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[-]. Song Diudu

"Falling—" With the long chorus of the master, the villagers joined forces and dropped the coffin into the soil. Everyone silently shoveled up the soil and poured it down. After a while, the tomb was erected.

This is a small village in the mountainous area of ​​Province Y, and neither land nor environmental management has ever reached here.When people here die, they always ask Feng Shui master to look at the land. If they don't like their own land, they can only discuss it with other houses and ask for a burial.

Song Diudu's grandma is like this. Mr. Feng Shui said that grandma needs to be backed by mountains and rivers to ensure that she can live a comfortable life there and not come back to make trouble.

That's right, even this half-hearted gentleman knows that there is no easy life when he is alive.Even if you die, you have to add a sentence to prevent it from coming back to make trouble, so as to change to a better place.

The Song family didn't have such a land, so they asked the village head for help, and finally found a ground burial at the place where they turned over the mountain.

Song Diudu was the eldest grandson, but he only picked up a corner to kneel on. After the grave was laid, people walked around, and the master sang to his relatives kneeling and crying. When the voice fell, there was a burst of crying.Song Diudu didn't know how real these cries were, but the people around him thought it was true, walking up and down, noisy to pull relatives.

Song Diudu knelt in his corner without even a straw mat for his knees. He was wearing a pair of single pants, and he didn't feel any pain just kneeling on the rocky and muddy mountain.

He has been in pain for a long time.

In the summer when Song Diudu was six years old, his mother suddenly came back from the county town where she worked, bringing a lot of snacks.There are dried tofu, peanuts, potato chips, and even two pieces of rare chocolate.Song Diudiu has never eaten so many snacks. He can at most have one mint lollipop or one small twist every day.

His six-year-old brain felt that it was the best thing in the world for his mother to come home. He took apart a piece of peanut candy and sipped it slowly.

His mother hugged him and said, "Little Diuer, bite it. Peanut candy is delicious only after chewing, and there is a big bag." Mom likes to call him Xiaodier, except for mother, only grandma calls him that.

That afternoon, his mother left again. Song Diudiu carried two pockets of snacks, as if he was holding a baby, and stood at the gate of the yard to see his mother off. He also told his mother to bring back delicious food next time, and then gave him a kiss.

That was the last time they saw each other.

Half a month later, his father also came back from the county seat and told his grandma that they had divorced, and his mother couldn't stand this hard life anymore.Song Diudu didn't even understand what divorce was, all he knew was that grandma took a look at him and hugged him very tightly.Then his father said with a sarcasm: "Go get rich—heh." This was the last time Song Diudu heard them talk about his mother in this family.After that, his dad didn't come home for three years.

Three years later, it was also Xia Tian, ​​Song Diudu hated Xia Tian, ​​and all bad things happened at this time.His father brought back a pair of mother and son.The woman's face was a little tanned, she was tall and looked fierce, and she hugged a two-year-old boy.Just lived in this home.

His father didn't go to work anymore, and followed others to plant fruits on the top of the mountain, and the family lived well in those two years.But Song Diudu was not included.

The longer Song Diudu grows, the more he looks like his mother, and the more he looks like his father, a shame of machismo.And stepmother, not even a stepmother, women are only allowed to call Song Diudu her aunt, and the step aunt even pours the soup and water at home to her son, without leaking a drop to Song Diudu.

In those two years, Song Diudu didn't starve to death, and he basically never fell ill, all thanks to his grandma.Grandma often went to the market to sell vegetables, and told her family that she would take Song Diudu to run errands for him. In fact, when she arrived in the town, she would let Song Diudu sit in a cool place, and after selling money, grandma would buy him a box of milk to drink.

Song Diudu felt that the most pleasant sound in childhood was the rattling sound when the milk box was sucked flat at the end and the few drops were not let go.

In this way, when Song Diudu finished junior high school at the age of 16, his father did not agree to pay for him to go to high school, even though he was among the top three in the county.

It was also grandma who took him to the county by car.Grandma had never been to the county, and when she got to the station she was dizzy and didn't dare to take a taxi. She always felt that she was going to cheat her of tens of dollars, so she took Song Diudu all the way to school.

The sun was very high that day, and Song Diudiu never argued with grandma, but just walked for half an hour and picked up grandma on her back.He is still in the grade of a teenager, but he is eager to grow up, his bones have taken over his heart, and he has already broken out of the airs of an adult, but the greenness on his face is still there, and his skin is still as thin as a teenager. Sweat all over his face.

