True love is speechless

18. New Year

There are all kinds of noisy sounds outside, and people are celebrating the coming New Year in their own ways.

Di Shaobai sat on the bed, staring at the time on the phone, and looked up at the painting beside the bed from time to time.

It was a sketch drawn by Lin Zichen for him, which was framed by Di Shaobai and nailed to the head of the bed.

This was the first gift Lin Zichen gave him, and it had a special commemorative value. At that time, he had already fallen in love with Lin Zichen, and he felt both the joy of being in love and the confusion of having nowhere to vent his emotions.

At that time, he didn't confess his love to Lin Zichen impulsively, because he subconsciously felt that a rational and calm person like Lin Zichen would not accept him in a moment of enthusiasm.

Lin Zichen is very cautious about feelings, and will not easily accept a person's feelings, even if he has a crush on that person.

Di Shaobai could feel Lin Zichen's affection for him.

Maybe it's not like he likes his lover, but he cares more than ordinary friends. Because of this, Lin Zichen will tolerate some of his nonsense.

This is the conclusion that Di Shaobai came to after carefully recalling the details of getting along with Lin Zichen in the past three months.

The more he recalled, the deeper the impression of Lin Zichen in his mind.

The curvature of his eyes when he smiled, the frown when he was angry, the helpless eyes when he looked at him...

Everything about him is deeply imprinted in Di Shaobai's mind, tormenting Di Shaobai all the time.

Miss him, want to see him.

But not now, he hasn't grown up yet, so he can't give Lin Zichen a sense of security.

Yes, Lin Zichen lacks a sense of security.

This sense of security does not require the other party to give him a high quality of life, but the loyalty and long-term staying together of the lover.

That is to say, Lin Zichen didn't want to have a vigorous life-and-death relationship, what he wanted was someone who was willing to spend a lifetime with him in a normal way.

Di Shaobai is so young, of course Lin Zichen will not believe that he is someone who can stay together for a lifetime.

A young man in his early twenties, his temperament is still undecided.

Di Shaobai didn't dare to promise that he would be able to do anything, so he had to test himself, and use time to test whether he really loved Lin Zichen as he thought, he was the only one in this life.

This is responsible for himself and for Lin Zichen's future.

Although a little overwhelmed, Di Shaobai insisted on putting Lin Zichen's future on himself.

"You have to wait for me and don't fall in love with others, okay?"

Di Shaobai flicked the photo of Lin Zichen on his phone, muttering to himself.

There were warm cheers from outside the window, it was zero o'clock, the New Year's bell was ringing, and the New Year was here.

【Happy New Year. 】

What Di Shaobai waited for was to send a message to Lin Zichen as soon as midnight came, and then stared at the phone, waiting for Lin Zichen's reply. Every second of waiting became extremely long.

About 20 seconds later, Lin Zichen replied to the message.

【Happy New Year. 】

Di Shaobai looked at these four words repeatedly, as if seeing Lin Zichen in front of him, looking at him with a smile.

ah!He really wants to see him!

Lin Zichen put down his phone and sighed secretly.

In the past few months, he clearly felt that Di Shaobai was working hard to maintain their relationship.

I dare not get too close, and I am afraid of becoming a stranger.

Careful enough to make people uncomfortable.

Lin Zichen felt a little depressed, and wanted to tell Di Shaobai to stop torturing himself, give up on him, and like others.

But he couldn't be cruel enough to say these hurtful words. The rejection at that time was already his most severe attitude. If this can't repel Di Shaobai's love for him, then what should he do?Completely cut off the connection between two people?

He was a little bit reluctant, after all, it was his own selfishness, greedy for the enthusiasm of loving someone passionately.

Lin Zichen can't love someone regardless of everything, he can't do it, and he doesn't dare to ignore the consequences and the future, as long as he loves with his heart at this moment, it's fine.

Perhaps this is where he is weak.

Lingyu's official Spring Festival offline activities in City C,

The members of the gang took the opportunity to get together in City C.

Di Shaobai asked Lin Zichen if he would go, and he hoped that Lin Zichen could go so that he could meet Lin Zichen openly.

Lin Zichen was going on a trip with his family, so he couldn't go to this Spring Festival party.

Di Shaobai was extremely disappointed. Although his calculations failed, he still decided to attend the gang gathering.

He asked Lin Zichen if he wanted to buy any peripherals, and Lin Zichen said he didn't want anything.

The conversation broke down again.

Di Shaobai felt powerless, and felt so depressed that he was going to explode, but he was helpless.

Faster, faster!

He needs to speed up his growth so that he can reach Lin Zichen's side as soon as possible.

At this gathering, the three unsolved mysteries of the gang have all been solved.

The boss is indeed a father, and sister Xiong is really a sister.

Di Shaobai took this as a topic and told Lin Zichen everything, and specifically mentioned that everyone was disappointed that they could not see Lin Zichen's true face in Mount Lu.

In fact, he was the most disappointed person, but there is no need to tell Lin Zichen about this.

Lin Zichen said that he will definitely meet with everyone when he has the opportunity in the future.

Di Shaobai thought to himself: I will go to meet them with you then.

Time flies, and Lin Ziran's freshman year is coming to an end. This year's May Day, she brought Zhao Xiaopeng home and officially introduced him to her family.

Everything is in order, and Lin Zichen's life has not changed much. The only difference is that he can always receive packages from City A during the holidays.

He would receive gifts in almost all kinds of festivals marked on the perpetual calendar, and he would even receive biscuits as gifts on March [-] Women's Day.

Lin Zichen was really moved by Di Shaobai's resilience, he really wanted to ask, are you persistent because you can't get it, or do you really like him so much?

But Lin Zichen won't ask, because no matter what the answer is, he doesn't have the courage to accept Di Shaobai's love.

In June, Di Shaobai sent a message, hoping that Lin Zichen could attend his graduation ceremony.

【For this important ceremony, I hope that all the people I love will be by my side. 】

Lin Zichen covered his face with his hands, read the message over and over several times, thought about it before replying, regretted it as soon as he sent it, and couldn't withdraw it if he wanted to. Just annoyed, Di Shaobai replied the message.

【I will wait for you. 】

Lin Zichen sighed deeply, he felt that he was about to be overwhelmed.

Di Shaobai looked at Lin Zichen's rejected text message, and muttered to himself: "If you don't come, then I will."

Don't try to escape.

Lin Zichen's Father's Day gift was a plane ticket to City A sent by Di Shaobai.