I'm not from the same world as you

Xu Cen didn't know what he would do, and he didn't dare to imagine that day coming.

Xu Cen got up and walked outside the toilet door, leaning against the door and talking to Duan He inside, "Duan He, you know that I have a lot of concerns, and sometimes my hesitation will make you sad, so I say sorry to you."

Duan He opened the door, he didn't actually go to the bathroom, he just wanted to find a place to calm down, but when he heard Xu Cen's voice and Xu Cen saying sorry, he couldn't help it.

Duan He hugged Xu Cen, "Don't say sorry, you are not wrong, I made you feel too insecure."

Xu Cenhui hugged Duan He and buried his face in Duan He's neck. He was really reluctant to part with Duan He and this family, "I don't want to leave you."

"Never leave, never leave, as long as you want, this will always be your home." Duan He said about Xu Cen Rourou's hair.

Xu Cen didn't speak any more, no matter how many words he said, it didn't make any sense. It wasn't that Duan He didn't give him a sense of security, but that he was always in a state of anxiety.

It shouldn't be like this.

Xu Cen came out of Duan He's arms, and smiled at Duan He, "Let's go to Auntie, she must have bought a lot of vegetables, it's like this every time, even if you can't carry it, you have to buy it."

"Okay," Duan He scratched Xu Cen's nose, "You are the only one who can bother Ms. He."

Duan He led Xu Cen out. He knew that Xu Cen was changing the subject, but he didn't say anything. The atmosphere just now made him and Xu Cen feel uncomfortable.

After going down the stairs, Xu Cen broke free from Duan He's hand. Although they had always been very close in the playground, this is not a playground. The people here are all Duan He's neighbors, and some even watched Having grown up with Duan He, he dared not take the risk.

Duan He was stunned for a second, but he immediately realized that he and Xu Cen were walking side by side without touching anything, neither of them spoke, it looked like two strangers to outsiders.

Duan He looked at Xu Cen, who kept his head slightly down, and put his arm around Xu Cen's shoulder. Xu Cen looked at him sideways, and Duan He smiled, "Don't worry, others will only think that we are good buddies. "

Xu Cen didn't seem to see anything strange in his surroundings, so he felt relieved, and Duan He's touch made him feel much more at ease.

The two came to the market, and after a long search, they found Ms. He who had brought a lot of things. After Xu Cen saw it, he ran over and took the things in Ms. He's left hand.

By the way, he gave Duan He a look, and after receiving the signal, Duan He stretched out his hand to take the things in Ms. He's right hand, "Mom, you bought so many things again, you can't finish them."

Ms. He shook her hands, "It's not for you to eat. Why do you care so much? I specially made food for Cen Cen. It's been a few months, and this child is still so skinny."

The old mother pinched Xu Cen's shoulder, with a look of pity on her face, Duan He expressed that she couldn't stand it anymore, and turned around and walked home first.

As a result, neither of the two people caught up. They picked up something by themselves and walked while chatting.

Duan He instantly felt rejected.

The three returned home one after another. Ms. He was about to start cooking, and Xu Cen stayed to help. Duan He saw that Xu Cen stayed and wanted to stay too.

But before he could say anything, he was ruthlessly thrown out by his mother, "You go and play, don't get in the way."

Duan He shrugged at Xu Cen, and went to the living room to play with his mobile phone.

Sitting on the sofa, I can just see the kitchen. My mother and Xu Cen stand together like a mother and son. My mother is very beautiful, and Xu Cen is very handsome, but my mother is glamorous, and Xu Cen is refreshing. of.

Duan He thought about himself, maybe he and his father stood together and saw that they were father and son.

Duan He had no choice but to lament again why his mother chose his father in the first place, and suffered half his life with his father.

But after thinking about it in a blink of an eye, doesn't such an excellent person like Xu Cen also like him?There is really no reason for such a thing as emotion.

Duan He took out his mobile phone and took a picture of his mother and boyfriend in the kitchen getting along well. He liked the group photo he gave to Xu Cen last time, and he bought a special photo frame and put it on the desk on the bed.

