The days of crush on straight men

1. School starts

Bai Dian stuffed the crumpled 5 yuan back into his pocket, and touched his fat school pants. The hot sun made Bai Dian dizzy, and he looked at the door of "Linhai No. The big character took a deep breath, and said silently, don't be nervous, don't be nervous.

One minute later, Bai Dian raised his feet and moved his short and fat body slowly towards the teaching building.

Bai Dian climbed up to the third floor and found the location of "Grade One (3) Class". He stood at the door and hesitated for a while before walking in through the back door.

There were already quite a few students in the class. Those who knew each other gathered together and chatted, while those who didn't know sat quietly in their seats. The whole classroom was chaotic and lively.

Bai Dian casually found a remote place and sat down, put his schoolbag in the drawer, and after a while, Bai Dian realized that he had nothing to do.

Bai Dian is the kind of person who never takes the initiative to talk to someone, and there is no one he knows in the class, so Bai Dian just sits quietly and stares at the patterns on the wooden desk in a daze.His hand has been pressing a certain position of the schoolbag, and there is a red paper bag inside, which contains Baidian's tuition fees for this semester.

Bai Dian sighed inwardly, recalling what his uncle said to him before he left home.

My uncle held a red paper bag containing 600 yuan, and said to the white point, "This is your tuition fee. From now on, stay outside by yourself and be careful. If there is nothing wrong...don't come back..."

Bai Dian's heart twitched suddenly, and mist filled his eyes, watching the lines on the table gradually become blurred.

He quickly blinked hard to regain his senses, and Bai Dian raised his head to look around. The sound of chasing and playing of the students entered his ears and was infinitely amplified in his mind.

Although I knew that my aunt's family didn't like me all the time, but that sentence was quite hurtful, so I thought for nothing.

At 19:30, a skinny man with eyes strode into the classroom, "Students, sit down, we are going to start self-study."

Liu Hai, the class teacher, has a pair of small but shrewd eyes. He always likes to look up at people with his head slightly lowered, which is particularly intimidating.

The noisy classroom gradually quieted down, and everyone found their own seats to sit down.

A small classroom was filled with more than 60 students. There was soon someone sitting next to Bai Dian. He subconsciously turned his head and looked over. The other party was a thin and tall boy with dark skin. He was the one who often helped his parents to work in the field. When he saw Bai Dian looking over, he smiled shyly at Bai Dian, showing his white teeth.

Bai Dian was stunned for a moment, and smiled back at him.

Bai Dian withdrew his gaze and looked at the head teacher on the podium, his melancholy mood seemed to be gradually dissipating.

He is very afraid of crowded places and is very repulsive to new environments. Every time he goes to school, it is a kind of psychological torture for him.However, after feeling the initiative and kindness of his classmates, Bai Dian began to work hard to adapt himself to the new group, hoping that everyone would be easy to get along with, Bai Dian thought.

Linhai No. [-] Middle School is a well-known high school in the whole province. Its strict management system has made its college entrance examination scores increase every year.

The head teacher distributed a booklet to everyone, "Rules and Regulations of Linhai No. [-] Middle School".

The head teacher said some things to note about the school in bits and pieces, and asked everyone to go down and take a good look at the booklet. Then, since the school hadn't officially started yet, he randomly selected a few class committee members. Finally, Liu Hai said The gathering time and place for tomorrow's military training.This ended the class meeting in less than an hour.

The students began to go back to the dormitory one after another, and Bai Dian took out the schoolbag that had not been opened from the beginning to the end, carried it on his back, and walked back with the flow of people.

They have a total of 25 classes in the first year of high school, with more than 60 students in each class. Counting the school-choice students, the school has recruited more than 1500 students today.

There are not enough beds in the school dormitory for so many students, so the school vacated several large classrooms in the art building to create some large dormitories, with more than 100 people living in one room.

Bai Dian was walking in the corridor, the dim lights flickered, and there was a piercing sound from time to time.

On the walls on both sides of the aisle are the students' washed clothes, and a row of iron shelves are placed below for everyone to put the washing utensils.Because it is a teaching building, it is dark all year round and there is no sunshine at all. Even so, you can hang your clothes here, because this is the only place where you can dry your clothes.

Bai Dian put the schoolbag in his small suitcase and locked it with a lock.After making sure it was correct, I went out and took a basin to go to the bathroom. There is no special washstand in the teaching building, and dozens of boys squeezed into the bathroom to wash.

The men's toilet smelled very strong, and he frowned uncomfortably. Holding his breath, he found an empty faucet at the sink, rinsed his mouth in a hurry, wiped his face with the towel, and left the place impatiently. On the way back, I met many people with washing tools like him.

The white-spotted sheets were washed by him from his aunt's house, and there was still a faint fragrance of washing powder on them. The white-spotted bed was on the top bunk. As soon as he climbed into the bed, he buried himself in the quilt, smelling Take a few deep breaths of the fragrance emanating from it.

Bai Dian turned over and lay paralyzed on the bed, enjoying her own tranquility in her own little world.There are too many people in the dormitory, and it is very crowded and noisy. The voices of other people can be heard from time to time. Several boys gathered together to complain about their dissatisfaction with the school and the dormitory. point in the ear.

I don't understand why the school still has to recruit so many people because there are not enough dormitories, but these have nothing to do with him.He paused for a while and felt bored, so he covered his head with the quilt in an attempt to block out some sounds as much as possible.

The school stipulates that the lights are turned off at 10:40, and at 10:[-], everyone in Baidian has almost finished washing, so I get out of bed and go to the toilet.

Due to physical reasons, Bai Dian hardly used the urinal. Fortunately, the school toilets have cubicles, and no one can see anyone when the door is closed.

Bai Dian pushed open the first door, and was shocked by the scene inside. He then walked down and pushed open the door at the back. There are in every squatting pit. Tolerable location walked in.When Bai Dian pressed the flush switch, there was no response. He was not surprised. When he saw the toilet like that, he guessed that the water was cut off again.

The water supply facilities in this building are not perfect. Bai Dian has stopped the water three times after living here for two days. Every time the water is cut off, it is a disaster.

The sound insulation between the floors is not very good. When Baidian came out of the toilet, I could vaguely hear the screams of the girls downstairs.

Not knowing how the girls lived, Bai Dian suddenly felt a little curious.

But soon he suppressed this thought, after all, it had nothing to do with him.

After the lights were turned off, Bai Dian lay quietly on the bed. Many boys who couldn't calm down were still whispering in the dark, and some of them directly took out their desk lamps.Everyone will be more or less excited, homesick, and unable to sleep when they come to a new environment.

Bai Dian couldn't fall asleep either, so he just stared at the darkness in a daze with his eyes open, and his uncle's face appeared in his mind again, full of complex emotions that Bai Dian couldn't understand.

Not thinking about it anymore, Bai Dian turned over and closed her eyes, planning to sleep.

Suddenly a voice startled him, and the dormitory aunt yelled in a loud and angry voice, "Are you still asleep? I don't know if the lights are turned off and you are not allowed to talk! Who is still turning on the desk lamp and hand it in!" Bai Dian heard someone After frantically turning off the desk lamp, the people who had gathered together ran back to their beds in a panic, and the huge dormitory suddenly became extraordinarily quiet.

They are a group of boys, and they don't know why the school arranged for an aunt to be the dormitory supervisor.

Auntie glanced around, walking slowly from the front door to the back like a victor, she seemed to hear the careful breathing of the students due to nervousness and fear.

After the aunt left, the same voice sounded again in the dormitory next door, and everyone breathed a sigh of relief, including Bai Dian, although he didn't do anything.