Because the more humble you are in love, the more you deserve to be trampled on by others. This is all to blame.
If Gu Yucheng had to comment on the secret love that almost exhausted all of him, there were only two words - pitiful.
In other words, not only for this secret love, but for his whole being, only these two words are left behind - pitiful.
Being played around and stupid like an idiot is pathetic.
The people betrayed their relatives, and in the end they were pitifully alone.
————————————————————————————————————————
Gu Yucheng came from the countryside and was the eldest son in the family. His parents' love and care were given to his younger siblings.
Because he is an older brother, because he is sensible, and because he is precocious.
So there is no need to care, so there is no need to feel distressed, so his contribution from childhood is taken for granted, so his compromise is taken as a matter of course.
It is enough to just pay silently.
Everyone around him told him so.
He can't learn to resist, and he can't learn to fight. No one needs him to do this. As long as he is silent, it is enough, as long as he gives, it doesn't matter if he is weak and mediocre.
His parents' every move told him so.
So... ah.
In this way, is he a good child of his parents?
So do it.
No one will thank him for his hard work, no one will ask him if his thin shoulders hurt so much, no one will ask him if he is cold when he is shivering in the cold weather, and no one will pay attention He will also be afraid of cold and pain.
He's used to it, he's used to submissiveness, he's used to compromise, he's used to being weak.
I am used to being alone and swallowing all injustice.
————————————————————————————————————————
Until...a pair of cotton gloves opened the magic barrier named Ning Zhexuan.
For the first time, Gu Yucheng, who had never wanted to fight for anything, had the urge to fight for something.
He has never been willful or crazy, but this time, Gu Yucheng wanted to go crazy.
At that time, Gu Yucheng fell in love with Ning Zhexuan terribly.
There was nothing wrong with Gu Yucheng's love, what was wrong was that Gu Yucheng at that time still loved someone in the old way.
A humble gesture, a sacrifice of self-lostness.
——————————————————————————————————————————
Gu Yucheng left behind the library that he used to go to whenever he was free, and the study room that was equivalent to the second dormitory.
He began to boldly follow Ning Zhexuan, and then he became a little follower that Ning Zhexuan couldn't shake off.
At that time, he liked Ning Zhexuan even to the point of obsession. He was obsessed with Ning Zhexuan because he loved cleanliness, so he always smelled of lemon-flavored bath water. Ning Zhexuan is clean but deep, with a voice full of magnetism and demagoguery. He is obsessed with Ning Zhexuan, who is always clean as jade, with slender and strong hands. He is so infatuated that his ears burn whenever he thinks of him, and his heart is filled with joy that he has never had before. Until you lose yourself, your heart is full and you can't hold anything else.
He is a poor boy from the countryside, he can't afford anything, he has no ability, and he doesn't know much about it, so he can only use his own way to clumsily and sincerely declare his love to Ning Zhe.
The breakfast in the cafeteria is not very delicious, but except for the crystal xiaolongbao, this xiaolongbao is known as the miracle of the school cafeteria.
In the past, Gu Yucheng never had this idea. He went to bed after two o’clock in the middle of the night to catch up with his homework every day, and he didn’t care about his appetite. Every day before dawn, he would rush to the cafeteria to buy two servings of hot crystal steamed buns.
Because Ning Zhexuan was in the same department as him and often skipped classes, he once heard Ning Zhexuan complain that the group of friends who helped him with the roll call were not very professional, so he volunteered to help him with the roll call, homework and exams. , Gu Yucheng's well-known notes in the entire college are always neatly arranged in two copies.
Because Ning Zhexuan would often play basketball on the school playground, the cheerleaders went to the nympho. In fact, the logistics work was not done well, and he was very good at confessing love letters, so Gu Yucheng, who never missed classes, would He skipped class from his respected mentor because he had to prepare water, towels, and cheers on the field early.As soon as Ning Zhexuan came on stage, he yelled and cheered like a lunatic. After Ning Zhexuan came on stage, he ran to the front to deliver water and towels.
That person's likes and dislikes can also be counted like a treasure,
He knows that Ning Zhexuan likes to play basketball, like chocolate, like canned sardines in lemon soda, likes coffee with only one sugar cube, and likes to wear light gray shirts with V-necks,
He also knows that he hates eating carrots and spinach, hates the smell of sweet perfume, hates cold and dirty places, hates people squinting at him...
