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Chapter 93 Angry

The drizzle made a faint sound on the window, and the wind chimes in the porch were still swaying.

Su Huaijing leaned against the door, turned his head to the side, and leaned against the door frame, holding a jug of wine in his hand. The wine was full-bodied. He drank half of the jug, his cheeks were pink, which made his snow-like face look a little more graceful Graceful.When Yi Fengzhi came to look for her, the first thing he smelled was the aroma of wine. The woman stood barefoot in a dazed state. After the wind and rain, the smell of wine seemed to fade away.

"What's wrong with Qing'er." Ren Yi Fengzhi was very angry, seeing that Su Huaijing couldn't express it at this moment, he calmed down slightly, and his mouth was not polite at all.

Su Huaijing glanced at him, and said softly, "This dream is really too long."

The woman was already a little tipsy from drinking, and her drunk eyes skipped over Yi Fengzhi, and landed on the rockery in the courtyard again, like a thousand thoughts and thoughts, and finally turned into a smile. She shook her head, but she still understood How to answer Yi Fengzhi, just said: "Qing'er is fine, just had a few nightmares."

Yi Qing has always respected and loved Aunt Jing very much. This woman who almost took his mother's position has been by his side since he was sensible, and even if she leaves by chance, she won't leave for too long.Different from her father, in Yi Qing's memory, Aunt Jing always seemed to be very calm, smiling slightly, not tepid, not too concerned about anything.

Perhaps because of this, even though Yi Qing dared to mess with his father, he seldom got angry with Aunt Jing.

So when vetoing Aunt Jing, Yi Qing himself was slightly taken aback, but when he looked up and saw Aunt Jing's expression, he withdrew without hesitation: "Aunt Jing! You know, right? You Lie to me too! You lie to me too! You are simply lying to me!" He actually didn't know what was going on in his heart, he just felt sore and painful. He hated his father's inaction in dealing with rumors, and hated Aunt Jing's treatment of him. Concealment and deceit, only feel the chaos in the mind, then ran away.

The angry and sad face of the boy seemed to be still vivid in his memory, but Su Huaijing felt as if it was stuck in his throat. He had difficulty empathizing with others, but he was not without feelings for himself. Yi Qing's childish and shallow anger at that time reminded him of the moment when he died. At that time, Yi Qing's heartbroken face, and Yi Xuan's dim eyes in the tent at the Gate of Four Seasons.

He is indeed ruthless, but after all, he is not a mountain, rock, grass or tree. Naturally, he also has the emotions that people should have.

So Su Huaijing also felt bored, exhausted, and sour. What Yi Qing said was right, he had been deceiving Yi Qing from the beginning to the end.Whether it's Yi Xuan or Yi Qing, he has never concealed his purpose, but it doesn't mean he is really indifferent.

He has always been warning himself that all of this is just a task with huge rewards, but many things are not what you think you can control, but you can really control them.

Su Huaijing is not a very purposeful person, and she doesn't have a very self-disciplined plan for the future. His character is somewhat flawed, and his mind will be much more delicate.Being persuaded by the system to make a hasty decision at the beginning was a gamble to escape life, and he was also tempted because of interests. Even if he was asked to say it himself, he couldn't really tell which aspect was more important.

After all, he is not as firm as Yi Qing.

So when he wavered, he felt extremely weak. Su Huaijing didn't know whether this feeling had been hidden for a long time, or if it was true that the accusations from young children were too painful, but he really felt sluggish.This feeling even made Su Huaijing want to go back to his hometown, but the system didn't respond in the slightest.

Yi Fengzhi felt very at a loss these few days. For some reason, Miss Jing, who used to be reliable, suddenly came out behind closed doors. Even if she happened to ask her for something, she was also depressed and didn't look very happy. Even though Miss Jing used to be He has a calm and calm personality, and he is not as unhappy and depressed as he has been these days, but he has always been clumsy and tongue-tied, and he doesn't like to talk, so naturally he can't ask why.

Then there is Yi Qing.

For Aizi, Yi Fengzhi can't be said to understand it very well, but he is also [-]% clear. Yi Qing, who is usually stubborn like a calf, has a violent temper. It's not the first day he knows it, but the so-called relaxation, If Yi Qing can turn this hostility into motivation, it would not be a good thing.

Yi Fengzhi is not a very thoughtful and intelligent wise man, he is just a swordsman, for a swordsman, he only needs to be worthy of the world, worthy of the heart, worthy of the sword, and be magnanimous.So when educating his children, he is also so frank and open, but Yi Qing is not like this. Although this child's character is straightforward and straightforward, but his mind is very complicated. One thing is in his stomach. It is still unknown how many corners he has turned. In the past, it was better to have Miss Jing's help. After all, Yi Qing listened to Aunt Jing very much, but now Miss Jing also made a mistake, and Yi Fengzhi was really at a loss.

In fact, Yi Qing didn't become very bad, on the contrary, he became more appropriate, but it was because of this kind of maturity and stability that didn't match his age that made him look extraordinarily strange.

