he killed his lover

Sunny September 7

[Severe headaches are relieved these days, and the air here feels comfortable.Those goddamn meds went in the trash and I felt reborn.

The rare warm moon period in Rebes Jungle is very suitable for camping. Perhaps Alex's proposal is correct.

A just-needed trip did soothe my nerves that had been strained.

He was indeed a nice guy, young and handsome, full of life and drive, with a gleam in his eyes when he smiled.Although I know that my refusal again and again will eventually make the distance between us farther and farther.But indecision seems to be a tradition in our family.

I think I need some time to think about this.Whether it's the kids, or the relationship with Alex.

Looking forward to this trip. 】

"Daddy!" The blond girl ran in screaming from outside the tent, holding a small bow excitedly and holding it up for him to see.

"Look at this!"

Sewell closed the dark notebook in his hand, and kissed her lightly on the left and right cheeks.

Take a closer look at the small bow made of slightly rough brown beech.

"Of course, it's fantastic. I think you and your Uncle Alex can try shooting some grouse with it before breakfast tomorrow."

The girl cheered and ran away from him, laughing.

Sewell followed from the tent.

The surrounding tall temperate evergreen trees reveal a trace of transparent light from the gaps in the leaves, and gently fall on the low grass at the bottom of the trees in the forest.

He kept smiling and watched the girl excitedly hold the boy's hand, and the two small figures disappeared into the forest in an instant.

"Be careful, don't run too far!" he shouted, waving at them.

"Got it - Dad!" The girl's voice came from afar.

"Good afternoon, Cy."

A man with short blond hair greeted him while lounging on a nearby hammock.

"good afternoon."

Sewell smiled and raised his eyes at the man.

"The kids seem to be going crazy. Won't you come with me?"

"I went to the river to see it before. The water is not deep there. Harlan is there too. They will be fine. Don't worry too much."

He lazily turned over and sat up on the hammock, raised his fair neck, and pulled down his neckline with one hand, deliberately revealing his beautiful collarbone, with a sly smile on his lips.

"After all tired fathers need some time to themselves, don't they? Why don't you come over, honey?"

Sewell took a few steps towards him, and then he grabbed his waist, and the positions of the two were reversed, and his back was forced to press on the slightly rough hammock.

Alex winked down at him and smiled, then licked his lips like some clingy pet.

He has been somewhat unable to adapt to Alex's enthusiasm.He is a person with relatively old-fashioned thinking. In this relationship, he has always been in a very passive relationship.

In fact, if Alex hadn't made a bold statement, he probably wouldn't have taken this step in his life.

But there was no doubt that he loved this man.

"Kids love a new dad. Magazines say healthy parents are good for kids."

He considered it and said, "Can you give me some more time? It won't be long, I'm just not ready yet."

The man's expression was obviously lonely, which made him look extremely pitiful, like a little lion cub abandoned by his mother.

Sewell felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by these pitiful eyes, he tried hard to resist, but surrendered helplessly.He took the initiative to lean over and kissed the tip of the glassy child's nose, and then his lips were caught by the cunning hunter, and he took a long time to bite the lower lip lightly, and then he was satisfied let go.

"I, I'm going to see the children."

Sewell stood up in embarrassment, sorted the shirt that was almost torn off from his upper body, and hurried towards the river.He didn't even look back at the lover he had left behind.

He almost ran away.

Alex let out a burst of joyful laughter behind him, which made his cheeks that hadn't dissipated the heat even hotter.

He left the campsite they had chosen and turned towards the river.The footsteps also gradually slowed down, and the mood was slowly calmed down by the quiet atmosphere in the forest.

Pure, never-polluted snowmelt water accumulates here to form rivers.

A gray-white long-tailed owl landed on the branch of the sessile oak next to it, tilting its head and looking at the person in front of it with its wide-open round eyes.

This is really a beautiful forest, reminiscent of bright moonlight and sweet fruit.

He finally got out of the too dark forest, and in front of him was a curved river.

He saw Harlan sitting on a stone in another clearing not far away, polishing something, and beside him, Joe and Rosa were chasing and fighting each other.

He greeted Harlan and walked towards the children.

"Hey, what are you doing, little ones?"

Sewell picked Joe up and touched his forehead affectionately.

"Baby, what's that?" Looking at the bottle in Rosa's hand, glowing a beautiful bright red inside, it reminded him of those strange showy fungi.

He forcefully took the small glass bottle from Rosa's hand.

"It's nothing, Dad. It's just a beautiful little ladybug. Just like the Robbie you told us about before." The girl seemed aggrieved.

Indeed, inside the bottle was a round, bright red ladybug, dazed by the constant shaking, climbing awkwardly up the side of the bottle.

Sewell breathed a sigh of relief.

"Well honey, it's really nothing." He put down the boy, bent down and gave the girl on the ground an apologetic kiss.

"I was too nervous, please forgive me?"

Rosa giggled, looking at him with those docile brown eyes of a moose, her head adorably tilted.

"Of course, Dad!"

Joe eagerly took Sewell's hand, and beckoned him to move forward.

Sewell smiled helplessly, and walked in the direction pointed by his delicate fingers.

"Okay, but not too far away."

The sound of the river's flow gradually disappeared, and the sounds in the forest that had been covered up during the day became more and more obvious in the dark night.The tree spider moved its long limbs in the web, waiting for the flying insects that strayed into the web tonight.

The tall red pines are getting denser and denser, and the dense ground is almost suffocating.

The boy struggled to jump out from his arms, half-squatted on the ground, and gently pushed aside the dwarf sage in front of him with his hands.

When Sewell saw the scene in front of him, he immediately covered Rosa's eyes with his hands, and pulled back the boy in front.

"Come back, Joe."

His voice trembled a little, as did his body movements.He watched the scene before him almost in horror.

It was a huge male moose, its huge and thick antlers spread out towards the surrounding sky, forming a semicircle.

It should be a very beautiful creature, strong and beautiful, full of life.Of course, that was while it was still alive.

But now, this beautiful and gigantic creature that used to run freely in the forest and jumped has completely lost its original appearance. It half kneeled on the ground, and half of its antlers were broken off from the root.It had a huge gash on its neck that had been torn open by some kind of beast, apparently the blow that took its life straight away.

Its head was still intact, and its big gentle brown eyes were a little puzzled, as if it didn't understand how it got to this point.

The soft internal organs and meat tissue of the upper body have been bitten clean, revealing a large pink skeleton with a little flesh, which is fresh, tender, and even exudes a sweet and strange smell mixed with blood.

There were some bloodstains on its side, which had dried up a bit, but its lower body was still intact.Only some torn wounds on the fur still tell what kind of cruel torture it experienced before dying.

Sewell could almost imagine such a scene, the ferocious beast roared and rushed towards it, the beast's sharp claws easily cut its fur, and the antlers it used to protect itself were brutally broken off, and then the terrifying beast Biting its throat, it struggled, but soon lost its strength.

Finally, it stopped, looked up at the direction of the sky with its eyes unable to close, and ended its own life in pain.

He dragged the two children back a step and began to breathe heavily.

The author has something to say:

New article!It's something I've always wanted to write about.