If the tails of his eyes are upturned and his eyebrows are slightly raised, although his expression is not happy, he must be happy in his heart. On the other hand, if his lips are curved exaggeratedly and his expression is very happy, then he must be on the verge of anger and rampage. Everyone is going to be unlucky.
Ning Zhexuan is a typical duplicity. He is gentle and considerate in front of others, but his personality is weird and perverse in private.
Of course, when liking someone irrationally, even if there is a slight disadvantage, you can also see great advantages.
In Gu Yucheng's heart, those light gray gloves represent that no matter what this person looks like, but wrapped in layers, the bottom of his heart must be soft.
Gu Yucheng has always believed in this.
————————————————————————————————————————
Even the object of his firm belief did not take his efforts seriously.
Regarding the breakfast he offered so graciously, Ning Zhexuan just frowned at first, and accepted it politely.But when the number of times increased, Ning Zhexuan became impatient, sometimes he directly refused, and sometimes he dumped it into the trash can in front of him.
Due to Ning Zhexuan's status, he was destined to have a lot of troubles. Once, when he served breakfast unrelentingly again, a man with glasses threw it into the trash can first.
"How dare you send up any rubbish? How could Ning Shao eat such a cheap thing?!"
The protagonist of the incident sat on the side, eating high-quality toast bite by bite with an elegant demeanor.
Ning Zhexuan didn't show any rejection, but he didn't show gratitude for his self-recommended help with roll call, copying notes, and even taking exams.
As for his gracious delivery of water and towels, it was the same, suppressing his impatience, and took it lukewarmly.
One side is extremely attentive, and the other side is indifferent.
Gu Yucheng has always been a low-key person, but this matter he did was not low-key at all.
He was secretly in love with Ning Zhexuan. In that conservative era, he didn't want people to know his shocking love for Ning Zhexuan, but he just wanted to be nice to him. , as long as that person feels that he is treating him well.
——————————————————————————————————————————
It's a pity that no one thinks this way, and neither does Ning Zhexuan.
In that boring campus, the protagonists of all gossip events will be speculated with the greatest malice.
If Ning Zhexuan was also a poor boy from the countryside, maybe everyone would still think sourly that Gu Yucheng was too righteous and was too kind to his buddies.
But no.
Ning Zhexuan is the son of Ning's enterprise, not only a rich second generation, but also a son of a high-ranking official.
University is a small society, and the most direct feature that distinguishes college students from high school students is that they understand the word "interest".
When a person's painstaking efforts are all under the shadow of financial interests, he will not win the slightest respect and gratitude, but will only welcome spurn and contempt.
Gu Yucheng was once again subjected to cold violence, isolation, rejection,
Malicious slander, wanton sarcasm,
Gu Yucheng didn't even know why.
"Look, that's Gu Yucheng. He usually pretends to be very noble. Whenever he meets a rich man, he wants to turn into a dog and lick his toes. It's a pity, Ning Shao doesn't even despise him as a dog!"
"Let me tell you, this person is very scheming, so he pretends that Ning Shao has a good temper, and has nothing to do with Ning Shao. Bah! I hate this kind of person the most!"
……
The face-to-face spat, the behind-the-scenes insults, one match the other's ugly words, one match the other indignation.
However, this is just a conspiracy theory, and some people noticed that Gu Yucheng's eyes were too gentle and tender, and found something was wrong.
But in those few years, the folk customs were still conservative, and homosexuality could be equated with abnormality. Such absurdity would not lead to the theory of true love, but would only make a small group of people speak harder.
"That Gu Yucheng is gay, hey, a gay!"
"It's so perverted! I actually like men. I heard that homosexuals usually have AIDS or something. Gu Yucheng doesn't have it, does he?"
"Fuck! It's fucking disgusting that men still like men. Why don't you see that Ning Shao is rich, and shake your ass and beg Ning Shao to fuck him?"
"What a f*cking bitch! You can't judge a person by his appearance, look at him with a noble and abstinent appearance, who knows if he is like a MB in a nightclub in private?"
……
The rumors intensified, but the public opinion of one school almost made Gu Yucheng unbearable.
He hadn't expected things to turn out like this.
However, the other protagonist in this incident noticed that the fire was burning on him, and he couldn't bear it at all.
When Gu Yucheng returned to the dormitory in a daze, Ning Zhexuan was waiting for him for the first time.
The man raised his lips and pulled a pleasant and frivolous smile.
