unknown way out

After Chu Heng put on his clothes, he went to wash up. While brushing his teeth, he looked at himself in the mirror. He brushed the broken hair on his forehead with his hand, and looked at himself with a smile on his eyebrows and eyes, and the corner of his mouth was full of smiles. The smile is stronger.

When he opened the bathroom door and came out, he found that Lu Yiqiao was holding the phone in his hand, keeping his face facing the phone, crawling on the bed and falling asleep again.

Chu Heng walked to the side of the bed, pulled the quilt on one side to cover him, and walked out slowly.

After he came out, he wanted to eat, but he didn’t know how to cook. In addition to mineral water, there were bottled coffee and canned Coke in the refrigerator, so he could only sit cross-legged on the sofa and turn on his mobile phone to watch takeaway. After all, it was eleven That's it, it's time for lunch.

He wanted to ask Lu Yiqiao what to eat, but he was afraid of waking him up when he returned to the cage.He ordered Sichuan cuisine on his own. As long as Lu Yiqiao's taste has not changed since college, then Chu Heng feels that Lu Yiqiao will still like the dishes he ordered.Looking at the delivery time of the takeaway, it took an hour to deliver it.

He turned around and went to the kitchen, took out three bottles of mineral water from the refrigerator, poured them into a small kettle for boiling water, and took out a glass jar containing coffee powder and two ceramic cups from the closet.

He really didn't expect that the second cup he bought would actually come in handy.

So he stood by the stove, reading a novel on his mobile phone, while waiting for the water in the small pot to make coffee to boil.

"I actually fell asleep again." It was Lu Yiqiao, who had already changed his clothes and opened the door to come out. Seeing Chu Heng in the kitchen, he walked over to have a look.He had expected food, but there was only unbrewed coffee.

Chu Heng put the phone in his pocket and said to him: "Lunch will be delivered in a while."

"Tsk, you can't cook?" "You can?" "I can't either." After finishing speaking, the two fell into silence.

"I have to learn in the future." Chu Heng said to Lu Yiqiao after thinking for a while.

Lu Yiqiao glanced at him, then sneered, "I thought you'd already made all the preparations, but you can't cook."

After Chu Heng heard it, he chuckled lightly, leaned into Lu Yiqiao's ear and said, "Who knew you were so easy to chase."

As soon as he spoke, he saw that the tip of the other party's ears turned red instantly, and he immediately turned around and said to wash up.

Chu Heng watched him hurriedly hide back into the room, completely unable to hold back his own smile.

He really didn't expect that he would actually catch up with him, and what he had fantasized about countless times had come true.

All of this is like the sentence I just read in the novel, "Love is like this, crazy and confused." '

If only it could be so easy from the beginning, Chu Heng suddenly remembered what happened a long time ago, that was the first time with Lu Yiqiao.

He went all the way north from Jiangnan alone, and traveled thousands of miles from H city to B city.According to the expectations of all the elders in the family, he applied for the medical school of S University and was admitted smoothly.He will become another new doctor in this big medical family.

In this dry northern city, it is necessary to change into light long sleeves in September. The wind in early autumn is already cold and the fallen leaves all over the streets have begun to become a burden for sanitation workers.

His first arrival did not disturb this bustling city, but he was disturbed by this city.

The opening ceremony was the third day of school, and that was the first time he saw him, the first time he knew that the person standing on the podium and speaking on behalf of the freshmen was called Lu Yiqiao, and he was their No.1 medical student.

Chu Heng never believed in love at first sight. He just laughed it off when a little girl believed in it.He never thought that he would actually have a strong affection for a man of the same sex.

He has always been very clear about his sexual orientation. He likes girls, but at the same time he has also liked boys.All of these are gender orientations that could not be determined before meeting Lu Yiqiao. After looking at him, and after a flash in my mind, I can only like him.

It turns out that the so-called love at a glance, regardless of gender, regardless of whether they have met before, since the first glance, my heart beats faster and I can't look away. .