After Duan He found out that Xu Cen liked him very much, he kept paying attention. He already had many photos of him and Xu Cen, Xu Cen, Qi Wei, Wang Meng, and even the four of them in his mobile phone.

Xu Cen must be very happy when these photos are developed together with the photos taken at home and sent to Xu Cen.

Mom and Xu Cen have been busy in the kitchen for more than an hour. Dad finished work early today and came back at twelve o'clock.

He was also very happy to see Duan He and Xu Cen when he came back, and after greeting each other, Dad went to the bedroom to change his clothes and sit next to Duan He.

"Dad finished work so early today?" Duan He actually seldom chatted with his father, and his father never talked much.

"This family is coming to an end, so it's early to finish work today."

"Dad, can I ask you a gossip question?" Duan He looked at his calm father.

"You ask."

"How did you manage to chase mom back then?" As soon as mom was mentioned, dad's calm expression that had remained unchanged for thousands of years changed, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and happiness in his eyes.

"Your mother was beautiful when she was born, and many people liked her, but she was playful, she didn't want to get married or have children, she just wanted to play and make troubles all the time. Many people said she had a childish temper, and many people said she Too unorthodox.

The people who proposed marriage came and went, some of them were chased away by your mother, and some of them left after seeing the real person and couldn't understand your mother's style of scolding.At that time, many people said that your mother was going to live alone for the rest of her life. How could she tolerate such thoughts and people like your mother at that time. "

Dad smiled and said, he didn't seem to feel disgusted by Mom's deviant behavior.

"Then what happened later? How did you do it? Can you accept my mother's ideas?" Duan He actually wanted to ask why his mother still got married and gave birth to him, but he was not ashamed to ask.

"At that time, I just liked your mother, the one-sided kind. I told my family that I would marry your mother. Your grandma almost broke my legs with a bamboo pole, but if I like it, I like it. What can I do? I took some of my savings and ran to find your mother and asked her to come with me. If she doesn't want to get married, she won't get married, and if she doesn't want to have children, she won't have children. I can take care of her for the rest of her life.

At that time, your mother didn't know whether she was dazed or something, she really followed me, a poor boy, and her wish of playing and making trouble all the time was not fulfilled, so she ran around with me, sometimes even There is no place to stay, and people have lost a lot of weight in a few months.

I'm not willing, I told your mother, go back, don't follow me, what's the use of living a hard life with me, but your mother didn't, not only didn't go back, but went to pull the marriage certificate with me, she said Ah, with this little book, it can always be tied by my side.

How can I let your mother suffer, working hard, working hard, and gradually stabilized, but your father is useless, and hasn't let your mother live a good life for so many years.

When it stabilized, your mother also worked hard with me for more than ten years, and she was in her thirties. Then your mother said that she should have a child, and she could accompany her and me, and then you were born. "

He was very moved after listening to his father's story about the past. My father and mother have gone through so many things. At that time, my father and mother were very brave people. It's nothing to be bitter, at least they still have each other.

Dad sighed a little after he finished speaking, "Your mother, you are actually quite stupid. None of those wishes were fulfilled at the beginning, but I was dragged down to become what I am now."

"Dad, don't say that. My mother is also very beautiful now, and her life is very happy. What my mother may need is your support and company. Aren't we living a good life now?"

Dad glanced at his mother in the kitchen, and smiled slightly, "This is the best I can give to your mother and you, your father is useless in this life, and your next life will definitely make your mother happier than now. "

Mom came out of the kitchen with a plate, turned her head and glanced at Dad, "Don't say there's nothing left, come and eat, I've been tired for a long time."

Mom followed Xu Cen, and what Dad said just now made Duan He more determined. At that time, Mom and Dad could be so brave, why couldn't they?

He and Xu Cen can also be like parents, no matter how difficult they are, they will be together for a lifetime.

Duan He walked over with his father, and his mother sat down after bringing the last bowl of soup to the table.

Today is another big table of dishes. The last time I came back from the National Day, my mother also cooked a large table of dishes. In the end, I only ate 30.00%, and let him and my father eat the rest in the next few days.

