Forgive me for a long time

In the next few days, Gu Ao still took care of Min Shaoqi personally.

Min Shaoqi still talked very little, probably no more than five sentences a day, but Gu Ao didn't mind, he chatted with Min Shaoqi with great interest, and it didn't matter if he didn't get a response.

Today, the weather is very nice.It is a rare warm day in winter.

After lunch, Gu Ao borrowed a wheelchair and was going to push Min Shaoqi out for a walk. He stayed in the ward all day, and he had to hold back his illness even if he was not sick.

Although the weather was good, Gu Ao still wrapped Min Shaoqi like a ball, for fear that he would catch a cold again.

After a few days of recuperation, Min Shaoqi was no longer dizzy, but he was still very weak, and he would be very tired after a little more walking.

Gu Ao pushed him with the wheelchair, which made him feel more relaxed.And he also thought it was pretty good to be able to go out for a stroll.

When the elevator went down to the first floor, Gu Ao pushed Min Shaoqi out.The afternoon sun shone brightly in the hall.

Fearing that he would be cold, when Gu Ao passed by the small supermarket in the lobby, he specially bought a hot drink for Min Shaoqi to hold in his hands, and then helped him wrap up the blanket, just like protecting a delicate child.

"Shaoqi?"

As soon as he left the supermarket, he heard someone call Min Shaoqi's name.

As soon as Gu Ao turned his head, he saw a girl who looked innocent, but he didn't know her.

Min Shaoqi heard the sound and looked over, it was actually Min Wodan, and Wu Yasen was still following Min Wodan.

"What's wrong with you?" Min Wodan walked over quickly and looked at Min Shaoqi carefully.He looked at Gu Ao who was pushing the wheelchair, but he didn't recognize him either.

"I'm not feeling well, I'm recuperating in the hospital." Min Shaoqi didn't tell the truth.

"You should pay more attention to your body. Don't just rely on your youth to keep healthy. It was the same when I had dinner with you last time. Suddenly, my complexion was so ugly. You have to take good care of yourself when you recover." Min Wodan said earnestly.

"En." Min Shaoqi nodded, looked at him and Wu Yasen, and asked, "Who are you?"

Min Wodan smiled and said, "Ya Sen was discharged from the hospital last week. We will pay the bill today and go to a movie later."

Min Shaoqi nodded. In fact, he was a bit lazy to talk, but in order not to let Min Wodan notice that something was wrong with him, he still forced himself to communicate with Min Wodan normally.

Min Wodan turned his gaze to Gu Ao and asked, "Who is this?"

"My friend." Min Shaoqi did not introduce Gu Ao's name.Gu Ao and Min Wodan have never met, but they must have heard each other's names, he doesn't want to say too much to Min Wodan for the time being.

Gu Ao sensed Min Shaoqi's thoughts, picked up the conversation, and said, "Hello."

"Hi, I'm Min Wodan, Shaoqi's older sister." Min Wodan introduced himself.

"I often hear Qiqi mentioning you, saying that you have always taken care of him." Gu Ao said, with a neutral attitude.In fact, Min Shaoqi only mentioned Min Wodan to him once, that day Min Shaoqi originally wanted to have dinner with his third brother, but he met Min Wodan in the hospital and failed to eat that time.

Although the Min family is also in this business family circle, Gu Ao and Min Wodan are people from two different worlds, so they have never met each other on other occasions.

"Really? In fact, Shaoqi is very independent together, and I didn't help much." Min Wodan said shyly.

She was telling the truth, neither claiming credit nor boasting.

Min Shaoqi asked in a timely manner: "Mr. Wu is in good health?"

Wu Yasen nodded and said, "Thanks to Odan for taking care of me."

Min Wodan smiled embarrassedly: "Isn't this what it should be?" Then he asked Min Shaoqi: "Are you going out?"

"Well, wander around casually, it's a bit boring to stay in the ward." Min Shaoqi said.

"That's right." Min Wodan took care of Wu Yasen for several days, so he could understand that feeling.

