The hero always suspects me of cheating [Transmigration Book]

The cold sweat dripping from Xing Yang's back stuck to the scorching hot security door in summer, and numerous tiny goose bumps popped up one after another. He trembled and unconsciously scratched the security door behind him with his hand.

Sharp voices filled the ears.

——He didn't want to abandon Xing Xing, he just felt fear.He was only three years older than Xing Xing, and he was also at an ignorant age. He looked at Xing Xing, but not only at him, but also at the huge figure slowly floating behind the child.

It grinned and twisted, telling him a fact.

You can't take care of him at all.

As long as he is away from the one-third of an acre of land and the warm old sofa at home, he will be hurt when you don't know it at all.

He didn't know what he said to Xing Xing, the child shrank into a ball in aggrieved form, and only repeated two sentences with his mouth open, 'Brother, don't leave me' and 'I'm afraid'.

After that, the hurried footsteps of neighbors and the police filled the empty corridor again.

Xing Xing was fed a few pieces of candy, his cheeks were bulging and he was chewing that piece of candy, with tears on his face, he didn't agree to anyone who wanted to hug him, but just stretched out his hand blankly, wanting Xing Yang to hug him.

When Xing Yang thought of this incident many years later, he already felt that his behavior was inappropriate from those tiny fragments.

Xing Xing may have forgotten that sentence "don't come over", but it tortured him for many years.Countless midnight dreams, he tossed and turned in bed, unable to control thinking about that scene.Scratching his heart like a cat, itching and hurting.

In fact, Xing Xing did not suffer any actual harm.After that incident everything returned to calm.The two went to and from school as usual, and Xing Yang was still patient, holding him on the sofa every night to do homework.It looks like nothing has changed.

However, Xing Yang knew that something was different.

He became sensitive and carefully guarded against anything that might hurt Xing Xing. At first, he just kept it secret, and then he was even in constant fear. As long as Xing Xing wanted to go out, he could not suppress his fear.

Like a dragon that has been robbed of its treasure, when it re-accumulates its wealth, it becomes panic-stricken all day long. Only when it lies on top of the thing it has found so hard, will it feel like walking on thin ice peace of mind.

He didn't dare to show it, but Xing Xing noticed it.He tugged at the corner of Xing Yang's clothes and said, brother, there is too much homework, and he doesn't need to go out today.

However, he turned his head to look out the window, and couldn't help showing a longing expression.

Later Xing Yang thought, how selfish is he, that in order to reassure himself, he turned his head cruelly and pretended that he didn't see Xing Xing wanting to go out for a walk?

Sitting on the sofa, Xing Yang felt that his breath was hot, which made his internal organs uncomfortable. "Brother? Why are you in a daze?" A slender hand stretched out from behind, and Xing Xing squeezed his cheeks, forcing him to look up.

There was still a casual smile on the young man's face.

The light in the living room was not turned on, but the light in the kitchen came over vaguely.Xing Yang looked up at him, and his first thought after a long while was, how beautiful it is.

"elder brother."

Xing Yang's lips moved, "I didn't think about anything."

The lunch dishes were placed on the dining table, steaming hot.Xing Yang took a few mouthfuls of rice sullenly, and his stomach felt better.He took a sneak look and found that the young man was chewing rice in small bites.

Xing Yang looked at him, but Xing Xing didn't raise his head. He avoided his brother's sight and finished the meal on his own. Finally, he put the bowl and chopsticks on the table, bent his fingers, and knocked on the table with a loud click. Come on, not very happy, "Look at what I am doing? Can I have dinner?"

Xing Yang forced a smile.

Xing Xing puffed his mouth, obviously starting to get angry.

Their relationship seems to have always been like this, everything has to accumulate to the top, swollen like a balloon full of air, until the day it is punctured by a sharp needle.

His brother cares about him too much.He may be able to do other things, but when it comes to feelings, he starts to be timid, for fear of doing something wrong.

He curled his lips and said, "I don't even mind things, do you have to take them out to embarrass yourself?"

In fact, it's not that they don't care at all, otherwise there would be no two people, Qi Guanlan and Qi Guanshui.

Xing Yang was surprised and said, "Did you see it?"

"Of course. I know you best." Xing Xing was a little proud, and his tail shook like a fan.

Xing Yang couldn't swallow: "I did it wrong. If it wasn't for me, you should..."

There should be a wider world.

At first it was to take care of his thoughts, but later it became Xing Xing's own habit.He communicated with others without any obstacles, even with ease, and his social skills far surpassed Xing Yang; but he didn't like to go out, and stayed at home after graduating from university.

Qi Guanlan in the inn once asked what kind of person his 'father' was.

He said that Xing Xing is optimistic and intelligent, and has always had more choices than him, but because of... because of this kind of thing, he limited his world to a room of dozens of square meters.

"Brother, you may think... I don't want to go out because I'm afraid you won't be happy." He smiled, "It's not like that."

Xing Xing picked up chopsticks and green peppers for him.The light in the small kitchen was warm, and the two of them were eating ordinary dishes facing each other.

"You're wrong."

He is voluntary.Even more than Xing Yang, he hoped that no one would go out.

Xing Xing shrugged, "You definitely don't remember. For a while you couldn't fall asleep, and when you woke up, you wanted to send me away. It lasted for about a month."

Xing Yang paused.

It seems that there is such a thing.He was afraid that he could not take good care of Xing Xing, so he humbly asked all his relatives and wanted to send Xing Xing away.

