Cold Star Blade
Chapter 114 The Dark World
As early as when Paynes was a young crown prince, his friends were well known to everyone, and among them, Ellen was definitely recognized by the people of the empire and had the best friendship with the crown prince.After the crown prince came to the throne, Ellen's promotions were enough to show that the relationship between the two was very strong.
Now that Ellen said such a sentence in public, everyone who was close heard it.Paines' face changed suddenly, as if he was about to get angry.At this time, his personal sergeant came over, just in time to break the somewhat embarrassing scene.The non-commissioned officer first gave Ellen a marching ceremony, and then turned to the emperor: "Your Majesty, General Ling Shi Qing of the Alliance has requested to speak to you, and he is waiting on the line."
Due to the intervention of this non-commissioned officer, the situation naturally changed.Paynes looked at Ellen for a moment, but finally he could only leave him alone, but his anger could be seen from the footsteps of the hurriedly leaving figure.
So everyone couldn't help but think again, Marshal Ellen's recent news is really messed up. After a while, he broke up with Elizabeth, who had been in a stable relationship for a long time, and then heard that he had made love with an Omega technician, and then was suddenly captured by the Alliance Marshal. The empire is in a crisis of artificial intelligence warfare, but Marshal Ellen is nowhere to be heard.These pieces of seemingly unrelated news, the inside story is enough for everyone to break through the sky!
Everyone is waiting to see what Marshal Ellen will do next. Will he continue to insist on opening the Hanxing cockpit, or calm down and put the safety of the entire spaceship as a priority?
Ellen stood there silently, neither sat down nor made any other movements.It looked like he was about to cry, his eyes were getting redder and his face was getting paler, making him look like he was going crazy.So everyone couldn't help feeling that the so-called Marshal Bingshan, a role model for the military, was just an ordinary person.
He didn't move, and the technicians didn't dare to move.The technician who spoke before asked cautiously: "Marshal? Do you want to continue?" It may be that Ellen's appearance was a little scary, which made him lose the confidence he had just now.
Ellen seemed to have finally made a decision, and said loudly: "Everyone disband! I'm not here, no one is allowed to touch this mecha!"
Ellen then went to the room where her mother was waiting, with such urgency that every second counted.
Casablanca is a huge ship close to the size of an aircraft carrier, and the cabin where his mother is housed is far away from the hangar.He hurried and slowed down, his steps were messy, and he trotted for a long time before finally finding the room.
He didn't knock on the door, just broke in.
As soon as you enter the door, you can see the back of a woman sitting at the tea table in the center of the spacious and comfortable room.
Tea is brewed on the table, and the woman is drinking tea.This woman is very petite, obviously has the characteristics of an Omega, and has beautiful silver hair. The back view alone is enough to make many Alphas fall in love.It was also that silver hair that made Ellen's heart beat wildly.
Hearing the sound of Ellen coming in, the woman turned her head.At this moment, Ellen was startled, and the woman was also startled.At this moment, their mother and son finally face each other.
When Ellen left her mother, she was still a baby and her memory was not complete.This is the first time they see each other.
The appearance of this woman was completely different from what he had imagined.A woman has a weak and gentle face, and water-like eye waves. When looking at people, it is easy to feel affection, just like a bubble phantom, making people feel that they have to be careful even when touching them.At this moment, Ellen thought, is this his mother?Strong, ruthless, debauched, she should have a sarcastic expression, but none of these, no.
Suddenly, he could understand why his father gave this woman a short hug when he was running around.Afterwards, this woman was not mentioned at all.She is not suitable for Edwin's complex and huge noble family.
Apparently this woman is adrift alone and has had a good time for so many years.
"I'm so glad that you don't look very much like your father." Perhaps because of her natural physique and occupation, a woman is particularly approachable.During the conversation, there were not so many surprises of reunion.
Ellen stood at the door and didn't go any further.He showed obvious alienation from this woman, even resisted, and said coldly: "I don't know why you came to see me. As I said, it is best that we never meet."
The woman smiled and said, "Did I delay your urgent matter? You look very bad."
Feeling it yourself is different from hearing it from someone else.So far, Ellen still doesn't know what his state looks like in the eyes of others. After hearing what the woman said, he couldn't help being startled. He looked at the woman coldly, not knowing what to say.
Maybe at this time he really needs someone to support his heart, but there is no such person, no!
The woman couldn't get his answer, she sighed softly, and said again: "Maybe I shouldn't hand you over to Charles, your personality seems to be exactly the same as his."
Ellen said, "He is my only relative."