"Gu Yucheng, how much do you want to be my dog?"
If Gu Yucheng had to comment on the secret love that almost exhausted all of him, there were only two words - pitiful.
In other words, not only for this secret love, but for his whole being, only these two words are left behind - pitiful.
Being played around and stupid like an idiot is pathetic.
The people betrayed their relatives, and in the end they were pitifully alone.
————————————————————————————————————————
Gu Yucheng came from the countryside and was the eldest son in the family. His parents' love and care were given to his younger siblings.
Because he is an older brother, because he is sensible, and because he is precocious.
So there is no need to care, so there is no need to feel distressed, so his contribution from childhood is taken for granted, so his compromise is taken as a matter of course.
It is enough to just pay silently.
Everyone around him told him so.
He can't learn to resist, and he can't learn to fight. No one needs him to do this. As long as he is silent, it is enough, as long as he gives, it doesn't matter if he is weak and mediocre.
His parents' every move told him so.
So... ah.
In this way, is he a good child of his parents?
So do it.
No one will thank him for his hard work, no one will ask him if his thin shoulders hurt so much, no one will ask him if he is cold when he is shivering in the cold weather, and no one will pay attention He will also be afraid of cold and pain.
He's used to it, he's used to submissiveness, he's used to compromise, he's used to being weak.
I am used to being alone and swallowing all injustice.
————————————————————————————————————————
Until...a pair of cotton gloves opened the magic barrier named Ning Zhexuan.
For the first time, Gu Yucheng, who had never wanted to fight for anything, had the urge to fight for something.
He has never been willful or crazy, but this time, Gu Yucheng wanted to go crazy.
At that time, Gu Yucheng fell in love with Ning Zhexuan terribly.
There was nothing wrong with Gu Yucheng's love, what was wrong was that Gu Yucheng at that time still loved someone in the old way.
A humble gesture, a sacrifice of self-lostness.
——————————————————————————————————————————
Gu Yucheng left behind the library that he used to go to whenever he was free, and the study room that was equivalent to the second dormitory.
He began to boldly follow Ning Zhexuan, and then he became a little follower that Ning Zhexuan couldn't shake off.
At that time, he liked Ning Zhexuan even to the point of obsession. He was obsessed with Ning Zhexuan because he loved cleanliness, so he always smelled of lemon-flavored bath water. Ning Zhexuan is clean but deep, with a voice full of magnetism and demagoguery. He is obsessed with Ning Zhexuan, who is always clean as jade, with slender and strong hands. He is so infatuated that his ears burn whenever he thinks of him, and his heart is filled with joy that he has never had before. Until you lose yourself, your heart is full and you can't hold anything else.
He is a poor boy from the countryside, he can't afford anything, he has no ability, and he doesn't know much about it, so he can only use his own way to clumsily and sincerely declare his love to Ning Zhe.
The breakfast in the cafeteria is not very delicious, but except for the crystal xiaolongbao, this xiaolongbao is known as the miracle of the school cafeteria.
In the past, Gu Yucheng never had this idea. He went to bed after two o’clock in the middle of the night to catch up with his homework every day, and he didn’t care about his appetite. Every day before dawn, he would rush to the cafeteria to buy two servings of hot crystal steamed buns.
Because Ning Zhexuan was in the same department as him and often skipped classes, he once heard Ning Zhexuan complain that the group of friends who helped him with the roll call were not very professional, so he volunteered to help him with the roll call, homework and exams. , Gu Yucheng's well-known notes in the entire college are always neatly arranged in two copies.
Because Ning Zhexuan would often play basketball on the school playground, the cheerleaders went to the nympho. In fact, the logistics work was not done well, and he was very good at confessing love letters, so Gu Yucheng, who never missed classes, would He skipped class from his respected mentor because he had to prepare water, towels, and cheers on the field early.As soon as Ning Zhexuan came on stage, he yelled and cheered like a lunatic. After Ning Zhexuan came on stage, he ran to the front to deliver water and towels.
That person's likes and dislikes can also be counted like a treasure,
He knows that Ning Zhexuan likes to play basketball, like chocolate, like canned sardines in lemon soda, likes coffee with only one sugar cube, and likes to wear light gray shirts with V-necks,
He also knows that he hates eating carrots and spinach, hates the smell of sweet perfume, hates cold and dirty places, hates people squinting at him...
