Deliberate mistake
Chapter 34 Life is Deceit
"Li Hanjing!" Bai Jin caught up with the girl in three steps at a time.
"Well, what's the matter?" Li Hanjing walked forward at a neither fast nor slow speed.
"Didn't you hear me?"
"I heard." Li Hanjing's footsteps did not slow down, "But Wanying and the others are coming to pick me up almost now, so I can't waste time here with you anymore."
"You you you..." Bai Jin was so angry that she couldn't speak for a while, "Don't you want to have feelings?"
"I do not know."
"This is something that everyone has, don't you want it?" Bai Jin persuaded earnestly, "Don't you want to become a normal person?"
"I don't know."
"Don't you have the slightest envy for others..." Bai Jin was speechless at this point.
This is due to my own stupidity.
If Li Hanjing is really as emotionless as imagined.
Then how could she envy her human feelings?
Then.
To play with her.
To manipulate her.
To destroy her.
Think about it in another way.
To try to walk into her world.
Be her "friend" first.
Bai Jin tried to think about it from a purely rational point of view, and the only way to convince her was...to let her understand the benefits of having feelings for her.
"Li Hanjing, people without feelings will suffer greatly in the future." Bai Jin smiled.
"Why?" Li Hanjing looked a little surprised, but Bai Jin also understood that it was just "looking".
"You should also feel it in school, the strange attitude of other students towards you."
"Is it strange?" Li Hanjing lowered his head slightly, revealing his beautiful neck.
"Do they treat you differently than they treat other people?"
"It seems to be." Li Hanjing murmured, "Is that the so-called malice?"
"It can't be called malicious, but it's not a good thing in general." Bai Jin breathed a sigh of relief, she was a little relieved that she could detect the difference in other people's attitudes even if she had no feelings, but she still locked her eyes tightly. Frowning: "This is the true manifestation of your incompatibility with others. It may be that you have been in the environment protected by the Li family, and you haven't felt too much weirdness."
Bai Jin knew that the most important reason was her own.
Li Hanjing has no feelings, so naturally he doesn't know what kind of feelings other people have.
"I see." Li Hanjing nodded thoughtfully, "What does this mean?"
"Campus is actually a small society. You are not well received here, which means that you will have difficulty stepping out of society in the future." Bai Jin followed the persuasion, "How can you bear the high expectations of your father and brother when you are like this?" What? How can you contribute to the Li family like this? You will only become a burden to the Li family whose survival is a problem."
This is actually an exaggeration. Bai Jin can feel the talent in Li Hanjing. Even if she loses her important relationship, she can actually live brightly.
But only in this way is it possible to convince Li Hanjing, because in her previous life, the reason for her to survive...
No, it should be that the reason why she didn't die was always the sense of responsibility towards Li Shi imposed by her father.
Li Hanjing finally stopped, and after a long silence, he said softly: "You are right. Then do you want me to use that wish to let you teach me how to be emotional?"
Although she has no feelings, she is still very sensitive in some ways.
"That's right." Bai Jinqiao smiled sweetly, "In every sense, I am the person in this academy who understands people's hearts the most."
"Then please." Li Hanjing said bluntly, "If you really taught me how to understand people's hearts, I wouldn't tell my brother about those things."
The negotiation was successful.Bai Jin breathed a sigh of relief.
"Didn't I say it before?" She patted Li Hanjing's shoulder pretending to be intimate, "I will definitely change you, Mirror."
"Mirror?" Li Hanjing raised ink-like eyebrows, as if he didn't quite understand.
"This is a nickname! Since you are already a master and apprentice, I can't always call you Li Hanjing." Bai Jin said with a smile, "This is the first class I give you. Use an intimate nickname to address people." , can shorten the distance between people.”
"Haven't we always stood so far away? When did we get closer?" Li Hanjing was even more puzzled.
"It's a spiritual distance, not a physical one!"
"Spiritually..." Li Hanjing was thoughtful, "Then let me call you... Xiaojin?"