It wasn't until the two of them arrived at the school gate that they were stopped by the security guards. Recently, the teachers had all returned to the school to prepare for enrollment, so they couldn't let other people in.

Grandma is a pungent mountain woman, but when she came to the city and stood in front of the wide gate, she seemed to lose all her aura, but she still put on a fierce face because of Song Diudu, and was ready to scold.

It's just that the security guard is kind-hearted. Seeing the grandparents and grandchildren's faces flushed from the sun, and their shoes covered with dust, he asked them to enter the security room to blow on the electric fan, even if the two of them smelled of sweat, they just said they were waiting here. When the teacher is done, go find someone when you come from here.

That day, the grandparents and grandchildren waited until the sun turned to the west, and there was no shade from the window, and finally waited until the teachers came out one after another.

Grandma pulled Song Diudu out the door, stopped the first group of people, and the security guard hurried out to greet Director Liu.The grandma heard that she was a director, as if she could call the shots, so she stopped her and refused to let her go, saying that her eldest grandson was the No.

Song Diudu stood there, with the mind of a young man, knowing that asking for help is a shameful thing, but this shameful person is his grandmother, and the reason for the shame is his studies. He introduced himself, Said that he wanted to study, his grades were not bad, and he could work harder, and expressed his determination that it was not important.

Director Liu disagreed, saying that the admissions matters had been finalized, and that Song Diudu hadn't applied to their school at the beginning, so there was nothing he could do now.

Grandma didn't hear well, so she grabbed Director Liu and refused to let her go, and she wanted to say more.The two of them chattered, and more and more teachers came out, and eventually they couldn't get out of the closed door, and no one dared to speak out, and a group of people faced each other in embarrassment.

Until an elderly female teacher came over and heard the ins and outs from her colleagues, she stood up and did not persuade grandma, but only whispered to the blushing Song Diudiu: "Student, the west sun is very hot now, teachers I still have to go home. I will accompany you and Director Liu to the security room and talk about it, okay?"

Song Diudu looked up at the female teacher, her hair was a little gray, she wore a pair of thin-rimmed glasses, and her eyes were gentle.Song Diudiu nodded, and gently tugged at grandma, who then tugged at Director Liu. The four of them entered the security room, and the others dispersed.

Later, I learned that the female teacher's surname was Chen. Teacher Chen told the director that Song Diudiu could be added to her class, and discussed with Director Liu for a long time. Finally, the director nodded and left first.Teacher Chen told Song Diidu and grandma that Song Diidu had applied for the first year's bursary. As long as he did well in the exam, he would receive it every year in the future. Except for living expenses, he didn't have to worry about anything else.

From then on, Song Diudu began to live in high school.In the first year, he only ate a few meals of meat, all of which were taken by Mr. Chen.Then in the last semester of the second year of high school, I heard the news that my grandma was seriously ill.

Song Diudu took a week off and rushed home. When Song Diudu got home, there was no one guarding her grandma's bed, as if she had decided that there was no need to guard her.

The only sound in the room was the breathing of the old man, wheezing like a bellows.Song Diudu knelt in front of the hospital bed and held her grandma's swollen hand. The terminal illness had long tortured people who could not sleep. As soon as Song Diudu held it, grandma woke up.

It's just that holding up the two thin eyelids is like holding a jack, trembling for a long time before opening the eyes, but the eyes are also cloudy, the eyeballs are turning around, and I don't know where they fell.Song Diuer pretended to be smiling, and called out sweetly, "Grandma, Xiao Diuer is back."

Hearing his voice, grandma seemed to have suddenly found a burst of strength. She turned her head to look at Song Diudu, opened her mouth, and there were several huh-huh sounds in her throat, like the wind blowing, before speaking. "Little Diuer, why don't you study hard at school?"

Song Diudu leaned his head gently on grandma's arm, looked at grandma and said, "Grandma, I miss you so much that I can't eat or sleep. I took lovesickness leave to come back to see you."

The old man wanted to raise his hand to touch his head, but he didn't have the strength. Song Diudiu saw it, stretched his head over, and rubbed against grandma's palm.

The old man's swollen hand, which lost most of its feeling, seems to be healed, and the hand is still soft with hair.

