Migratory bird

Lin Ye was still rehearsing when Zhang Zhuo sent the message.

Liang Shixue has excellent professional qualities, and there are too many possibilities for the two to be combined together, so they discussed for a whole night and just decided on which song they want.Lin Ye breathed a sigh of relief, and wanted to see if there was any information, Zhang Zhuo's one was clearly hung on the first column - "Come back when you're done with your work, I'm going back to school, and I won't come again."

Lin Ye's heart was suddenly clenched.

"What's wrong with you, Lin Ye?" Liang Shixue was still thinking about how to adapt the adaptation to make it brilliant, and when he looked up, he saw Lin Ye's pale face, "Are you feeling unwell? It seems that your condition is not very good today, don't force yourself."

"Sister." Lin Ye lowered his eyes, "Is there anyone you particularly like?"

"That's the kind..." Lin Ye didn't know how to describe it, and began to point fingers, "I like the kind of person who doesn't know what to do, and feels that it is wrong to do anything, and wants to hold on to him, but also wants to push him away."

"I'm so scared, I thought you were going to confess to me when I heard the previous sentence," Liang Shixue joked to adjust the atmosphere, "My boyfriend is outside."

Lin Ye also laughed when he heard the words.

"Of course there is. I think everyone is destined to meet such a person. I like him so much. I can't wait to give him all the best things you can." Liang Shixue put down the score, thinking deeply, "I I've chased a boy like this before."

"Senior sister, you still have such good qualifications to go after others?" Lin Ye looked at Liang Shixue's beautiful face. She was different from all the girls he had ever seen. She was independent, strong, and exuded confidence and charm from the inside out. , coupled with the fact that the external conditions are very good, and the inside is still the kind of person who will have a clear goal and rhythm and work hard to achieve results, it is hard not to make people look forward to it.

"Hey, can you restrain your sizing eyes, like two X-rays." Liang Shixue couldn't help laughing, "You think I'm pretty good? Actually, I was just an ordinary girl at the time, I hope I can Do my best to pursue the person I like. I have sent lunch boxes, watched every basketball game he played, and wrote love letters and letters. I seriously remember his preferences and favorite songs, but..." Liang Shixue With a bitter smile, "He still doesn't like me, and I still haven't waited."

"When he graduated, he apologized to me very seriously, saying thank you for my love for so many years. I cried for a long time afterwards, but it was only that summer, and now I think about it, and it's gone in no time." Liang Shixue's tone was flat, as if saying "Everyone wants to hear stories, but they don't want to have stories. Because to become a story-telling person has to go through too much and it's too bitter."

"Then this one now..." Lin Ye raised his chin, and looked at the boy who was waiting for Liang Shixue outside the door, playing mobile games.

"I'm very lucky." Liang Shixue's eyes rolled up. "Now there is a boy who likes me very much by my side. I feel very happy." When I met him, I chose to escape. I became afraid to give, dare not respond, dare not be enthusiastic about others, and was afraid of losing the enthusiasm of others. I worried about gains and losses for a long time, and fell into deep self-doubt .”

"I really want to give him something back, but I really couldn't give him any love during that time," Liang Shixue waved to the door, with tears in his eyes, "I'm completely empty. It's exhausted, and I have nothing to give."

"Then one day he came over to bring me boiled eggs with brown sugar, and then faced my rejection again and said that I should trust him and treat myself kindly. I shouldn't reject him because of the shortcomings of the previous relationship. After all, he is not him, he It's not the person I couldn't ask for, he is the one who wants to bring me happiness." Liang Shixue laughed.

Lin Ye had to admit that he was a little envious.

"What about you?" Liang Shixue shook the manuscript, "I have been a psychological counselor for so long, so I should know what's wrong with you, right? Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to rehearse properly. What kind of girl makes you fascinated?"

"I'm luckier than you, I've waited." Lin Ye smiled, "It's just a boy."

Liang Shixue's eyes widened unexpectedly.