Bai Jin suddenly blushed.
Good straight ball.
Why is it so disgusting to be called so by such an unintentional guy?
"Just call me Bai Jin honestly." Bai Jin coughed a few times, "This is the second class I'm teaching you, it's better to keep a certain distance between master and apprentice, otherwise you won't be able to teach seriously Woolen cloth."
"Is it a spiritual distance again?"
"That's right! Don't you just learn something? The mirror is really smart." Bai Jin rubbed Li Hanjing's hair carelessly while laughing.
Li Hanjing tidied his hair calmly: "Thank you for the compliment."
"Oh, by the way, there may be things that make you disobey your brother's orders in the future teaching." Bai Jin put down his hands, "Can you do it?"
"Of course." Li Han didn't change his face, and didn't resist at all.
Seems like it's just a suggestion.Seeing this, Bai Jin's expression was complicated.
"Then what are you going to violate?" Li Hanjing asked softly.
"You have to learn to pretend and lie." Bai Jin smiled slyly.
"why?"
"Well, it's because..." Bai Jin turned her back, unable to see her expression now.
"Because half of things like feelings are produced by lies."
"You are here, Xiao Jing." Li Qing, who was sitting in the passenger seat, said with a smile.
"Well, good afternoon. Brother, sister Tan." Li Hanjing responded as usual.
"En." Liu Tan said lightly, seemingly not in a good mood.
"It's much later than usual today." Li Qing asked softly, "Did something happen?"
"It's nothing, a classmate asked me to be on duty for her." Li Hanjing lowered his head and said, "You said you wanted to help the classmate."
Li Qing was stunned for a moment, and then smiled brighter: "Ah, that's right."
Li Hanjing looked out the window: "Well, that's it."
The car accelerated forward, and there was a sudden silence in the car.
Someone broke the silence: "Why lie?"
"What, what?"
"I said, why do you lie?" Liu Tan said in a single word, "I hate liars the most in my life, little girl."
"I'm not lying, Sister Tan." Li Hanjing responded blankly.
Liu Tan frowned slightly, and turned his gaze to the front: "Li Qing, you should have heard it."
"Huh? What do you hear?" Li Qing looked innocent.
"Didn't you tell her not to lie?" Liu Tan gave him a hard look.
Li Qing turned a blind eye: "My sister is not lying, she is just willing to help others. Isn't that right, Xiao Jing?"
"Yes." Li Hanjing nodded seriously.
"You..." Liu Tan's face was full of black lines, and his anger would probably explode soon.
"Don't be so angry, I'm quite happy about this change, isn't it like an ordinary person?" Li Qing changed the subject, "But Xiao Jing, I also have something to ask, who is that person? who?"
"The person who called me on duty is..."
"That's not what I asked." Li Qing interrupted his sister, and stared back at her profile, "What I want to ask is, who ordered you to stay on duty?"
"Isn't that the same meaning..." Liu Tan's voice trailed off, and he could hear his overtones.
"This question..." Li Hanjing raised his head and met his brother's gaze, "Can I choose not to answer?"
There was a hint of disbelief in Li Qing's eyes, which then turned into hesitation, doubt and some unspeakable emotions, and finally he smiled.
"Of course. But can you tell me why?"
"Because this is a girl's secret." Li Hanjing said seriously.
The two pairs of dark pupils stared at each other silently for a long time, then Li Qing silently turned his head away.
"Pfft ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha..."
Li Qing's laughter didn't stop until the car arrived home.
"Hey, mirror!" Bai Jin sat next to Li Hanjing during class the next day, and asked enthusiastically, "How is the task assigned to you yesterday?"
"Probably succeeded." Li Hanjing nodded slightly, "Although I don't quite understand why my brother is so happy after listening to it."
"Happy?" Bai Jin raised her eyebrows.
"Yeah, he couldn't help laughing when he was eating. Because this brother was scolded by his father." Li Hanjing stated honestly.
"Please repeat to me how you lied at that time." Bai Jin asked with narrowed eyes.