Her little diu'er's hair has been soft since she was a child. The old man said that people are like hair, and those with soft hair have soft hearts.A soft heart makes people love, but a soft heart will suffer!What the old man is most worried about is that she is gone. What can Xiao Diuer do? Don't let the family suck blood and eat meat to scrape off.

This worry kept her waiting until today. She called out Xiao Diu'er with great effort, and asked him to come over, and said, "Do you still remember our little notebook? When grandma leaves, you should keep it in your pocket. You will pass the exam well." Go to college and never come back. Do you know?"

Song Diudiu's tears slipped out one by one, and he quickly pretended to scratch his face and wiped it away, saying, "Grandma, don't say unlucky words. You still have to watch Xiao Diu'er go to college and find a job, and earn money to bring you money." You drink good wine. We will live to be at least 100 years old, and there are still about [-] years left."

The old man's tears had dried up a long time ago, and there was nothing to flow out when he wanted to cry, but he still felt the sourness in his heart welling up in his eyes.She blamed God, why didn't she wait for two years, and watched Song Diudiu go away to make her way, so she could close her eyes!Forget it, it's fate.

Grandma curled up her fingers and pulled Song Diudiu's hair and said: "Don't talk nonsense, promise grandma, study hard, and go as far as possible. If you don't agree, grandma is not at ease! Don't worry at all!"

When it came to the end, I finally couldn't hold it back, and I was sad with resentment.

Song Diudu was even more afraid that grandma would be angry, so he quickly agreed, saying: "Okay, okay, grandma, don't worry, I promise, study hard, pass the exam far, and then I will pick you up to the big city to enjoy the blessings."

Hearing this sentence, the old man's mind was always settled, and he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that he was going to die, and touched Song Diudu's head. She remembered that Song Diudu was not very naughty since he was a child. When she was playing in the mud with urine, Song Diudou helped her sow seeds in the field.

Sometimes when I caught earthworms and big ants, I would run over and show them to him. When I ran, my soft hair flew up and bounced on my forehead, and the smiling dimples made me the cutest thing in the world. appearance.

I can't see it anymore.She sighed inwardly, and said, "Go and get grandma a glass of water."

Song Diudu hurried out to pour hot water, but there was no drop left in the thermos bottle at home. He boiled water impatiently, and finally opened it and turned it upside down to dry it in two cups, and brought it to grandma.

"Grandma, drink some water."

It's just that he couldn't wake him up no matter how much he woke up, Song Diudu stretched out his hand tremblingly, and found that he was no longer breathing, only his wrinkled face seemed to be a little warm.

With a "snap", the cup fell to the ground and shattered into pieces, and Song Diudu cried out "Grandma", playing a sad song.

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Song Diudu went all the way to the college entrance examination and never returned home.He didn’t seem to have changed anything. He had a good relationship with his classmates, and he smiled when he was happy. He would eat supper with his classmates when he lived in school, read in the library on weekends, and then went to Mr. Chen’s house for dinner and overnight stays until the college entrance examination.

After the college entrance examination, the only difference for Song Diudui was that when others went on a trip, he found a part-time job selling electric fans in the Electric City.

On the day he received the admission notice from N University, he took a day off and went back to the home he hadn't been back to for two years, but he didn't enter the house and went directly to his grandma's grave.Kneeling and kowtowing to grandma six times, the weight of two years, then opened the notice and read it to grandma word for word.

Song Diudu's part-time job lasted until the end of August, and there was still a week before the report of the freshmen of N University ended.With two months' salary, he bought gifts for Mr. Chen's family, and solemnly invited them to a restaurant for a meal, but there were too many words of thanks, and I'm afraid it took a lot of heart and soul to express them.

The day before departure, he carried a bottle of white wine bought in the supermarket, more than 100 bottles, the best he can afford now, went to grandma's grave, poured a bottle of wine, and the loose mud protruded A few bubbles, like a satisfied sip.

"Grandma, I'm leaving. Wait until I come back to see you."

Teacher Chen insisted on sending Song Diudu to school, and the two of them took the train for more than 20 hours to City C.When Song Diudu finished the report, he sent Mr. Chen to the train station, but this time Mr. Chen went back alone.

The two sat in the waiting hall, and Teacher Chen took out a computer bag from his backpack, handed it to Song Diudu, and said, "Diudiu, this is a gift from you and me, Uncle Yang." Refusing with a flushed face, Mr. Chen patted his hand and said, "We know you don't want to accept it, so we waited until I was going back to give it to you. This is our wish for you and our heart. Be a good man, ah .”

