I'm not from the same world as you

Xu Cen couldn't get through on the phone, Duan He was very anxious, Xu Cen was not familiar with this place, and he only came twice in total, where would Xu Cen go?

Duan He searched all the places the two of them had been to before, but he didn't see Xu Cen at all. Where did Xu Cen go?

Xu Cen's phone still couldn't get through, and when he called again, Hao Ran had already turned off the phone, Xu Cen didn't bring anything with him, at most he had a mobile phone, where would he go?

Duan He was dizzy with anxiety, but what Xu Cen was most worried about happened. He and his mother were arguing so hard in the bedroom that they didn't think about Xu Cen in the living room. Now Duan He was anxious and regretted.

The mobile phone in Duan He's hand rang suddenly, and Duan He picked it up hastily to have a look, but it turned out that his mother's name was displayed on the screen, and Duan He hung up the phone a little annoyed.

It was already dark, and the family would have already sat at the dinner table to eat at this time, but today was destined to be a sleepless night.

Duan He went to the places he could think of over and over again. He hoped that he and Xu Cen just missed it inadvertently. If something happened to Xu Cen, he might never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

The mobile phone has been turned off automatically when there is no power. Duan He has been looking for it for three hours, and he is exhausted. The street lights illuminate the street very brightly, but Duan He's heart can't light up anyway.

Duan He sat on the side of the road, holding his head in his hands, Xu Cen, where are you? !

Duan He closed his eyes tightly. This moment was like when he met Xu Cen on the side of the road a long time ago. Xu Cen was also sitting on the side of the road so lonely, with tears on his face.

Duan He raised his head, how he wished he could see Xu Cen standing in front of him, and said to him, "Let's go home."

But there was nothing but traffic, Duan He gradually felt despair, Xu Cen, Xu Cen, Xu Cen, where did you go? !

Are you in any danger at this late hour?Where is your safe place in this strange city?

Duan He got up in a daze and found a place to repair his mobile phone, charged his mobile phone, and turned on the mobile phone. There were only dozens of missed calls from his mother and father, and Duan He dialed his mother's mobile phone.

The phone was picked up within two seconds, "Duan He, where have you been? Why didn't you answer the phone?! Your dad and I are very worried about you."

"Has Xu Cen gone back?" Duan He ignored his mother's anxious greeting, he only had Xu Cen in his mind now.

The mother on the opposite side was stunned, and only said two words, "No."

Mom wanted to say something, but Duan He immediately hung up the phone. He threw the phone on the counter, knelt down and cried softly, Xu Cen, where are you?Can you come out?Didn't you agree to face it together?Why leave me alone now without saying a word?

Duan He's broken emotions attracted the attention of the boss, "Young man, what's wrong with you?"

Duan He was not in the mood to answer anything, wiped away his tears in twos and twos, got up and pulled the phone, thanked the boss and left.

He still wanted to find Xu Cen, how could he let himself cry unscrupulously there, now is not the time to cry.

When Duan He walked out of the store, he suddenly thought of a possibility. Xu Cen didn't know many places here. He had searched for these places seven or eight times, but he never met Xu Cen once.

If Xu Cen hadn't gotten lost, then there was only one possibility, Xu Cen went back to school by car.

Duan He didn't know what Xu Cen was carrying, whether he had his ID card, and whether he had enough money. Thinking of this possibility, Duan He quickly called his family and asked them to check if there was any ID in Xu Cen's backpack. Then they called Qi Wei Wang Meng and told them that if Xu Cen came back, they must call him.

Two minutes later, his mother called him and said that Xu Cen didn't have an ID card in his backpack, so Xu Cen's ID card might be with him, and it was very likely that Xu Cen would go back by car.

Duan He hung up the phone and took a taxi home. On the way, he looked at the nearest train. There was only one evening train at [-] o'clock. Duan He quickly booked the ticket and went home to take his backpack And ID card ready to go out.

The moment he came out, his mother looked at him from behind, "Going again?"

Duan He didn't look back at his mother. He was afraid that he would cry. He left without saying goodbye last time. This time he left in front of his parents. He knew he was sorry for his parents, but he had no choice.

Duan He held the doorknob without saying anything, and when he was about to close the door, his mother's anxious voice came again, "Do you like him that much? Can you ignore me and your dad because of him?"

