After I was kicked out by the benefactor

Zhong Wentian stood straight on the spot, seeming to be far away from the loud noises around him and the passing pedestrians, and only Xu Shuming's frosty face was seen in Zhong Wentian's sight.

He has been looking at this face for a long time, and he knows exactly what angle it looks best, and he also knows how it looks when it is really happy.But he didn't expect that when it became indifferent, it would shock him so much.

He knew that Xu Shuming didn't want to refuse or welcome this time, his eyes were sober, and when he looked at himself, it even gave people an illusion, as if he was looking at a passerby who had nothing to do with him.

"Shuming..." Zhong Wentian looked at Xu Shuming, furrowed his thick black eyebrows heavily, and wanted to say something to make it up.

Xu Shuming seemed to be afraid that he might misunderstand, and interrupted him by looking straight into his eyes with beautiful eyes: "Mr. Zhong, I'm not asking you for anything, or forcing you to make a choice, no, Please don't get me wrong. ——Whether you break up with Mr. Yuan, or whether you and Mrs. Zhong will get divorced, it doesn't matter to me. I don't care, what does it have to do with me?"

When he said this, his tone paused, and Zhong Wentian's expression became gloomy every time he finished a word.Zhong Wentian saw that he stopped suddenly and stared at him intently, but his face became even more gloomy. He sneered and said in a low voice: "What else? You still have something to say in your heart, right? Why don't you say it? It's just right, while we are both free now, let's just say it all at once today. "

Xu Shuming was silent for a while, he met Zhong Wentian and stared at him, his expression remained unchanged, before he said after a while: "Do you have to tell me?"

Zhong Wentian's face became more and more ugly. He has always disliked Xu Shuming's reluctance to tame. Xu Shuming had already restrained himself, but it seemed that something had opened the rope that imprisoned him in the past two days, allowing him to recover all of a sudden. To the level of turning around and leaving if you don't want to talk to yourself.

"Tell me." Zhong Wentian looked at him heavily, and said in a cold tone.

Hearing his words, Xu Shuming seemed to be very embarrassed. He took a deep breath, let it out slowly, and then looked into Zhong Wentian's eyes, and said: "...Okay. Since you asked so, then I will be bold once. .Did you always think that my parents' car accident was an accident?"

Zhong Wentian might as well let Xu Shuming bring the topic to this suddenly. He knows that this incident has hit Xu Shuming hard, or it can be said that it is a scar in Xu Shuming's heart that cannot be circumvented. This scar that cannot heal for a long time makes Xu Shuming become extreme. , stubborn, and it can even be said that his temper has become violent.

If his parents were involved, Xu Shuming would definitely become merciless.

Zhong Wentian frowned even deeper. He always felt that there was something between him and Xu Shuming. This layer was like a barrier, separating him and Xu Shuming far away.No matter how hard he tried, Xu Shuming only looked at him from a distance through this barrier. Maybe he would be tempted for a while, but he never took a step from that barrier.

Today, Zhong Wentian finally found out where the problem was.

"Yes, that was an accident." Zhong Wentian said affirmatively. Regardless of the change in Xu Shuming's expression, he continued without saying a word: "——why do you ask me like this? Do you think I have to worry about this accident too?" Responsible?"

After he finished speaking, Xu Shuming suddenly gave him a deep look in his eyes, without any concealment, Zhong Wentian saw clearly the hatred in it.

Zhong Wentian felt that all the anger in his heart was extinguished by this look, and he never thought that Xu Shuming would have such thoughts for him.

He looked at Xu Shuming incredulously, "Shuming, maybe I was responsible for this incident, but it doesn't mean that I am the creator of this accident! I am not the murderer! - I really didn't expect this to happen at that time This kind of accident, if I knew in advance, I would try my best to prevent it no matter what the cost! Do you think you are the kind of hard-hearted person who treats your parents' lives as nothing?"

"I know you're not the murderer." Xu Shuming stared at him for a long time. The two of them were actually very close, but Zhong Wentian felt that Xu Shuming's gaze on him had already made him unable to take a step closer to Xu Shuming. "But you can't escape either." Isn't it your responsibility? You obviously don't like your wife, why do you still delay the divorce? Why do you still have a wife and a daughter, looking for lovers in the name of flirting, and asking them to fight your wife to the death , and you stood on the sidelines——it was because of your laissez-faire, your indecision, and your irresponsibility that my parents’ accident today was caused!”

Xu Shuming took a deep breath, the fire that shot into the sky, the pattering rain, the wreckage of the car that fell on the ground, the burning gasoline...all the details were engraved in the depths of his mind one by one.As long as he relaxes for a moment, they will remind him that in the rain that day, his mother closed her eyes in severe pain with such disappointment, and his father is still lying on the hospital bed. Not a day is clear.The hospital has issued critical illness notices several times, and he still remembers the helplessness he felt when he slid slowly against the wall of the ward.

How did Zhong Wentian know about these pains?

Not only did he not know, but he also felt that he was very narrow-minded and had extreme views.Xu Shuming looked at Zhong Wentian, his slightly emotional gaze gradually became as unshakable as ice, and he said: "You are not the direct murderer, but you are more hateful than the murderer. In the name of loving me, your mouth You said you liked me, but you never thought about my feelings. You said before, why did you stand in Yuan Chuchuan's position and consider his feelings. This is your arrogance and your conceit, and it's the same with you now , Yuan Chuchuan and I are not fundamentally different to you, are they?"

Zhong Wentian froze completely on the spot in an instant, he had never experienced such a situation where he couldn't explain it.Xu Shuming's words were so one-sided and full of loopholes, but he opened his mouth, but couldn't summon the energy to refute.

He looked at the sarcasm, contempt, and disgust in Xu Shuming's eyes. Apart from anger and rage, he felt a sadness welling up from the bottom of his heart.

He never knew that Xu Shuming had always looked at him in this way in his heart, he had always blamed him, and he had never forgiven everyone involved in that accident.

He doesn't even look down on himself.

In his eyes, their meeting might be the beginning of a disaster that he could not avoid.As for his pursuit of him, those promises, he never considered the slightest bit at all.

It doesn't matter.

Does not care.

This is his truest feeling.

Zhong Wentian's lips moved, and he heard his own voice asking: "—So, since you decided to stay by my side, you've just pretended to show those seemingly insignificant feelings?"

Xu Shuming lowered his long eyelashes, and nodded slowly under Zhong Wentian's menacing gaze.

Seeing his calm face, Zhong Wentian felt that he was ridiculous for the first time. Xu Shuming rejected him so many times, but he still felt that Xu Shuming was reserved because he didn't express enough. It turned out that everything was wrong, Xu Shuming never planned to accept it!

From the beginning to the end, so many days of intimacy, so many emotions, it turned out that he was all lied to.

Zhong Wentian suddenly wanted to laugh, but no matter how much he tried to pull the corners of his mouth, he couldn't make himself laugh.

Finally, he sighed and asked the last question: "What is your purpose?"

Xu Shuming didn't seem to notice his gaffe, and said calmly, "For Yuan Chuchuan."

Zhong Wentian nodded, this was his purpose.good.very nice.

"Then I completely hate Yuan Chuchuan now, your goal has been achieved, are you satisfied?"

Xu Shuming raised his eyes and looked at him calmly. His beautiful eyes showed a puzzled look, and he asked in puzzlement, "Why do you think so? Is it enough that you don't like him? —— How is that enough?"

When he said this, he suddenly smiled, his eyes glistening, just like when Zhong Wentian and Xu Shuming met for the first time, only hearing Xu Shuming's voice softly said:

"Look, you don't know anything about me, how can you like me?"