Migratory bird

Lin Yiyue's lips trembled, and it took him a long time to say: "What do you mean?"

Fearing that he would lose his temper and leave, Chen Yushan blocked the doorway: "I've wanted to give this guitar for a long time, so let's treat it as a farewell gift. Let's not meet again in the future."

Lin Yiyue looked into Chen Yushan's eyes in disbelief, as if he knew this person for the first time - in his cognition, the whole world might abandon him, but this person would not.How many fights and how much blood they have shed together, and even how many stalls they have eaten, they all remember clearly, and now they are going to say goodbye in a blink of an eye?

Why?Why?

Chen Yushan couldn't bear to see his hands that were trying to hold back and his lips that were almost bitten, but what if he said it was broken, did he still expect Lin Yiyue to accept him so that the two of them would last forever?He looked around the small one-bedroom apartment. If it wasn't for Lin Yiyue, he might have lived with his parents on the other side of the city. There were no rumbling trains in the middle of the night, and no entangled gang fights. There are not countless nights where I wake up in the middle of the night and feel lost.

But his dream is here.

It's time to wake up.

He looked at Lin Yiyue's red and angry eyes, exactly the same as the Lin Yiyue in the dream who knew his true feelings.Chen Yushan would not let this happen again, he grabbed Lin Yiyue's shoulder and tried hard to play the role of a betrayer.

He wanted Lin Yiyue to hate him, to hate him, not to disgust him.

Lin Yiyue didn't give him a chance to speak. The moment Chen Yushan's hand came over, he bent his knees and grabbed Chen Yushan's abdomen. Chen Yushan let out a groan, but still firmly guarded the door. Let Lin Yi jump out. "Yiyue!" He was in excruciating pain, trying to suppress the crazy Lin Yiyue with great effort.But Lin Yiyue is also an adult man who knows how to deal with things. They have been together for so long and know each other's routines well. He kicked Chen Yushan's knee and grabbed his collar to shout and vent, but he didn't know. No matter what, he punched hard again at the end.

Chen Yushan let him not want to hurt him, but Lin Yiyue vented more and more out of control, Chen Yushan couldn't bear it, he broke away from Lin Yiyue's restraint, kicked him to the ground with his calf, stood up and looked down at him.

The house is so small, they messed up so early in the morning, miscellaneous things fell to the ground, Lin Yiyue's face was scratched by something, and there was a shallow bloodstain.He stopped making trouble, and just stared at Chen Yushan in a daze, the fire in his eyes went out little by little, his body was as stiff as a slate.

Chen Yushan felt that he couldn't bear it any longer, so he quickly chopped Lin Yiyue's neck, picked up the limp person and put him on the bed in the back room.And now he, who usually sleeps on the sofa, is lying on Lin Yiyue's left side. This is the first time they sleep together in the same bed, and it may be the last time.

He kissed the red mark on Lin Yiyue's neck, and lay down obediently with his eyes open, intending to enjoy this feeling before escaping from this silent trial.

It didn't work out as expected, he underestimated Lin Yiyue's recovery ability, although the other party didn't make a sound, his breathing rate changed within a few hours, Chen Yushan froze for a moment, not knowing what would happen next.

Lin Yiyue felt a terrible pain in his neck, and his whole body was numb.Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Chen Yushan's side face and the heat of his limbs getting close, and said softly, "Are you trying to fuck me?"

Chen Yushan only felt that his tense rationality and calmness snapped.

In early summer, the people on the opposite floor of their house planted pots of newly bought evening primrose, and it probably wouldn't be a bad thing after being beaten by the rain.But it was the ambiguous, rich aroma that made the two people on the bed a little restless. Chen Yushan took a hard look at the outline of that person, and kissed him fiercely.

He thought he would be pushed away, but Lin Yiyue gasped and kissed him back. The fight a few hours ago made both of them gasp in pain, but no one cared about it.When Chen Yushan entered Lin Yiyue, he kissed his face, tasted some salty liquid, hotter than this night, he suddenly felt distressed, stuck there, he couldn't get up and down, he didn't know how to make it lighter .

Lin Yiyue couldn't wait, so he tried his best to cater to Chen Yushan with the sporadic ointment on his back. He was in so much pain, and he had never felt such pain since he met this person, but he was willing, and found care and satisfaction in the chaos.He wanted to yell, but Chen Yushan felt uncomfortable listening to it, and kissed all his pain into his stomach.

They did it randomly a few times, and in the end Lin Yiyue couldn't bear it first and passed out.Chen Yushan cleaned him up carefully, then hugged him gently for a long time.He wasn't tired at all, but the excessive mood swings made him a little dazed.Chen Yushan went back to the living room to smoke from late at night until dawn.

This is what Lin Yiyue saw when he came out to go to the bathroom, a messy living room, a haggard man, cigarette butts all over the floor, only the guitar was still shining, out of place.

"Hey," he thought of being kissed by Chen Yushan when he was in a daze, Lin Yiyue pointed to his lips, "How many times have you done this while I don't know."

Chen Yushan's eyes were bent for a short while, he seemed a little afraid that Lin Yiyue would settle accounts later, and he couldn't hide his complacency and joy, he lowered his eyes and said, "Many times."

The voice was very gentle, and Lin Yiyue was taken aback when he heard it.

Chen Yushan said again: "When you didn't know, you did it many times."

Lin Yiyue couldn't help striding forward, grabbed Chen Yushan's slightly longer hair and forced him to raise his head, kissed fiercely, and the kiss softened into a ball with a hazy sleepiness.

Lin Yiyue flipped onto him and sat down, feeling the gentle coming in and out of his body. He was still asleep, squinting his eyes, not knowing whether he was enjoying it or being sleepy, and from time to time, he muttered softly.But very relaxed, he relied on Chen Yushan wholeheartedly, his fingers tightly grasping his.

At the final acceleration, the two of them kissed each other again, entangled with each other like before, and swallowed them again, as if they were having an earth-shattering and secret affair.

After finishing the work, Lin Yiyue sat on his waist, asked Chen Yushan to prop up his legs for him to lean on, and took a Furong Wang to swallow the clouds.

At dawn, Chen Yushan saw through the smoke that Lin Yiyue was covered in bruises and was in a panic. His waist and abdomen were covered with a pile of liquid from just now or before, and there were blood stains from his own wounds. The sun shone on his eye sockets. , collarbone, and heart, with a calm and full expression.

Chen Yushan suddenly remembered a sentence he saw on the Internet - "The person you like is also a mortal, and your likes will gild him."

He sighed, hugged Lin Yiyue down, ignored his yelling as he dodged to catch the ashes with a cigarette in his hand, and lightly kissed the scar at the corner of his eye, Lin Yiyue said something softly, and lay on top of him.

"What did you say?"

"...soot all gone."

"It's ok."