The woman's eyes were as gentle as water, and she slowly approached Ellen: "Ellen, I want to see you because I want to tell you the words that have been accumulated in my heart for many years. This is the last little thing I can do to you as a mother." responsibility."
Ellen looked at the woman silently, and heard her say: "As long as it is about you, I will always pay attention to it, from all the channels I can get in touch with, TV, Internet, magazines, and only newspapers and radio in remote places. You Ever since I was a child, although I can only see bits and pieces of news, as long as I can get the news, I will find a way to find out. Fortunately, you became a celebrity later, and it is convenient for me to know about you Gradually, it becomes easy to know how you've been doing, what you've been doing, what troubles you've had, how you've been—"
Hearing this, Ellen suddenly sternly stopped: "If you haven't seen it with your own eyes, don't say you understand! You are not by my side, how do you know how I am doing?"
As a military commander for many years, Ellen spoke threats. The soldier's voice was so powerful that the petite woman shrank her shoulders and took half a step back in fright.Seeing this, Ellen subconsciously closed her mouth and pressed her lips tightly.
The woman showed hesitation, lowered her eyelashes, and continued, "Edwin is the most prestigious, personable, and knowledgeable person in my world that I can meet. He is very direct, he said , if a person like me has a child with a rough man, the child will only spend his life humblely in the vulgar and vulgar circle of people. He asked me what I expected for the future. Maybe it was because I met Such a person gave me a long-term vision, and I suddenly developed a little ambition at that time. I said, I hope my children will be successful.
"Edwin said, if it is his child, it is easy to get ahead. Inherit his blood, have his appearance, and grow up to be active in his social circle. Naturally, those in the world I have seen Vulgar, dirty, and obscene people are different. We have no feelings, but he said that he liked my appearance and Omega blood. If I inherit it to my children, my appearance and blood will naturally be very good. I think, all my life Maybe that's the chance. So when he asked me if I wanted to have a baby with him, I just...
"Originally, we agreed that after the child was born, he would take it away. I don't fit in his world, and I can't leave the life I already have. I know he has a wife from a wealthy family. What do I have? Ability to compete with his wife. But when I was pregnant with you, the war came to our door, and Edwin and I got separated. Later, I gave birth to you, and I looked at you, your eyes, your hair , your nose and mouth, the way you laugh and cry, I suddenly don’t want to hand you over to that man. I’m afraid you will be wronged and helpless in their world.”
Omega is sentimental, especially a woman.She shed moving tears, the tears were like crystal diamonds, infinitely beautiful on her delicate face, people couldn't resist wanting to hold the fragile beauty firmly.
"I know that what I can learn is just the tip of the iceberg in your growth, and what I see is not what you really look like. Those news and gossip that don't know the truth may not even represent you. life." The woman bravely raised her head and looked directly at Ellen with eyes full of tears, "But I love you, and I want to know if you are living well, that's the only way. Until I heard that you were captured by the Alliance Well, this year, no matter how much money I have spent or how many connections I have entrusted, I have never heard anything about you. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I mustered up the courage to go to the emperor. As long as there is a chance, I feel that no matter how much I have to pay For the price, I have to see you to feel at ease."
Ellen was silent for a moment, then said, "You saw me. Do you think I'm doing well?"
He asked ironically.The woman hesitated, and finally reached out to caress Ellen's cheek.A clear jade luster flashed across the corner of Ellen's eyes.The woman wears a string of ruby bracelets on her wrists. The red beads are like tears clotted with blood, deep and bright, as if they are a deep bond tied to her hands.
"Ellen, letting you come into this world is my love for this world. It is my hope for the future when I am powerless. So," the woman said, "please don't hate yourself, hate this world Okay? You look like you want to destroy the world and kill yourself."
"Is this the ability of a pity teacher, able to understand other people's thoughts?"
"I have seen many people struggling in the abyss of pain. Every day they open their eyes is suffering. In their eyes, the world is a nightmare, a purgatory, an endless sea of suffering, and tortures every inch of their muscles and spirits. The pain is so painful that life is worse than death The look in their eyes is just like yours, wishing to turn their pain into fire and burn this cruel world. Isn’t your mecha called Lie Yan Hong Mei? Everyone thinks it means passion and love, but I Do you think that you gave the mech this name to imply that your love has already been soaked in blood and fire and turned into ashes?"