Min Shaoqi really didn't want to say anything more, so he said, "Hurry up and check out, there are few people now, so there is probably no need to line up."

"Okay. Take care of yourself and call me if you need something." Min Wodan said.

"Well, take good care of yourself too." Min Shaoqi said.

Min Wodan greeted him with a smile, and walked towards the checkout window holding Wu Yasen's arm.

Gu Ao pushed Min Shaoqi out of the hospital gate, then turned to the small garden behind the building.

Today is not only sunny, but there is no wind. This kind of weather will not make people feel too cold, which is very suitable for outdoor activities.

Gu Ao pushed Min Shaoqi and walked slowly. There were no people on the road at this time, and the abundant sunlight made people feel very comfortable—in fact, sometimes basking in the sun is also a kind of enjoyment.

Walking into the garden, many patients came out for a walk accompanied by their family members, but the small garden really has no scenery to speak of, the branches are bare, the grass is yellow, let alone flowers, but there are a few sparrows on the branches Jumping, looking very lively.The only thing that makes people feel good is probably the wooden benches in the garden. The color of the logs looks very restful, which makes up for the lack of scenery in winter.

Gu Ao sat on the bench, and the wheelchair stopped in front of him, which made it convenient for him to talk to Min Shaoqi.

"When you get well, I'll take you out to play." Gu Ao smiled and said, "Is there any place you want to go?"

Min Shaoqi shook his head.

Gu Ao helped him pull the hat that was about to cover his glasses, and said, "Think slowly, let me know if you think of it."

Min Shaoqi looked at the dead branches in the distance, without a clue.

Maybe at this time, Gu Ao can ask about Min Wodan, after all, Min Wodan's attitude towards Min Shaoqi is pretty good after meeting him just now.

But he really didn't want to waste time getting to know someone who he didn't need to pay attention to. If Min Wodan offered to take care of Min Shaoqi, or come to see him next time, then Gu Ao might ask a few more questions.But now it seems that the relationship between Min Shaoqi and Min Wodan can only be said to be okay, not necessarily very good.

After sitting for about half an hour, Gu Ao pushed Min Shaoqi back.No matter how sunny the sun is, it's still winter. With Min Shaoqi's current physique, it's better not to stay outside for too long.

Not long after the two returned to the ward, Gu Han came over.But he was not the only one who came, bringing a lady with him.

This lady looks in her 40s, demure and elegant, with a gentle and peaceful temperament, which makes it easy for people to get close to her and get closer to her.The woman was wearing a white coat, and she looked like a doctor.

Gu Ao can probably guess what this lady is here for, and he hopes that Min Shaoqi's condition will be better after talking with this psychiatrist.

"This is Dr. Wen, the best psychologist in our hospital." Gu Han introduced to the two people.

If it is another family member, they may be more inclined to introduce the psychologist as their friend, so that the patient will be more acceptable, and will not be rejected because they are suspected of having psychological problems.But Gu Han is a doctor himself, and he knows that this kind of problem must be faced squarely, so as to create a relationship of trust between the patient and the psychiatrist, so that it will be more helpful for the follow-up treatment.After all, Min Shaoqi is not a child, so there is no need to coax him.

Min Shaoqi didn't feel repulsive to this Dr. Wen, but no one had mentioned this matter to him before.But he really needs a psychiatrist to talk to. Whether it works or not is another matter. The most important thing is that he wants to know what's going on with him.

Dr. Wen obviously heard Gu Han mention Min Shaoqi and Gu Ao, and smiled very naturally: "Hello."

Min Shaoqi didn't feel nervous, on the contrary, he felt a sense of relief, probably because Dr. Wen gave him such a good feeling.

"Hello, Doctor Wen." Gu Ao nodded at her.

Dr. Wen smiled and said to Gu Ao: "Don't be nervous, I'm just chatting casually with Shaoqi." In fact, most of the time, family members and patients are not nervous, just worried.

Gu Ao nodded.

Gu Han patted Gu Ao on the shoulder and said, "Let Dr. Wen talk to Shao Qi, and you can help me move something."

