he looks delicious

There is nothing special on the way back to M2 Blue Star, so there is no need to repeat it.

Yan Liusheng said that he would arrive in half a month, and Wang Er did return to his hometown after half a month.

The oncoming heat wave made the people in the spaceship very resistant, but Wang Er was so excited that he ran happily in the barren sand like a wild horse.

One person couldn't understand his carnival, and complained: "Isn't that guy a fool?"

Another person was puzzled: "He ran on the ground with bare feet, isn't it hot?"

The companion spread his hands, whatever, the task is completed anyway.

When the spaceship left, they recorded the movement of Wang Er running wildly on the ground from a high altitude and sent it to Yanliusheng.

Seeing the guy having fun in the video, Yan Liusheng's heart was touched.

That guy doesn't belong to anyone, because he belongs to nature by birth, and only the vast sky and earth can accommodate him.

The long-lost return made Wang Er completely forget all the unhappiness in Vigana, and he happily returned to the former small shabby house, which was still the same as when he left, waiting there quietly, waiting for the return of the owner.

The only thing that has changed is that there are no green plants in front of the house, only scars all over the floor.But anyway, he's back, finally back.

Stepping on this familiar barren land again, Wang Er's blood is hot.

He will sow seeds again on this land in front of the gate, expecting them to bloom and bear fruit, expecting to turn the whole homeland into an oasis... day after day, year after year, until he dies.

Wang Er started planting the second day after he came back. At first, he was not used to it. Vigana's biological clock made him look like a city dweller.But here, he doesn't need anything, he doesn't need to communicate with others, let alone abide by social rules.

The only thing he needs to follow is to follow the pace of nature and adapt to its rhythm.

Sowing four seeds, Wang Er took good care of them, expecting them to sprout small buds.

The days are so slow, sometimes he will lie on his broken chair and tinker with the antique tape recorder dug out from the garbage dump, trying to connect with the outside world.

Signal is still as petty as ever.

I don't know if he lived in Vigana or for other reasons, he will always consciously search for all information about Vigana.

But all ended in failure.

Wang Er couldn't help being a little angry, he decided to go to the abandoned human base to find two good ones and come back to try.

In the end, it took him several days before he picked up a junk item and tinkered with it to make it work.

After searching for Vigana's signal, Wang Er pricked up his ears to listen. It was a report about the disaster in Lanka.

It is estimated that he left Lanka for more than a month. According to reports, Lanka's current life is gradually returning to a normal track.

However, the death toll is very scary. The number of victims in Lanka alone is close to 11, and the total number of deaths in surrounding cities is 174412.

It was the worst disaster ever seen in Vigana, and they called it 817.

To commemorate the victims who suffered in the disaster, Lanka will build a square monument to commemorate them.

Hearing the news, Wang Er felt a little heavy. The former Helen and Doug became one of the 174412 people. They lay in the cold numbers and were buried forever.

It's just that these are all in the past tense and have nothing to do with him.

Turn off the tape recorder, and the surrounding area is extremely quiet.

He was obviously used to the scorching sun outside, but he didn't know why he suddenly felt a little irritable in his heart, that kind of inexplicable and unexplainable irritability.

In order to alleviate the unhappiness in his heart, Wang Er allowed his body to stretch, and countless vines grew freely, like a mess of thoughts, fettered by someone.

The more he refused to think about it, the more violent his thoughts became, and finally he gave in.

The dense vines stretched wildly on the sandy ground, and he suddenly remembered the scene when Yan Liusheng said goodbye with a smile on the day he left.

At that time, he actually wanted to tell him, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, your forced appearance is really ugly.

Really, that was Yan Liusheng's ugliest smile.

The suppressed, restrained, and struggling emotions were all written on his face, as if sending him to the crematorium.

Wang Er couldn't understand why human emotions are so complicated, and he didn't want to think about it because his brain hurts.

At night, the sky was full of stars, and he was lazily spread out in the sand like a pancake, staring at the starry sky in a daze, which one was Vigana?

that one?Or that one?

On the other side, Yan Liusheng was also standing on the balcony looking up at the stars, his fingertips shrouded in smoke, covering the loneliness in his eyes.

Life has returned to the right track, and he will go back to the past again, without any pursuit in life, and only needs to obey the orders of the royal family.Then accept the royal family to screen out a suitable spouse, this is the rest of his life.

If Wang Er didn't appear, he might be able to accept such a life calmly.

But he appeared, and he made his boring life throbbing, anxious, uneasy... Those bad emotions were accompanied by endless longing and love.

