I'm not from the same world as you

Xu Cen was abandoned almost as soon as he was born. It was in a remote town in Anqing. No one knew when a baby boy was added to a trash can beside the roadside of the town, and no one saw who put the baby boy in the there.

The little boy has been lying there quietly, not crying, so no one found him all morning.

He was so hungry that he cried aloud. Someone went to see him, but he left again. The little boy kept crying, crying hoarsely. People who came to see him came one after another, but they also left for a while. Batch after batch.

In this small place, no one is kind enough to pick up a little boy of unknown origin and take him back to raise him.

Chu Xiao has lived in this small town since she was a child, but her parents are not from this town. No one knows why the two young couples came here in the first place, and no one knows where the two young couples came from.

All I know is that they used all their belongings to buy an old house in a small town, and they have lived there ever since. Within a few months, they gave birth to a little girl named Chu Xiao.

The people in the small town are all xenophobic, not to mention that Chuxiao's family is also of 'unknown origin' in their eyes. What's up.

But the accident happened like this. It was an autumn when everything was withered. Chu Xiao’s parents never came back after they went out to do errands. Without saying a word, he moved Chu Xiao's house completely, not only that, but also smashed Chu Xiao's house to pieces.

These people told Chu Xiao that her parents died in a car accident outside, and then drove away without leaving a word, nor did they say who they were or where her parents were now.

Chu Xiao sat at home and cried all day and night. These people came aggressively, which made the townspeople even more hostile to Chu Xiao, thinking that their family would bring disaster to the town, even though there is only one Chu Xiao who is a few years old in this family.

No one told Chu Xiao what happened, and no one helped Chu Xiao. Now she is poor and helpless, and even eating has become a problem.

She can't get out of this small town, she can only live in this small town, even though everyone doesn't like her, even though everyone looks at her and takes a detour.

Chu Xiao survived by picking up trash alone, and it was also because picking up trash met Xu Cen who was put next to the trash can.

Chu Xiao took Xu Cen back to her dilapidated home, saved food and money, even if he didn't eat, Xu Cen didn't go hungry. The two siblings survived in this small town depending on each other.

When I found Xu Cen, there was nothing in Xu Cen's quilt except a note, and there was only the word Xu Cen written on the note. Xu Cen's name, so I kept the note well.

Chu Xiao just called Xu Cen "younger brother" and "younger brother". When Xu Cen got older, Chu Xiao ran to an old and kind Chinese teacher in the small town and asked about the words on the note. Only then did I know that my brother's name is Xu Cen.

Chu Xiao always cared about Xu Cen, Xu Cen always ate half of what he had to eat, and took a bite or two by himself, so Chu Xiao was always thin and small, while Xu Cen was healthy.

It was winter, and if it wasn't for the fact that they only had two thin clothes with patches on them, Chu Xiao and Xu Cen might have found the snowflakes flying all over the sky very beautiful.

Chu Xiao was ill, and the two of them hadn't eaten for several days in the dilapidated house, and Xu Cen was shivering from the cold. Although he was so hungry that his chest was stuck to his back, Xu Cen didn't even complain.

Because he knew that his sister was sick, and now he was very uncomfortable, and he couldn't go out to pick up garbage and sell it to buy him something to eat.

Chu Xiao was also shivering from the cold on the bed, Xu Cen went over to hug her sister, and rubbed her hands over and over again, hoping this would make her warmer.

But he didn't live up to it, his stomach screamed out of hunger at this time, he quickly covered his stomach, but his sister was still woken up.

Chu Xiao opened her eyes, she had no strength left, "Cen Cen, are you hungry?"

Xu Cen quickly shook his head, "No, sister, I'm not hungry, sister, you go to sleep, and you'll be fine when you wake up."

Chu Xiao struggled to sit up, touched Xu Cen's sunken belly, and forced a smile, "My sister knows that Cen Cen is hungry, so my sister is going to get you something to eat, but we can't starve Cen Cen. "

Chu Xiao didn't have much energy to speak, Xu Cen was worried about her sister, and quickly waved to her, then snuggled into Chu Xiao's arms, "Sister, I'm really not hungry, Cen Cen wants my sister to get better."

Xu Cen burst into tears as he spoke, Chu Xiao pushed Xu Cen away and wiped away Xu Cen's tears, with a gentle voice, "Cen Cen doesn't cry, Cen Cen is a man, and when he grows up, he will protect his sister .”

Xu Cen nodded vigorously and wiped away the tears on his face, "I will definitely protect my sister."

Chu Xiao smiled and patted Xu Cen's head, "Well, Cen Cen should eat more and grow up quickly, so that he can protect his sister."

