I quietly watch you play

"Every mother loves her own child, it's instinct." Jiang Xiaoqi's voice is very convincing even though his tone is calm, "Sanhua is afraid that her cubs will freeze to death, so she will give away the weakest one .My mother loves me too, but she doesn't love my weakness."

"At that time, she raised me by herself and had to work to make money. Every time I was sick, she was very anxious. Even just coughing a few times would make her very nervous. She kept asking me what was wrong and whether I forgot at school. Drink plenty of water and forget to wash your hands frequently, is there a classmate around who is sick and I still play with them..."

"Because if I'm really sick, she may need to sleep well all night to help me take my temperature and give me medicine, and even take me out to the emergency room in disheveled pajamas, and I have to take leave during the day to take care of me at home and my salary is deducted by the unit. She has no one else. Count on life and work being messed up by one of my nosebleeds or a common cold."

"So when I was young, I was very afraid of getting sick, so I exercised every day. If I had a cold, I would secretly go to the medicine box and take a few pills by myself. Most of the time, I could get over it without making a sound."

"Then one time, I had a very high fever, but I just didn't want to tell her, so I insisted on going to school, but I passed out on the playground during the intermission... I woke up in the hospital and saw my mother's eyes were swollen. It was swollen, and the nurse said that I had a fever of [-] degrees, and she collapsed and cried in the corridor of the hospital."

Zhou Wei silently turned off the looping audio: "It doesn't mean she doesn't love you."

It's just that love has other forms, such as burdens, such as domination, and not everyone knows how to use this emotion correctly.

"She is a mother, but also a person," Jiang Xiaoqi said, "Everyone has a blizzard in their own world, and you and I may be just a snowflake in it, unable to help them survive the severe cold."

Zhou Wei: "Voltaire said that no snowflake is innocent." They suspected that Wei Lerong committed suicide because of postpartum depression.His life, his mother's death.

"She cried a lot, and then she never told me to be careful about this and that. Her snow finally melted."

"I have accumulated too many things in my heart, so I need to find a channel to release them." Jiang Xiaoqi tentatively said, "This time I went back to Bitan, I met Dr. Lin, maybe there are some things you can talk to a professional..."

Zhou Wei stood up from the seat with his limp back, and looked at Jiang Xiaoqi in surprise, "You tell others about me?"

"I didn't mention you," Jiang Xiaoqi tacitly agreed, he did ask Lin Mu about claustrophobia, "it's just—"

"My friend, my classmate, my relative's stupid child?" Zhou Wei raised his voice, it was the grievance of his trust being betrayed, the anger of his wound being stung, and he instinctively bit back, "Don't think who is who Your savior! Jiang Xiaoqi, you saved Jiang Xiaoteng because he is your elder brother, but I am not your someone, do you have to be such a holy mother? Push forward 20 years, my life is a thousand times better than yours!"

Zhou Wei was very angry, he thought that Jiang Xiaoqi would defend himself, and would say something like "I care about you very much" and "I think you have a better life" to comfort him, but in fact this kind of defense is indeed effective.

His whole body is thorny, smelly and hard, but as long as a crack is gently opened, the inside is as soft as a puddle of water.

It's okay to fight with him, and it doesn't matter if you beat him unilaterally. He needs Jiang Xiaoqi to do something to him, which no one else has ever done to him.

But Jiang Xiaoqi just looked ahead and said calmly: "Let's not quarrel, Xiao Wei, I just got my driver's license, and I'm still a novice who will hit a tree if I get nervous."

weekend:"……"

You obviously look like an old driver!When I was a routine person, big traps and small circles fit together perfectly, do I still have a temper?

He prepared a basketful of flirting bastard words, swallowed them all into his stomach and drowned, Jiang Xiaoqi won without a single shot or bullet.

"Stop!" Zhou Weisi persisted, "I'll drive—"

There are many ways to control the initiative. For example, in a car, the driver is naturally the one who is in charge. Otherwise, how can the driver be called the "co-pilot", so that Ah Q can be regarded as a chatterbox.

