mourning dove

"You are so beautiful."

The sun hurt his eyes, and the teardrops oozed out were kissed lovingly by the man before they paused for a moment on the eyelashes.

He was breathing quickly, and his breath was mixed with a fishy earthy smell.There was a crisp sound of the impact of the belt being pulled out, and he trembled.

What a pitiful, slender and thin person right under him, helpless, with tears in the corners of his eyes, are his eyes begging for more or more hatred?

"...It's daytime." This may be another way of pleading in disguise, shame made him tremble unconsciously.

Fingers buckle vigorously to dig the soil under the body, immature grass is wrapped around the fingers unconsciously, some may be pulled out by the roots, and maybe only the roots are left.

"I know." The man said slowly, "How about we make it tonight?"

"...Don't." The sunlight was too dazzling, making him cover his eyes tightly, and the mud on his hands slowly smeared an unclean mark on his cheeks along with the tears.

The man's rough fingers gently wiped away, "Look at you, it's dirty."

His hands were forcibly opened, his eyes were soaked in tears, and he just looked at him in fear.

The man held his breath, and all the words were reduced to one sentence, "I really want to make you dirtier."

Fear of being overlooked mixed with hopelessness, this is the season to plant more flowers in the house for viewing.

In the past, the scenery he could enjoy as soon as he opened the window was now closer to his eyes.

The tip of his nose, which was red from crying, was endearing, and the corners of his eyes were red with grievances, and he slightly raised his head to look at the shaking flowers in front of him.

How beautiful it is.The bright red petals are blooming and withering in front of my eyes.In a trance, it seemed that a petal fell down, and the man's movements stopped.

Maintaining this posture, the man lowered his head and squeezed the petals that fell on his soft body with his mouth, and put the petals to his mouth, his eyes were fascinated and eagerly intoxicated.

He praised Hua Hua's beauty, and also praised the other party's beautiful eyes and face.

His eyes moved slightly, and his white hand stretched out to throw away the petal.

The man smiled, and rubbed the tip of his nose against him affectionately, "Aren't you happy?"

Just this one sentence made him understand that he had done something wrong.He backed away in fear, but he couldn't break free no matter what. The man pinched his chin and suppressed his struggles irresistibly. He stroked the delicate skin and said slowly: "Ah Gu, you are disobedient."

Tears came out again in fear, obviously the man didn't expect it.

Yu Gu has always had a delicate face, even more beautiful than a girl's.

In the past, he was used to hearing praises and didn't care, but now he will be weird and not allow anyone to mention it in front of him.

"You're so pretty, Aku."

The beautiful flowers were folded down by his hand and placed on his face, and he could see the magnified flowers that were close at hand when he turned his head slightly.

It's really beautiful, with the leaves trembling slightly with his breathing.

The man said, "You are so beautiful."

"Agu, you are so beautiful."

He covered his eyes, trembling, and pressed the dirt hard with his other hand.

The sun is too bright and too dazzling, and the body is so warm, the warmth is piercing.

Yu Gu hates the word beautiful.annoying.

"Ah Gu, let's get married."

When the man said these words, his reason followed and collapsed.

Yu Gu staggered back, almost tripping over the chair behind him, and asked him sharply and ironically, "What do you want to do?"

He is shaking.Maybe it was because it was raining heavily outside and the wind was blowing in, making him too cold.

Yu Yuanzhen said, "I like you."

"...Agu, you are so beautiful."

Yu Gu's pupils shrank, and he took two steps back, staring at Yu Yuanzhen in a daze.

The other party took a step forward, "...I will like you very much. It won't be the same as before, I will cherish you."

"I love you."

He said sincerely, "... okay?"

Yu Gu shook his head, "Go away. I don't want you."

There was a tear in his words, "I don't want you. Will you go away? — no."

He said, "You have always been like this. You only give others an answer that you can choose. You say yes or yes, and you don't refuse."

"Your like is like, your love is love. So you can't refuse, and you don't have the right to refuse. It looks so thoughtful everywhere, but the essence is persecution everywhere. No matter how well-arranged and perfect the essence seems Isn’t it always like this... Am I a dog? Just give me a slap and a bone and I can buy you off?”

Yu Yuanzhen didn't expect him to say that, and his footsteps froze in place.

Yu Gu backed away little by little, he smiled, and tears rolled down his cheeks, "Look at you, you are still like this. Your liking is liking, and my reluctance is not unwillingness?"

He backed away slowly, turned and walked towards the door.Of course Yu Yuanzhen wanted to catch him, to catch him, of course Yu Gu also expected it, picked up the vase in the living room, and smashed it down on his head with the same force that he once smashed himself.

"You won't die." Yu Gu said so resolutely, "Because I was still alive back then."

This time it was him who broke Yu Yuanzhen's hand and left this place thinking he was relieved. The rain fell on him, cold and comfortable.

With blood on his body, he stood in the rain for a while with nowhere to go.Finally thought of where to go and moved.

The door of Chen Yu's house was knocked open, and when Chen Yu opened the door, he saw the person he thought about day and night standing in front of him, drenched in rain.

He misses him.

Yu Gu said, "Can you accompany me to kill someone?"

"Okay."

"Will die."

"It's okay." Chen Yu said calmly, "Accompany you to kill, accompany you to go to jail, and accompany you."

"……Fool."