"I love him, you and he are equally important to me." Duan He closed the door after finishing speaking, he was afraid that he would not be able to leave if he didn't leave.

Duan He's mother inside the door felt exhausted and leaned slightly to the side, while Duan He's father next to him held his wife steadily, "Let them solve the children's affairs by themselves, our sons are braver than us. "

"I'd rather he not be so brave, haven't we paid enough for being brave?"

"They have their own choices, and they have to walk their own way in life. Our hard work does not mean that the children have hard work."

"They'll just work harder than us."

The man didn't argue with his wife any more. The woman he had worked so hard to marry was not for him to refute. He just hugged his wife tightly so that she would always have someone to rely on.

After Duan He went out, he rushed to the train station immediately. Although there was still more than an hour before the departure, the urgency in his heart made him unable to wait a bit.

After arriving at the train station in a hurry, Duan He took out the charger and continued to charge the phone. Xu Cen’s phone was still turned off, so Duan He could only send text messages to Xu Cen one by one. Eyes can see.

-Xu Cen, where are you?I am worried about you.

-Xu Cen, I said I want to be with you forever, and I won't regret it.

-Xu Cen, I am an adult now, I know how to choose, so come back, please, come back to me.

-Xu Cen, I love you, I love you, I really love you, why don't you have confidence in me?

-Xu Cen, didn't you agree to face it together?I will try my best to convince my parents, they will definitely agree, you come back, let's go together, okay?

- are you back to schoolI'm going to find you now, you wait for me, please wait for me.

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Xu Cen, Xu Cen, Xu Cen, Xu Cen, Xu Cen... Duan He has nothing else in his mind except these two words.

After waiting for an hour, Duan He spent an hour in anxiety. When he picked up his backpack, he felt exhausted. Then he remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner today. Did Xu Cen not eat either? ?Is Xu Cen still hungry?What should I do if I have a stomach problem again?Who can take care of him without him by his side?

When boarding the train, it was completely dark outside. Duan He only hoped that Xu Cen really went back to school at this time. If Xu Cen didn't go back, then he might still be in this strange city at this time, or he might not even have a place to live. No, whether it is continuing to wander the streets or finding a place to rest, it is not what Duan He wants to see.

Therefore, Duan He sincerely hoped that he guessed correctly this time.

Three hours later, Duan He returned to Anqing, the city where he and Xu Cen met.

It is already two o'clock in the middle of the night, and there are not many taxis on the road. Duan He's spirit is on the verge of collapse. He hopes that when he returns to school, he can see that Xu Cen is safe and sound.

After waiting for a long time on the side of the road, Duan He got into a taxi and got off at the school gate only to find that the school gate had already been closed. Duan He couldn't help but patted himself on the head, how could he be so stupid? How come the door is still open after leaving the school, and why is the door still open in the dormitory.

Duan He took out his mobile phone, but Qi Wei and Wang Meng didn't call him, which means Xu Cen didn't go back to school at all, how could he be so stupid, how could he be so stupid? !

"Xu Cen, where are you?!"

Duan He couldn't help but finally yelled out, but no one responded to him. The school at two o'clock in the morning was already dead of night, and even the security guard on duty was already fast asleep.

Duan He was exhausted, he couldn't hold it anymore, he and Xu Cen's backpack fell to the ground together, Duan He fell limp and sat on the backpack, whispering one sentence after another, "Xu Cen, are you here?" Where? Xu Cen, where are you? Xu Cen, where are you..."

Duan He sat on the ground for more than ten minutes, he was overwhelmed by all worries, self-blame, and anxiety, and he almost couldn't find himself.

At this time, the phone in his hand suddenly lit up, Duan He quickly picked it up, it was a text message from Xu Cen.

- Duan He, find a place to rest, I don't deserve you.

Duan He stood up holding the phone, he had a feeling that Xu Cen must be around, Xu Cen must have been watching him.

"Where are you? Come out, okay? Let's face it together, Xu Cen, come out..." Duan He's tone was full of tears, and it was full of begging.

But no matter what he said, there was still no one around, no sound at all, "Xu Cen, I beg you, can you come out and have a good talk? Xu Cen—"

There was a "ding dong" sound from the phone, it was a text message from Xu Cen.

- Duan He, let's break up.

The word break up hurt Duan He's eyes, "I won't break up! Say nothing and don't break up! Why do you give up so easily? Didn't we agree that no matter what happens, we will face it together? Now you say break up What do you mean?! I disagree!"