Mom still cooks new dishes every day, but she and Xu Cen only eat them. Poor dad almost vomited from the leftovers after eating with him for a few days. In the next few days, mom will show kindness and be reluctant to part with dad. After eating the leftovers, the leftovers belong to him alone.

Duan He had to doubt whether he was his own again.

"Mom, you cook so many dishes again."

My mother ignored him, and kept adding vegetables to Xu Cen, some chicken legs and some fish, "Come on, eat more."

Duan He and his father met each other's eyes, and Duan He's whole expression was filled with aggrieved feelings. He didn't know whether he should be jealous of his mother or Xu Cen. His father, who usually ate in silence, suddenly said today, "Your mother I always wanted to give birth to an obedient boy, but I didn't expect to give birth to a copy of me."

Mom chimed in, "Come on, if only he were your copy."

Duan He was inexplicably stuffed with dog food, "Mom, you can't say that, how am I not like Dad? Didn't you think I looked like Dad before?"

"Is this the same thing? You ask yourself, do you have a bad temper like your father?!"

"My bad temper is not like yours." Duan He said.

"That's right. You look like your father, and I have a bad temper. How will you find a girlfriend in the future?"

"I'm not looking for a girlfriend." Xu Cen looked at him nervously, and he realized what he said when he met Xu Cen's eyes.

But mom and dad didn't seem to take it seriously, and mom still looked disgusted, "Son, it's not whether you look for it or not, it's whether girls like you or not."

Duan He looked at his own mother and didn't know what to say, Xu Cen said at this moment, "I think Duan He is pretty good."

Hearing Xu Cen's words, Duan He lost all mood, only full of joy and happiness, so what if he is not good-looking, so what if he has a bad temper, so what if no girls like him, Xu Cen is enough Yes.

After eating and taking a nap, Duan He took Xu Cen out. This is the place where he has lived for more than ten years. He wanted to take Xu Cen to see the footprints of his life.

Duan He first brought Xu Cen to a kindergarten. The kindergarten is very old. I heard from my mother that this kindergarten is going to be demolished recently.

"I studied in kindergarten here for two years. At that time, my parents were busy and didn't have time to pick me up. I always went home with the aunt next door." Duan He took Xu Cen into the kindergarten.

The small tables and benches in the kindergarten have not been removed, Duan He walked to the last row and sat down on the small bench reluctantly, "When I was young, my teacher always put me in the last row because I was too tall, and I used to be very reluctant. "

Xu Cen walked over and sat next to Duan He, and experienced the feeling of sitting in the last row. In fact, Duan He couldn't remember exactly what happened in kindergarten, it was too long ago.

Duan He got up and walked to the podium, stood on the podium and looked at Xu Cen who was sitting upright below, took a chalk and wrote the word "Duan He" on the blackboard, and then said to Xu Cen, "Little Xu Cen, Do you know what is written on the blackboard?"

Xu Cen shook his head cooperatively, and Duan He continued to speak in the same tone as he was talking to a child, "Then the teacher will teach you, read after me——Duan He."

Duan He wrote four more words on the blackboard with the chalk he was still holding when he said it - I like you.

Xu Cen read after Duan He, "Duan He."

"I like you."

"I like you."

"Okay, remember? Say it together." Duan He looked at Xu Cen with a smile.

Xu Cen very obediently linked up what Teacher Duan taught, looked into Duan He's eyes and said, "Duan He, I like you."

Duan He came down from the podium, leaned into Xu Cen's ear and said, "Xu Cen, I love you."

He has never said the word love, he always thinks the word love is very sacred, and he doesn't know what kind of feeling can be called love. His father's call at noon taught him what love is, and his father loves his mother. Only then will I support and tolerate my mother regardless of everything, and give my mother everything he can give. My mother loves my father, so I will abandon my wish to marry my father, have children for him, and live a hard life with him It doesn't matter.

He understands that Xu Cen still has a lot of worries, Xu Cen may only say that he likes him now, but he doesn't mind, he believes that he can eliminate many worries in Xu Cen's heart, and then let Xu Cen love him boldly.