Ellen was just standing indifferently just now, but at this moment, he suddenly clenched his fists tightly, with a look of hostility in his blood-red eyes: "Yes, I am the same as those people. For me, it was dark and dull, and it made me breathless. In order to protect me, my uncle was beaten all over by the army, and he contracted the plague while recuperating. He shot himself for fear of infecting me. I found the gun from the dead body of an officer on the side of the road and handed it to him. Then I found out that I had infected my uncle with the plague. Now that I stepped into the gate of hell with one foot, I thought, why not infect the plague For those hateful officers? I poured the water I drank into the barracks cistern, crumbled my rotten flesh into their food, and dripped my own blood into the nearest water source to the barracks. I did These heinous things, just waiting to die, but met a guy who wanted to save me. He didn't know that the people in the monastery where he grew up might also be infected by what I did. I think it might be God I still want to save my life and let me repay the favor. Maybe the person who saved me is destined to need me to use this life to repay him at some point in the future.
"In the end, I became the soldier I hated the most, fighting for the royal war that I hated the most. Every time I wanted to die for my savior, he would save me every time. So I figured it out, Maybe this favor needs me to spend my whole life to repay it. In the end, he died before me. In this world, the only meaning of my existence disappeared. Not only did he disappear, but he also took away the best thing in my life a memory.
"Mother, I have never been happy, and I have never had a good moment. I don't have the appearance, demeanor, and life you expect. The me in those rumors is not me. I am a demon living in darkness. Living in this world feelingly, there is no love, only hate! The person I hate the most, the person who makes the meaning of my existence disappear, should have been tortured by me and sent to hell with my own hands!... But he said, like me……
The more Ellen talked, the crazier she became, and her face became more and more terrifying.Perhaps no one has noticed that this little devil, who has been hiding in the darkness, suddenly spread its broken wings and ferocious claws, and walked out of the darkness that enveloped it cautiously.
Without its disguise, this little devil could hurt anyone, including itself.The woman trembled slightly when she heard this, and managed to calm down before she dared to put her palm lightly on Ellen's face; "Then you...do you like him? Marshal of the Alliance, isn't Anatole Xinghailin? You just rescued him desperately, I heard."
Upon hearing the name, Ellen's expression changed.The blood in his eyes suddenly became confused.
He said blankly: "What does it feel like to like? Do you understand? Why did I kill him and torture him, but he still likes me? Why did he make me suffer so much? I can hardly breathe... the existence of this person , the existence of this person..."
Anatoly Xinghailin, the owner of this name, is an indescribable person.
As early as many years ago, in the "Tianlan Galaxy Retreat", Ellen's Red Rose had an accidental malfunction and fell into a dangerous place on the planet called "Devil's Swamp".Surrounded by dangerous swamps, it is difficult to cross on foot, and the beasts in the swamp are stalking. Hongmei's failure caused the loss of location search function, unable to call for help, unable to escape, so he was isolated there in isolation.
There is not much food in reserve, only enough to last two days.Ellen took a self-defense knife and food, and wandered in the boundless swamp for two days, looking for access.In the end, he could only give up.This swamp is too big, there are traps everywhere that you can't get back to if you step into it, and there are so many ferocious beasts, you may encounter a group of them if you walk three or two steps, it is simply difficult to move an inch.After the food was finished and there was no hope of getting out of the swamp, Ellen returned to the mecha, enjoying the last moment of peace in her life.
Not long after he closed his eyes, he suddenly heard a roar across the sky. He opened the vision of the mecha, and saw a white mecha plunged into the swamp.
"..."
Ellen hurriedly climbed out of the cabin to have a look. It seemed that the place where the mecha landed was not a coincidence. One foot got stuck in the mud flow of the swamp, but because of its huge body, it didn't sink in completely quickly. It was almost a dilemma. .
After a while, between the sky and the earth, I saw a brisk and lively figure approaching from far and near from that direction, like a grasshopper on the dead devil's swamp.
The "grasshopper" came to Ellen.It was a boy.He had a face that made people feel better quickly. Later, Ellen concluded that it was the boy's smiling face that brought him a little anger.
When the young man saw him, he stretched out a clean palm to him, and introduced himself: "Hi, I'm the Xinghailin pilot of the Alliance. Are you the ice and snow beauty officer who always has bad luck?"
Ellen: "..." Because he said that, Ellen didn't catch his hand.
The boy didn't feel embarrassed, he carried a toolbox, talked to himself, and got into the cockpit where Hongmei happened to be open.
"Hey!"
"What's wrong with your mecha? Is there a communication failure? After I locked your mecha just now, I tried to contact you, but it didn't work."
"What are you doing, who allowed you to connect with my mecha spirit?"