Xing Xing smiled and said, "That period of time was my nightmare. I think it was because I didn't do well enough that you wanted to abandon me."

Xing Yang was restless.

Xing Xing reached out to wipe his face, and the friction of the skin made him exhale involuntarily: "Brother, you don't have to feel guilty. It's not your fault at all."

"I don't blame you." The young man lowered his eyes, and pressed his cold fingertips against Xing Yang's eyes, "I've been thinking about such a thing, if I could choose, I probably—"

He whispered: "—probably prefer this. Isn't it good now? Our life is stable and stable, and no one will leave. In the future, when you find a girlfriend, maybe I can have a little nephew If your wife doesn't mind, I will live next door to you, and I can help you take care of your children when you are busy with work."

He tilted his head and thought for a while, then burst out laughing, "Although I don't have much patience."

Xing Yang didn't speak.

Xing Xing sat back, picked up another chopsticks dish for him, lazily raised his eyelids, and said relaxedly: "It's all over, brother, don't always think about it. Every day is going to work, go to work, and finally go to bed after work After sleeping, I started to think about it in a daze—" He became more and more angry, and said violently: "You don't love me at all! You have time to think about so many messy things, but you don't have time to sleep with your cute brother! "

Xing Yang: "..."

He calmed down a bit, ate his meal slowly under Xing Xing's supervision, and then the two of them finished washing the dishes together - one was cleaning, the other was drying, they cooperated very well, and quickly cleaned up the things alright.

"It's over." Xing Xing was lying on the sofa, kicked by his brother, and said with a smile: "I know, I know, I'm going to sleep now-brother, I'm refreshed now, what should I do if I can't sleep ?”

Xing Yang rolled his eyes at him, "One night you didn't say anything, you went to bed and fell asleep faster than anyone else."

Xing Xing narrowed his eyes, "Let's tell a bedtime story." He swiped his finger twice in the air and wrote two words.

Shenxu.

Xing Yang didn't expect him to bring it up, thought about it, sat next to him, bowed his head and said, "Let's talk."

"Actually, there's nothing to say." Xing Xing smiled hippiely, and his long, thick eyelashes drooped down, covering all the emotions in his eyes.

He didn't want to say it, didn't want his brother to know.

—but he had noticed it.

Xing Xing suppressed his smile, and he said vaguely: "...Qi Guanlan and Qi Guanshui are actually alone. This is the 'setting' and the 'origin'."

He only said this sentence, and Xing Yang understood everything.

"Shenxu" is a fictional world, but when it is projected in reality, it can trace back to the source and find the original form.

"When you wanted to send me away, I was really panicked." Xing Xing said: "I only have you left. I think it's because I didn't do well enough, and I started to force myself...to become another people."

Xing Yang was silent for a moment.

What was Xing Xing like at the beginning?He is quiet and well-behaved, and rarely speaks.Later, he became such a jumping personality, trying his best to make him laugh and make him happy every day.

Twins are... real people derived from Xing Xing's feelings.

One expresses character and one expresses character.It is completely different, but there is an indescribable hostility in the depths.

Calculating the age in general, when Xing Xing had an accident, he was about the same age as the two children when they met him.Xing Yang was in a daze. Logically speaking, the twins had long been blackened into briquettes, so why did they treat him differently?

It's not the halo of the protagonist.

They don't have Xing Xing's memory, but they probably...inherited part of Xing Xing's emotions.

Xing Yang supported his forehead, his hands were shaking unbearably.

Xing Xing has not forgotten, he remembers clearly, and even understands the context of the matter better than him.

Whether Xing Xing or the twins, the role he played in their lives was never a gentle guide, he just led them... towards another kind of paranoia.

The two were lying down and sitting next to each other. It was very quiet in the middle of the night. After Xing Xing said this, no one spoke again. He raised his head and looked at his brother suspiciously. After hesitating for a long time, he called out "Brother".

Xing Yang said abruptly: "It's okay. Don't say any more, I don't want to hear it anymore." He brushed Xing Xing's hair, but couldn't help thinking of the faces of the twins.With what kind of emotion did they approach him?

Probably the same as Xing Xing.He is obviously the culprit, but he is somehow dependent on him.

"elder brother."

He looked down, Xing Xing pitifully bit his wrist, wagging his tail like a puppy.Xing Yang smiled and stroked his hair.

He feels guilty, but when time goes back, he will still choose to come back.

Nothing is more important than Xing Xing.

He lowered his eyes and smiled: "I figured it out, it's all in the past, so I won't mention it."

——Qi Guanlan Qi Guanshui can also touch the wider world, but Xing Xing only has him.

As soon as he stood up, Xing Xing yelled out, then jumped up and hugged his brother's waist tightly.Most of him was still paralyzed on the bed, with his upper body hanging in the air, and his weight was all on Xing Yang, almost dragging his brother down.

"Don't make trouble." Xing Yang said helplessly, "I'll make breakfast tomorrow, what do you want to eat?"

Xing Xing smiled at him and said, "Anyway, brother, you won't leave me, you can do whatever you want."

He hugged Xing Yang's waist and whispered: "You won't go, right?"

Xing Yang said softly: "Well, don't go."

The author has something to say: I will go back in the next chapter.

Xing Xing took the initiative to bring up Shenxu because he was too suspicious and thought that Xing Yang might leave again.

He said that he didn't believe that Xing Yang had transmigrated into the book, but he knew better than anyone else that Xing Yang was telling the truth.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I didn't want to write anymore, so I went back to sleep again.

Can you understand?Do you feel awkward?