Weird mail from my house

In the last few nights, I have always had a dream. I dreamed that the appearance of Shuyi when he was a teenager is not much different from him now, except that his smile is brighter, his face is fuller, and his eyes are like stars. Generally shiny.

Whenever I wake up, I always forget the scene in the dream, and the only thing I can remember is his appearance.

I turned around and looked at the photo of Shuyi in front of the table.

Is this a night dream?

After all, I never met him.

After April, Shuyi's letters always arrived as scheduled, which made me feel a little bit disappointed while being happy. I don't want to admit such a loss.

After all, I am not Zhou Yuan.

Sometimes I feel like a thief, secretly peeping at their feelings, secretly, secretly stealing the feeling that Shuyi gave Zhou Yuan, secretly thinking that Shuyi’s letter was written for me, to satisfy my desire A small love that I don't know when it arose.

Slowly, I actually developed a habit of responding to Shuyi's letter everywhere.

Shuyi said, "The spring in Kyoto is beautiful, but unfortunately I came late, the cherry blossoms all over the mountains and plains have passed the most luxuriant season. ]

When I passed the Qinchuan Bridge, I would subconsciously look at the cherry trees on the bank with only branches left, "Yes, it's the end of spring."

When summer came, Shuyi said, "Today's white clouds are too beautiful, I can't bear to blink, I just want to stare at it, I'm afraid it won't be the same in the next moment." ]

I would lie on the grass in the courtyard and look at the unpredictable white clouds in the sky, and I would tell him, "So I'm going to look carefully and draw it so it doesn't disappear."

Shuyi said, "Every time I help Xuebai take a bath, I'm dishonest, and I get water all over my body, just like Xueqiu. ]

I agree very much. When the ice cream is taking a bath, it is always disobedient. When it sees the water, it seems to run away like crazy. "Taking a bath is really a headache."

Shuyi said [I remember that you like to play games and drink coffee to refresh yourself, but if you are tired, why not go to sleep. ]

Once again drawing until late at night, I made a cup of coffee alone. I looked at the coffee in my hand and laughed, feeling that I was a bit wasted. Maybe a good sleep is what I really need.

Shuyi said [Take my little nephew to the amusement park, now he is full of energy and feels like an old man. ]

That's right, I looked at the tiger-toothed boy who was bullying the rabbit-eared boy again and smiled. Children are always full of energy.

Shu Yi said, “I went to Prague this time, but there is no wishing fountain there. It turns out that we have been deceived for so many years. ]

I looked at the cat-eared boy who was fishing for the coins at the bottom of the pool in front of the city hall and complained angrily, "Every time I come to make a wish, I really think that the wish can come true."

I chuckled, there is no wishing fountain in Prague, but we seem to have one here, but it is not very effective.

Shuyi said [Do you still remember the bougainvillea in front of the closed dessert shop?Passing by this time, it was already withered and dead. It is really an impermanent world. ]

When I came to Missing Dessert Shop and looked at the bougainvillea blooming beautifully by the door, I really wanted to tell him that this plant here can bloom even in winter.

The tree said, "The Northern Lights are so beautiful, like a fairy's ribbon. ]

Looking up at the starry sky, we don't have it here, but we are looking forward to it inexplicably.

……

This kind of dialogue has become my daily routine, and I gradually become like him, always wanting to tell him every time I encounter something.

[Qixi Festival is coming again, and the boss of many chickens is still enthusiastically inviting everyone to the festival. The old street is very lively. I saw many people wearing Hanfu out of the street. I also wore a set, just like the old man. A novel experience. ]

[The Yu Lan Festival here is very interesting. Everyone draws monsters and goes to the streets. The citizens here are very serious about the festival, and their makeup is very realistic, which surprised me. ]

[Only the soup shop posted a notice at the door, refusing to enter the boy with cat ears! She is a beautiful big sister, but she is called a mother-in-law by the boy with cat ears. A woman will still be angry if she is called too old. ]

[I went to Ye'an for a drink, and I found that the post office guy was there, but in the end he was put down by the bartending guy. Doesn't he learn to be good every time? ]

[Passing by the Qinchuan Bridge today, I finally saw who the kid under the bridge was always playing with fireflies. It turned out to be a girl in a jacket.It was a surprise that she greeted me today. ]

[The ice cream is bigger, maybe it's because the fire food is too good, and it has gained a lot of weight, but it still doesn't like to take a bath, which is really a headache. ]

[The black suit was injured, and bandages were tied around his hands. The tiger-tooth boy was also rare and quiet, obediently staying by his side. ]