Gu Ao looked at Min Shaoqi who was on the bed. Min Shaoqi looked normal and didn't appear nervous or worried. He walked over and said softly, "I'll be back in a while."

Min Shaoqi nodded.

Although Gu Ao was still a little worried, he also knew that he would not be able to help if he stayed here, but would affect Min Shaoqi instead.Then he went out with Gu Han.

After closing the door of the ward, Gu Ao and Gu Han sat on the bench in the corridor.In fact, Gu Han didn't have anything for Gu Ao to move, he just wanted to find a reason to call him away.

"Don't worry too much." Gu Han said, "In many things, Shaoqi can actually resist more than you."

"I know." Gu Ao nodded.

"It's time for you to plan your future with Shaoqi. After all, you have never let go of him. When everything is clear, you should stop wasting time and live a good life together."

"Well, when Qiqi gets better, I will tell my parents." Gu Ao said.At present, only his eldest brother and second brother know about his relationship with Min Shaoqi.He guessed that he should have heard some rumors from his parents, but since he hadn't asked him, he didn't know much about it.

"Well, take Shaoqi home earlier, Shaoqi should feel more at ease." Gu Han said.He wasn't worried that his parents would object. Anyway, with the fourth and eldest brother in front, there shouldn't be any hindrance.

Dr. Wen and Min Shaoqi chatted inside for about two hours, and Dr. Wen opened the door and came out.His face was also a little more serious.

Gu Han and Gu Ao stood up and walked over, Gu Han asked: "How is it?"

"Moderate depression has a tendency to become moderately severe. Fortunately, his attitude is still relatively positive, and he is willing to chat with me. This is a good sign." Dr. Wen said, then looked at Gu Ao, "He said you They were lovers before, but they broke up. Now you treat him very well, the same as when you were in love before, but he said that you have not returned to the relationship of lovers. I think he is also quite at a loss. I don’t know if you don’t want to be with him at all Restoring the relationship of lovers, or have you thought about it, but didn't express it well?"

It was only then that Gu Ao realized that he had indeed ignored this question.In the past few days, he would kiss Min Shaoqi and sleep with Min Shaoqi in his arms, but he did not confirm this matter with Min Shaoqi.

"I was negligent, I want to restore the relationship with him as a lover." Gu Ao said.

Dr. Wen was quite satisfied with his attitude, and said: "That's good. He must be treated with medicine at this level. I will prescribe medicine for him after I go back, and take it on time every day, which can calm his mood But you have to understand that drugs are only one aspect, and the company of family, lovers and friends is also very important. This is a long-term process, and you have to be mentally prepared. In addition, I suggest that he consider his own life in due course , With a goal or interest, you can divert his attention, which is also good for his recovery."

"I see." Gu Ao nodded seriously.

"Also, try to spend some time communicating with him every day. You don't have to have any substantive topics. The main thing is to guide him to speak out what's in his heart. You can repeat certain topics when necessary, and some are unwilling to him. Lifting or heavy things, it will become easier to talk about it a few times, and it will be put down slowly." Dr. Wen said.

"Okay." Gu Ao responded, and then said: "If it's convenient, can I exchange my mobile phone number? I can communicate with you in time if I have any questions."

"Of course." Dr. Wen nodded happily, and the family members were willing to cooperate with the communication, which made it much easier for them as psychologists.

After exchanging numbers, Gu Han and Dr. Wen left first.After Dr. Wen prescribes the medicine, Gu Han will help to get it and send it over.

Back in the ward, Gu Ao saw Min Shaoqi sitting on the head of the bed just like when he left.He stared out the window, wondering what he was thinking.

Gu Ao walked over, touched his face with his hand, and asked, "Are you tired? Do you want to sleep for a while?" Min Shaoqi didn't have a drip in the afternoon, so he could take a long nap, although it's past the nap time.

"Don't sleep, I want to lie down for a while." Min Shaoqi said.

Gu Ao nodded, helped him to lie down, and sat by the bed to accompany Min Shaoqi.