"Oh, here's the thing..."
"Isn't this a complete failure?" Bai Jin lowered his head and supported his forehead, deeply shocked, "But I didn't have any expectations."
"Did it fail? But my brother said he believed my words." Li Hanjing asked dubiously.
"That's just..." Bai Jin paused, considered how to explain it, and finally chose to give up, "Forget it, you don't understand this for a while. Anyway, your brother obviously She knew you were lying, not to mention that Liu Tan, she didn't even bother to cover it up."
"Is that so?" Li Hanjing was thoughtful.
"How is it? How do you feel about lying for the first time?" Bai Jin asked with a light smile.
"It's easy to lie."
Bai Jin was a little surprised by this statement, but soon understood: "This is indeed the case for you. You can easily tell lies without blushing or heartbeat, and you have no shame or guilt for deceiving others." feel."
Li Hanjing concluded with a serious look: "However, it is very difficult to complete the lie. Before you reminded me, I didn't think about who changed duty with me, nor did I consider the relationship between the person's gender and motives. It’s also very difficult to make others believe a lie, why does my brother say he believes me, but actually knows that I’m lying?”
"Probably because I'm happy." Bai Jin sighed softly.
"Happy... so happy that it doesn't matter if you are scolded by your father?" Li Hanjing was a little confused.
"It's not the same as being happy!" Bai Jin said helplessly, "The reason why your brother didn't expose you is because you have become more like a human being. This is something to be happy about... Judging from your previous description, your brother does not seem to be a pervert who uses words to dominate you, it seems that I have misjudged him."
"Domination? Abnormal?" Li Hanjing frowned tightly, "I don't understand what you mean at all. Emotions are really complicated."
"This has nothing to do with feelings...but it's also my fault for asking you to challenge such a difficult task from the beginning." A gleam flashed in Bai Jin's eyes, "Well, I know that the next class should be What's up, are you free on weekends?"
"Yes." Li Hanjing nodded.
"Then go on a date with me." Bai Jin's smile seemed to ooze sunshine.
The author has something to say:
The exam is finally over...
"Well, what's the matter?" Li Hanjing walked forward at a neither fast nor slow speed.
"Didn't you hear me?"
"I heard." Li Hanjing's footsteps did not slow down, "But Wanying and the others are coming to pick me up almost now, so I can't waste time here with you anymore."
"You you you..." Bai Jin was so angry that she couldn't speak for a while, "Don't you want to have feelings?"
"I do not know."
"This is something that everyone has, don't you want it?" Bai Jin persuaded earnestly, "Don't you want to become a normal person?"
"I don't know."
"Don't you have the slightest envy for others..." Bai Jin was speechless at this point.
This is due to my own stupidity.
If Li Hanjing is really as emotionless as imagined.
Then how could she envy her human feelings?
Then.
To play with her.
To manipulate her.
To destroy her.
Think about it in another way.
To try to walk into her world.
Be her "friend" first.
Bai Jin tried to think about it from a purely rational point of view, and the only way to convince her was...to let her understand the benefits of having feelings for her.
"Li Hanjing, people without feelings will suffer greatly in the future." Bai Jin smiled.
"Why?" Li Hanjing looked a little surprised, but Bai Jin also understood that it was just "looking".
"You should also feel it in school, the strange attitude of other students towards you."
"Is it strange?" Li Hanjing lowered his head slightly, revealing his beautiful neck.
"Do they treat you differently than they treat other people?"
"It seems to be." Li Hanjing murmured, "Is that the so-called malice?"
"It can't be called malicious, but it's not a good thing in general." Bai Jin breathed a sigh of relief, she was a little relieved that she could detect the difference in other people's attitudes even if she had no feelings, but she still locked her eyes tightly. Frowning: "This is the true manifestation of your incompatibility with others. It may be that you have been in the environment protected by the Li family, and you haven't felt too much weirdness."
Bai Jin knew that the most important reason was her own.
Li Hanjing has no feelings, so naturally he doesn't know what kind of feelings other people have.