After Chu Xiao put on her shoes, she was still ready to go out to see if there was anything she could pick up and sell for money. No matter what, she had to buy some food for Xu Cen to eat.

Before going out, Chu Xiao squatted down and told Xu Cen, "Cen Cen waits for my sister at home obediently, and my sister will be back in a while, and bring food for Cen Cen when she comes back."

Xu Cen nodded, and after Chu Xiao left, Xu Cen sat on the bed, his stomach growling with hunger, and his sister hadn't eaten for a long time, she must be hungry too, and her sister was sick and had to feed him. Looking for food, Xu Cen thought about it, and felt that he should also help his sister.

After Xu Cen made up his mind, he also put on his shoes and went out. He couldn't go to the places his sister frequented. If he met her, she would definitely scold him.

Xu Cen walked towards the edge of the town, the cold wind blowing outside made Xu Cen feel like his skin was about to crack, the clothes on his body didn't keep warm at all, the cold wind directly poured in from his sleeves, Xu Cen shivered from the cold.

The snow is still falling, but there is no one on the street. It is deep winter, and every household is busy celebrating the New Year.

Xu Cen looked into the window on the side of the street while walking, inside the window was brightly lit, warm and cozy, but outside the window was the reality that Xu Cen had to face, cold and hungry.

Xu Cen just walked like this and found nothing on the side of the street. He was a little discouraged. Why does my sister always find things when she comes out?

Xu Cen stroked his growling stomach and walked around a corner. Xu Cen saw a tall and tall man walking on the empty street. people.

The man held a bag of steaming steamed buns in his hand, Xu Cen stared straight at his eyes, his mouth was constantly drooling, Xu Cen felt even hungrier.

He hesitated a bit, but finally decided to run up to the man, gave him a big and sweet smile, then politely bowed to the man, then pointed to the bun in the man's hand, and said in a childish voice asked, "Uncle, can I have one?"

Attracted by Xu Cen's attention, the man knelt down and looked at the poor Xu Cen. He took a bun from the bag and gave it to Xu Cen. The corner of his mouth raised an arc, and he asked Xu Cen kindly, "Want to eat? Here, I'll return it." There are many."

Xu Cen was very conflicted. His sister told him not to eat food from strangers, but he felt that the uncle in front of him was very kind and he was really hungry. Xu Cen hesitated for a while, but still took a bite of the bun.

This is a meat bun. Xu Cen can count the number of times he has eaten meat with ten fingers since he was born. Most of the food that my sister brings home is steamed buns.

The meat buns are very fragrant. Touching the hot buns, the cold Xu Cen felt a little warmth at this time. Xu Cen was very satisfied, but he did not forget to say thank you to the man in front of him. The man saw Xu Cen gobbled it up. Yes, and reminded Xu Cen not to choke.

But after Xu Cen took a bite, he stopped eating. The man asked why he didn't eat, Xu Cen said, "My sister is still hungry, I want to give her the rest."

"You still have a sister?" The man's tone was filled with shock and surprise.

Xu Cen nodded, the man looked at Xu Cen's eyes and said to Xu Cen, "You can eat this, I still have a lot here, you take me to your house, we will give the buns to your sister OK?"

Xu Cen felt that this uncle was better and kinder than everyone in the town.

Xu Cen nodded to the man, and led him towards the house.

When he got home, his sister hadn't come back yet. The man laughed when he saw Xu Cen's house was empty. Xu Cen asked him what he was laughing at, but he just shrugged it off.

Xu Cen saw that his sister hadn't come back. First, he was worried about her, and second, he also wanted her to come back quickly to eat meat buns, so Xu Cen said to the man, "I'll go find my sister."

Then ran away.

Xu Cen went to the place where his sister used to go to find someone. After a long search, he finally saw his sister on a street to the east. Xu Cen ran to her sister. When Chu Xiao saw Xu Cen running out, he was full of doubts, " What's the matter? How did you come out?"

Xu Cen shook his head and said it was fine, Chu Xiao felt relieved, and put the bag in front of Xu Cen, "Look, what is this?"

Xu Cen took a closer look, and it turned out to be a steamed bun. It seems that my sister didn't gain anything from coming out this time, and this steamed bun may be all she gained.

Xu Cen didn't take the steamed bun, but took Chu Xiao's hand and ran back. Chu Xiao was pulled by Xu Cen. For some reason, Xu Cen told Chu Xiao about the man just now while running on the road.

The East Street is not far from Xu Cen's house, and the two of them ran all the way here and they were already very close to home. After hearing the ins and outs, Chu Xiao always felt that there was something wrong with this man, so she pulled Xu Cen to a stop, and just wanted to ask Xu Cen The details of the whole thing.