The boy rolled his eyes and muttered, "I'll help you fix the mecha! Are you Ellen Peter Pan? Is this the Red Rose mecha?"
Ellen frowned: "Who sent you here?"
"Your commander-in-chief, Kisialian!"
"..."
The young man smiled: "Hey, what does he have to do with you? When you mention him, your expression changes."
Ellen said, "What's the relationship? It's none of your business."
The young man folded his arms: "Heh, I'm very curious, you made me very curious now, if I don't get rid of my curiosity, I can't repair the mecha!"
"you!"
"Forget it, you don't want to say it, let me guess." The teenager licked his lower lip with his tongue, and when he looked down at the screen, his eyes were shining brightly, and he was very proud, "Childhood sweetheart? Senior brother? Do you like him? He likes it?" you?"
Ellen said: "What a mess, don't guess, we have nothing to do with each other."
The young man looked at him, smiled and said, "Just now you looked pale and depressed waiting to die, but when I mentioned him, your face smelled like a living person. You know, in a place like a swamp, a living person The breath of a person is completely different from the breath of a dying person, only those who want to live can go out."
What the boy said did not match his appearance and age at all.Ellen looked at him carefully.
The young man is extremely proficient in operating the mecha, as if it is his own mecha.The boy said: "Unfortunately, when my mecha landed, it got stuck in the swamp and was completely submerged. It took about four hours. I have to repair your mecha within four hours, let it take off again, and then put the Drag my mech out. Otherwise, the two of us have to think about how to walk out of this swamp. I am not here to die, but to rescue you under the entrustment of Kisia Lien. I don’t want to die here, so , don’t look like you’re about to die. Think about Kisialian, just for him, ignite your will to survive!”
After thinking for a while, Ellen asked, "This is the Devil's Swamp. My mecha crashed and landed here because of a breakdown. Why did you come? You're only thirteen or fourteen years old, right?"
The young man said confidently, "Because only I can rescue you!"
She couldn't tell what it was like, Ellen had never seen such bright eyes of a boy, like stardust in the dark night, as if the light would never go out.
Later, in order to repay his love, Ellen helped the boy watch the training of the white mecha.
At that time, the entire planet was full of ferocious scorpion-tailed people, and the human army fought with them, blood flowed into rivers, and corpses were scattered all over the field.The remaining clouds in the sky seemed to be the color of blood, and the earth was soaked in deep red.The rancid smell filled the air, piles of broken bones and limbs, it was impossible to tell who was who.
Under such circumstances, Ellen climbed into the white mecha with blood on her head and face.They had just experienced a fight that still haunts their hearts when they recall it. After all, Xinghailin was still young at that time, his body hadn't grown, and he collapsed in the driver's seat exhausted and sweating, and tremblingly said: "La, Give me a hand, I, I can't move..."
At that time, Ellen felt that something was wrong, and asked, "You're not Alpha, are you?"
"Why? If you're not an Alpha, you can't drive a mecha?"
Ellen pulled him out, and he almost couldn't stand still. He stepped on a step, and his body slid into Ellen's arms.
In order not to slide himself down, he firmly grasped Ellen's shoulders, and Ellen could feel his fingers trembling while pressing tightly on his aching bones.
He couldn't help saying, "Aren't you being too brave?"
"It's okay, I will recover soon. My body has a good recovery ability. You are the one who is too unlucky. No matter where you go, you will be besieged by the enemy. I don't want to see how hard it is for me Rescue you from the swamp, and you will be torn apart and swallowed alive by those scorpion-tailed men. By the way, do you know that when the scorpion-tailed men see beautiful ones, they will take them back to raise them for a while before killing them. Tsk tsk tsk, If you are caught by them, you will definitely not be able to bear that kind of humiliation."
"Save your strength and use it elsewhere!"
"I'm different. Even if I'm caught, I'll try my best to escape. No matter how tortured they are, I won't give up. I want to do something big and leave my name in history."
Ellen saw how weak he was sitting on the side, so she secretly re-trained the white mecha.
After finishing, he found that the boy put his face on his hands and was looking at him all the time, his eyes were bright and he looked very interesting.
"What's up?"
The teenager smiled: "I'm just surprised, so you also care about people."
Ellen: "..."
This man, this man, is really...
"It's your weakness, isn't it?" the woman said softly. "According to what I've heard and heard, he's a very powerful person. So, you can't hurt him that easily. Why don't you—"
"marshal!"
The two people in the room were awakened by a third voice that suddenly appeared.When Ellen turned her head, she saw Snow standing at the door. She didn't know how long he had been standing here.