Holding Min Shaoqi's hand and lightly pinching his fingertips, Gu Ao smiled and said, "Can we talk?"

"Hmm..." Min Shaoqi responded lightly.Dr. Wen also told him just now that he should communicate more and speak out what is in his heart.

"What should we talk about first?" Gu Ao looked at him with a smile.

Min Shaoqi also looked at Gu Ao, as if he didn't know where to start.

"Then let's talk about your mother first." Gu Ao said, "I rarely heard you mention her before."

After reading Min Shaoqi's suicide note, Gu Ao felt that the beginning of all this seemed to be inseparably related to Min Shaoqi's mother.

Min Shaoqi was silent for a moment, and then said: "My mother...is called Zeng Li. How should I put it? She is the third party in my father's marriage, which is actually very disgraceful. But she loves me very much and treats me very well, so I can't say anything bad about her, because he gave me all my mother's love. Of course, my father is also very good to me. Although he doesn't live with me, he still tries to stay with me for a day or two every week. I've had enough..."

"En." Gu Ao responded, waiting for Min Shaoqi to continue.Gu Ao can somewhat understand this kind of feeling, this is the bond between mother and child, this kind of feeling surpasses other parts of the family relationship.At least for Min Shaoqi, Zeng Li is a qualified mother.

After that, Min Shaoqi talked about his mother's illness after his father's sudden death. Min Jingchuan found him, asked him to approach Gu Ao, and later asked him to steal the bidding document...

"I know it's wrong for me to do that, but I can't wait. Min Jingchuan said he found a suitable match, and I must let my mother do the transplant as soon as possible." Talking about the events of the year, Min Shaoqi inevitably felt a little depressed, "This incident I didn’t mention it to you. First, if I did, you would definitely know about my relationship with Min Jingchuan, and you wouldn’t necessarily trust me at that time. Maybe you would think that I didn’t trust you enough, but the situation at that time I'm really in a dilemma. Indeed, you took me to meet Er Shao, but I haven't met your other family members, and I'm not sure if the relationship between us can last for a long time, let alone your parents' attitude. And if you found out that I was only arranged by Min Jingchuan to get close to you, you might dump me directly, and then I would really have nothing. Second, you may not know Min Jingchuan well enough, but at least I know better than you. If I tell you everything and let him know, he will definitely hide the suitable match he found, or make up a reason why we can't find it. What will my mother do then? This match It’s really not that easy to find, and I’m thankful to have one. So no matter how I weigh it, I can’t take this risk, it’s my mother after all, and I have to save him.”

Min Shaoqi took a long breath, "I originally wanted to wait for my mother to recover, and then I'll explain to you. Even if you don't want to forgive me, at least don't hate me so much. I didn't expect you to go abroad directly, and I didn't know you Where did it go, that's all there is to it."

Gu Ao held Min Shaoqi's hand tightly. Min Shaoqi's analysis and concerns were not unreasonable. Even he was not sure if Min Shaoqi had told the truth at that time, would he have done something because he felt that he was being calculated? Excessive things, or say something nasty.

"But my mother was not rescued in the end. The matcher suddenly had a car accident two days before he was going to come here and became a vegetable. I was still thinking that he would wake up that day, recover well, and be okay. It was matched for my mother. But within three months, that person passed away. After that, my mother couldn’t find a suitable match, and passed away after persisting for more than a year.” Speaking of his own mother, It's not that Min Shaoqi is not sad, but Gu Ao is willing to listen to him seriously and give him a chance to explain what happened back then. He still wants to try to explain things calmly.

Finally knowing what happened back then, Gu Ao's psychology can be described as mixed.

He understands and understands Min Shaoqi's actions and concerns, so he loves Min Shaoqi even more.Min Shaoqi suffers from depression, and it really has something to do with him, and he must also take responsibility, treat Min Shaoqi well in the future, and make Min Shaoqi happy like a little prince, so that he can make up for his guilt towards Min Shaoqi and treat Min Shaoqi well. It is worthy of such a forbearing and profound love between them.