a kind of confusion and pain.
At the same time, he also clearly knew that Qian Jue could give him a sense of security.He likes and wants to be close to this feeling.
So does he like Qian Sui?Xu Ningyi was suddenly confused, the sense of security brought by liking him is different from liking this person, right?
But now he can't tell which kind of money he likes.
"What a waste!"
Blue suddenly sat across from him, looking at Qian Jue's cup.
"You...are the only waiter."
Seeing him, Xu Ningyi just sat down and reminded him.
"It's okay, let Amin worry about it." Blue smiled slightly, this kid is just too careful, "Tell me about your relationship problems."
Xu Ningyi closed his eyes and was silent for a while, "I like the feeling Qian Jue gave me, but I don't know if I like this person."
Blue reacted for a while, the words he said were really hard to understand.
"Well... sorry, let me ask, if you like someone... isn't it because you like the feeling he makes you?"
"Then... how did you confirm that you fell in love with Brother Ming?"
"We..."
Blue turned to glance at the man behind the coffee machine.
"He gave me wine at first, and then I started to pay attention to him, chat with him, and found that this guy is quite similar to my hobbies, and the chat rhythm is also very suitable. If I find that I like him... in my writing Sometimes, heck, even if he kisses me, it won't disturb my train of thought, and then I know that this person is what I'm looking for."
Xu Ningyi's heart skipped a beat, he couldn't think more, he and Qian Juan didn't have much in common in hobbies...
"I'm talking about interests, not personality." Blue could tell from his expression that he was thinking about this. "You and Qian Jue must have different personalities, and mine and Amin are also different. There should be no two people with the same personality in the world." , I mean interest, and the rhythm of chatting, this is right, communication will be effortless, and then there will be a tacit understanding, and we will be together naturally."
Xu Ningyi sat there, thinking about it all afternoon.
"You have a tacit understanding, but your liking is too vague. Don't hide your liking just because you have been hurt."
Blue said one last thing.
☆, long time no see
Qian Jue was walking in the yard, kicking stones carelessly.
During the whole winter vacation, Xu Ningyi sent a [Happy New Year] as a routine on New Year's Eve, and never contacted him again.
This man is really decisive.
Qian Suiran was sad, he wanted to contact Xu Ningyi more than once, but he forcibly suppressed them all.He said so much that day, he hoped that Xu Ningyi would take the initiative to find him this time.
If Xu Ningyi never contacted him again... Qian Jue didn't think about it.
"Hey! Qian Sui!"
"Ah... Sister Yiyi."
His thoughts were interrupted, Qian Jue came back to his senses, Qian Yiyi came back from winter vacation, and recently stayed at their house.
"You're going to start school in two days, right?"
"Well, how about you, sister?"
"I'm ten days later than you!" Qian Yiyi shook her head, pretending to be proud.
Qian Jue rolled his eyes and ignored her.
"Hey," his sister suddenly approached, raised her head and raised her eyebrows at him twice, "Why have you been so restless lately? Is there some...worries about being in love?"
Qian Jue blinked, and turned his head a little guilty.
"Really?" Qian Yiyi stared wide-eyed, looked him up and down several times, and then pretended to shake her head, "Oh, it's nice to be young!"
Qian Jue turned around and walked towards the backyard of his house.
"Hey, hey!" His sister chased after her, "Oh, it's just chasing girls! You listen to me..."
Qian Jue stopped, glanced sideways at his sister, and heard him say after a while,
"Not a girl."
"Ah?" Qian Yiyi was stunned for a moment, "Isn't it a girl, maybe...a young man?"
She thought for a long time and popped up such a word, but Qian Jue didn't react for a while.
lad?
He met Xu Ningyi's face and suddenly laughed.But he is a boy.
"Ah, no," Qian Yiyi came back to her senses, and poked him with that elbow, "You really like it..."
Qian Jue was silent for a while, then glanced at his sister, "Young man, yes."
Qian Yiyi's expression became serious, "You don't intend to tell Uncle and the others, do you?"
"No." Seeing his sister's relieved look, Qian Jue smiled, "I won't talk about it now, but I will talk about it someday."
On the afternoon before the start of school, Xu Ningyi finally called Qian Jue, and the place of invitation was still Kong Dai.
The weather after the year has always been sunny, and Qian Jue walked in the warm sun with a mess in his heart.Xu Ningyi said that he had thought clearly, what was he thinking clearly?Stay together, or separate?
The hands in the pockets were clenched tightly, and the palms were wet.
Standing outside, Qian Jue saw Xu Ningyi inside through Kong Dai's glass door.It was still a year later, even Blue wasn't there, and there were only him and Brother Ming in the whole cafe.He was sitting at a table for two, the chair opposite was empty, and there was a cup of fruit tea on the table, most of which he had already drank.Xu Ningyi stared at Brother Ming as he wiped the cup.Although it looks more like a daze.
"Long time no see, Xu Ningyi."
Qian Jue walked across from him and blocked his view.
After a few seconds, Xu Ningyi slowly raised his head, only to regain his senses when he saw Qian Jue.
"……haven't seen you for a long time."
The two of them were speechless, and they hadn't seen each other for almost a winter vacation, which made them a lot stranger.
"Cough, that," Xu Ningyi tightly held the handle of the cup with one hand, and after drinking the fruit tea in the cup, he spoke first, almost abruptly,
"I really didn't understand my relationship with you very much before, because I didn't want to express my feelings," he looked down at the lemon slices in the cup, "and I didn't even discover this problem myself, so it's very unfair to you .”
"You said that we should separate, then, I also think that it is best to separate."
When Qian Jue heard this, his heart skipped a beat.His hands were under the table, clutching the corners of his clothes tightly.
"We have been separated for more than ten days." Xu Ningyi put his hands on the table, looked at the person opposite him nervously but very seriously, "I want to tell you now, I like you, let's start this relationship again , I don’t know if you want it or not.”
As soon as he opened his mouth, Xu Ningyi thought about it for a long time. He had to say it immediately, before the conversation started.He was afraid that if he talked a few more words, he would lose the desire to speak out.
Qian Jue heard his heart beating fast.he really
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