I'm a thousand years older than you

Lu Yebai simply packed up some belongings, packed them in a black backpack, and walked out of the school with it on his back.

It was afternoon, he squinted his eyes to avoid too strong light, and turned onto a tree-lined road.

That road was well covered by the leaves, and the people sitting on both sides were either fake demigods wearing sunglasses, or uncles who gathered in small groups chatting and playing chess.

He stepped forward, and suddenly someone grabbed his sleeve.He turned around, saw an old man wearing a white vest, and asked, "Is there something wrong, sir?"

The uncle waved the cattail fan: "Do you have a girlfriend?"

Lu Yebai didn't expect that anyone who came by the side of the road would care about his life-long affairs, so he was taken aback, but he answered patiently: "No."

"Then you've never eaten pork, you've seen pigs run away, right? There's a girl your age who lives in a room all day long and loses hundreds of dollars in phone bills every month. When she picks up the phone, she laughs like a toothache... Are you falling in love?" The uncle said while looking at the aunt who was wearing glasses, and said as if to comfort, "Young people understand young people, if this is the case, ask her father to talk to her later."

Lu Yebai guessed the general idea, and smiled: "You can just ask her directly, and you can even catch a stranger to ask."

"Ask her what she doesn't tell, the little girl is quite good at hiding secrets." The aunt sighed.

Lu Yebai: "But your granddaughter is my age, so don't worry about finding a boyfriend."

The aunt patted her leg: "That won't work, I haven't found a job, how can I fall in love? At least I have to graduate."

"Nowadays, it's hard to find a lot of partners. After graduation, there will be graduation. The sooner you find them, the sooner you can feel at ease, and you can hold your grandchildren sooner."

Lu Yebai was not in a hurry to leave, he sat down under the tree, and just chatted with the uncle and aunt like this, he was acquainted with each other.

The uncle was probably helping the aunt to solve her problems. Originally, he stood on the side of the aunt. After hearing a few words from the young man, he put it up like grass on the wall: "The young man is quite right. I think everyone who has not found a partner now I've been called a 'single dog', you see, those who don't have a date are not even counted as human beings, they are all reduced to dogs!"

Lu Yebai didn't expect this old man to be able to follow the trend, so he couldn't laugh or cry: "What the old man said makes sense..."

The aunt cast a contemptuous glance at the unsteady uncle, and then focused her fire on the young man, insisting on arguing for a conclusion about her family's troubles: "Then how can such a handsome young man like you not have a date?"

"I want to, but people don't want me." The young man who had always spoken briskly sighed suddenly, as if he was still a little worried.

The aunt didn't have the nerve to ask any more, and her mind was full of thoughts about her granddaughter.But the uncle encouraged me: "Chasing bravely! Young man!"

I wanted to chase after him bravely, Lu Yebai thought, but that person left without saying goodbye many years ago.

He stood up, the relaxed expression on his face was gone, and he walked forward with a heavy heart.

"The young man is still a lover..." the uncle looked at his back and muttered to the aunt.

It's the third year.Lu Yebai thought.

He leaned back on the subway seat, leaned his head against the hard window, and closed his eyes wearily.

He was not as decadent as most people who have been hurt by love all day long. Instead, he kept his usual appearance. He was what he was before that person left, and he was still what he was after he left.

No one around him knew that such a rejection of confession had happened to him.

Even he himself can now pretend not to care and use the sentence "I don't want me" to dismiss this matter.

But the more the surface is hidden/seamless, the more flaws will be inside.Over the years, the person who left without saying goodbye would appear in his dreams every night.

The man's eyebrows and eyes were clear and picturesque, his thin lips were slightly parted, and with a smile, he called his name over and over again.

When I wake up from the dream, it turns into nothingness, leaving only an empty heart.

It takes two hours to take the subway from K University to home. In order to avoid the rush hour, Lu Yebai deliberately skipped the afternoon class and arrived at three o'clock.

"Are you back? It's so early, and there's no class in the afternoon?" Mom wore an apron and was busy disemboweling a fish in the kitchen. "There's fruit in the refrigerator. It's almost time to eat, so eat less."

"En." Lu Yebai replied, cleverly including the question of whether there is a class or not.

"An acquaintance will come later." Mom said suddenly.

"Who?" Lu Yebai took a bottle of soda from the refrigerator, pried off the cap with his teeth, and asked vaguely, "You won't give me another blind date, will you?"

The aunt and his mother I met just now are two extremes. One is eager to lock up his granddaughter in a cage, while the other is eager to tie him up and sell him by the catty in the supermarket.

Obviously he hasn't graduated from university yet, so he doesn't know what to worry about.

He just wandered off for a while, and when he came back to his senses, his mother seemed to have finished speaking.

He was about to ask again when he heard the doorbell ring.

"Let me go." He threw the bottle cap into the trash can, turned around, walked to the entrance, and opened the door.

The person standing outside the door had a "friend of women" smile on his face, and he seemed to be very happy, but he couldn't fool Lu Yebai.

The man's smile was very standard and polite, and there was no emotion in his eyes, but he showed genuine surprise when the door opened.

And his own hand holding the doorknob trembled slightly the moment he saw the person coming.

The appearance of dreaming every night is in front of his eyes at this moment, the eyebrows that look like a knife are flying slantingly into the temples, the corners of the eyes are slightly raised, and there is a thin layer of water in the eyes, making the pupils and the whites of the eyes unclear, making him see people's eyes There was an affectionate look in his eyes.