Chu Heng was standing in the first row of the medical school team. Because he was the tallest, he held the school flag of the medical school. From his position, he could see Lu Yiqiao standing on the stage. His hand holding the manuscript was a little nervous trembling.

This was the first time I saw him, and the second time I saw him was during military training. They were in different departments. Although they were in the same company, they were not in the same row. He was in the third row and Lu Yiqiao was in the first row.

When the handsome boy in military training uniform sat on the lawn and sang together with everyone, Chu Heng watched from a distance, and his roommate thought he had his eyes on a girl in a row.

After the military training is over, they will meet each other in the meditation class. Lu Yiqiao will sit in front of him, or in the first few rows, or in the back few rows. In the big water class of the meditation class, they will basically fall asleep. , Chu Heng spends all his time looking at Lu Yiqiao, while Lu Yiqiao only cares about lowering his head and dreaming.

In Chu Heng's timeline, they have met countless times, but Lu Yiqiao has never met him, never, not once.

It was a rainy day, and Chu Heng went to the entrance of the attached middle school to help his roommate bring roasted sweet potatoes. He didn't understand why such an old man ate sweet potatoes as a meal all day long.

When he went, grandma was ready to close the stall, so Chu Heng asked grandma if he could bake some more, and he bought them all.

Grandma said she was going to pick up her grandson, and saw that Chu Heng really wanted to buy some sweet potatoes.So I roasted a few sweet potatoes in the stove, and asked him to help look after the stall, and she would be back after seeing you in a while.

The silver-haired old man completely trusted the person he met for the first time, left him a shoebox of change, and took an umbrella to pick up his grandson from school.

Chu Heng met Lu Yiqiao just now, and they spoke for the first time, and their eyes met for the first time.He didn't think it was a coincidence, in order to confirm the conjecture.

After he talked with the sweet potato grandma, when he came to help look after the stall the next day, he met Lu Yiqiao again, and he was even more convinced that this was not a coincidence.

But the other party didn't realize that he was his classmate at all, and thought that he had dropped out of school to work, and wanted to encourage him to continue studying and studying.

He also didn't tell him that he was also a medical student. He knew that they would always meet in school. Instead of talking about it now, it would be better to talk about it when they met, so that he would be impressed with him.

The so-called encounter also happened very quickly. They met in the auditorium of the medical school and got to know each other because of a drama rehearsal.They have had a relationship ever since.

Whether it's an extra seat next to his psych class or sitting at the same table at lunch every day, he goes out of his way to push the boundaries of friendship.

Before Lu Yiqiao could detect his intentions, Bai Xin found out.When she pressed him with a smile, he would tell the whole story.

Bai Xin readily agreed to help him catch him, but said, "Whether Lu Yiqiao likes you or not is not up to me."

The first time he was sure that the other party knew what he wanted, it was the first time he went on a trip. Chu Heng still remembered that it was also organized by the school.

He kissed him by the pool, his face was flushed and he ran away in a daze, and the closer contact with the two later made Chu Heng feel that there was only one sentence of confession left between them.

How easy it is to confess, you just need to close your eyes and say a few words recklessly, but the courage to speak out takes half your life.

When the other party came to his side as promised, the other party thought it was just a walk together, but he wanted to entrust a word and a heart to the other party.

At the Houhai Beach in early summer, surrounded by the sound of Jingyun drums and the after-dinner version of "Zhan Mei Case" performed by the elderly not far away, mixed with Erhuang played by banhu intermittently and Qingling's guitar playing The beat, as well as the gold-plated lake water in the setting sun, the thin-winged dragonfly opened up the layer of color, and the ripples were painted in circles and swayed, and disappeared before they reached the shore.

Chu Heng smiled and said to the other party: "I like you, a relationship that transcends friendship and is based on sexual impulse." Perhaps, the last sentence should not be added, but it was too late to accept it when it was said.

