unknown way out

Bai Mingchuan has always thought that he is the one who is most suitable for Lu Yishan, even if he doesn't say it, the tacit understanding between them is unrivaled, and he never hides his feelings.

He thinks that there is only a thin layer of paper between Lu Yishan and him, as long as the paper is pierced, the relationship that has been waiting for many, many years will be fulfilled.

But he still didn't pierce the layer of paper first, someone got there first.That woman broke into Lu Yishan's world suddenly, and inexplicably brought him a passionate love.

Bai Mingchuan watched that woman give her all for him, no matter how unmoved Lu Yishan was at first, she was finally moved by that persistence.

Before Bai Mingchuan had time to get used to the existence of that woman, let alone react to their relationship, Lu Yishan handed him the wedding invitation.

The wedding invitation with gold letters on the red background was like a strong light, which made his eyes tired. He smiled and agreed to the other party, but rejected the request to be the best man. He didn't understand Lu Yishan's thoughts, his feelings for him, How could he ignore it like this.

When the other party left, he turned around and tore up the wedding invitation in his hand, his hands were shaking non-stop, his uncontrollable emotions seemed to tear him apart, the red shreds of paper shook from his hands, but he couldn't calm down Come.

Obviously Lu Yishan has always treated him like the closest person, not just a friend.The appearance of He Qinglin, that is, that woman, broke all these things.

Bai Mingchuan still remembers that wedding, the banquet with eighty tables and the bride’s eight-meter-long skirt. The long skirt dragged behind the beautiful woman, and the blue and white hydrangea in the bouquet in her hand was in full bloom. Just in time, her veil was hanging down, her beautiful face was full of excitement and happiness, the zircon on the crown and the diamond ring between her fingers were shining brightly.

When the bride entered the arena, everyone was looking at the newlyweds, only Bai Mingchuan looked at Lu Yishan, he was standing in the front wearing a white suit, and that tailor-made suit complemented his figure even more Straight and straight, with champagne roses inserted obliquely at the neckline, he is also looking at the slowly approaching bride, the woman who is about to become his wife.

Bai Mingchuan kept looking at him, and Lu Yishan suddenly looked down at this time, and it was Bai Mingchuan, but the lights on the stage were too bright, making his eyes dim, and he couldn't see the people below the stage at all. So Lu Yishan quickly looked away again.

Bai Mingchuan sat there, frowning, watching the man reach out and grab the woman's hand, taking her hand from her father.

When they looked at each other and smiled, before Bai Mingchuan could close his eyes, he felt that his emotional world had completely collapsed, and his eyes were completely dark.He never thought that this relationship of his would really have an ending where his whereabouts were unknown. The other party knew that he was in love with him, but he didn't even want to look back at him.

He was very drunk that day, but it was not at the banquet, but when the lovers who were about to become husband and wife were reading the oath, he resisted the feeling of nausea and rushed out the door.

He got into the car alone and went to drink, how much he drank, and he didn't remember it afterwards, he just remembered that it was his sister who scolded him and brought him home. Congratulate the eldest son of an old friend on his wedding.

So, half a year after the wedding, he didn't know what attitude he should use to stand beside Lu Yishan, let alone what attitude he should use to face He Qinglin.

However, half a year later, that woman became pregnant. When Lu Yishan took He Qinglin to the Obstetrics and Gynecology Department of the Affiliated Hospital of S University for the first time, he happened to bump into Bai Mingchuan who was going to deliver meals to Bai Xin who was attending the clinic.

He listened blankly to Lu Yishan, who was standing opposite, telling him in a somewhat embarrassed tone: "Qinglin is pregnant."

He stared at the woman's flat belly, unable to believe that there was already the crystallization of their feelings in that belly.

Lu Yishan carefully supported He Qinglin's waist, and He Qinglin also looked at him with a smile. When she turned her head and looked at Bai Mingchuan, her gaze was complacent. Although this woman never explained it, Bai Mingchuan knew that she knew that he loved him. Lu Yishan's feelings.

"Boy, or girl?" Bai Mingchuan really didn't know what to say, he could only ask a question that none of the three of them knew the answer to.

The corner of Lu Yishan's lips still had an unchanged smile: "We don't know yet, we both guess it's a boy, what do you think?"

What do you think?What do you think?

Bai Mingchuan still had a calm expression and said, "Girl, I guess it's a girl."

"Speaking of it, although I think it's a boy, I feel that having a daughter will be very happy." Lu Yishan glanced at He Qinglin and said.

He Qinglin didn't say much, just nodded with a smile.

Since He Qinglin became pregnant, Bai Mingchuan changed from seeing Bai Mingchuan two or three times a week to only seeing him once in half a month or a month. Every time he saw him, he could see He Qinglin and her increasingly conspicuous belly.

She even quit her job in the third month of pregnancy to concentrate on raising her baby at home.

The child was born, a girl.

It was even more difficult for Bai Mingchuan to see Lu Yishan. He heard about him from Bai Xin, and Bai Xin heard it from Lu Yiqiao.

As a father for the first time, the cautious and gentle man dare not even hold a petite baby, for fear of damaging that little life.