"I see." Li Hanjing nodded thoughtfully, "What does this mean?"
"Campus is actually a small society. You are not well received here, which means that you will have difficulty stepping out of society in the future." Bai Jin followed the persuasion, "How can you bear the high expectations of your father and brother when you are like this?" What? How can you contribute to the Li family like this? You will only become a burden to the Li family whose survival is a problem."
This is actually an exaggeration. Bai Jin can feel the talent in Li Hanjing. Even if she loses her important relationship, she can actually live brightly.
But only in this way is it possible to convince Li Hanjing, because in her previous life, the reason for her to survive...
No, it should be that the reason why she didn't die was always the sense of responsibility towards Li Shi imposed by her father.
Li Hanjing finally stopped, and after a long silence, he said softly: "You are right. Then do you want me to use that wish to let you teach me how to be emotional?"
Although she has no feelings, she is still very sensitive in some ways.
"That's right." Bai Jinqiao smiled sweetly, "In every sense, I am the person in this academy who understands people's hearts the most."
"Then please." Li Hanjing said bluntly, "If you really taught me how to understand people's hearts, I wouldn't tell my brother about those things."
The negotiation was successful.Bai Jin breathed a sigh of relief.
"Didn't I say it before?" She patted Li Hanjing's shoulder pretending to be intimate, "I will definitely change you, Mirror."
"Mirror?" Li Hanjing raised ink-like eyebrows, as if he didn't quite understand.
"This is a nickname! Since you are already a master and apprentice, I can't always call you Li Hanjing." Bai Jin said with a smile, "This is the first class I give you. Use an intimate nickname to address people." , can shorten the distance between people.”
"Haven't we always stood so far away? When did we get closer?" Li Hanjing was even more puzzled.
"It's a spiritual distance, not a physical one!"
"Spiritually..." Li Hanjing was thoughtful, "Then let me call you... Xiaojin?"
Bai Jin suddenly blushed.
Good straight ball.
Why is it so disgusting to be called so by such an unintentional guy?
"Just call me Bai Jin honestly." Bai Jin coughed a few times, "This is the second class I'm teaching you, it's better to keep a certain distance between master and apprentice, otherwise you won't be able to teach seriously Woolen cloth."
"Is it a spiritual distance again?"
"That's right! Don't you just learn something? The mirror is really smart." Bai Jin rubbed Li Hanjing's hair carelessly while laughing.
Li Hanjing tidied his hair calmly: "Thank you for the compliment."
"Oh, by the way, there may be things that make you disobey your brother's orders in the future teaching." Bai Jin put down his hands, "Can you do it?"
"Of course." Li Han didn't change his face, and didn't resist at all.
Seems like it's just a suggestion.Seeing this, Bai Jin's expression was complicated.
"Then what are you going to violate?" Li Hanjing asked softly.
"You have to learn to pretend and lie." Bai Jin smiled slyly.
"why?"
"Well, it's because..." Bai Jin turned her back, unable to see her expression now.
"Because half of things like feelings are produced by lies."
"You are here, Xiao Jing." Li Qing, who was sitting in the passenger seat, said with a smile.
"Well, good afternoon. Brother, sister Tan." Li Hanjing responded as usual.
"En." Liu Tan said lightly, seemingly not in a good mood.
"It's much later than usual today." Li Qing asked softly, "Did something happen?"
"It's nothing, a classmate asked me to be on duty for her." Li Hanjing lowered his head and said, "You said you wanted to help the classmate."
Li Qing was stunned for a moment, and then smiled brighter: "Ah, that's right."
Li Hanjing looked out the window: "Well, that's it."
The car accelerated forward, and there was a sudden silence in the car.
Someone broke the silence: "Why lie?"
"What, what?"
"I said, why do you lie?" Liu Tan said in a single word, "I hate liars the most in my life, little girl."
"I'm not lying, Sister Tan." Li Hanjing responded blankly.
Liu Tan frowned slightly, and turned his gaze to the front: "Li Qing, you should have heard it."
