Deliberate mistake

The world is always spinning, but my (Li Hanjing) daily life has never been changed.

until today.

I stared at the mail on the table, and looked at Luo Lian inexplicably: "What is this?"

"I don't know either." The assistant who was far more capable than Wanying shook her head, "But the recipient has your name written on it."

Could it be a threatening letter?I thought jokingly.

"I understand." I waved to her, "You go down first."

Luo Lian bowed to me and left my office without making a sound.

I gently picked up the mail and found that it was not very thick at all, so thin that it seemed that only the envelope itself was left.

I looked at the cover of the email again, and there were four large characters written on the sender column: "Your best friend."

A very bad premonition suddenly appeared in my heart, and I even had an urge to throw it into the trash can.

When reason washed away the false feelings, I opened the mail and poured out the contents gently.

A chapter of thin white cards fell on my desk like a leaf.

"It's gone?" I looked inside the mail, checked it several times, and then put down the envelope.

My eyes returned to the seemingly ordinary card, and after a moment of hesitation, I picked it up.

However, the moment I touched the white paper, a strange feeling like an electric shock spread through my whole body.At that moment, I even suspected that what I touched was not a piece of paper at all, but a high-voltage power supply.

Then the originally well-ordered thoughts suddenly mixed together, no matter how big or small, no matter how old or new, all the memories turned into waves as if to swallow me up.

"Miss really loves to bully people!"

This is the memory of Wanying.

"One day you will be thrown into the abyss because of your feelings!"

This is the memory of Sister Tan.

"Hugging a younger sister is a brother's privilege, and nothing can take it away!"

This is about my brother's memory.

"You are an existence that I cannot tolerate, cannot be reconciled to, and cannot ignore. You are wrong, distorted, disgusting, and inhuman. I absolutely want to correct your words and deeds, your behavior, your expression, your thoughts, and your senses. , your will, your spirit...everything about you. God, why do you exist in this world? You damn guy, choose for yourself, either be killed by me, or be transformed by me. "

This is the memory of my love that is etched deep in my memory.

"The war has begun! Those who don't know how to be polite will pay the price with their lives!"

Um?This seems to be a memory I forgot.

Could this be the scene I dreamed of when I was in a coma that day?

"...***, if you want *** to survive, goug your own eyes."

This is......

In the waves of memories, I saw some strange scenes.

No, it's not "unfamiliar", but "meeting you for the first time".

I am sure that this memory has never happened in my life, but I feel familiar with it for no reason, as if it happened yesterday.

Why is this?

......

It seems that half a century has passed, and I have returned to reality from the ocean of memories.

Like a lack of oxygen, I was panting uncontrollably, and cold sweat had already soaked my back.

I looked up at the source of the evil, but the blank paper was no longer blank, with a few tiny fields on it.

I took a closer look and read silently in my heart:

To my best friend:

By the time you see this note, I must be dead.

As the saying goes: Man is mortal.However, the time I waited for death was so long that I forgot the concept of death itself.

And yet it finally came, happening to me so literally right now.

Please don't feel sad about my death... Ah, it seems impossible for you to be sad.

In order to end the fate between you and me, and to fulfill my wish, I have chosen a gift for you.

Funny, you sold me "it" in the past.Now I have returned "it" in another way.

Accept this gift with a smile!

Then try to grieve, my dear friend.

From: Hu Yueqing

"What does this mean?" I was at a loss after reading the whole article, "The so-called gift is just a quick review of my own memories?"

I put down the white paper, and suddenly noticed that there was a round white membrane around me that glowed with light color.

When did this happen to me?

I tried to touch this layer of film, and it spread out at an extremely fast speed, and then penetrated through the wall, out of my field of vision.

"...How careless, I forgot to give such an important document to the lady for review." A familiar voice rose from my mind, because it was so real, I even thought it was someone talking beside me.

"It's Luo Lian." I recognized the owner of the voice, "But why did her voice reach my ears directly?"

and why?

Why do I have an unspeakable feeling in my heart.

Unlike rationality without fluctuations, it is a feeling that makes one's scalp numb and out of breath.

Hate.

What exactly is this?

The door in front of her was suddenly opened, and Luo Lianlan strode in: "Miss, I..."

I interrupted her and said impatiently in advance: "Bring the documents here."

"Okay." Luo Lianlan handed over the document to my hand, "but how did you know about it?"

