paternal inheritance

The first symptom of true love is timidity in boys.

——Hugo

Gu Yucheng almost fled back to his room, in a twisted posture.

He slowly slid down the wall, covering his face in frustration.

It's too cheap...too...shameless...

But just a casual touch.

But just passing by.

But he was like a hungry ghost, showing off all his ugliness.

He looked down at the little tent propped up over his trousers.

Like mocking his perversion,

It also seemed to be mocking his poor self-control.

The flush on Gu Yucheng's face slowly dissipated. He had an unhealthy pale complexion, but now his face was even paler.

Gu Yucheng had never hated himself like this before.

He only needs to think of Gu Ning looking at him with unclear eyes.

He was embarrassed to death.

One side regards him as his father sincerely and without any distractions, even though he is mixed with hatred and contempt, he is still very pure.

On the other hand, one party has long had a dream and has made it the object of sexual dreams several times, so...it's so useless that she can't bear a little teasing.

But... it shouldn't be like this, he thought he could control it, otherwise... what would happen?

Gu Ning is so outstanding, he is as dazzling as his own father.

Dazzlingly, he was clearly standing within reach of them, but he was always so close.

Gu Ning will get married sooner or later,

Such an embarrassing self, such a despicable self,

I can't even control my body's reactions.

What should he do then?What can he do?

But he is so stupid and pitiful,

More than ten years ago, I mispaid my feelings,

Still repeating the same mistakes more than ten years later.

How stupid is he?

Gu Yucheng curled up and leaned against the corner of the wall, ignoring the disobedient things under him.

He leaned his head against the cold wall.

His face was full of... bewildered, lonely... hopeless.

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"Boom boom boom——"

There was a rude knock on the door.

There were only him and Gu Ning in the apartment. Gu Yucheng tried to stand up in a panic, but found himself still in an awkward situation.

After hesitating for a while, Gu Yucheng stepped lightly to lock the door, then slowly stepped back and sat on the bed.

"Ning Ning, I'm not feeling well right now..." Gu Yucheng's voice just happened to be a little hoarse, and it sounded like a tired and low voice.

"...Gu Yucheng," Gu Ning, who has always spoken in a rush and haste, miraculously had a gentle tone, "You...don't really mind my carelessness just now, do you?"

The little devil who had always been fearless at home unexpectedly hid a trace of caution in his voice for the first time.

"..." Gu Yucheng was stunned for half a minute before realizing what Gu Ning was asking. Did Gu Ning...find something wrong with him?

"No!" He denied it almost urgently, "I was indeed a little surprised at first, but I didn't realize it... The chair fell over, and the pain in my abdomen hurt, and then I felt very uncomfortable... I wanted to come back and lie down and have a rest .”

The more Gu Yucheng said it, the smoother it became, until later he felt that this was the truth.

There was no sound from the other side of the door.

After a while, it was still quiet on the other side of the door.

Gu Yucheng exhaled softly,

Ningning should be... let's go.

I don't know if I will be angry, Ning Ning has a bad temper, but she is still...excellent.

Gu Yucheng lay on his back on the bed, both sad and happy.

"Gu Yucheng..." Gu Ning's voice suddenly came from outside the door, the voice was very low, and the three words that were carefully concealed before were full of overflowing words, if it wasn't for Gu Ning's voice, Gu Yucheng would think it was someone else.

And... Gu Ning has never pronounced his name like this before. It seems that he has put it on the tip of his tongue thousands of times, which makes him almost have the illusion that Gu Ning's tone is so gentle and tender that it seems to be on the tip of his heart. on people.

Of course... that's impossible.

"Ningning?" He tried his best to make his tone normal.

"...You," Gu Ning paused unnaturally, "Will you still come to help me with counseling? I think what you said is... not bad."

Gu Yucheng thought that Gu Ning's nerves were not normal, he was very different from usual today.

Gu Yucheng looked down at the things that were slowly wilting, and evoked a self-deprecating smile, which was thin and bitter.

"I... Let's see the time. If there is a job, I can't delay it."

Will... never have time.Gu Yucheng looked at the door intently, as if he could directly see Gu Ning outside the door through the door.

"Really?" There was a strange smile in the voice, "I see..."

That strange smile was full of sarcasm.

I just don't know what I'm mocking.