This is a one-way street with a newly built auxiliary road. The sidewalk on the right side has not been repaired yet, and the roadside trees are all stuck on the soil slope next to the road. Jiang Xiaoqi cooperatively gave way to the road and parked the car on the side of the road.

Zhou Wei changed to the driver's seat, and before Jiang Xiaoqi could fasten his seat belt, he rolled in reverse gear on the raised rocky slope, the body shook violently, and the rear wheels made a series of overwhelmed chugging sounds, followed by shifting gears Stepping on the accelerator, the right rear mirror slammed and folded on the thigh-thick tree trunk like a car, and the fragments fell off, leaving only a few wires hanging tremblingly from the mirror body.

Jiang Xiaoqi: "..."

Continuing what he didn't finish before: "It's just that I don't want you to vent your emotions with wild racing, it's too dangerous." Of course, it's not very safe now.

Zhou Wei: "I said I didn't do it on purpose, and you don't believe me, do you?"

"The main reason is that I haven't driven such a cheap car before, it's very difficult to drive... I told you to buy an R8."

"Well, the money you gave hasn't been used up yet, and the group of people who will help you repair it will be exactly the same as before."

"...Ling Mu's WeChat, push it to me."

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As soon as Double Egg is over, it’s time to go straight to the Lunar New Year. All shopping malls are busy with promotions, and all universities, middle schools and primary schools are busy with final exams. The days become noisy and intense.

The graduating class of Yingtai Lejin does not have a long winter vacation, and only has the same seven-day annual leave as office workers, which is no different from ordinary public middle schools.

But after all, it is an international school with a foreign core embedded in it. In name, it must respect human rights. Therefore, in addition to normal classes, there are no mandatory requirements for evening self-study and holiday tutoring, and it is impossible to fall in love with it.

The vast majority of students who take the domestic college entrance examination are still very self-conscious. There are a group of first-level teachers in each subject who are on call at any time to answer questions. The teacher-student ratio is as high as the tuition fee, and the attitude is also good.

There are roughly two types of people who are unconsciously absent, one is Zhou Wei, a scumbag who doesn't even bother to pretend, and the other is Zhou Lei, whose spare time is clearly arranged by the tutor.

In recent weeks, I have stayed in school from time to time for evening self-study, but half of the time I have to hang out and hide under the corridor to smoke.

Jiang Xiaoqi is busy with final design, final papers, and several projects for saving gold coins and experience points, so he often doesn't come home until midnight.

Sometimes when Zhou Wei had already fallen asleep, he would carefully correct the paper and put it on the coffee table. All the ideas for solving the questions were clearly written to help him analyze the reasons for the wrong questions.

Jiang Xiaoqi doesn't have time to accompany him to dinner, but there is always food reserves for him in the refrigerator, if it's a packed lunch box from Dan's canteen, it means that he is too busy to even have time to pick up a plate of vegetables.

The temperature in Danyang is the lowest in the whole year in January, and the sun will fall below freezing point as soon as it goes behind the clock tower.

But Zhou Wei still likes to come to smoke under the long corridor with air leakage on all sides, not because it is so cold that even the supervisors don't want to patronize it, but because there are his most secret and ardent memories here.

Zhou Lei's phrase "Why aren't you Pei Chuan" can sting him all the time. This is not a willful complaint of a post-secondary boy, but a disappointment and accusation from the entire Zhou family and even Peony City. Zhou Wei has always been He pretended not to care and endured it silently, but that day, Jiang Xiaoqi fought back hard for him, decisively and simply.

He appeared as a protector, telling himself with certainty that he didn't have to make a choice, that he deserved the best!

Zhou Wei was wrapped in a fur-collared down jacket of a certain treasure, and leaned against the leeward porch to light a cigarette. The wind was so strong and cold that his fingertips were numb, and he failed to light it several times.