The computer was stuffed into Song Diudu's arms. He squeezed the handle until his knuckles turned white, and then he held back his tears, but his eyes were still red.

Teacher Chen straightened his folded sleeves for him, and said, "Dudiu, for the distance of thousands of kilometers, you will face difficulties and obstacles alone in the future. Teacher Chen feels sorry for you. It's just that you don't belong to us, you After a bright future, Teacher Chen is happy again. It’s just that the most worrying thing is that you are the most sensible, and you don’t need to tell you to study hard. There is only one sentence, don’t go back if you have nothing to do. From today, we have lost contact. ,do you know?"

Song Diudu knew that when his father found out that he had passed the university entrance exam, he would definitely ask Mr. Chen, just like when he didn't find the dime left by the old lady after sending off his grandma, he wouldn't let Song Diudu It's like going back to school.It's just that at the beginning, he swallowed his anger and gave them his one-year bursary, in exchange for two years of An Ning, but now he seems to be a deserter.

Mr. Chen and the others have discussed this issue long ago, and it’s fine if they can’t be contacted to death. It’s just that Song Diudu knows that they said it lightly, and the scoundrels are so easy to dismiss. I’m afraid there will be several months of restlessness. .

Song Diudu stretched out his arms and hugged Teacher Chen. Looking at her, her hair seemed to be whiter in just three years. She had a thousand words in her heart, but she only said one sentence: "Mr. Chen, I'm sorry, and thank you."

Teacher Chen didn't say anything, but patted him on the back comfortingly.The broadcast announced that the station was coming in. Song Diudu watched Mr. Chen pass the security check, then turned around and waved to him.

He is about to start a new life.

Second, the world of flowers

Get paid!Song Diudiu was so happy that he wanted to dance all day long.

In the winter of the first semester of freshman year, Song Diudiu’s clothes couldn’t bear the wet and cold weather, so he had to buy down jackets. After searching for a long time on the school forum, he finally found a post listing local high-quality shops with high cost performance, and posted them on No. On page 12, I turned to a few recommended men's clothing stores.

Song Diudu took the bus for almost an hour on the weekend to go to the university town on the other side of the city. Just according to the address, the streets he saw were all graffiti walls, with small shops embedded in them. Doesn't look like a good value for money.

Bite the bullet and go into the recommended store, the clothes are really good-looking and of good quality, Song Diudui tried the down jacket, and it was warm and comfortable, satisfying his smugness and poverty at the same time.The price is not too cheap, but it should be able to wear for a long time, so Song Diudiu gritted his teeth and bought it.When paying, she was dragged by the shopkeeper's sister to help try on the new product, and gave a [-]% discount directly after the trial, Song Diudu was very moved.

After trying on a bunch of sweaters, coats, trousers and bags, Song Diudu posed for many photos according to what the young lady said, and sat down to talk about cooperation in a daze.

It turns out that this shop still has an online store, and the store is open mainly for online feedback and offline try-ons, while the previous model has quit, but the new series has already been delivered, the owner Yang Lizheng is so worried that his hair is greasy, Song Diu Diu delivered it to the door.At first glance, Yangli felt that the boy was a custom-made model for their family, and it was really good after trying it out, so she invited Song Diudu to be her long-term model, and Song Diudu got her first part-time job in this way.

After getting acquainted with him, Yang Li introduced him a tutoring class for middle school students. Today is the day when the two part-time jobs pay their first salary together. Song Diudu received a text message from the bank after taking today's photo. It was so beautiful that he couldn't find it. north.

It's not too cold today, Song Diudou felt relieved when he got out of Yangli's shop, instead of rushing back to school by car to read a book like usual, he wanted to visit here on a whim.Before he had time to take a good stroll, his eyes were all fixed on the road ahead of him.

He didn't have any destination either. Following the east and west turns of the street, he bought two boxes of sushi when he saw takeaway sushi. He sat in a milk tea shop drinking hot milk tea with sushi. After dinner, he clapped his hands and continued shopping.Turning around a corner, the street in front of you is completely different from the one behind you. There are all kinds of flashing signboards, some white ones that are brightly lit alone, and some that are colorful and flashing non-stop. The characteristics of each house start from the lights. One or two came out.

Song Diudu had never been to a bar before, thinking of walking from one side to the other, and then stacking back along the other side, and sat down for a while if he liked it.