The author has something to say: Actually, I forgot what Ellen’s first-generation machine was called ==
After turning for a long time, I can't turn it over...
If you make a mistake, go back and correct it.
Now that Ellen said such a sentence in public, everyone who was close heard it.Paines' face changed suddenly, as if he was about to get angry.At this time, his personal sergeant came over, just in time to break the somewhat embarrassing scene.The non-commissioned officer first gave Ellen a marching ceremony, and then turned to the emperor: "Your Majesty, General Ling Shi Qing of the Alliance has requested to speak to you, and he is waiting on the line."
Due to the intervention of this non-commissioned officer, the situation naturally changed.Paynes looked at Ellen for a moment, but finally he could only leave him alone, but his anger could be seen from the footsteps of the hurriedly leaving figure.
So everyone couldn't help but think again, Marshal Ellen's recent news is really messed up. After a while, he broke up with Elizabeth, who had been in a stable relationship for a long time, and then heard that he had made love with an Omega technician, and then was suddenly captured by the Alliance Marshal. The empire is in a crisis of artificial intelligence warfare, but Marshal Ellen is nowhere to be heard.These pieces of seemingly unrelated news, the inside story is enough for everyone to break through the sky!
Everyone is waiting to see what Marshal Ellen will do next. Will he continue to insist on opening the Hanxing cockpit, or calm down and put the safety of the entire spaceship as a priority?
Ellen stood there silently, neither sat down nor made any other movements.It looked like he was about to cry, his eyes were getting redder and his face was getting paler, making him look like he was going crazy.So everyone couldn't help feeling that the so-called Marshal Bingshan, a role model for the military, was just an ordinary person.
He didn't move, and the technicians didn't dare to move.The technician who spoke before asked cautiously: "Marshal? Do you want to continue?" It may be that Ellen's appearance was a little scary, which made him lose the confidence he had just now.
Ellen seemed to have finally made a decision, and said loudly: "Everyone disband! I'm not here, no one is allowed to touch this mecha!"
Ellen then went to the room where her mother was waiting, with such urgency that every second counted.
Casablanca is a huge ship close to the size of an aircraft carrier, and the cabin where his mother is housed is far away from the hangar.He hurried and slowed down, his steps were messy, and he trotted for a long time before finally finding the room.
He didn't knock on the door, just broke in.
As soon as you enter the door, you can see the back of a woman sitting at the tea table in the center of the spacious and comfortable room.
Tea is brewed on the table, and the woman is drinking tea.This woman is very petite, obviously has the characteristics of an Omega, and has beautiful silver hair. The back view alone is enough to make many Alphas fall in love.It was also that silver hair that made Ellen's heart beat wildly.
Hearing the sound of Ellen coming in, the woman turned her head.At this moment, Ellen was startled, and the woman was also startled.At this moment, their mother and son finally face each other.
When Ellen left her mother, she was still a baby and her memory was not complete.This is the first time they see each other.
The appearance of this woman was completely different from what he had imagined.A woman has a weak and gentle face, and water-like eye waves. When looking at people, it is easy to feel affection, just like a bubble phantom, making people feel that they have to be careful even when touching them.At this moment, Ellen thought, is this his mother?Strong, ruthless, debauched, she should have a sarcastic expression, but none of these, no.
Suddenly, he could understand why his father gave this woman a short hug when he was running around.Afterwards, this woman was not mentioned at all.She is not suitable for Edwin's complex and huge noble family.
Apparently this woman is adrift alone and has had a good time for so many years.
"I'm so glad that you don't look very much like your father." Perhaps because of her natural physique and occupation, a woman is particularly approachable.During the conversation, there were not so many surprises of reunion.
Ellen stood at the door and didn't go any further.He showed obvious alienation from this woman, even resisted, and said coldly: "I don't know why you came to see me. As I said, it is best that we never meet."
The woman smiled and said, "Did I delay your urgent matter? You look very bad."
Feeling it yourself is different from hearing it from someone else.So far, Ellen still doesn't know what his state looks like in the eyes of others. After hearing what the woman said, he couldn't help being startled. He looked at the woman coldly, not knowing what to say.
Maybe at this time he really needs someone to support his heart, but there is no such person, no!
The woman couldn't get his answer, she sighed softly, and said again: "Maybe I shouldn't hand you over to Charles, your personality seems to be exactly the same as his."
Ellen said, "He is my only relative."
The woman's eyes were as gentle as water, and she slowly approached Ellen: "Ellen, I want to see you because I want to tell you the words that have been accumulated in my heart for many years. This is the last little thing I can do to you as a mother." responsibility."