The oppressive feeling disappeared, and just as I was about to breathe a sigh of relief, another unspeakable emotion was entangled in my chest.

It was an annoying cloud-like emotion, which made me frown involuntarily: "Didn't you tell me yourself?"

"No, I didn't notify you at all." Luo Lian replied puzzledly.

What the hell is this guy talking about?

And the emotions in my heart became more intense, and even my eyes seemed to be covered in fog.

"Miss, are you unwell?" Luo Lianlan asked with concern.

At this moment, in addition to the previous fog in my heart, I have a new feeling, a heavy and warm feeling.

what......

what is this!

Totally do not understand.

What have I become?

At this moment, Luo Lianlan said in disbelief: "Miss, why are you..."

A thunderous sensation made me look up, and then I realized the wetness on my cheeks.

I slowly wiped the droplets off my cheeks and said in disbelief, "This is..."

This is tears?

Me, I actually cry?

"Miss, I will send you home to rest now." Luo Lianlan made up her mind.

Miss may be sick.There was another voice in my mind.

"Don't worry, I'm not sick." I tried my best to resist those same feelings, and forced a smile, "However, I may really need to go home and rest."

"Eh?" Luo Lianlan froze in place.Did I say those words just now?

I can't describe my mood at this moment, I just feel unprecedented confusion, so I don't want to answer the secretary's questions anymore, and walk out of the office on my own.

"Miss! You really don't need me to take you home?" Luo Lian followed my footsteps to the corridor.What if something goes wrong?

"It's okay," I said to her, and she was the source of all the confusion in my eyes.Then he ran towards the elevator like fleeing.

I haven't seen Miss for a long time, she must be having a hard time without me!Another very familiar voice sounded from his mind.Then all kinds of jumping and complicated emotions hit me, and my current expression can only be described in words.

Is this guy the devil?

I glanced at the elevator that was about to reach my destination, and subconsciously rushed into the next staircase.

Even the dullest person should have discovered the truth by now. The gift Hu Yueqing gave me at the end of her life should be the ability to read minds.

This is really an incredible gift.I thought as I went downstairs.

I used to think that memories are simply used to record past things, but then I realized that memories are always ghosts that follow you like a shadow, and let you fall into deep feelings when you are caught off guard.

In the depths of memory that I wasn't aware of, those vivid memories woke up.

How do these guys do it!If this continues, when will our group's goal be achieved?

A rampant emotion like a wild bull occupied my heart, and I fled to the next floor with red eyes.

Ah... How long will it be before I get off work?

I can't do it anymore...just resign.

A sense of powerlessness from the bottom of my heart eroded my whole heart, and my spirit became a little sleepy, and it was even difficult to maintain my standing.

I yawned and walked to the next floor.

"Oh! Xiaojing's outfit is unexpectedly amazing!"

"Ah! This one is not bad either, it has the feeling of Xiaojiabiyu."

"Wow, the western style is also very suitable! It makes me seem to see the princess."

Is it my illusion?For the first time, I actually saw the scene where the cheerful and unreliable elder brother was choosing clothes for me.

What's even more incredible is that I didn't feel any resentment about it, and even wanted to try it again.

I suppressed the desire in my heart and walked down slowly.

"Yeah, the person I hate the most is you. I have never been pleasing to my eyes with your careless gestures, hypocritical words and deeds, and flashy appearance. You also pretend to care about others all day long, pretending that you are a little bit different. It’s like a little bit of love. Obviously I am a tool to be played by others, and I still treat others as a tool. Ah, really, really, really..." Liu Tan’s calm voice revealed that he was even more beautiful than the sea. Wanting a hatred that is colder than a glacier, she covered her eyes and forced herself to endure the killing intent, "I have imagined the scene of crushing you more than once, and I will stab your hypocritical appearance with a knife. Wear, sew your mouth full of lies with needle and thread, swallow your cold eyeballs alive, and finally grind you into minced meat and feed it to the dogs. If it weren't for Li Qing's face, you might have I've already been killed ten thousand times."

Sister Tan's bloodthirsty expression appeared in front of her.

Rage and fear involuntarily arose deep in his heart.

what!

Obviously it's just Liu Tan.

Obviously it's just that Liu Tan......

Why does it make me shudder so much.

In order to escape her shadow, I fled down in a panic.