It's just that he was already dizzy when he walked along this side to the other end. The flickering lights took away his vision, and the occasional passing people came in and out, and the leaking sound eroded his hearing. He felt a little self-deprecating. , As expected, I have never seen the world.Forget it, just turn the other side.

It's just that after walking a few shops here, I was attracted by one.There are colorful lights on the left and right of this bar. Its cold white lights are sandwiched in the middle, which is very refined. Behind the transparent glass, there is a sign that says "Long Yue", without any provocative words, it looks more like a bar. book.Song Diudiu felt that it was suitable for his grandma Song who entered the Grand View Garden for the first time.

Song Diudu came at a good time. Today's Langyue walks in a high and cold wind, and the female singer doesn't know where to stand in the way. She only hears a slow and murmured singing voice, and the words are all incomprehensible foreign characters.He went to the bar and sat down, looking at the wine list, fearing that he would study for too long, and asked for a cup of Long Island iced tea, the only one he knew what it was.He has thought about it, watching TV and movies since he was a child, and the main character has Long Island iced tea, so he just tastes it and dreams of being the main character.

It's just that it looks like tea, but it's not as elegant as tea at all. Song Diudiu took a sip and felt that the astringency seemed like tea, but the tea was sweet and astringent, and this wine was only bitter.Song Diudu felt sorry for his small 100 yuan, so he took another sip, um, it tasted a bit cool like mint, it seemed not bad, so he took another sip.

Like a kitten licking water, he drank less than half of a glass of wine, and suddenly felt that he was a little bored when he came to the bar alone.He leaned against the bar in a daze, surrounded by low-pitched female voices, he felt that half of his soul had gone out of his body.The bottom of the nearby cup touched the marble countertop with a small "ding" and pulled him back.

Song Diudu turned his head reflexively, and suddenly became dizzy, only to realize that he was a little dizzy.Oh my god, what kind of wine is this? It can compete with grandma's white wine.He stared dazedly at the glass of wine on the table, but couldn't react, someone next to him sneered, and he looked over reflexively, a man he didn't know.

The man looked at Song Diudu with a smile and said, "You are so cute, please have a glass of 'sweettime'."

Song Diudu looked at the man's ambiguous smile, then looked at the glass of wine with an ambiguous name, and dully recalled the scene in the bar that he had just passed by. Picked a good place.

Well, he sighed secretly, he didn't expect that before he had time to explore his field of orientation, he had already stumbled into it by mistake.He smiled politely, returned the wine, and said, "Sorry, I'm underage."

The man walked away resentfully, and Song Diudu took another sip of the bitter wine before he realized why he came to drink when he was underage.Is that man mentally retarded so he believed it and left, or did he think he was mentally retarded so he left.Song Diudu couldn't help but want to laugh, he secretly laughed for a while, then thought, who cares, he sent him away anyway.

Ding Lang had been sitting behind the bar all the time, and he saw Song Diudu the moment he sat down, and thought that the boy was very good-looking, and he looked obedient.Originally, he thought that the boy who came to his bar alone, and sat at the bar when he came, should come with a purpose, and he thought it was meaningless no matter how good-looking he was.

It's just that people are really good-looking, so I glance at it from time to time, and I can see the frowning expression of the boy after taking the first sip of wine, and the little expression of unwillingness to take another sip afterwards, which is a bit funny.After watching another rejection, Ding Lang felt that this good-looking boy was here to make a joke, so he couldn't help but want to tease him.

So after the man left, he had enough of watching Song Diudu secretly laughing. He knocked on the table next to Song Diudu and said, "Children, we don't sell underage alcohol. I'm going to ask Brother Security to invite you out."

Song Diudu didn't expect to meet a yellow sparrow, put on a smiling face, wrinkled his nose, looked at Ding Lang pitifully and said, "Brother, I'm an adult, I'll show you my ID card, and you asked me to finish this drink." cup."

Ding Lang thought to himself, what the hell, I met a master.As Ding Lang's younger brother who was 2 minutes late, one of his obsessions in this life is that no one calls him brother. Now that Song Diudu called him pitifully, coupled with his laughing dimple, Ding Lang's vanity was instantly satisfied. , quickly throw away armor and armor.He didn't speak, adjusted a glass of wine in two or three, put it in front of Song Diudu, then took half of the remaining iced tea and drank it in one gulp, resting his elbows on the table, resting his face on his palms, and winking at Song Diudu left Eyes, said: "Here, this cup is exchanged for half a cup of iced tea for you, try my brother's special blend."