Ellen looked at the woman silently, and heard her say: "As long as it is about you, I will always pay attention to it, from all the channels I can get in touch with, TV, Internet, magazines, and only newspapers and radio in remote places. You Ever since I was a child, although I can only see bits and pieces of news, as long as I can get the news, I will find a way to find out. Fortunately, you became a celebrity later, and it is convenient for me to know about you Gradually, it becomes easy to know how you've been doing, what you've been doing, what troubles you've had, how you've been—"
Hearing this, Ellen suddenly sternly stopped: "If you haven't seen it with your own eyes, don't say you understand! You are not by my side, how do you know how I am doing?"
As a military commander for many years, Ellen spoke threats. The soldier's voice was so powerful that the petite woman shrank her shoulders and took half a step back in fright.Seeing this, Ellen subconsciously closed her mouth and pressed her lips tightly.
The woman showed hesitation, lowered her eyelashes, and continued, "Edwin is the most prestigious, personable, and knowledgeable person in my world that I can meet. He is very direct, he said , if a person like me has a child with a rough man, the child will only spend his life humblely in the vulgar and vulgar circle of people. He asked me what I expected for the future. Maybe it was because I met Such a person gave me a long-term vision, and I suddenly developed a little ambition at that time. I said, I hope my children will be successful.
"Edwin said, if it is his child, it is easy to get ahead. Inherit his blood, have his appearance, and grow up to be active in his social circle. Naturally, those in the world I have seen Vulgar, dirty, and obscene people are different. We have no feelings, but he said that he liked my appearance and Omega blood. If I inherit it to my children, my appearance and blood will naturally be very good. I think, all my life Maybe that's the chance. So when he asked me if I wanted to have a baby with him, I just...
"Originally, we agreed that after the child was born, he would take it away. I don't fit in his world, and I can't leave the life I already have. I know he has a wife from a wealthy family. What do I have? Ability to compete with his wife. But when I was pregnant with you, the war came to our door, and Edwin and I got separated. Later, I gave birth to you, and I looked at you, your eyes, your hair , your nose and mouth, the way you laugh and cry, I suddenly don’t want to hand you over to that man. I’m afraid you will be wronged and helpless in their world.”
Omega is sentimental, especially a woman.She shed moving tears, the tears were like crystal diamonds, infinitely beautiful on her delicate face, people couldn't resist wanting to hold the fragile beauty firmly.
"I know that what I can learn is just the tip of the iceberg in your growth, and what I see is not what you really look like. Those news and gossip that don't know the truth may not even represent you. life." The woman bravely raised her head and looked directly at Ellen with eyes full of tears, "But I love you, and I want to know if you are living well, that's the only way. Until I heard that you were captured by the Alliance Well, this year, no matter how much money I have spent or how many connections I have entrusted, I have never heard anything about you. I couldn't bear it anymore, so I mustered up the courage to go to the emperor. As long as there is a chance, I feel that no matter how much I have to pay For the price, I have to see you to feel at ease."
Ellen was silent for a moment, then said, "You saw me. Do you think I'm doing well?"
He asked ironically.The woman hesitated, and finally reached out to caress Ellen's cheek.A clear jade luster flashed across the corner of Ellen's eyes.The woman wears a string of ruby bracelets on her wrists. The red beads are like tears clotted with blood, deep and bright, as if they are a deep bond tied to her hands.
"Ellen, letting you come into this world is my love for this world. It is my hope for the future when I am powerless. So," the woman said, "please don't hate yourself, hate this world Okay? You look like you want to destroy the world and kill yourself."
"Is this the ability of a pity teacher, able to understand other people's thoughts?"
"I have seen many people struggling in the abyss of pain. Every day they open their eyes is suffering. In their eyes, the world is a nightmare, a purgatory, an endless sea of suffering, and tortures every inch of their muscles and spirits. The pain is so painful that life is worse than death The look in their eyes is just like yours, wishing to turn their pain into fire and burn this cruel world. Isn’t your mecha called Lie Yan Hong Mei? Everyone thinks it means passion and love, but I Do you think that you gave the mech this name to imply that your love has already been soaked in blood and fire and turned into ashes?"