If the tails of his eyes are upturned and his eyebrows are slightly raised, although his expression is not happy, he must be happy in his heart. On the other hand, if his lips are curved exaggeratedly and his expression is very happy, then he must be on the verge of anger and rampage. Everyone is going to be unlucky.
Ning Zhexuan is a typical duplicity. He is gentle and considerate in front of others, but his personality is weird and perverse in private.
Of course, when liking someone irrationally, even if there is a slight disadvantage, you can also see great advantages.
In Gu Yucheng's heart, those light gray gloves represent that no matter what this person looks like, but wrapped in layers, the bottom of his heart must be soft.
Gu Yucheng has always believed in this.
————————————————————————————————————————
Even the object of his firm belief did not take his efforts seriously.
Regarding the breakfast he offered so graciously, Ning Zhexuan just frowned at first, and accepted it politely.But when the number of times increased, Ning Zhexuan became impatient, sometimes he directly refused, and sometimes he dumped it into the trash can in front of him.
Due to Ning Zhexuan's status, he was destined to have a lot of troubles. Once, when he served breakfast unrelentingly again, a man with glasses threw it into the trash can first.
"How dare you send up any rubbish? How could Ning Shao eat such a cheap thing?!"
The protagonist of the incident sat on the side, eating high-quality toast bite by bite with an elegant demeanor.
Ning Zhexuan didn't show any rejection, but he didn't show gratitude for his self-recommended help with roll call, copying notes, and even taking exams.
As for his gracious delivery of water and towels, it was the same, suppressing his impatience, and took it lukewarmly.
One side is extremely attentive, and the other side is indifferent.
Gu Yucheng has always been a low-key person, but this matter he did was not low-key at all.
He was secretly in love with Ning Zhexuan. In that conservative era, he didn't want people to know his shocking love for Ning Zhexuan, but he just wanted to be nice to him. , as long as that person feels that he is treating him well.
——————————————————————————————————————————
It's a pity that no one thinks this way, and neither does Ning Zhexuan.
In that boring campus, the protagonists of all gossip events will be speculated with the greatest malice.
If Ning Zhexuan was also a poor boy from the countryside, maybe everyone would still think sourly that Gu Yucheng was too righteous and was too kind to his buddies.
But no.
Ning Zhexuan is the son of Ning's enterprise, not only a rich second generation, but also a son of a high-ranking official.
University is a small society, and the most direct feature that distinguishes college students from high school students is that they understand the word "interest".
When a person's painstaking efforts are all under the shadow of financial interests, he will not win the slightest respect and gratitude, but will only welcome spurn and contempt.
Gu Yucheng was once again subjected to cold violence, isolation, rejection,
Malicious slander, wanton sarcasm,
Gu Yucheng didn't even know why.
"Look, that's Gu Yucheng. He usually pretends to be very noble. Whenever he meets a rich man, he wants to turn into a dog and lick his toes. It's a pity, Ning Shao doesn't even despise him as a dog!"
"Let me tell you, this person is very scheming, so he pretends that Ning Shao has a good temper, and has nothing to do with Ning Shao. Bah! I hate this kind of person the most!"
……
The face-to-face spat, the behind-the-scenes insults, one match the other's ugly words, one match the other indignation.
However, this is just a conspiracy theory, and some people noticed that Gu Yucheng's eyes were too gentle and tender, and found something was wrong.
But in those few years, the folk customs were still conservative, and homosexuality could be equated with abnormality. Such absurdity would not lead to the theory of true love, but would only make a small group of people speak harder.
"That Gu Yucheng is gay, hey, a gay!"
"It's so perverted! I actually like men. I heard that homosexuals usually have AIDS or something. Gu Yucheng doesn't have it, does he?"
"Fuck! It's fucking disgusting that men still like men. Why don't you see that Ning Shao is rich, and shake your ass and beg Ning Shao to fuck him?"
"What a f*cking bitch! You can't judge a person by his appearance, look at him with a noble and abstinent appearance, who knows if he is like a MB in a nightclub in private?"
……
The rumors intensified, but the public opinion of one school almost made Gu Yucheng unbearable.
He hadn't expected things to turn out like this.
However, the other protagonist in this incident noticed that the fire was burning on him, and he couldn't bear it at all.
When Gu Yucheng returned to the dormitory in a daze, Ning Zhexuan was waiting for him for the first time.
The man raised his lips and pulled a pleasant and frivolous smile.
"Gu Yucheng, how much do you want to be my dog?"
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