Song Diudu picked up Lan Yingying and took a sip, his face burst into a smile. It was really delicious, sweet, and tasted like lemon, but it didn't cover the taste of the wine, which was very special.Song Diudu smiled happily and said, "It's delicious, thank you brother."

Tsk tsk, Ding Lang thinks this smile deserves this sentence.

After that, Song Diudiu became a regular customer of Lang Yue, not really a regular customer. He only came once when he was paid, so at most once a month, but he could meet Ding Lang every time he came, and most of the time he could drink There are wines that are not on the list that Ding Lang made at will, but they are very similar to Song Diudi's taste.The two of them are like drinking buddies, they exchange their hearts between the glasses of wine, and after drinking, they don't even know where each other's homes are.

It was only after Song Diudu visited Ding Lang three or four times that he realized that this boy was not a master, on the contrary, he was surprisingly pure. He could tell from a teacher he met at school that he was stupid.It's just that he is stupid, but he is naturally clever and has a cute face, which makes people feel that God treats him too well.

Song Diudu also had the same idea. He thought why the heavens were so biased and gave Ding Lang the capital to act recklessly.Song Diudu went to drink more than ten times in a year, and it can be said that he made new discoveries to the people around Ding Lang every time.Sometimes it's flirting, verbally you go back and forth, no one suffers, sometimes it's cuddling, and no one suffers.He was surprised.

Once Ding Lang had a rare chance of not flirting with each other until he finished drinking with Song Diudu. The atmosphere was good that day, and Song Diudiu asked him curious questions after drinking to the end.How Ding Lang answered, Song Diudu has been able to clearly describe it since then.

Ding Lang swirled the wine in the glass, the lights were bright, the amber wine was radiant, and with just these two sips of wine, one could get a glimpse of a colorful world.Ding Lang turned his head to look at Song Diudu, and there seemed to be a little smile in his eyes, the kind of smile that felt that this silly boy asked a silly question.Ding Lang's eyebrows and eyes are a little raised, and he is always smiling, looking full of peach blossoms.It's just that when he looked at Song Diudu with such an expression, Song Diudu suddenly felt a thrilling sense of awe.

Then Ding Lang regained his smile for a moment, and said: "Look at those flirting in the booths, those who don't see clearly under the stage, and those waiting by the bar, these all kinds of people, you have been here so many times, maybe some I feel familiar, but that’s all. I’ve been in the shop for so many years. Some of these people have partners. Maybe they’ve made a fool of themselves and come here for a while. Some people have wives and children, so they come here Facing the real self, he went home smelling of alcohol after being reckless, saying that he was accompanying the leader to accompany the client. Some people suddenly stopped coming one day, and when they inquired, guess what happened.” At this time, Ding Lang stretched out his hand to tease He brushed Song Diudiu's hair down to his eyes, as if he couldn't bear to say it, for fear of frightening the child, and said, "After inquiring, I committed suicide, and I couldn't bear the pressure."

Song Diudu was really shocked, and Ding Lang thought cruelly, how can there be a child who is always innocent, and said, "I'm only in my 20s, so I can't understand life, but look at other people. But I watched too much. So you said, life is so impermanent, and this colorful world is so wonderful, if you don’t hurry up and enjoy it, why would you be lazy.”

Song Diudu was shocked by his words, and was speechless for a while.Ding Lang drank the wine in the glass, put it on the marble countertop and said softly, as if he had sighed, and turned around to leave.But Song Diudu opened his mouth and said, "I think" Ding Lang turned to look at him, he saw Song Diudu heaved a sigh of relief, and said, "I think, to enjoy is just a loosening of the bottom line in my heart. , maybe I went back at night to convince myself that I can do it tomorrow. But you know, in my opinion, if I get what most people who care about enjoying themselves can't get, the ones that really make me nostalgic don't even want to Greedy feelings, for me, may be to enjoy life without being lazy. I have been insisting, I think I can do it, but can you?" After Song Diudu finished speaking, he gave Ding Lang a little smug smile, turned and left.

Ding Lang watched Song Diudiu open the door and go out. The white light from the door fell on him, and when the door closed, it disappeared again.He couldn't help laughing, this kid is really funny.