Ellen was just standing indifferently just now, but at this moment, he suddenly clenched his fists tightly, with a look of hostility in his blood-red eyes: "Yes, I am the same as those people. For me, it was dark and dull, and it made me breathless. In order to protect me, my uncle was beaten all over by the army, and he contracted the plague while recuperating. He shot himself for fear of infecting me. I found the gun from the dead body of an officer on the side of the road and handed it to him. Then I found out that I had infected my uncle with the plague. Now that I stepped into the gate of hell with one foot, I thought, why not infect the plague For those hateful officers? I poured the water I drank into the barracks cistern, crumbled my rotten flesh into their food, and dripped my own blood into the nearest water source to the barracks. I did These heinous things, just waiting to die, but met a guy who wanted to save me. He didn't know that the people in the monastery where he grew up might also be infected by what I did. I think it might be God I still want to save my life and let me repay the favor. Maybe the person who saved me is destined to need me to use this life to repay him at some point in the future.
"In the end, I became the soldier I hated the most, fighting for the royal war that I hated the most. Every time I wanted to die for my savior, he would save me every time. So I figured it out, Maybe this favor needs me to spend my whole life to repay it. In the end, he died before me. In this world, the only meaning of my existence disappeared. Not only did he disappear, but he also took away the best thing in my life a memory.
"Mother, I have never been happy, and I have never had a good moment. I don't have the appearance, demeanor, and life you expect. The me in those rumors is not me. I am a demon living in darkness. Living in this world feelingly, there is no love, only hate! The person I hate the most, the person who makes the meaning of my existence disappear, should have been tortured by me and sent to hell with my own hands!... But he said, like me……
The more Ellen talked, the crazier she became, and her face became more and more terrifying.Perhaps no one has noticed that this little devil, who has been hiding in the darkness, suddenly spread its broken wings and ferocious claws, and walked out of the darkness that enveloped it cautiously.
Without its disguise, this little devil could hurt anyone, including itself.The woman trembled slightly when she heard this, and managed to calm down before she dared to put her palm lightly on Ellen's face; "Then you...do you like him? Marshal of the Alliance, isn't Anatole Xinghailin? You just rescued him desperately, I heard."
Upon hearing the name, Ellen's expression changed.The blood in his eyes suddenly became confused.
He said blankly: "What does it feel like to like? Do you understand? Why did I kill him and torture him, but he still likes me? Why did he make me suffer so much? I can hardly breathe... the existence of this person , the existence of this person..."
Anatoly Xinghailin, the owner of this name, is an indescribable person.
As early as many years ago, in the "Tianlan Galaxy Retreat", Ellen's Red Rose had an accidental malfunction and fell into a dangerous place on the planet called "Devil's Swamp".Surrounded by dangerous swamps, it is difficult to cross on foot, and the beasts in the swamp are stalking. Hongmei's failure caused the loss of location search function, unable to call for help, unable to escape, so he was isolated there in isolation.
There is not much food in reserve, only enough to last two days.Ellen took a self-defense knife and food, and wandered in the boundless swamp for two days, looking for access.In the end, he could only give up.This swamp is too big, there are traps everywhere that you can't get back to if you step into it, and there are so many ferocious beasts, you may encounter a group of them if you walk three or two steps, it is simply difficult to move an inch.After the food was finished and there was no hope of getting out of the swamp, Ellen returned to the mecha, enjoying the last moment of peace in her life.
Not long after he closed his eyes, he suddenly heard a roar across the sky. He opened the vision of the mecha, and saw a white mecha plunged into the swamp.
"..."
Ellen hurriedly climbed out of the cabin to have a look. It seemed that the place where the mecha landed was not a coincidence. One foot got stuck in the mud flow of the swamp, but because of its huge body, it didn't sink in completely quickly. It was almost a dilemma. .
After a while, between the sky and the earth, I saw a brisk and lively figure approaching from far and near from that direction, like a grasshopper on the dead devil's swamp.
The "grasshopper" came to Ellen.It was a boy.He had a face that made people feel better quickly. Later, Ellen concluded that it was the boy's smiling face that brought him a little anger.
When the young man saw him, he stretched out a clean palm to him, and introduced himself: "Hi, I'm the Xinghailin pilot of the Alliance. Are you the ice and snow beauty officer who always has bad luck?"
Ellen: "..." Because he said that, Ellen didn't catch his hand.
The boy didn't feel embarrassed, he carried a toolbox, talked to himself, and got into the cockpit where Hongmei happened to be open.
"Hey!"
"What's wrong with your mecha? Is there a communication failure? After I locked your mecha just now, I tried to contact you, but it didn't work."
"What are you doing, who allowed you to connect with my mecha spirit?"
The boy rolled his eyes and muttered, "I'll help you fix the mecha! Are you Ellen Peter Pan? Is this the Red Rose mecha?"
Ellen frowned: "Who sent you here?"