Gu Yucheng tried his best not to let himself say a word, how could he dare to approach his Ningning with such poor self-control?

There was no more sound from outside the door.

You have to make up your mind, for such a shady liking, you should hide far away in a dark corner, away from that boy whose smile is as dazzling as the dawn,

together with his master.

Gu Yucheng sat on the bed blankly, maintaining the original posture, with his head slightly raised.

It was a pose that could not shed tears.

The night was silent.

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Gu Ning and Gu Yucheng fell into a weird cold war.

The reason why it is weird is because the origin of the incident is inexplicable, and what the two sides were thinking at the time was even more inexplicable.

Although Gu Ning didn't give Gu Yucheng a good face before, his face was very vivid no matter what he did, even if he never said anything good, but being angry and resentful, in a sense, is also a kind of care.

But now, Gu Ning sees Gu Yucheng with the same indifferent expression as at school, not angry or contemptuous, but cold and indifferent, as if he doesn't care about others.

Even Gu Ning didn't talk to Gu Yucheng again, and even the swear words like "Damn! Fuck!..." that he blurted out in the past are gone.

And Gu Yucheng also avoided Gu Ning because he was ashamed of his own embarrassment at that time.

The apartment was immersed in a low air pressure.

This situation lasted for half a month.

Until that day, Gu Yucheng prepared delicious meals and put them on the table.

But no one came back to taste it.

In fact, Gu Ning has been a good baby and comes home on time every day for a long time, so Gu Yucheng is used to it.

It is also because of getting used to it.

So... I was surprised for a while before I realized it.

Oh... Where should Gu Ning go to play?

It has always been the same.

It's actually hard to face him every night, even though he has worked very hard to make the dishes attractive enough.

But... Maybe Ning Ning, who is so smart, has already seen something wrong with her.

So... the geniuses are so indifferent these days.

Maybe every time I sat at the same dinner table with myself, I would feel nauseous and want to vomit, but I just tried not to say it.

Today... probably couldn't bear it anymore.

Gu Yucheng was thinking wildly, his face slumped and ugly.

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It's nearing midnight.

Gu Yucheng nestled on the sofa in the living room. The lights in the living room were not turned on, and the TV was dimly lit and noisy.

Gu Yucheng stared straight at the TV, obviously hearing those voices clearly, obviously seeing those images clearly.

But it always took him a long time to react.

He felt that his whole mind was in a mess now, and something was crowded together as if it was going to burst.

It's already 12 o'clock,

Gu Ning...has never played outside so late before.

Is there any delay?

Or did he go to a classmate's house and didn't want to go home to see him at all?

Gu Yucheng felt as if his mind was filled with countless buzzing bees, making him unable to think about anything at all.

At this moment, the sound of a key unlocking came from outside the door.

The door opened.

The cold wind outside the door suddenly poured in.

Gu Yucheng, who was curled up on the sofa, gathered his coat and looked over immediately.

Gu Ning walked in staggeringly, "snap—" he had to turn on the light in the living room.

Gu Yucheng, who had adapted to the dim light, closed his eyes to get used to the strong light.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he immediately got up from the sofa, his eyes fixed on Gu Ning.

Looking at the past in this way, Gu Yucheng's movements suddenly became stiff.

Gu Ning has never been regarded as a good student, but he is not regarded as a fool either, and the things he plays are very well-behaved.

This was the first time Gu Yucheng saw Gu Ning go home reeking of alcohol.

And the most important thing is not the smell of alcohol,

It was the glaring hickey on the neck, which was extraordinarily bright because of the lipstick.

The wobbly and handsome young man was dyed with a somewhat messy and bewitching aura.

Gu Yucheng's expression of worry and annoyance suddenly froze in place, with a funny look of not knowing what expression to make.

He moved his pitifully pale lips, wanting to say, "You shouldn't fall in love early!", and then wanting to say, "It's too early to think about this at this age..."

And in the end he just moved his lips pitifully,

Nothing can be said.

What can he say?

Puppy love?

It's just that Gu Ning is extraordinarily well-behaved in this respect, at this age, he just started to fall in love.

How many people can control the throbbing in their hearts?

Gu Ning just did something that should be done at this age.

If not now, it will be in the future.

This happens all the time.

What right does he have to make a fuss about?

And... what qualifications?