Migratory bird

Liao Tiancheng was the first to know that Lin Ye was in love.

It was almost winter vacation, and he wanted to ask Lin Ye if he wanted to book a flight together to go home for the New Year. When he called Lin Ye, he only heard the whistling of the wind on the other side. Reaching the throat: "Yezi, where are you?"

Lin Ye threw down two words handsomely: "Dating."

Now Liao Tiancheng was stunned, it had only been less than two months, why did Lin Ye, who was still unhappy about Zhang Zhuo's dog, turn around and want to join the lemon supplier?Lin Ye added another sentence and put the phone down when he turned around and talked to you again.

He and Gu Pingfeng sat in a relatively leeward corner of the roof. Under their feet was a 30-storey commercial and residential building, which was the tallest building in this school district. Opposite them was the neon lights that flooded the city.

There are thousands of lights in front of you, and the galaxy in the world behind you.

Lin Ye watched Gu Pingfeng play with those fireworks. He was called away from the library in the evening, and the other party carried him mysteriously to this high-rise building with a small bag full of things. They stood at the edge of the city. At this moment, the sun just sank, leaving only the boundless dusk rippling.

I have to say that Lin Ye really likes this set.

Gu Pingfeng ignited a small stick of "Pearls on the Ground", and the crystal and dazzling light spots lit up the deep purple sky, and also lit up the light in Lin Ye's eyes.

Maybe Gu Pingfeng is really more suitable for him than Zhang Zhuo.

Lin Ye frowned sadly, he had already used the word "suitable".

After agreeing to Gu Pingfeng that day, Lin Ye actually regretted it for a long time. It was purely a subconscious action. After all, Lin Ye was already in a stage full of holes, and Gu Pingfeng was like a warm stream of water, quietly filling up All the pain in his body.His brain hadn't realized the stakes involved, but his body had already involuntarily rushed forward.

Probably because of the bad roots deeply rooted in people's bones, it is human nature to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.He was hurt and wronged by Zhang Zuo, and he felt that his heart was torn and bleeding, and he was still thrown away, so he left.

He is tired.

When he met Gu Pingfeng, he felt that he could experience being loved and cared for, so he didn't intend to continue wandering.

But these decisions have nothing to do with "like" and "love".

He still has no reservations about Gu Pingfeng and will do his best, but what he can give to Gu Pingfeng is different from what he gave to Zhang Zhuo at the beginning, and there is only so much of his love left.So it's not about "love" at all, there are only issues of suitability and inappropriateness, responsibility and responsibility.

Gu Pingfeng took him to the park by bike, took him to the delicious food in the alley, and brought him here to watch the fireworks. Lin Ye enjoyed this feeling, spiritual satisfaction and wealth that no amount of material could fill.

But Lin Ye felt that he owed Gu Pingfeng.

Everyone says that if you like someone, it will make you worry about gains and losses all day long, anxious and bored, then don't like it, you can't become your best self, and you won't be worthy of the best person in your eyes.

Lin Ye also thinks so. During the days when he was with Gu Pingfeng after letting go of Zhang Jue, he felt very stable and down-to-earth, but that was not the so-called equal and progressive liking. Putting more effort into pleasing himself, he is filling in bit by bit the unrecognizable part of himself that was occupied by Zhang Zuo.

Gu Pingfeng lit another firework, and the forest in his eyes was the same as this firework—like a firework holding a cold firework, subduedly radiating its own light and heat, and like a rare and unknown crystal cluster, Sometimes soft and sometimes sharp.

Fascinating.

"What's the matter, don't you like it?" Gu Pingfeng went to hold Lin Ye's hand, Lin Ye felt a little uncomfortable, and wanted to smoke, so he smiled, "Two less." Satisfied, he saw Lin Ye put down the cigarette.

"I don't know what to give you to make you happy. It seems that you don't like those famous watches and wine very much. You looked like this when we were not together. At that time, no one was with you. I think now we We are together, I hope you will be happy." Gu Pingfeng grabbed his cool fingers and stuffed them into his arms, "I want to give you countless sunsets and dusks. Today is the first day, okay? ?”

It was the first time for Lin Ye to hear such touching words of love. He stared blankly at Gu Pingfeng, and didn't dodge when the kiss fell.

The young man's pink and jade-carved hands brushed over Lin Ye's back, then to the waistline, and finally stopped on the two dimples of the coccyx. Gu Pingfeng said that he liked him, loved him, and wished he could give everything to him.

But when those hands were about to tear off his belt, Lin Ye woke up for a moment.He hurriedly pushed away Gu Pingfeng's embrace, sat on the spot panting, his eyes were confused and painful.Gu Pingfeng didn't react, but he still hugged him quickly and lightly patted Lin Ye's back.

Lin Ye felt that he might be feeling frigid, and this reaction was simply PTSD. The painful memory of that night hit his brain instantly, and he even started to feel nauseous and wanted to find a corner to vomit.

"...I'm sorry." Lin Ye lay in Gu Pingfeng's arms, looking at the brilliant and indifferent neon behind him, "It's a bit cold, let's go back, shall we?"

"Okay..." Lin Ye didn't see the shadow in the eyes of the man hugging him, only heard that sentence, "It's my fault."