For the first time, he tasted the taste of being rejected, and for the first time experienced the struggle of getting what he asks for.

The ridiculous thing is that if it was before, all problems could be solved by any means.

But at some point, he changed, became cautious, sensitive and inferior, and less confident.

In the end, he chose to let go and give him freedom, even if he was unwilling, but so what?

What separates them is the vast interstellar space, the insurmountable species gap, and the alienation and indifference of the other party.

Licking his wounds alone in the dark, those thousands of lights seemed to have nothing to do with him.

After experiencing 817, for a moment, Yan Liusheng was suddenly tired, tired of killing on the battlefield, tired of being at a loss day after day.

Ms. Yan once said that he is the war machine of the empire. Today, the machine has a soul and a life.

The 174412 fresh lives awakened his conscience, and he should do something for them, perhaps for more future generations.

And all of this started with rebelling against the royal family's governance strategy.

Life is bad enough anyway, so let's make it really bad.

After that, Yan Liusheng began to walk further and further on the road of death.

Some media interviewed him about his thoughts on 817, and he calmly expressed that the disaster was very familiar, and it was the same as what he saw on Snow Beta, except that the disaster on Snow Beta was man-made.

The Snow β star is currently a colony of Vigana, captured by the 48th Legion.That war resulted in the death of 2 people on the planet, the displacement of tens of thousands of people, and even the loss of national sovereignty.

There are also the Gemini α star, the Little Bear V star, the Sembilon star...the blood debt is heavy.

If Yan Liusheng dared to speak, the media dared to report it, and as a result, there was an uproar as soon as it was broadcast.

Ms. Yan was very nervous, and asked him what was going on over the line, Yan Liusheng said calmly: "Is what I said not the truth?"

Ms. Yan said solemnly: "Honey, have you been humiliated by the feudal and superstitious Yanaan people?"

Yan Liusheng lazily said: "I am very sober."

"Well, I know that you have been in a bad state recently. The deaths of Helen and Doug made you very sad, and the little guy also abandoned you, which made you hard hit. But this is by no means a disposition Great changes, outrageous excuses. You have to know that you belong to the military, and you are considered half a public figure. Everything you say and do represents the government, do you understand?"

"Of course I understand."

"Then you still made inappropriate remarks?!"

"Ms. Yan, you once said that I have no pursuit in life, but now I have it. I am tired of war and all unreasonable aggression. This 817 disaster made me realize that every life is precious and everyone has We have no right to deprive you of the reason to live, as long as you haven’t violated the law.” Paused, “Including the royal family.”

Ms. Yan was silent for a long time before saying: "You have changed."

Yan Liusheng: "Perhaps."

"I don't know what you think, but you have to figure out one thing. If you insist on going your own way, the 48th Army will be destroyed by you, and your father and I will also be destroyed by you."

"sorry."

"Baby, I know you are under a lot of pressure. I used to watch many innocent people die in front of my eyes every day but could do nothing, which led to depression. Listen to me, you need psychological counseling, and we will find you the best doctor to enlighten you , you have to be good until then, okay?"

"I don't have a mental illness and my mental state is fine."

"Listen to me and look at it professionally, okay?"

"Ms. Yan, I know your little tricks too well. No matter whether I am sick or not, you will ask the doctor to prescribe medicine for me. Once I speak out again, you will definitely show your loyalty to the royal family and say that I am mentally disturbed. That's it." ?"

"..."

"We are mother and son, can you be more sincere and less routine?"

"Well, baby, I'm really worried about you, and I just want you to be well."

"I'm sorry, Ms. Yan, I can't get well anymore, a person struggling in the mud with bloody hands, how do you want him to be well?"

"Don't do this baby, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, if I hadn't met Wang Er, maybe I could still maintain my previous attitude. But he happened to come. In fact, sometimes I hate him, why did I become like this. I hate myself now, and I hate it even more. The human touch I showed, but I also understand that Helen will be very happy to see it, because she always said that I am like a cold machine, and now I have finally become like a human being."

I don't know whether it was touched by these words or something else, Ms. Yan's eyes were red, "I'm sorry, I regret sending you to the military academy."

Yan Liusheng's gaze softened, "I am very grateful to you and my father for training me, it is you who made me tenacious."

Ms. Yan was a little sad. It had been a long time since they communicated so warmly like today. She was relieved and sad at the same time.

After the connection was cut off, Ms. Yan cried sadly.