There was only the echo of Duan He's words, if a passer-by appeared at this time, he must think Duan He was a lunatic.

The phone stopped ringing, and Xu Cen still didn't come out. Duan He was not only anxious and blamed himself, but also full of anger, angry at Xu Cen's breakup.

"Xu Cen, come out for me! If you want to break up, come out and tell me in person. What's the matter with sending a text message?! You liar, what's the matter if you leave me alone now? ?!

Xu Cen, you coward, do you never believe me, do you think I can't give you the future you want, do you think I'm like a dog, come and go when you call it? , Or, you never liked me at all?

Is it all my self-indulgence?Come out, let's make it clear today!Isn't it just breaking up, I'll do whatever you want! "

Duan He yelled a lot, but there was no sign of Xu Cen, he gradually panicked, did Xu Cen hear him agree to break up and then left?

Duan He looked around, then slapped himself frantically, saying, "Xu Cen, I was wrong, it was just angry words, don't worry, come out, come out and let's have a good talk, okay? Okay? Xu Cen, I really like you, can you forgive me? Don't be angry with me, don't avoid me..."

When Duan He waved his hand again, someone grabbed his arm. Duan He looked up in surprise, it was Xu Cen.

Duan He pulled Xu Cen into his arms and hugged him tightly. This time, he didn't say anything and didn't want to let go.

"Duan He, we... have no future..." Xu Cen didn't hug Duan He back this time, he was afraid that if he hugged him, he might not have the courage to leave again.

He always thought that he and Duan He could finish four years of college in peace, but it seemed that things did not go as he expected.

In the living room, he could hear clearly what Duan He said to his aunt. The aunt who he regarded as his mother called him dirty. One second, the aunt was still kindly calling him Cen Cen, and the next second he became an aunt. "That man" in his mouth.

It was he who personally shattered the dreams of the two elders of the Duan family. It was he who made Duan He, who was originally obedient and sensible, go against his parents time and time again. Duan He's family was so happy that they shouldn't fall apart because of him, an outsider.

The only warmth he got from Duan He's family was the most cherished thing in his life. He didn't want to lose this warmth, and he didn't want to break the original tranquility of Duan He's family.

Everything was his fault, he wanted to escape, he didn't know how to face Duan He, he didn't know how to face his uncles and aunts, so he ran away, turned off his mobile phone, took the train back to school, but even the school's They dare not enter the door.

He didn't want anyone to know that he was back, he wanted to avoid everyone, so he just stood outside the school gate, watching the people getting less and less, the environment getting quieter, and seeing him alone on the street .

He even wanted to stand like this until the end of time.

However, he didn't expect Duan He to come back too. He looked at Duan He lost his mind and screamed helplessly. How could he bear Duan He's behavior? When he turned on the phone, Duan He's text messages filled his whole heart, tears welled up in an instant However, he wanted to forcefully suppress all his emotions.

Asking Duan He to leave, even breaking up, seeing Duan He hoarse, his heart ached.

He was hugged by Duan He again, but this time he couldn't feel even a trace of warmth.

Duan He, who was so proud, just leaned on his shoulders, saying "no" and "no" over and over again.

"Let it go, we have no results."

Duan He pushed Xu Cen away, and questioned Xu Cen loudly, "Xu Cen, do you dare to touch your own heart and say that you have never liked me? How long are you going to be afraid? How much do you want me to do?" Only by being you can we have a sense of security and believe that we can live forever?!"

"How can you live up to the expectations of your uncle and aunt?"

"For their expectations, can you let me down unscrupulously?!"

"We are not people from the same world, you should have your own happiness."

"I'm working hard to break the boundaries and narrow the distance, but what about you, what are you doing? Oh, my happiness? Listen to your parents, marry a woman you don't love and have children, and then be lonely and depressed for a lifetime, this is what you think Are you happy?! Xu Cen, how can you be so selfish?!"

"I'm sorry, maybe we are not suitable at all, so don't force me, just let it be."

Xu Cen turned to leave, but Duan He stopped him, reached out and handed him the backpack, and put a few hundred dollars more into the bag without any trace.

Xu Cen reached out to take the bag, then turned and left, leaving Duan He a lonely back.

Xu Cen said, don't force him, so, is he going to let Xu Cen leave his world?