"Yeah. I miss you day and night, miss you, love you. Miss your temperature, miss your words, miss your breath. I want you to smile only at me, I want you to kiss me alone, I want you to be imprisoned at home and you are not allowed to go anywhere... At first I thought this was just a kind of greed of the creator for the creation, but now I realize that such a vicious feeling should be called love .”

The lover's affectionate confession rang in my ears, and my heart, which was obviously calm at that time, began to waver uncontrollably now.

this is Love?

This kind of relationship has an intoxicating enthusiasm and desire, even if you feel it from the sidelines, you can feel the temperature in it.

I resisted the desire to stay here and not leave, and continued to walk down.

"You have been so distorted that no one can save you. If so, just hate, hate the world, hate life, hate human beings, hate blood, hate family, hate...I, even hate yourself! Only in this way can you Maybe I can redeem myself." The little child said heart-wrenching words to me.

However, I could no longer be as indifferent as before. Facing the pressing Bai Jin, I ran down uncontrollably.

"Don't touch me." Bai Jin straightened up, the flames in his eyes turned into frost in an instant, "Monster."

don't want......

No!

Don't hate me!

I am not a monster!

I continued to flee downward.

"Friendship can only be established on the basis of both sides." The smile on Bai Jin's face was slightly sarcastic, "How can you have feelings now?"

I......

my feelings...

My feelings are there.

My powerless rebuttal was interrupted by Bai Jin, and all I could do in the end was keep running downwards.

......

......

I am Li Hanjing.

Please don't reject me again.

please don't...

"President, why are you here?" A crisp voice dragged me out of the memories of the past.

I looked back and found that I had come to the lobby on the first floor.

Why does the president look dumb?

I turned my head to look at the owner of the voice, and the receptionist noticed my awkward gaze and smiled politely: "President, where are you going?"

"Go deal with some private matters." I walked towards the company's gate without looking back.

private matter?what is it?

There was a kind of uncomfortable feeling like scratching in my heart.

It's okay, it will be over soon.Go home, get some rest and everything will be fine.

I consoled myself.

However, this is only the first level of hell.

Losing my mind, I completely forgot that Li's is located in the city center with a lot of traffic.

Hey, I failed the exam again today.

This painting is not bad.

What a beautiful girl.

What birthday gift should I give her?

I've had enough of these days!Go quit your job now!

It's so hot, when will winter come?

I forgot to wish Teacher Tang a happy holiday on Teacher's Day!

mili's new song is really super nice, let's call them.

Ah ah ah ah ah!Wei Tian sells biscuits!

What do you want for lunch?

We are today, then in the days to come, that guy Li Jialantian Xia, what about you and me? ? ? ,!  …

......

......

Everyone's mental activities and inner feelings were stuffed into my mind, and the strong pressure made me sit down and have difficulty breathing.My heart seems to be performing an opera that contains five hundred elements, and the final ending of the opera is nothing but endless fear.

very scary.

very scary.

very scary.

very scary.

very scary.

very scary.

...Bai Li, help me.

"Do you want to take a taxi? Beauty!" A rough male voice temporarily attracted my attention.

I reluctantly sat in the back row, told the driver the address of the community, and then took out my mobile phone to ask my lover for help.

However, the only response to me on the mobile phone is the busy tone, but the collision and intertwining of various complex emotions in my heart have become more complicated.

The most obvious voice came from the driver who had been eyeing me from the start.

Wow!This is truly a super iconic beauty.I have been driving for so many years and this is the first time I have seen a woman of this level.

I wonder if she is married?

I really want to put her on the bed and...

After that, there were some unspeakable swear words, such a disgusting feeling made me almost retch.

"Are you motion sick? How about I drive slower?" the driver asked with a smile.

"It's okay." I said with a forced smile.

The sound is also very nice!I really want to use those fresh lips...

I closed my eyes, lowered my head, and hid my flushed cheeks.

terrible.

very scary.

Are all men such creatures?

Why doesn't Bai Li answer my phone?

Hurry up and answer!

I beg you.

I put down my phone, and if I couldn't get through, I had to change the way - send her a text message.

Um?Why is her face so red?Do you really like me?impossible.

Ah yes, if possible, I would also...

I closed my eyes and called for help again and again.

Hurry up, I'm about to be killed by emotion.

It was the first time in my life that I prayed so earnestly.

The author has something to say:

It will be over tomorrow!