In this mother-child relationship, she didn't fulfill her responsibilities. Mostly, Helen took her role. It was not easy for her son to get to this day, and she felt sorry for him.

Afterwards, Yan Liusheng frequently presented two points of view to the public, regardless of the country, the harm caused by the war to people, and how Vigana can get out of the defense system.

Leaving aside the war, we must know that the value of the defense system to Vigana is unquestionable.But now Yan Liusheng has questioned it, thinking that its existence restricts the healthy development of human beings.

Everyone felt that the admiral they supported was crazy, and it was not easy to get out of the defense system!

Without it, all humans would have to drink Mistral!

Many engineers who created the SMS security management system have launched attacks on his remarks, thinking that he can just concentrate on fighting, why worry about it?

A small number of people agree with his statement, because the existence of the defense system restricts the distribution of resources, making people's class more and more serious, and the bottom people can hardly survive.

Yan Liusheng was not overwhelmed by those sharp remarks, but just objectively told what he saw and experienced during the 817 disaster.

The host was obviously also surprised by his reverse thinking, and said in confusion: "Although the defense system is not omnipotent, without it, the city will have no security, and we will not be able to survive."

Yanliu said peacefully: "The original creator of the defense system was Alaila. I think his original intention of creating it was not to trap people in it like a cage."

Moderator: "You're right, we rely on it so much that it has almost become an essential part of our lives."

Yan Liusheng: "However, our life was not like this five or sixty years ago. At that time, people could go wherever they wanted without restraint."

Moderator: "Yes."

Yanliusheng: "Our environment is getting worse and worse, our homes are becoming messy, and defense systems have been developed in response to the times, but I believe that Alella did not want Vigana to rely on it forever. He must hope that future generations can explore new ones. Way to go back to the past."

The host guided: "Do you have any thoughts on this, Admiral?"

Yan Liu was silent, as if caught in some elusive thoughts, "What is the most frequent disaster we are facing now?"

The host said without thinking: "Sandstorm."

Yan Liusheng: "What are the means of controlling sandstorms?"

Moderator: "This kid knows it, of course it is to improve desertified land."

Yan Liusheng: "I didn't think so before. Improving natural areas is simply impossible, and there is no economic value, so it is not worth doing at all."

Moderator: "So what made you change your mind?"

Yan Liusheng fell into deep thought again, and after a long time, he said quietly: "There was once such a person, gentle and full of strength, who repaid evil with virtue, and he was my belief, the belief that turned my home into an oasis."

The host seemed to be moved by this passage, and remained silent for a long time.

Yan Liusheng regained his composure, "The defense system can only cure the symptoms, not the root cause. I don't want to experience 817 again, and even hate it. It took away my relatives, but I can't do anything about it. I can only let it manipulate me." Pause for a moment, "Look how small we are."

The host sighed softly: "General, you are a gentle person. We all thought you were crazy, but now it seems that you are the only one who is sober."

Yan Liusheng: "I am neither gentle nor sober, the sober person has already left."

He is gentle and powerful.

He repays evil with virtue.

He is my belief.

A belief that turns your home into an oasis.

When Wang Er, who was far away in the blue star of M2, heard this passage, he couldn't help but fell into thinking. Is this Yanliusheng's evaluation of him?

It sounds very sincere.

But he was more skeptical, because most of the officers in his impression were indifferent and tough, and there were very few emotional scenes. Even in the face of the major disaster of 817, he still showed super calmness.

Wang Er found it inconceivable that such a person showed his sensibility in front of the media.

But in any case, it is good for him to realize that getting out of the defense system is a direction that can be worked hard. You must know that he was very mocking about farming in natural areas.

Xu Yanliusheng's change of attitude aroused Wang Er's interest, and he began to catch his movements every day.

For example, what nonsense did the general say today, what did he do that would affect the government tomorrow, the day after tomorrow...

Wang Er secretly felt that he was like a voyeur.

After continuing to peep for a while, there was no news of Yan Liusheng, and he seemed to disappear out of thin air, or maybe the media silenced him.

Wang Er's life began to become boring, even boring.

When he came back for nearly four months, the four seeds he planted germinated in anticipation. Those young green shoots broke through the ground under the scorching sun and grew tenaciously.

He was very happy to build a shade shed for them and take good care of them.

After another half month, the seedlings grew taller, as long as a finger.

Yan Liusheng, who disappeared for a long time in the tape recorder, reappeared, but it was the report that he was arrested on the Snow β planet. What awaited him was a military court.

Wang Er: "???"