"Your commander-in-chief, Kisialian!"
"..."
The young man smiled: "Hey, what does he have to do with you? When you mention him, your expression changes."
Ellen said, "What's the relationship? It's none of your business."
The young man folded his arms: "Heh, I'm very curious, you made me very curious now, if I don't get rid of my curiosity, I can't repair the mecha!"
"you!"
"Forget it, you don't want to say it, let me guess." The teenager licked his lower lip with his tongue, and when he looked down at the screen, his eyes were shining brightly, and he was very proud, "Childhood sweetheart? Senior brother? Do you like him? He likes it?" you?"
Ellen said: "What a mess, don't guess, we have nothing to do with each other."
The young man looked at him, smiled and said, "Just now you looked pale and depressed waiting to die, but when I mentioned him, your face smelled like a living person. You know, in a place like a swamp, a living person The breath of a person is completely different from the breath of a dying person, only those who want to live can go out."
What the boy said did not match his appearance and age at all.Ellen looked at him carefully.
The young man is extremely proficient in operating the mecha, as if it is his own mecha.The boy said: "Unfortunately, when my mecha landed, it got stuck in the swamp and was completely submerged. It took about four hours. I have to repair your mecha within four hours, let it take off again, and then put the Drag my mech out. Otherwise, the two of us have to think about how to walk out of this swamp. I am not here to die, but to rescue you under the entrustment of Kisia Lien. I don’t want to die here, so , don’t look like you’re about to die. Think about Kisialian, just for him, ignite your will to survive!”
After thinking for a while, Ellen asked, "This is the Devil's Swamp. My mecha crashed and landed here because of a breakdown. Why did you come? You're only thirteen or fourteen years old, right?"
The young man said confidently, "Because only I can rescue you!"
She couldn't tell what it was like, Ellen had never seen such bright eyes of a boy, like stardust in the dark night, as if the light would never go out.
Later, in order to repay his love, Ellen helped the boy watch the training of the white mecha.
At that time, the entire planet was full of ferocious scorpion-tailed people, and the human army fought with them, blood flowed into rivers, and corpses were scattered all over the field.The remaining clouds in the sky seemed to be the color of blood, and the earth was soaked in deep red.The rancid smell filled the air, piles of broken bones and limbs, it was impossible to tell who was who.
Under such circumstances, Ellen climbed into the white mecha with blood on her head and face.They had just experienced a fight that still haunts their hearts when they recall it. After all, Xinghailin was still young at that time, his body hadn't grown, and he collapsed in the driver's seat exhausted and sweating, and tremblingly said: "La, Give me a hand, I, I can't move..."
At that time, Ellen felt that something was wrong, and asked, "You're not Alpha, are you?"
"Why? If you're not an Alpha, you can't drive a mecha?"
Ellen pulled him out, and he almost couldn't stand still. He stepped on a step, and his body slid into Ellen's arms.
In order not to slide himself down, he firmly grasped Ellen's shoulders, and Ellen could feel his fingers trembling while pressing tightly on his aching bones.
He couldn't help saying, "Aren't you being too brave?"
"It's okay, I will recover soon. My body has a good recovery ability. You are the one who is too unlucky. No matter where you go, you will be besieged by the enemy. I don't want to see how hard it is for me Rescue you from the swamp, and you will be torn apart and swallowed alive by those scorpion-tailed men. By the way, do you know that when the scorpion-tailed men see beautiful ones, they will take them back to raise them for a while before killing them. Tsk tsk tsk, If you are caught by them, you will definitely not be able to bear that kind of humiliation."
"Save your strength and use it elsewhere!"
"I'm different. Even if I'm caught, I'll try my best to escape. No matter how tortured they are, I won't give up. I want to do something big and leave my name in history."
Ellen saw how weak he was sitting on the side, so she secretly re-trained the white mecha.
After finishing, he found that the boy put his face on his hands and was looking at him all the time, his eyes were bright and he looked very interesting.
"What's up?"
The teenager smiled: "I'm just surprised, so you also care about people."
Ellen: "..."
This man, this man, is really...
"It's your weakness, isn't it?" the woman said softly. "According to what I've heard and heard, he's a very powerful person. So, you can't hurt him that easily. Why don't you—"
"marshal!"
The two people in the room were awakened by a third voice that suddenly appeared.When Ellen turned her head, she saw Snow standing at the door. She didn't know how long he had been standing here.
The author has something to say: Actually, I forgot what Ellen’s first-generation machine was called ==
After turning for a long time, I can't turn it over...
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