It's like a person who fights every day suddenly stops fighting for one day, which is very unusual. It's not surprising if it takes two days a day, but it lasts for several months.

If it wasn't for fear of being abrupt, Yi Fengzhi almost wanted to ask Yi Qing if he had hit his head.

But for Yi Qing, things are even simpler, he has a headache, and Aunt Jing lied to him, he is very upset.

Normally, Yi Qing is a very impulsive child, of course, this is only on the surface, he knows very well that even if he hits someone, his father will help him clean up the mess, but this is exactly what makes Yi Qing angry, you can do it easily Why don't you do what you want.

In the past, when Su Huaijing was still around, he would usually say something to comfort Yi Qing, as a buffer between their father and son, so although the relationship between their father and son was tense, it was not as irreparable as it used to be.But this time, Aunt Jing's reputation went bankrupt, because Yi Qing didn't have a mother by his side, so he always regarded Aunt Jing as his mother since he was very young, even though Aunt Jing and his father were not husband and wife, but in In Yi Qing's young mind, Aunt Jing was his mother.

In this case, even if the Yi family children call him a motherless child, he will seldom get angry, because he thinks these people are just jealous. After all, in his heart, all the mothers add up Not as good-looking as Aunt Jing, nor as gentle and considerate, even if Aunt Jing can't sew clothes or cook.

But it is precisely because of his trust and dependence on Aunt Jing that the betrayal is particularly unforgettable.

Yi Qing couldn't accept that Aunt Jing, who was like a mother, lied to him, even though he didn't know whether the deception was done with good intentions or malicious intentions, whether the other party had no intentions, or whether there were any difficulties.He just felt that cheating was wrong, especially Aunt Jing, whom he trusted wholeheartedly. Although he was still young, he had begun to hate cheating and betrayal.

Apart from the rebellion against the elders, what really troubled Yi Qing was the source of all evil—dreams.

Not only did the nightmare not fade away, but it became clearer and clearer as time passed. Naturally, Yi Qing also saw the living appearance of the dead man in the dream.

His life in the dream seems a bit boring, that man is even more boring than him, the child is always playful, but Yi Qing is not very happy when he is in the dream, he always feels like he is trapped by something , It's only interesting when a man quarrels with him occasionally.

Yi Qing thought complacently: So I can talk so well in my dreams.

At the beginning, Yi Qing was very happy, but after a long time, he felt that something was missing. After all, he was a naughty boy, and he couldn't appreciate the man's icy face. .He always called that man "senior brother" in his dreams, no matter how he was treated coldly, he would just smile cheekily.

I didn't feel anything when I was dreaming, but when I woke up from the dream, I couldn't help but feel awkward. Although Yi Qing was not valued by his mother, he grew up lovingly and lovingly under the care of his father and Aunt Jing.He doesn't care at all when people who don't like him treat him with contempt, but if someone he likes treats him coldly, he will inevitably feel aggrieved.

In fact, he really wanted to have the backbone to ignore the man in the dream, and let him taste the feeling of being indifferent, but as the dream went on for a long time, Yi Qing suddenly discovered some details.

Men don't laugh.

Laughing is a very common expression. As far as Yi Qing is concerned, although he has seen many cold faces, he has also seen many smiling faces, both good and bad. Yi Fengzhi mostly admires him when he smiles, so he usually smiles When Aunt Jing smiled at him, she was mostly gentle and considerate, sometimes very helpless, she was looking at a naughty little doll who loved to the bottom of her heart; the teacher and classmates in the school were different, ridiculed and cowardly , to please the humble...

But the man never smiled, and the corners of his eyebrows and eyes seemed to have no emotion at all.

This discovery caught Yi Qing's attention for a long time. He wanted to talk to Aunt Jing, but remembering that he was still in a cold war with Aunt Jing, he couldn't listen to her idea, so he planned to solve this matter by himself.

However, the dream is just a dream, and he is just a bystander, unable to turn things around.

Yi Qing is just a child now, he has forgotten most of the dreams he had when he woke up, and only remembers some sporadic fragments, like the man's demeanor before death, although it is not obvious, it is extraordinarily moving.Before that, Yi Qing never thought that he would feel that a man he had never met before, or a man who had never been expressionless, would treat him sincerely.

But when he dreamed of the man's death for the second time, for some reason, it wasn't fear, but sadness that filled his heart.

The author has something to say: I found out before that some people may have misunderstood Huai Jing's situation.

The problem with Huai Jing is that he can't empathize, which means he can't feel other people's feelings

This means that other people's family members, he can't actually feel the sadness of the other person very well, he will only feel that when a person dies, he is dead, this is doomed, and to some extent it seems very low EQ.

But it doesn't mean he doesn't have feelings, it's just that it's difficult for him to understand this feeling, and he can't describe it well.

It's like stepping on others will not hurt you, but stepping on you will hurt you.

Yi Xuan's death actually means that he killed this person secretly, because he made the decision to let Yi Xuan die, even though the matter itself has nothing to do with him.

So his mood will change accordingly

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