[-]. I'll wait for you

Song Diudiu woke up with a hangover, a headache that was killing him, and then he felt pain all over his body. He couldn't remember if he was robbed and beaten last night. He lingered on the bed and changed many positions, but in the end he still couldn't get back into the cage. I woke up reluctantly.

I was startled just by opening my eyes, what the hell kind of place is this? !

He sat up in a hurry, and then he found an unspeakable weird feeling in a certain part behind him. He turned his hand behind his back and touched it reflexively, and he realized what was going on with a horrified face. His head was full of bullet screens. After the groove was played, the paste became thicker and thicker.Then he heard the bedroom door click open, turned his head to look over with the click, and saw Ding Lang standing at the door.

Ding Lang took a bowl of porridge as if nothing had happened, and said, "Wake up, let's have porridge. I walked two streets to buy it. There is not even a steamed stuffed bun stall in Bar Street early in the morning."

Song Diudu couldn't hear what he said at all, the memories of last night finally broke through Chaos's head and revealed.

By the way, he drank too much, it seems that because he saw Cheng Liao and Lin Yi, he felt that his first love died before it even started, so he didn't feel like drinking, and he drank too much to live up to expectations, and then Ding Lang told Lin Yi Sending Cheng Liao back, he settled himself upstairs, but how did they become like this?

Ding Lang was a little lucky to see Song Diudi's demented face, after all, he hadn't figured out what to say about last night.

It was fine at the beginning last night. He took Song Diudiu upstairs and put it on the sofa first. He also thoughtfully went to find a hot handkerchief to wipe Song Diudiu's face. He just brought the handkerchief over and found that The person who was lying down sat up and looked at him in a daze.Ding Lang thought he was awake, so he handed over the handkerchief and asked him to wipe his face.

Song Diudu grabbed his hand and rushed towards him like a mad dog to kiss him.He didn't expect that Song Diudiu would turn into a kissing maniac when he was drunk, the kind who gnaws without any rules.He hid around at first, but then the drunk was so annoyed that he slumped down on the sofa with all his strength, but when he turned around, he was pulled by the drunk who suddenly gained strength and fell on the sofa together.The drunk's eyes and nose were red, and his lips were even more moist, rushing back and forth.

When Ding Lang saw Song Diudu for the first time, he knew that he was good-looking. According to his peeing nature, he wanted to tease him, but he couldn't bear it later.Tonight's Song Diudiu is cute and charming. Ding Lang is a little careless, but at least he is not a beast, knowing that he doesn't care about drunks, he still wants to turn Song Diudiu over.

But Song Diudu suddenly bit his wrist and let go of his painful hand. Song Diudu slammed on him, feeling like he was going to die.Then the drunk, who didn't know if he was sober, whispered in his ear: "Ding Lang!"

Ding Lang looked at the tormenting Song Diudu with dim eyes, as if a switch had been pressed, he called out "Song Diudu", and got a soft "yes".Then Ding Lang went crazy.

Song Diudu remembered what was going on, and felt that it was his own problem from the beginning to the end. He looked at Ding Lang, thought for a while, and said, "It was my problem last night. I'm sorry. Don't worry about it."

When Ding Lang heard this sentence, the corners of Ding Lang's upturned mouth collapsed unconsciously. He didn't know why, but felt his heart also thump, like a boulder fell down. He put the still hot porridge on the bedside, and laughed at himself Laughing, I swallowed what I wanted to say, and said: "Drink it while it's hot, and forget all your troubles after drinking it." Then gently closed the door, went downstairs and went home.

After that day, Song Diudu didn't go to Langyue for a long time.He cared about it in his heart, he thought of what he once boasted to Ding Lang, and thought of himself who took the wrong medicine that night.It's just that he didn't think about why Ding Lang never contacted him again.He thought of Ding Lang's words about enjoying life, and felt that he was probably no different from those boys, and those boys were still drinking in Langyue, and had a decent relationship with Ding Lang as ordinary customers.So he couldn't figure it out.He became annoyed because he cared about this question that he couldn't understand, so he simply ignored it and pretended nothing happened.

As for Ding Lang, it was after that day that he really took the wrong medicine. Anyway, regardless of the old and new people, they all got his usual teasing, but every one who succeeded stayed. , It is rumored that Ding Lang is crazy about the ball.