But his heart is warm, and the corners of his lips are slightly turned up. Zhou Wei has never met such a person in his 20 years of life. When he is freezing like a fool, he can't help laughing just thinking of him .

The phone buzzed and vibrated in his pocket, Zhou Wei sniffed and took it out to answer it, it wasn't Jiang Xiaoqi, he was inexplicably disappointed for a while.

Pei Qin's voice was excited: "Mo, I'm back! Miss me?"

Immediately, the donkey lip-smacked a complaint: "Anyone dares to get in a broken Japanese car! Believe it or not, I can drive your ass into your brain if you don't brake!"

Zhou Wei stuffed the unlit cigarette back into his pocket and walked along the corridor to the teaching building.

He hasn't played with these plastic brothers for a while. There are many shows at the end of the year, and they are used to missing from time to time on weekends. What's more, Pei Qin left with the group and didn't spend New Year's Day at home.

In his absence, Yu Lai dare not put Zhou Wei and Yu Cheng on the same table, it doesn't matter if they kill each other, it will be a disaster if they hurt Chi Yu.

Pei Qin honked his horn, presumably because he was stuck in a traffic jam, and he didn't know that his Xi Shi brand heart could not bear such a brutal road rage.

"Come out to play Momo, L&R, I'm on my way to pick you up, it's only ten minutes away."

"Hello? Are you hungry and stupid while I'm not here? Why don't you talk? Does Jiang Xiaoqi feed you green grass every day?"

"Not yet," Zhou Wei smiled unconsciously when he heard the name, "It's going to snow, please drive slowly, I'll go back to the classroom to get things first."

When he came out with his schoolbag, the sky was already dark enough for the sensor street lights to turn on automatically, facing the hazy yellow light, he could see the fine snow flying down.

The road in front of the school is also congested. The private cars that pick up the students usually line up and pass by. Usually, the driver will send a text message to ask his children to come out when the queue is almost there, so as not to wait for a long time and get cold. Pei Qin called here Naturally, he knew this well after graduation, so he called Zhou Wei to ask him to go downstairs when he turned the intersection.

However, Zhou Wei saw another familiar figure in the crowd at this time. Zhou Lei was also standing among the students waiting for the bus. He put on a sports-style light down jacket over the school uniform. It didn’t look like he just came out. Snow had already fallen on his shoulders .

Zhou Wei took a look at the convoy that was far away, but didn't notice the Rolls-Royce that he was picking up. Instead, he was almost blinded by Pei Qin who was flashing high beams at him.

"Brother," Zhou Lei also saw Zhou Wei, turned around and called him.

Pei Qin's armored tank-like big G was already in front of him like Optimus Prime. Zhou Wei always felt that his brother had something to say, and even came out to wait for him on purpose.

"Isn't it cold to wear so little?" Zhou Weizhao rubbed his shoulders, swept off the wet snow, and opened the door of Big G, "Would you like to play together? You don't need to get up early tomorrow."

Pei Qin was already honking impatiently in the car.

Zhou Lei hesitated for a moment, then got into the back seat shortly.Zhou Wei then came up and sat next to him: "Tell the driver, let him go back first, and I will see you off at night."

Zhou Lei bored sending text messages.

"A rare visitor!" Pei Qin snapped the tank out angrily, and stared at Zhou Wei in the rearview mirror, "We're going to a bar, are you sure you're bringing a minor?"

A thin figure on the co-pilot turned off the claw machine, and slipped down against the seat in the smoke, pretending that he didn't exist.

The author has something to say:

"The whole body is full of thorns, smelly and hard, but as long as you gently tap a crack, the inside is as soft as a puddle of water"

Zhou Wei: Author, what kind of crap description is this?Am I durian?

Author: So Brother Qi, do you like durian?

蒋孝期：最爱。感谢在2020-01-0111:00:00~2020-01-0811:00:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: yue1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 13 bottles of yue;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!