But he watched the other person's expression become stiff, and the smile on the corner of his own mouth couldn't hold back anymore. "Lu Yiqiao! What are you doing!" It was Mama Lu. She and Mama Bai were walking here, and unexpectedly saw her son.

Chu Heng originally thought that Lu Yiqiao would give him time to think about it, but he didn't want to, so he turned around and ran away.He clearly heard him say to his mother: "I'm here to find a classmate, he's going to go abroad soon, let me say goodbye to him."

Chu Heng didn't tell Lu Yiqiao about going abroad at all. He didn't know how he knew. If he had known it a long time ago, then he responded that he was kind to him, was it because he didn't want to have any nostalgia before going abroad? Maybe he's sick of himself.

He turned around and left, running in the opposite direction to Lu Yiqiao, packed his luggage and returned to City H early the next morning, and he lost contact with him for the whole summer vacation.

At the beginning of August, Chu Heng went to Germany as an exchange student of the college, and stayed in Germany directly to study obstetrics and gynecology because of his high grades.

He has been away from this familiar place for eight years. He is used to eating cheese and macaroni. He no longer drinks soy milk every morning, but drinks a cup of black coffee.Apart from video chatting with his family, he seldom speaks Chinese. German and English are already his everyday languages.

He also met a lot of people, Asians and Europeans, men and women.But he never stopped, and he thought he would never look back.

It wasn't until last year that he contacted Bai Xin, those friends he had known before.

Only then did I know that Lu Yiqiao had chosen to transfer to the School of Arts the September after he left.He asked Bai Xin, and he found out that Lu Yiqiao knew that he would go abroad because the college posted the list and posted it on the Dagong list. The font like a big-character poster is very difficult for Lu Yiqiao not to see. Disaster.

Lu Yiqiao also looked for him from many people, but he couldn't find him no matter what.Bai Xin told Chu Heng that when she was with Lu Yiqiao at the night market, she dared not tell him what he said while drinking and yelling at Chu Heng. Since then, Chu Heng's name has disappeared from their lives.

It was only then that Chu Heng realized that everything between the two of them was a misunderstanding. He turned around and fled, and he didn't know how to respond. He was not sure if his mood was the same as Chu Heng's.When he thought about it seriously for three days and planned to answer Chu Heng, he found that the other party's mobile phone number had been canceled. He only heard that he had returned to City H, and the mobile phone number in City B was no longer used.

And precisely because of his loss and wild thoughts, the other party felt that his confession was just a joke, and it was as if he had made a huge joke on him.

However, the emotional matter is a huge joke. After going through such absurd things, they still have one day to solve all the misunderstandings.

Chu Heng woke up to himself. At that time, he chose the latter among the application letters from the German hospital and the application letter from S University.Otherwise, no, otherwise, he doesn't know what will happen in the second half of his life.

But he knew that everything in front of him was the return of what he had been waiting for for many years.

"The takeaway is here!" When the doorbell rang, Lu Yiqiao just came out of the room. It was supposed to be an hour, but it arrived so soon.He rushed directly to the door, pushed the door open, and within a minute, the takeaway boy came up with the takeaway.

Lu Yiqiao took the bag, looked at what was inside, and walked towards the kitchen.The water in the kettle by Chu Heng's hand had been boiled long ago. He brought out the coffee and put it on the dining table, watching Lu Yiqiao take out the lunch boxes from the bag one after another.

"You ordered so much." When Lu Yiqiao turned his head to look at Chu Heng, the eyes of the two collided again, only Lu Yiqiao rolled his eyes, and sat down on the chair next to Chu Heng. Push a box of rice and a pair of chopsticks to him.

"I like you. It's a relationship that transcends friendship and is based on sexual impulse." Chu Heng didn't see the other party, but said something suddenly when he opened the lid of the lunch box.

And Lu Yiqiao almost dropped the cup from his hand with a trembling hand. He never forgot this sentence. Even after hearing it after many years, the last sentence is really unsavory.