"Huh? What do you hear?" Li Qing looked innocent.
"Didn't you tell her not to lie?" Liu Tan gave him a hard look.
Li Qing turned a blind eye: "My sister is not lying, she is just willing to help others. Isn't that right, Xiao Jing?"
"Yes." Li Hanjing nodded seriously.
"You..." Liu Tan's face was full of black lines, and his anger would probably explode soon.
"Don't be so angry, I'm quite happy about this change, isn't it like an ordinary person?" Li Qing changed the subject, "But Xiao Jing, I also have something to ask, who is that person? who?"
"The person who called me on duty is..."
"That's not what I asked." Li Qing interrupted his sister, and stared back at her profile, "What I want to ask is, who ordered you to stay on duty?"
"Isn't that the same meaning..." Liu Tan's voice trailed off, and he could hear his overtones.
"This question..." Li Hanjing raised his head and met his brother's gaze, "Can I choose not to answer?"
There was a hint of disbelief in Li Qing's eyes, which then turned into hesitation, doubt and some unspeakable emotions, and finally he smiled.
"Of course. But can you tell me why?"
"Because this is a girl's secret." Li Hanjing said seriously.
The two pairs of dark pupils stared at each other silently for a long time, then Li Qing silently turned his head away.
"Pfft ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha..."
Li Qing's laughter didn't stop until the car arrived home.
"Hey, mirror!" Bai Jin sat next to Li Hanjing during class the next day, and asked enthusiastically, "How is the task assigned to you yesterday?"
"Probably succeeded." Li Hanjing nodded slightly, "Although I don't quite understand why my brother is so happy after listening to it."
"Happy?" Bai Jin raised her eyebrows.
"Yeah, he couldn't help laughing when he was eating. Because this brother was scolded by his father." Li Hanjing stated honestly.
"Please repeat to me how you lied at that time." Bai Jin asked with narrowed eyes.
"Oh, here's the thing..."
"Isn't this a complete failure?" Bai Jin lowered his head and supported his forehead, deeply shocked, "But I didn't have any expectations."
"Did it fail? But my brother said he believed my words." Li Hanjing asked dubiously.
"That's just..." Bai Jin paused, considered how to explain it, and finally chose to give up, "Forget it, you don't understand this for a while. Anyway, your brother obviously She knew you were lying, not to mention that Liu Tan, she didn't even bother to cover it up."
"Is that so?" Li Hanjing was thoughtful.
"How is it? How do you feel about lying for the first time?" Bai Jin asked with a light smile.
"It's easy to lie."
Bai Jin was a little surprised by this statement, but soon understood: "This is indeed the case for you. You can easily tell lies without blushing or heartbeat, and you have no shame or guilt for deceiving others." feel."
Li Hanjing concluded with a serious look: "However, it is very difficult to complete the lie. Before you reminded me, I didn't think about who changed duty with me, nor did I consider the relationship between the person's gender and motives. It’s also very difficult to make others believe a lie, why does my brother say he believes me, but actually knows that I’m lying?”
"Probably because I'm happy." Bai Jin sighed softly.
"Happy... so happy that it doesn't matter if you are scolded by your father?" Li Hanjing was a little confused.
"It's not the same as being happy!" Bai Jin said helplessly, "The reason why your brother didn't expose you is because you have become more like a human being. This is something to be happy about... Judging from your previous description, your brother does not seem to be a pervert who uses words to dominate you, it seems that I have misjudged him."
"Domination? Abnormal?" Li Hanjing frowned tightly, "I don't understand what you mean at all. Emotions are really complicated."
"This has nothing to do with feelings...but it's also my fault for asking you to challenge such a difficult task from the beginning." A gleam flashed in Bai Jin's eyes, "Well, I know that the next class should be What's up, are you free on weekends?"
"Yes." Li Hanjing nodded.
"Then go on a date with me." Bai Jin's smile seemed to ooze sunshine.
The author has something to say:
The exam is finally over...
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