love you and me

Qingyuan is now sitting under the eaves of the small building, looking at a distant mountain that has been mined by excavators in the south of the courtyard.

The north side of the hill, that is, the side facing Qingyuan, was dug up a large area, but the digging was not continued, hollowing out the mountain.Because there are no minerals worth fighting in that small hill, only red soil and big stones.Qingyuan saw that the side of the hill was still green and verdant, and the part that came out containing red soil looked like a newly scabbed wound.Ah Shui told her that the scabbed wound had been there for four or five years since her grandparents passed away.

Qing Yuan remembered her dream last night.

She dreamed that she was still in this yard, and there was still a pressurized well in the yard, but the rectangular flower bed that was leaning against the wall became a circular one in the center of the yard, and there was only one sweet-scented osmanthus tree in the flower bed. Here, she smelled the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in her dream; but she saw her mother again, holding a round wooden bathtub in her hand, beckoning her to take a bath; she looked up at the sky , Seeing the starry sky and the bright moon, the surroundings were quiet, and she walked towards her mother with confidence, because she remembered that when she was a child, her mother used the bathtub to help her take a bath like that.

She was squatting in the tub, her body had already grown up, and the wooden tub seemed a bit small, and her mother rubbed her back from behind.She suddenly heard her mother sigh, and then slowly said: "Xiao Yuan has grown up, he should have a boyfriend."

"Mom, I like having girlfriends."

It was still midnight when Qingyuan woke up from the dream, she stretched out her hand to touch Ah Shui beside her, then leaned towards her, hugged her tightly, at the same time sighed softly, a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

The night was very quiet, with the sound of insects chirping outside the window. She knew that she wanted more in her heart, but from her parents, she might only have to restrain herself.

She already had Ah Shui and herself, whom she wanted most.

Ah Shui came out from the room.She saw Qingyuan sitting under the eaves of the porch and staring at the distant mountains. A fat bee flew past her, and then quickly fell to the ground with its belly up, motionless, dead.

She sighed, feeling emotional in her heart, when she felt that people and things have them, it seems to have arrived inadvertently, but the reason is actually very simple.

This afternoon is cloudy, the sun is hidden behind the clouds, the temperature is not very high, and the air is slightly heavy. It is really the most suitable opportunity for long-distance walking in these few days.Neither Ah Shui nor Qing Yuan planned to take a nap, Qing Yuan wanted to go for a walk in the mountains, Ah Shui felt very good, and she also wanted to take Qing Yuan to visit her grandparents' cemetery.

Ah Shui and the others didn't drive. They put on long-sleeved shirts and capri pants, put on sneakers, turned around and locked the doors inside and outside, stepped on the long and thin concrete road and walked straight forward.

But they only walked about 200 meters. The cement road did not continue to extend in the direction they were going.The clod was very dry by the recent bright sun, and cracks opened. Qingyuan smelled the mixed smell of the dry clod and the surrounding weeds and forests while walking, and felt very comfortable. It was like drinking water every day, with a light taste. Repeat it over and over again without getting bored.Qingyuan looked up and saw several half-sized gray-brown birds perched on the branches of a tree. Their calls were not pleasant, but they were frequently heard at the top of their throats. She asked Ah Shui beside her, what kind of birds were those.Ah Shui looked in the direction she pointed, and recognized it carefully for a while, but found that she couldn't recognize it, so she shook her head slightly, smiled, and admitted that she didn't know either.

Qingyuan saw the iron gate entrance of the public cemetery from a distance.Ah Shui did not lead her there immediately, but took her temporarily around the direction of the cemetery and walked forward for about six to seventy meters. When they reached the gate of a single family, they pushed open the two wooden doors. Door.

Qingyuan didn't go in with Ah Shui. She saw that the courtyard of this family was very spacious, and there were three square bungalows in the north, all of which had insulated roofs.The exhaust windows of the solar water heater and the air conditioner are all outdoors. A grape trellis is set up on a corner of the courtyard wall, covered with grape vines. In addition, roses and gardenias are planted, which are in full bloom and have a strong smell. All the way to the gate.However, this gate seemed to be very old. It was built with thatch, and it was made of wood. There was an iron ring on the door. Ah Shui did hit the door with the iron ring before pushing the door just now.

Outside the courtyard wall is very simple, there is only one tall and straight tree with lush branches and leaves, which looks very beautiful.In addition, there were a few big white geese gathered under the apricot tree. When they saw Qingyuan, they seemed to turn their heads to leave. Seeing that Qingyuan was not approaching them, they only called a few times intermittently, and moved around, not at all. intend to go far.

Qingyuan saw that Ah Shui was standing in the yard holding a smartphone that was not hers, and beside her was a middle-aged woman who was not as tall as her but much stronger than her. They exchanged a few words in dialect, and then Ah Shui Shui returned the mobile phone to her, took a tin bucket she had just placed by her feet, and walked towards Qingyuan.

Qingyuan heard the meaning of their conversation, the middle-aged woman was asking Ah Shui to help her set the date and time on the phone, saying that she had touched something wrong before, and the time and date suddenly became confused.

Ah Shui took Qing Yuan into the cemetery, went to the tombstone where her grandparents were buried together, and began to clean the tombstone alone with the water in the bucket she had just borrowed, during which the two of them were relatively speechless.

Qingyuan looked at the group photo of Ah Shui's grandparents pasted on the tombstone. Round face, smiling, a pair of eyes bent into the shape of a crescent moon, looking very docile by his side, they are all their faces when they were young.

When I went back to return the bucket, it was still the same middle-aged woman who came out to pick it up.She cut her hair short, revealing a pair of ears, with two gold earrings hanging from her earlobes, her skin is yellowish, and her cheeks are slightly reddish.She gave Ah Shui a watermelon grown in her own field, and stood outside the gate to watch them off when she parted.When Qing Yuan was about to turn a corner, he looked back at the thatched gatehouse of her house, and saw that she was still standing there, but her facial features and figure were blurred.

Ah Shui said to her: "People who live in the mountains sometimes feel lonely."

Qingyuan went on to say: "People who live in the city will also be lonely sometimes."

Ah Shui walked very slowly when he went back, kicking away several large and small stones on the concrete road one by one as he walked.

"I used to walk with my grandfather on the road, and he would often do these things. Sometimes it was some scattered thorns, and he would bend down to pick them up and throw them away. He said, 'It is convenient for others and convenient for yourself'. I was very Xiao, I don’t know what he meant, but I remembered it all at once. I felt a warm feeling in my heart, and I really wanted to get close to the meaning of that sentence. I thought about it for a while, but I couldn’t figure it out , Some of my character's undertones were brought out by him, or I have it myself. I just met him and felt kind, so I leaned over."

"I also have this question. When I was young, my mother would tell me that if someone is not nice to you, you should not be nice to him; I have been practicing it all the time, and I still do what I feel good, until now. I grew up beside her, and I am indeed not like her in many ways."

☆, love you and me