Bai Mingchuan saw the child for the first time when she was full moon. The little baby was sleeping peacefully in He Qinglin's arms. He said that his daughter was like his father, and that little child had grown all the advantages of his parents.

"It's called Lu Zili." Lu Yishan stood side by side with him and said to him.

Bai Mingchuan watched the child grow up again. He thought this life was just like this. He could only watch his beloved and others live a stable life for the rest of his life. That lovely child would slowly grow up and become a slim girl. They'll watch her marry and they'll have grandchildren.

But he, Bai Mingchuan, could only stand on the sidelines and watch, sometimes thinking about Bai Mingchuan would also fill him with sadness.But he had already decided that he had only loved this one person in his life, and he couldn't leave him, and he couldn't forget him.

He never thought that the woman would leave on her own initiative.

He Qinglin gave up everything she had for love, but she finally regretted it. She longed to be an extraordinary person instead of a housewife who does laundry and cooking at home.So the conflict was on the verge of breaking out. Lu Yishan originally supported it, but He Qinglin said that she wanted to go abroad for further studies, letting go of the child who had left her mother and the family who were not ready to face the storms of life.

She still realized that she had kidnapped this man with her emotions, and she loved him blindly, for fear that he would leave her.But she felt tired before she could hold on for too long.

The longer the time dragged on, the more powerless she felt. If it wasn't for this child, the relationship between them might have collapsed long ago.

During that time, the young parents handed over the child to Lu's mother. The two separated and lived apart in order to think about the future.

Lu Yishan put down all the work at hand, he was with Bai Mingchuan every day, no matter when it was the most difficult and difficult for him to continue, he couldn't leave Bai Mingchuan.

Bai Mingchuan knew that the opportunity had come, but he didn't open his mouth. He just listened to the people around him talking about the difficulty of life and the truth about this nominal relationship.

After calming down for a whole week, Bai Mingchuan drove Lu Yishan to the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, watched the couple enter, and when they came out again, the two hurriedly said goodbye and went their separate ways.

Lu Zili was left to Lu Yishan, and He Qinglin soon went abroad for further studies.

After going around in a big circle, life actually returned to the same place.

Bai Mingchuan could still accompany Lu Yishan, the two of them watched Lu Zili grow up together, and to Lu Zili, Bai Mingchuan was like her father.

Bai Mingchuan watched the days go by day after day. He didn't know when it started. He could also feel the change in the other party, and he could see it in his eyes. Maybe this relationship could finally be reaped.

"Uncle Bai!"

Lu Zili patted Bai Mingchuan's stomach, trying to wake up the adult who had fallen asleep while sitting on the sofa.

Bai Mingchuan woke up suddenly, and saw that the little girl who had grown to his waist was still carrying a schoolbag on her shoulders, and the red scarf around her neck had not been taken off.

"Uncle Bai, don't you take off your glasses when you sleep? I thought you couldn't sleep if you didn't take off your glasses." Lu Zili said with a smile.

Bai Mingchuan helped her unload her schoolbag, and found that Lu Yishan hadn't followed him back, so he asked, "Where's your father?"

"Oh, I met an aunt downstairs just now, and my father said it was his old friend. After he let me go upstairs, he went out with that aunt." Lu Zili sat down on the sofa and said.

Bai Mingchuan raised his eyebrows, as if he had some doubts: "Does that aunt look like you?"

Lu Zili also looked back at him, raised her eyebrows and said, "I also think that looks like my mother, but if dad doesn't say anything, I can't drag that aunt and call her mother."

Bai Mingchuan sighed, and stood up: "Your grandma said that she will go shopping with your grandma Liu tonight, and I will cook tonight."

"Really? Please have Kung Pao Chicken!" Lu Zili raised her hands and cheered.

Bai Mingchuan thought that Lu Yishan would come back very late, but just as he put on his apron, took the vegetables out of the refrigerator and put them in the sink, he heard a voice from the door, and then he heard Lu Yishan's voice: " Classmate Lu Zili, do you think that Dad will come back late? Why don't you do your homework and watch TV?"

"Ah! I'll go right away." Then I heard the sound of the little girl running towards the room stepping on her slippers.

Knowing that Bai Mingchuan was in the kitchen, Lu Yishan untied his tie and walked towards the kitchen.

"Where's my mother?"

"Going for a walk with my mother."

While listening to Bai Mingchuan's answer, Lu Yishan opened the refrigerator and took out a can of beer.

"I saw He Qinglin just now."

Lu Yishan put the beer can on the table, leaned against the table and said.

Bai Mingchuan turned his back to him, and the corners of his mouth could not help but curl up: "Really? She came to see Lili?"

"Well, she said that it's enough to meet once. There is no requirement. I said that there is someone waiting for me at home. She seemed to know it was you, so she asked me if I was Bai Mingchuan? I said yes. She changed her words and let me Send her to the gate of the community and send her to a taxi." Lu Yishan looked at the back of the person in front of him wearing a pink apron that was too small in size, and couldn't help feeling warm in his heart.

"Lily said she wants to eat Kung Pao Chicken, how about you?"

"It's all right, I'll go and see Lili doing her homework first." After that, Lu Yishan picked up the beer and walked to his daughter's room. As soon as he stepped out of the kitchen, he felt that the way the two of them got along had changed. It's like an old couple.