Three years have passed, but it seems like it hasn't happened. This person's appearance has hardly changed.

Seeing that Lu Yebai hadn't spoken for a long time, Wen Zihe thought that the child might be a little rusty, so he put one hand on the anti-theft door and said with a half-smile, "I thought it was your mother who would open the door—what are you thinking? Are you closing the door and not letting me in?"

Then, different from his relaxed tone, he sneaked a nervous glance at Lu Yebai.

Normally, he was not good at observing words and expressions, but the moment he saw Lu Yebai, he was blessed and enlightened.

To suffer.he thought.

The next second he heard Lu Yebai speak, his voice was cold: "Who are you looking for?"

Wen Zihe: "..."

Which family's brat is this?Is memory a goldfish?

He didn't believe that Lu Yebai was really forgetful, when he left three years ago, Lu Yebai was gone, and he was not a half-grown child who remembered eating but not beating.

Taking a closer look at that person's expression, Wen Zihe couldn't understand anymore.This shows that he has not forgotten, and maybe he has clearly remembered the things Wen Zihe most hoped he would forget.

Fortunately, Lu's mother walked out of the kitchen door to save him: "Why are you standing outside talking? Zihe is getting better and better, come in quickly——Yebai, give me a break."

Mother Lu is very enthusiastic.She has always liked the child Wen Zihe.

More than ten years ago, Wen Zihe moved to the opposite door with his family. He is a few years older than Lu Yebai, and he takes care of him like a brother. Sometimes when he gets off work late, he can see him urging him with a serious face when he comes home. Homework for your own children.

She was carrying the packed lunch, but Lu Yebai said that the two of them had already eaten it, and commented that Wen Zihe's cooking was better than hers.

This brat Lu Yebai seemed to be very docile in front of Wen Zihe, Wen Zihe was well educated, and his parents were often away, so she treated him like a half son.

Later, Wen Zihe went to work in other places and left in a hurry, so he only called her, and then there was no news for several years.Just met a few days ago, she invited people to dinner at home.

Wen Zihe finally entered the door, he put aside the nutrition he brought, and tried not to look at Lu Yebai's stinky face through these movements, squinted at Lu's mother and said with a smile: "Auntie looked at It hasn't changed at all, and the skin is really well maintained."

This sentence pleased the middle-aged woman, but she still blamed her face: "Is it possible to make amends by bringing some nutritional supplements? You said that as soon as you went to work, your family moved the next day. After that, you didn't even make a phone call." Here. Even if you forget our old ones, don’t forget the young ones too. How good was the relationship before? I saw that he was out of his mind a few days after you left. He must be thinking about you. Although he didn’t say anything later, I I can also see that you are reluctant. You said that you haven't had half a phone call in three years—tsk, I think it makes sense."

These words successfully silenced Wen Zihe who was trying to open his mouth.

Wen Zihe thought to himself, as expected, he pretended to be like this today, but he still blames me in his heart.Looking at Lu Yebai's colder face again, he suddenly felt agitated in his heart.

However, mother Lu went into the kitchen and was still telling how they were so close when they were young... He was really distressed and couldn't tell.

"I brought you something." He touched his nose, took out a box from a pile of nutritional supplements, and said to Lu Yebai who had a frosty face, "Drone, are you young? Like to play this?"

Lu Yebai glanced at him, this man looked like a very young man, but he liked to speak the tone of an elder.

"Thank you." He replied politely.

Facing this person, he didn't have the ability to talk to people, to talk nonsense, so he simply said less.

When Wen Zihe heard that he finally spoke to himself, he felt relieved when he had survived the most difficult moment, and now he turned to the kitchen and said, "My job is all running around in the mountains. Yes, no signal."

This is a very inattentive reason. Wen Zihe didn't expect to fool Lu Yebai. He just wanted to mention something to Lu's mother. Unexpectedly, Lu Yebai raised his eyes and glanced at him. The gesture was quite big, and he noticed it. arrive.

So he seemed to be encouraged, looking at the back of Lu's mother busy in the kitchen, he started to talk without writing a draft, and he didn't know who he wanted to tell: "I have caught up with a field trip since I started working. I have always been in the northwest mountains..."

He thought that Lu Yebai was interested in this topic, but he didn't want Lu Yebai to turn his head away in a lack of interest since he started telling the "story in the deep mountain".

He felt that the character of this dead child was really distorted too much. How could he become so difficult to speak after seeing him for three years?

Although Lu Yebai didn't put his eyes on the man, but the man's voice penetrated into his ears word by word.

At this moment, his heart was in a mess. When he first opened the door, the nonchalant pretending he had pretended all these years almost disappeared without a trace.

After all, he has no position.

Three years ago, the other party neither ridiculed his wishful thinking nor played with his feelings and walked away, but just didn't like him.

So his indifferent attitude is not so much to show people's face, but to remind himself not to get closer.

But when he saw that this person seemed to be getting more and more clingy, with a faint hint of flattery, he would inevitably start to dream again.

He came back again, does it mean that he was not the one who made him leave?In other words, in fact, he is not so repulsive...

Before he could think any further, he heard the man's voice: "I said, how long are you going to pretend you don't know me?"

This time the tone was not as teasing as before, Lu Yebai seemed to smell a little bit of anger in it, he was overjoyed, but warned himself not to get carried away, looked away, and kept calm voice: "I don't."

Wen Zihe: "..."

He felt that the child's hair was not smooth.

The author has something to say: It seems that this typesetting is more pleasing to the eye~