Ding Lang also felt that he was crazy about the ball, he was so annoyed to death for no reason, he felt that he had gone crazy.So another day, when a boy he knew before came to hint him, he hugged him kindly and went out. The two of them stood at the door of Langyue and took a taxi to the hotel. Then they saw Song Diudu across the street.

Song Diudu didn't know why, he stood under the street lamp in the middle of the night, the dim light couldn't see his expression clearly, all he knew was that he was staring at this side in a daze, Ding Lang stood there with a mocking smile, and the two of them looked at each other silently with.The boy next to him was left out in the cold, and leaned on Ding Lang's shoulder, whispered into his ear, and secretly kissed his face.

At this time, a taxi came from afar, Song Diudu waved to stop it first, got in the car and left.Ding Lang smiled inexplicably, hailed the next car, and sent the boy to the car, but he didn't say anything, turned and went back to Langyue.

It's rare for the two of them to have a tacit understanding and lose contact, if Song Diudu hadn't been released as a pigeon.

Song Diudu cooperated with a graduate student brother to do experiments before. In fact, the problem was mainly overcome by the senior brother, but in the end the two people shared the results. For gold, he wanted to invite his brother to play, and the brother said to go to the bar.Song Diudu chose the one on the other side of the street, the one farthest from Langyue, but he drank two bottles of dark beer alone, but his brother suddenly sent a message saying that his girlfriend was in a hurry and couldn't come.

Song Diudu didn't think too much when choosing a bar, he just thought it would be good to stay far away, but this one is much more mixed than Langyue's, with men and women who can't see their respective goals clearly, only Song Diudu looks like he's waiting to be slaughtered little sheep.When Ding Lang received a friendly reminder from his boss, what he saw was a few men and women gathered around Song Diudu, saying that he would buy him a drink, one for each.

Although Song Diudu was embarrassed, he also thought about how to properly refuse and then walked away, but before he had time to express himself, he was pulled out of the bar by the silent Ding Lang. Langyue gate.

It wasn't until he reached the door that Song Diudu seemed to have been turned on some switch suddenly, and wanted to throw Ding Lang away madly. If Cheng Liao hadn't appeared in time, Song Diudu might have been really mad and beat him up.His mind was in a mess, and he couldn't figure it out. He just instinctively felt that he would never see Ding Lang again, and the appearance of going crazy and losing his composure was too ugly.

He secretly made up his mind, as if he had already achieved it, and the mood that had been restless for many days suddenly calmed down. Song Diudui felt that he might be detached. He seized the rare peace, worked, studied and did experiments, and returned in an orderly manner. previous life.

I just didn't expect the changes to come so quickly.

He was doing an experiment that day, and when he heard the commotion in Cheng Liao's side, he rushed over, picked up a stool and smashed the gangster's face without thinking about it. It was not until he was safe at last that the pain from all the wounds swarmed up. If it wasn't for the police uncle With the crowd of onlookers, Song Diudu was about to cry on the spot.

He and Cheng Liao were carried on stretchers separately, he was even more flustered, he felt pain in his body and sadness, and the sadness came from it, then Ding Lang rushed over anxiously, and threw himself in front of him, Song Diudiu was caught off guard. In his eyes, he found that Ding Lang's eyes were red.

You are worried about me.Song Diudu couldn't help thinking this way, but timidity, guilty conscience, and doubt all surged up in an instant, and he tightly covered his mouth to fix his expression, refusing to show the slightest weakness.

Song Diudu was tense for two days, until Ding Lang took him out of the hospital and forcibly took him back to his home.Song Diudi was dying of back pain, unable to move his hands, and could only look at Ding Lang viciously, but Ding Lang didn't seem to notice, and put him on the sofa.

The moment Song Diudu fell down on the soft sofa, he felt like an idiot and was wronged to death.He couldn't help crying, he felt that from that day on, it would always be like this with Ding Lang, he didn't have to say anything, he ran away in fear, he pulled himself away with a little force, now he gently With a push, he could only fall down on the sofa, but he didn't say a word, and he didn't even dare to speak.

In his 20 years of life, he refused to let himself grow into a swaying reed. Under the well-behaved face is a hard bone, which supports his smooth and smart growth, and then hides his stubbornness in a place that he only knows.Then Ding Lang lifted it lightly, and he couldn't hide anything anymore.He was afraid and angry.

Ding Lang looked at Song Diudu sitting on the sofa and suddenly felt sad, he sighed and squatted down.