"He used to be a straight guy, his girlfriend changed faster than his clothes, he was rich and handsome, and he had the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. I really liked him before." Lin Ye thought Smoking, he held back when he thought of the girl next to him. He stroked the black cigarette case, "I traveled with him, fought together, smoked the same cigarette, and slept in the same bed. But for various reasons, We had such an ugly breakup that we didn't even have to be friends."

Lin Ye couldn't help laughing, only then did he realize that one day the story between him and Zhang Zhuo could be succinct like this, as if those difficult pasts could be written off.When the upper and lower lips touch and say "before", the other party is an old friend.

"I actually didn't expect to meet him here again. It's just a trick of fate." Lin Ye curled up his left leg and stepped on the edge of the stool, his white and calm cheeks lightly pressed against his knees and looked at Liang Shixue, "It's strange to say, I don't know why he Started chasing me, but that's what happened. He started giving me gifts, started trying to do everything possible to see me, would stand up for me and fight for me, god knows he used to be a rich 'ambassador of peace', would rather give money to punks If you fight, you are afraid of getting your clothes dirty."

He choked on the cigar, "He started doing the things I used to do, never giving up no matter how indifferent I was. He even bought a studio apartment for a lot of money and made connections just to Let me rent it, the rent is one-third of the market price. When I said that I might not like him anymore, he was so sad that he was about to collapse. I have never seen his expression like that, but he still didn’t leave. "

"How could I not like him."

"He paid a lot more than I did at the time. He even came out to his family, cut off his finances, his future, and his future, just to stand by my side."

"Maybe he is willing, you can try to accept him?" Liang Shixue looked at Lin Ye's reddish eyes and spoke to comfort him.

"...Willingly," Lin Ye said, "He also said the same thing. But how dare I?"

"It's for his own good, I want him to go back to his previous life, it's all because of my cowardice and low self-esteem." Lin Ye pressed the lighter, the temperature of the flame made him feel the liquid in his eye sockets evaporating, and he felt so tight Pain, "I'm so scared. I'm afraid of letting him down."

Zhang Zhuo put aside his status, fame and wealth, and bravely left the world to prove himself, to apologize, to belated love and liking, and to stand beside Lin Ye.

Lin Ye was scared.

"I'm really afraid that we won't be able to go on. I'm afraid that this kind of firmness will bring us a future without a future. I'm afraid that he will be resentful and have nothing at that time. I'm afraid that I will become his burden." Lin Ye's fingers were burnt. , He was so hot that tears came down, "He is different from me. He has too many expectations and responsibilities. I am alone and free. He was such an excellent person before, but I am afraid that we will not be able to become an excellent us in the future. "

"So I pushed him away again."

"He probably won't come back this time."

The author says:

This chapter is really not water, let me declare, because Yezi’s mental activities are similar to the previous chapter, but this chapter is more subjective and deeper, he must have a self-analysis

He is really a bitter child. He has been in this mood for a long time. He longs to open up, but he is afraid that he will not be able to support it so far. In the future, people of the same gender need a lot of courage and perseverance to hold hands. embrace

He doesn't want Zhang Zhuo to treat himself badly for him, he doesn't want the person he likes to be wronged

This can also be regarded as a kind of psychology brought about by different growth environments. He doesn’t have these things that Zhang Jue has, so he feels that Zhang Jue’s giving up these things for himself is something that the sky will fall down, but in fact Zhang Jue has done a lot in his heart. build, do your best

The last time Zhang Zhuo thought this way was in the hospital. He wanted to break up with Liu Xu and come out to be with Lin Ye on the spot, but Lin Ye poured cold water on him, and this time it will be the same

Looking at it this way, Zhang Jue seems to be very impulsive, but if there is no such momentary impulse, he is not Zhang Jue, Lin Ye does not have these struggles, no such inferiority, no such fears, he is not Lin Ye, they are not them

I said earlier that this article will be more fragmented and more everyday. What I want to write is the love and liking that really happened around me, with worldliness, prejudice, difficulties and obstacles

I am flying to Beijing and Shanghai for interviews this week, so I am asking for leave~

Will try to update this weekend