As a result, when she looked up, she saw three men in black sitting in their house across the street, with knives and ropes in their hands. Chu Xiao was startled, these people were indeed not good people.

Chu Xiao just wanted to take Xu Cen away, but one of the men had already seen her, and Chu Xiao knew that she would not be able to run away.

There were several cardboard boxes in front of Chu Xiao and Xu Cen, and a trash can next to the cardboard boxes. Xu Cen was shorter than Chu Xiao, and was just blocked by the boxes.

Seeing that the three men were already coming this way, Chu Xiao hurriedly opened the lid of the trash can, letting Xu Cen jump in, and while covering Xu Cen with trash, she said to Xu Cen, "No matter what happens, no matter what happens. Don't come out when you hear any sound, and don't make any sound, remember what my sister said!"

Chu Xiao put the lid on the trash can, then turned around and ran away. Xu Cen was still in the trash can, he couldn't see anything, he could only hear the sound of slaps on the skin and his sister's moaning, and then all kinds of There was a "woo woo" sound, and the man cursed in a low voice.

Xu Cen stayed in the trash can and didn't dare to say a word. He covered his mouth hard to prevent himself from crying. He wanted to jump out to save his sister. He wanted to shout for help, but his sister told him no matter what. Don't make a sound.

He didn't know what to do, he didn't know who to turn to for help, he could only cover his mouth tightly while weeping silently.

There was a rustling sound outside, and my sister was still. Xu Cen could only hear the sound of punching and kicking, and everything returned to calm in the end.

Footsteps sounded next to Xu Cen's ears. He felt someone approaching the trash can. Xu Cen tightly covered his mouth, and then tried to drill deeper into the trash can. He didn't dare to make any sound.

Xu Cen heard someone lift the lid of the trash can, then slapped it twice with something, and left without seeing anyone cursing in a low voice.

Xu Cen heard the sound of the car starting, and only after the sound gradually faded away did he dare to climb out cautiously.

He was covered in rubbish, and he was still holding the steamed bun that his sister had just stuffed in his hand. He sat on the rubbish dump, watching the car with his sister gradually disappear from his field of vision.

My sister said she couldn't make a sound, so he covered his mouth all the time, and didn't even dare to cry out. He just watched, tears falling silently.

After sitting in the cold wind for an indeterminate amount of time, he dared to cry aloud, climbed down from the trash can, and chased the car as if desperately, shouting as he ran, "Sister! elder sister!"

At this time, there was no trace of the car, Xu Cen screamed hoarsely and never saw his sister again.

Holding the steamed bun in his hand, Xu Cen ran straight forward without any direction. He kept running until his feet were rotten, his face was frozen, and his hands had already lost feeling.

The neighbor who heard the noise called the police, but the matter was not taken seriously. Everyone thought that the two siblings who lived like dogs suddenly disappeared. They didn’t care where the siblings went or were taken away. The ones left by themselves, they just thought it was to watch the fun, or what's more, they felt happy. These people still think that the siblings will bring disaster to the town, so it's better to leave.

In the end, Xu Cen kept walking like this for two years. When he was thirsty, he drank the river water, and when he was hungry, he ate garbage. Whenever he saw anyone, he would ask, "Where is my sister?"

Everyone thought he was a lunatic and ran away when they saw him. In the past two years, he lived a life like a walking dead. He faced death countless times, but he couldn't die. He wanted to find his sister. He said, Protecting his sister for the rest of his life, so he persisted.

He didn't know where Xu Cen fell at the end. He only knew that he was sent to the hospital by kind people, and he was cured of all his ailments by kind doctors.

Finally, he was sent to an orphanage.

There was no smile on Xu Cen's face since then, and he stopped talking. That winter, if he hadn't smiled at that man, and hadn't taken the initiative to talk to that man, he and his sister wouldn't have become like this. So, it was him, Killed my sister.

Xu Cen couldn't speak or laugh in the orphanage, he was cold every day, and his whole body was like a pool of stagnant water. None of the children and adults in the orphanage liked him, and they all liked to bully him, because he never resisted.

So even in the orphanage, he never had enough food and clothing, all he got was endless ridicule, verbal abuse and punching and kicking.

In such an environment, Xu Cen wrapped himself up more tightly, he hid himself deeply, and no one could hurt him.

That day, the trajectory of his life was changed by that woman. He changed from a stray dog ​​to a rich young man, and he has lived a life of luxury ever since.

On the day Li Muhuan brought his husband to the orphanage, Xu Cen seemed to see the warmth of spring and flowers blooming. Li Muhuan said that Xu Cen's calm eyes touched her, so they took Xu Cen back.However, what Li Muhuan didn't expect was that Xu Cen's eyes were not calm at all, but dead still.

And Xu Cen's thought that the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming is just his imagination.