[On the road, I met a big black dog and a young man with a headband that I always saw at Christmas. He even greeted me. Obviously we only met twice, but the people here are actually quite warm. ]

[When I went to Missing Dessert Shop, the proprietress would always give me an extra bowl of salty glutinous rice balls, which made me a little embarrassed, but I helped them draw another picture, the couple stood next to the bougainvillea.Later I found out that the bougainvillea was given to the proprietress by the shop owner, as their token of love.What a romance. ]

[Huya boy came to look for me at home today, this is the first time, he asked me to draw a portrait of the black suit as a birthday present, and asked me to draw the black suit to look like a pig.Was he sure Black Suit would like this gift? ]

[The black suit came to me today, and I probably guessed something.Although he asked me to paint a portrait of the Huya boy as a gift, he just asked me to paint the Huya boy as stupid as possible. I said how stupid he had to be, but he said the more stupid the better.Well, are they falling in love and killing each other? ]

[Bauhinia blooms again, and it dyes most of the city purple, which is really beautiful, but sometimes the beautiful scenery always wants to be appreciated by individuals. ]

……

Habits make people forget about time.

Once again, I received a Christmas invitation call from the boss of many chickens, and I realized that it has been three years since I came to this city. During these three years, I have received letters from Shuyi continuously. It's very fortunate that he didn't find out his mailing address.

Now I am getting used to this city more and more, and it also makes me nostalgic for it more and more, so nostalgic that I can't bear the slightest thought of going out.Maybe it's because I not only met a group of friends who can warm my heart here, but also because there is Shuichi's letter here.

Ice Cream has also changed from a little milk cat three years ago to a big cat today. The bigger it is, the more it looks like Snowball. No wonder it likes to squat in front of Snowball's portrait so much that it takes a long time to look at it.

It snowed for Christmas this year, but not much.Ice cream still likes to cling to me, and it was already standing at the porch waiting for me before I changed my clothes.

Picking it up, I walked towards the chickens in the snow.

It's going to be another fun night tonight.

Before going out, I habitually checked the mailbox for one item, but it was empty.

Maybe it's early, but every email always arrives when I return.

When I entered the store, it was still as lively as before. I sat next to the postman and chatted with him.

Seeing me, the two rabbit-eared children who ran directly to take the ice cream away from my arms seemed to have never seen them grow up, maybe they haven't grown up yet?This place seems to have been forgotten by time, even the Huya boy has never seen him grow up, and he still looks like the first time he saw him three years ago.

The big black dog and the young man with the hair tie come early every year, but this year he brought a child, and the child called him uncle. It should be the first time he came here. Call it Christmas.

The young man with the hair tie pondered for a while before saying, "A festival where you can eat, drink and have fun" and then added, "It's very interesting."

What a great explanation.

This time the skirt girl also came, but she just sat down for a while, gave me a gift and left.

Sister Yu looked at the gift she gave me and said, "You can carry it with you, and there will be unexpected gains."

Yeah?I have some doubts.

What the girl in the jacket skirt gave me was a delicate and beautiful small crystal bottle, with a trace of flowing fluorescent light inside, just like the light emitted by fireflies on the river bank.

The night was over, and the snow had stopped.

The road was silent, only the lights flickering.

When I got home, I opened the mail and smiled.

There was a piece of mail lying there, it was Shuichi's letter.

I turn it on.

[Xiao Yuan, Merry Christmas, have you received my letter? ]

This letter is just such a sentence, but it makes my heart beat and I feel a little uneasy.

Shu Yi, did he find out?

"Meow~" The ice cream's voice brought me back to my senses.

I gently rubbed the ice cream's head, but its body temperature couldn't appease my feeling of helplessness at this time.

With such uneasiness, I soon received another letter from Shuichi.

[I accidentally bumped my head a few days ago, I had a slight concussion, and my head still hurts, but it reminded me of many things that I had forgotten.Xiaoyuan, the school has been demolished and rebuilt, Xueqiu has been missing for three years, your favorite dessert shop has closed, your favorite American drama has come to an end, and things related to you are disappearing, but you are in my mind My memory is as clear as it was 14 years ago.So clear that I forgot the most important thing, so clear that I only remember to write to you, so clear that I thought you were still there, so clear that I forgot that you were no longer there.Xiaoyuan, tell me how can I forget about this matter?I'd rather write a letter that never gets a reply for the rest of my life than admit that you're no longer here. ]

gone? !

It was as if a thunder rang overhead, and I was at a loss for what to do.

Xiaoyuan is dead?14 years ago?

At this moment, I feel cold all over.