After I was kicked out by the benefactor

It took Xu's father almost three months from waking up to being discharged from the hospital.On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Chen Bangyan asked for a day off and personally drove Xu Shuming to send Xu's father home.

In order to take care of his father who had just recovered from a serious illness, Xu Shuming specially changed houses and rented a community with a good environment, so that when Xu's father wanted to go downstairs to bask in the sun, there was no park for a walk.

Xu's father, Xu Rongheng, was very displeased with Xu Shuming's "extravagant" behavior. He is of the older generation and has always followed the frugal life philosophy.

The days of living in a family of three in more than 30 square meters have passed, and it is not a wealthy family that pays attention to the quality of life.How big can Xiangdao be?If you really want quality, the quality of life in Hong Kong is on the top of that mountain. Can they do it?

However, when he returned home, Chen Bangyan was also there, and Chen Bangyan was already a complete adult, and it was really not good for his son to be in front of his son's good brother.

Everyone has self-esteem, and parents should always pay attention to it. They must not ignore their children's psychology by taking the status of parents.

Chen Bangyan helped Xu Shuming settle down with his father, so he used the excuse that he wanted to go home to serve the Empress Dowager at home, so as to give Xu Shuming and Xu's father some time to spend together.

Xu Rongheng has been sleeping for more than a year, and his body has not yet fully recovered. His legs and feet need to be re-examined and exercised every day to reach the level of a normal person.

This is a room of sixty square meters, two bedrooms and one living room, very spacious.Because of the convenient transportation and quiet environment, the monthly rent is 2 yuan.

Xu Rongheng didn't know about Xu Shuming's financial situation, and it must have cost a lot of money to be sick for such a long time.Thinking about why Xu Shuming went to the mainland before, and why the couple had an accident, he couldn't help but worry.

As soon as Chen Bangyan left, Xu Rongheng asked Xu Shuming to push him to the balcony. It was now noon and the sun was hot, because it was close to the sea, and as soon as the window was opened, the sea-smelling hot wind blew over from the blue sky. .

Xu's father cut to the chase, "The rent isn't cheap, is it?" When talking to his son, why beat around the bush?

Pushing the wheelchair, Xu Shuming saw that his father liked the sun, so he turned around and let his whole body be bathed in the sun.He smiled and replied, "Yes."

Seeing his sincerity, Xu's father couldn't help but also laughed. He sat in the wheelchair and raised his head to look at his son.

Xu Shuming was afraid that it would be uncomfortable for him to look up for a long time, so he squatted on the bed, held her hand with both hands, and let him look at her with a smile.

"Why don't you live in the original house?" Father Xu asked.

"It's been sold." Xu Shuming said bluntly. He held Xu's father's hand tightly and said, "In your and mother's name, I will use the money from the sale of the house to support some children who cannot afford education. It would be more meaningful to use the money this way.”

Xu's father was startled. Looking at his son's much mature face, he couldn't help sighing, stretched out his hand and squeezed Xu Shuming's shoulder, and said, "I've worked hard on you during this time."

Xu Shuming had a sore nose, he shook his head, put his face on his father's lap, and said, "It was because of something wrong that my mother had an accident..."

Xu's father was startled, he quickly stopped him, and said: "It was an accident, Shu Ming, it was a blessing or a disaster, and a disaster can't be avoided. What does the car accident have to do with you?"

But Xu Shuming buried his face deeper, he said: "It wasn't me, why did you come to the mainland in such a hurry? If you didn't come to the mainland, why would you get into a car accident—and how could mother..."

Xu's father was shocked when he heard his voice choked up. He quickly lifted his son's shoulders, and without looking carefully, Xu Shuming's eyes turned red.

"Stupid child," Xu Rongheng saw that the child who had been stubborn since childhood and refused to admit defeat had become like this, and almost cried. He stroked Xu Shuming's hair and said, "What do you think your mother is looking for you for? It was true that she was angry at the time, but she was more angry with herself. You can endure hardships than other children since you were a child, and you hide everything in your heart. Don't act like a baby, don't cry, don't pester others, even Ayan can't You bought a mountain bike and made a big fuss at home. What about you, you never asked us for anything, the school has outdoor activities for an extra fee, if we don’t ask, you would rather not go than open your mouth to us.”

Father Xu said while recalling that he held Xu Shuming tightly in his arms, "But we didn't find out why you didn't want to go back to China after graduating from graduate school. You kept telling us the good news and not the bad, and we thought you were having a very good time." Good. But if you live a good life, why are you being taken care of by others? The child I raised by myself, I know it in my heart! When you were in school, you even refused to take advantage of the meal treats from your classmates, why? Would you suddenly give up your innocence for money?"

"Shuming," Xu's father's fingers grasped Xu Shuming's shoulders, and he said, "Your mother heard the news from someone else, and she cried at me when she got home. She said it was her fault. If we cared more about you, you You won’t suffer so much outside. She said that she will take you home and never let you leave her side.”

Xu Shuming's tears overflowed silently from his eyes.

"You are the most important person to me and your mother. No matter when, Shuming, you will remember." Xu's father wiped away the tears on Xu Shuming's cheeks, and said, "Your mother and I will not blame you."

Xu Shuming nodded and smiled at his father, "I see, Dad."

Xu's father patted him on the shoulder, and then said: "Don't say you know it, but also know it in your heart, can you do it?"

Xu Shuming had no choice but to nod his head heavily under his father's earnest gaze.

Only then did Xu's father let him push himself back, saying that the sun was so strong that he was sweating from the sun.Xu Shuming hurriedly followed suit. After entering the room, Xu Shuming wanted to pour a glass of water for his father, but Xu's father suddenly reached out and grabbed Xu Shuming's hand on his shoulder.

Xu Shuming was taken aback, Xu's father turned his face sideways, looked up at him, and said, "Shuming, tell me about your affairs in the Mainland later."

Father Xu's gaze was serious and clear, Xu Shuming subconsciously nodded and said, "Okay."

Father wanted to know about Zhong Wentian.

In the past, Zhong Wentian was the black history that Xu Shuming wanted to get rid of the most, because it was an ugly scar on his life path, and he didn't mention it to anyone.

But the more you cover it up, the more the old scars will be torn, suppurated, and turned into new wounds.

Now, Xu Shuming thought, maybe it wasn't that Zhong Wentian couldn't mention it, but that he didn't dare to mention it.

A long time ago, when he met Zhong Wentian, when he was willing to be with Zhong Wentian, he thought, he knew that Zhong Wentian didn't love him.

Zhong Wentian likes herself, but doesn't love him.

Therefore, he can dislike himself when he doesn't like it.

But I love him.

Xu Shuming closed his eyes.

—he actually loved him.